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kunta (profile) wrote, on 4-19-2004 at 2:35am | |
Current mood: angry Subject: Loving You .... |
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I love you, I love you and not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced attraction puppy dog way although I'm sure that's what you call it. I love you, very simply, very truly. You're the epitome of everything I've ever looked for in another human being and I know you think of me as just a friend and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd ever consider. But I had to say it, I just can't take this anymore, I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels, I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably like queer our friendship, but I had to say it cause I've never felt this way before and I don't care, I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this out tonight means that we can't hang out anymore then that hurts me but God, I couldn't allow another day without getting it out there regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face, is to be the inevitable shoot down and you know I'll accept that but I know, I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment and if there is a moment of hesitation then that means you feel something too and all I ask is that you please not dismiss that and try to dwell on it for just 10 seconds. There isn't another soul on this whole planet who has made me half of the person I am when I'm with you. And I'd risk this friendship for a chance to take it to the next plateau because it's there between you and me you can't deny that. Even if we never talk again after tonight please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me. ........... ... .. ... | |
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speakyourmind22 | kunta...., 04-29-04 4:34pm hey. you said to post in here and I am. you are a good writer. dont give up on that |
andy | 04-29-04 5:31pm Your $2.00USD has been received. Thank you. |
Anonymous | chasing amy, 05-04-04 11:18am that's from chasing amy. =] |
kunta | Re: chasing amy, 05-06-04 12:46am no doubt it is .. kevin smith is da man .. love him |