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| spoiled-kisses (profile) wrote, on 5-15-2004 at 1:00pm | |
| Current mood: un-loved Music: ..s0 yeSteRday -->> hiLary duFf.. Subject: . t0dayy w0nt be g00d . |
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| i knew t0dayy wasnt guna be g00d. my m0m hatess me cuz i never g0t her a m0ther's dayy giift. I'm a h0rrible daughter. I make her regret haviin me. I screw upp at everythiin. I'm the daughter she DiDN'T wanna have. I d0 druggs, g0t pregnant, gettiin badD gradess, nd i didnt get her shyt f0r m0ther's dayy. EdDy is bein a bigg fuckin assh0le. I'm s0o sick 0f hiim treatiin me this wayy. He juss dun give a shyt, but i DEF d0. Nd i l0ve hiim s0o much! I juss cant st0p cariin lyke he can. I dunn0 h0w guyys can't have str0ng feeliinz. How theyy can act lyke they never even caredD. haRsh. Tom0rr0w iz the day we 0ffiicially br0ke upp last year. I dun wana replay of that m0ment again this year . . JaX nd me we'll never be as cl0se as we usedD t0 be. Me nd eRin went 0ver there at 11 last niite nd haRris0n was there. She's changedD s0 much. I wish shyt didnt change between me nd her. She was such a great friend nd there was never a b0riin m0ment. st0ners f0r lyfe! =( The 0nlyy thing stayiin the same iz my TrUeSt, eRin. My BESTEST friend f0r 6 fuckiin years. I'm guna hate it wen she g0es t0 c0llege. Next year, she'll be a seni0r. Well, i'm 0nly a year behind her. I sh0uld be g0iin there s00n. I l0ve her s0o much. `4`7`7` <33 0k, dun bytchiin again. Lyfe suxx. Shyt aint the same n0 m0re. I wana g0 back t0 5 m0nths ag0 .. everythiing was s0 straight. I'm g0iin sh0ppiin wit jeNny in a lil bit, then g0iin t0 niCk's h0use nd guna g0 fuck upp my lyfe again .. d0in stupidD ass crack. I alwayyz t0l myself i'd never d0 druggs nd n0w i'm gettiin addicted t0 fuckin crack! Weed nd crack .. wut a lyfe?! But is the 0nly thing that makess dayyz lyke this better. Nd t0nyte, guna get fuckedD upp wit riA nd g0 see a m0vie while anDy stays wit my dad nd gets drunk al0ng wit all their p0thead friendz. Yea, an0ther drunk partyy at my h0use t0niite. Awesum . . I'm g0ne. Later bytchess. -->> i want t0 leave this place nd never c0me back. (( oNe )) |
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playmate101 | 05-16-04 1:41pm u just put (img src=" ")
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| spoiled-kisses | Re:, 05-16-04 10:34pm thanx . x0 |