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| kunta (profile) wrote, on 6-19-2004 at 2:08am | |
| Current mood: confused Music: STP - Big Empty Subject: Women are The Win |
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| Today was an interesting day kids... to say the least hah, but lets skip the garbage, not worth me time So on to bigger things, I know I vowed to never let anyone in ever again, well I broke that vow and have fallen for someone, and even though the feelings aren't mutual and prolly never will, I still have mass feelings for her and have since the high school days... well this is some of our convo tonight .. women ... grrrr Kunta Kinte 31 (1:58:23 AM): so tell me pupskitten121 (1:58:29 AM): i want you to know that i have been nothing but honest with you pupskitten121 (1:58:47 AM): from the beginning pupskitten121 (1:59:52 AM): from the bottom of my heart Im sorry if im a whore....or a tease pupskitten121 (2:00:34 AM): Ive told you since you first said a word to me anything that I did not want to hurt you in any way! pupskitten121 (2:00:45 AM): and I am trying not to lead you on so much pupskitten121 (2:01:13 AM): I am a rediculous person pupskitten121 (2:01:29 AM): and i am incredible sorry for that pupskitten121 (2:01:54 AM): i also want to remind you that everything that i am saying is what im thinking and feeling right now pupskitten121 (2:02:08 AM): like i told you......i dont want a relationship...... pupskitten121 (2:02:47 AM): i think in a way it scares me too much right now.....i guess its my shield and my way of trying to stop myself from getting hurt pupskitten121 (2:02:50 AM): I dont know pupskitten121 (2:03:24 AM): since we've started talking again you have been wonderful pupskitten121 (2:03:37 AM): and lately youve been completely amazing pupskitten121 (2:04:30 AM): the other night when you first came over......i really had a great time with you pupskitten121 (2:04:50 AM): then you told me how you felt pupskitten121 (2:05:24 AM): i was afraid as usual......like when frank and josh told me the same thing..... pupskitten121 (2:05:40 AM): i dont want to lead anyone on and i dont want to hurt anyone pupskitten121 (2:05:54 AM): i dont think ive been doing a good job at that pupskitten121 (2:06:22 AM): then you seemed resistant to me saturday pupskitten121 (2:07:23 AM): when i tried not to change my behavior like you thought i wouldve.... pupskitten121 (2:07:55 AM): the way youve been with me is completely amazing pupskitten121 (2:08:24 AM): i never wouldve thought u wouldve ever been in bed with me pupskitten121 (2:08:40 AM): and i never thought that we wouldve stayed up like all night just talking pupskitten121 (2:08:57 AM): i havent had that in such a long time pupskitten121 (2:09:13 AM): and it was great pupskitten121 (2:09:19 AM): it made me feel really good pupskitten121 (2:09:34 AM): before i fell asleep that night i started thinking pupskitten121 (2:09:43 AM): and to tell you the truth...... pupskitten121 (2:09:48 AM): ive been thinking since pupskitten121 (2:12:03 AM): ............. so, what Am I suppose to do .... sigh |
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speakyourmind22 | ......, 06-19-04 8:26pm you know i could be really mean to you and tell you to grow some balls, or say many other mean things to you to show my love, but all i have to say is dont stress over this whole girl thing..just let it go. the best things are the unexpected things. so just let it happen when its suspose to. Oh an an to add insult to injury dont you ever write the word "sigh" again..sigh....what the hell? |
kunta | Re: ......, 06-19-04 8:28pm sigh sigh sigh ! .. hah thanx for the advice caitlin ;) your my girl |