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| lifesuxsodanz (profile) wrote, on 7-9-2004 at 3:25pm | |
| Current mood: confused |
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| Talking to Danielle inspired me to write a story I have kinda had in my head for a few days. It is making me very happy, writing is my therapy right up there with shopping. It's just ahrd to get motivated to write anymore : \.....yeah so that is what I have been up to lately, sad but....I could care less. I owe myself crunches and treadmill time until I pass out....I'm confused again I don't know how to handle this anymore. I hate myself for being weak I hate myself for a lot of reasons. Maybe I'll just give in fuck willpower. maybe not idk....don't ask Michelle is comming to get me at 8am tomorrow morning and we're leaving for Gainsville. Hillary informed me last night that a lot of her friends we woulda met had gone home for the summer and Richelle is home visiting her family this weekend which really sucks because I was exicted to see her but oh well we will still have fun I'm sure, not like I'm doing anything exciting here. Well I have more writing to do gotta work out and pack and go to the book store to get something for the drive up. I'll be back around wednesday so don't miss me too much heh. oh yeah I'm taking my driving test on friday...I'm afraid I will be the only loser to fail it but cross your fingers for me. Not that I'm a bad driver or anything I just might do something stupid under pressure. idk my mom was saying she wasnt going to let me drive right away but I made her let me drive her to boca so she could see that I'm not incompetant so...hopefully she'll be reasonable. I'm so pissed because I have to do eagle ette shit the weekend my mom and I were supposed to go to NY. So we're cancelling the trip. My mom wont let me miss it because it looks bad and she knows I need to start proving myself and shit. All that I sacrafice for this fucking team gives me little to no payback and it never has but it makes me hate myself a little less to know that I am capable of being truly dedicated to something and taking responsibility where it is expected. It's a pride thing i'll never quit. so that's that danielle we are definately going bowling when I get home maybe we'll even steal shoes this time : P If you have any crises while I'm away don't hesitate to call because well....you know those boys. Have fun with #1 and #2 <3 Actually anyone call me I love calls : ) someone is also going with me to see king aurthor when I get back... this is enough back to the story at hand.... ~love~ |
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alwaysfalling | 07-09-04 8:08pm have a great time in gainesville and be ready for when you return. i'm kidnapping you if i have to.
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christini | 07-11-04 9:28pm sheesh. is everyone headed up to gainesville? im going on wednesday, and christina is also going on saturday.. what do you know. |