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| kiwi (profile) wrote, on 7-12-2004 at 8:01pm | |
| Current mood: pensive Music: What else? FOCS Subject: Revelations |
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| I'm made alot of big relaizations lately. 1) Even though I'm 14 I could drop dead at any moment... I really should stop complaining and try to live the moment. Be who I want to be NOW! I was jsut hanging around and I almost choked on a hard candy. And right then I'm like... I could have died, even though I'm young. 2) Everyone in the planet is full of bullshit. It's just natural. It's how we protect ourselves, by being fake. Everyone I said, including me. We may justify it... but it's still there. 3) Goverment is bad, every president we ever have I will porbably hate, I should just get over it now. 4) Every form of government(democracy, anarchy, socialsim) is perfect, in theory. But as humans we are flawed and we will mess it up, everytime. There is no way to make government perfect. Because we suck. 5) Humans are not cool. It would have been better for the earth if we had never evolved. We are jsut a genetic mutation. (One good plague!) 6) Life sucks.... and when it gets good... that won't last. 7) Even though it sucks we should live it up. 8) We only live life twice, and I'm on my second time around. Time is precious, go with the flow. 9) Embarssement is only keeping you back. It is not useful. You should ignore it, totally. I mean really. I have never had embaressment save me or anything. Just keep me from doing what I think would be fun, like dancing. 10) I forgot what I was thinking... whatever so I pick up something else. The only way to make a perfect world would be to die... everyone at the same time. Right now... GO! 11)Why would anyone what to live to be old? Wouldn't it be better to jsut raise children, see their children then die fairly young... like 65? Suicide at 65 sounds good to me. 12) Even though everyone is full of bullshit, you need ot be true to yourself(as in telling yourself what is actually happening(not being who you wnat to be(which is still important but not my point)))... I've been telling myself crap for a while. Still am... never could take the truth, from myself. 13) Nothing has a reason... I'm gonna die because I died, it was not my time, I wasn't called home, I died. Same for everyone (more crap) 14) Hate sucks... but it is needed, we don't know how to function without it. Humans cannot function without imperfection. Perfection makes us feel inferior, and we have a need to destory that which is superior to us. OK so you might know this all already, but some of it was big for me... some was just like a review. Shut up smart ass... I might be stupid, but I'm working on it! |
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fadingintoblue | 07-16-04 2:37pm I'm stealing comp time right now, so I didn't have time to read all that, but if you kill yourself at 65 I'll be majorly mad (we can be old crochety ladies together!). |
| kiwi | Re:, 07-16-04 7:55pm You want to be an old crochety lady? and Take up food, room, and air on this planet... maybe. I'll think about it. |
seaofsorrow | 08-30-04 6:55am how do we live twice? |
| kiwi | Re:, 08-30-04 11:57am ... not to be taken seriously, slip of the lip on a canoeing trip... that ryhmed too much. Dude, basically inside joke, taht wasn't ever funny |