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Glitterkisses (profile) wrote,
on 7-13-2004 at 1:56pm
Ugh. That doesn't even make sense. Well I mean, for you it probably does, but ugh to me it doesn't. Like i'm glad and all that like...you aren't out to make my life hell. That you're better than that, but like I don't like messengers, and I don't know like if you are going to dislike and tolerate me or what, and I don't want that. Like I want things to be, ..comfortable. I know that doesn't make any sense at all, but like to me, I have to explain what I mean, what I'm talking about for me to be okay with..whatever you want to cal the situation. Like what I'm talking about now woul dmake more sense if I talked to you and explained it. I don't see what the big deal is, like what...you can't talk to me online for two minutes? We're friends for a year, but when you hate me you can't talk to me even ocne for like a minute to hear what I have to say. Like i'm not asking to be all buddy buddy best friends, but i mean i DO want a compromise. Hearing from you every now and then, would be nice. ughh ajdfkjadflkj this is dumb i dont EVER make sense and what the hell is point in trying to explain something to a fucking journal? maybe you'll read this, but then i doubt you'll actually attempt to talk to me to hear what i want to say. which makes me look like even more of an ass. grr like why do I even still care, like I mean dont get me wrong, i dont care nearly as much as I use to, but I do kinda care that we were friends then were enemy's. like whats the point...just one good reason...well..nevermind sigh ok im going to go ride rollercoasters with jess ;)
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jennapie

07-13-04 3:14pm

ok, I wasn't a messenger. I just thought I would let you know, that he doesn't completley have no idea what the heck you think. I don't think you should get so upset about this, and I think you should let it go!
He doesn't have to tralk to you, if it is fine with him to tolerate you, that should be fine to you knowing that he doewn't want to kill you or something. Just let it be.

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Glitterkisses

Re:, 07-13-04 3:23pm

Don't take this the wrong way but you don't understand. You couldn't understand how I feel really...at all. So please don't tell me how I should feel. I don't mean for that to sound bitchy at all, so dont get that idea. I'm just saying..you don't know interily how I feel about it, him, how we use to be friends. You odn't know. So to me it is important, I do want to talk to him, and that's how I feel. so yeah..I just don't think it's fair to say that I shouldn't care, because I do, and I don't see why I shouldn't.

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