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| Twitchy (profile) wrote, on 10-24-2004 at 1:23am | |
| Current mood: melancholy |
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| sometimes I feel wrong for feeling ok ... like I don't deserve it, like it's not right ... and sometimes it's draining to just have to focus so hard on keeping what I have what do I have? I know I have you all and that makes me happy, that's when I usually don't feel drained, but I'm not always around you all ... and it's hard to keep it up sometimes ... my life is of nominal interest ... and I guess my situation is of nominal nature, so why worry ... I just feel bad, just bad ... for all the stupid things I've said and the stupid things I've done ... I try I really do, but ... the shit happens, and it ends up hurting me the most trust me so I just want to say that I am really very fucking sorry for all the stupid things I've done and said and thought, not that it absolves anything, not that it'll even help me sleep tonight, just that I think you should all know that I'm deeply and truely sorry |
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independenttruckergrl | 10-24-04 1:34am It wasn't the...was it? |
poisonedheart | 10-24-04 12:03pm Don't be sorry, you're too good for that Mark. |
godessalthena | 10-24-04 4:15pm It's fun to hear people apologize for nothing... You haven't done anything stupid. |
whispers-to-a-scream | 10-24-04 6:29pm No need to be sorry.
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shroudofrain | 10-24-04 9:22pm Mark... for what do you have to be sorry for? For being a great guy? For being the friend anyone would kill for? For being human? For absolutly nothing at all? Last time I checked you didnt have to be sorry for any of that stuff, infact most would be congradulated for that type of stuff. Mark, you dont have to be sorry for anything. Remember that next time you feel this way. You are a great friend, your words help all of us find who we are, be incuraged, and be better people. Unless you have hurt people in any way or anything like that you dont have to be sorry for anything. You cant be sorry for anything. You dont know how much you mean to people. Take me for example. If you hadnt talked to me just randomly that one day, I would have never pulled out of my depression the way I did. For all I know if you hadnt been you I would have still been majorly depressed. Do you have to feel sorry for helping me the way you did? Of course not. All in all Mark you have nothing to be sorry for. |