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iron-cipher (profile) wrote,
on 11-17-2004 at 11:52pm
"Bad guys lie to get in your pants, Good guys lie to get in your heart"

So damned tired of it all. I can't win. Insaitaible desires and dreams make those that I have rought so inept.

So for those of you that don't know what has been going on in my life lately I'll paint the picture. So I just turned 18. I am on my last year of high school. I have not taken the ACT because I must go in for hip surgery (Which I have no idea how that will turn out). Thus I can't really apply to any colleges because I don't even have an act score and well my gpa is only a 3.0 Nothing to outstanding to get anyones attention. Thus and school that I might want to get into, probably wouldn't accept me. Also I have the outstanding oppurtunity to go and earn 20,000 dollars for school next, and rent or whatever else I would need to pay for, but that would mean I would be gone for my entire senior summer and not see my friends before they take off for college. Well then on top of that my job sucks. My grandpa has major medical problems and the doctors haven't really been able to do much, and I have no clue what I want to do for college anyway. Who knows? I don't. There is more but i don't really want to get into that at this time. Have a great day or whatever the hell you want it to be. :)
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andy

11-18-04 1:41am

nice one tree hill quote. ;)

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glitterkisses

Re:, 03-17-05 9:05am

one tree hill is bomb!!!!

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angel_bob

11-18-04 6:14am

Don't worry, you'll figure something out. The world is always going to be there and you're always going to have a chance to do whatever you want.

Have hope.

I love you.

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pamela

11-18-04 6:47am

you're a good person and in the end everything will work out. i hope your grandpa gets better, hope your surgery goes outstanding and hope that any other worries clear up and that everything works out for you. *hug* cya

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sherriffsteve

11-18-04 9:38am

Financial Aid

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1010101

11-18-04 5:51pm

Yeah, I'm rather tired of that whole "guys are only after one thing, and are terrible terrible dogs" crud as well...

I am sorry to hear you're having a tough such a tough time, though, as the others have said, I definitely believe you'll get through it alright. I wouldn't get too worried about getting into college, afterall there really is no harm in waiting a year before you take off (in fact, considering how much more money you'll have than all of us, it might actually be a rather good idea) though I wouldn't let up on your school work either...

...erm yeah, but in any case, I'll be sure to pray for you (and your grandfather), and I really hope things start getting better for you soon.

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brianna

11-18-04 6:39pm

I'll pray for you, Nick. I'm sorry to hear that so much crap is going on right now. I hope God opens a window soon for you.

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