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 | mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
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its funny how, when there's one little crappy thing in your life, your random button reminds you of all the crappiest things that you have to deal with everyday anyway.
i'm afraid of being alone. i really am. just alone. not boyfriend alone necessarily, although it sort of plays a part. not having a best friend, not having even a really good friend. i think everyone's afraid of being alone. add that to the fear of falling and the fear of the unknown.
i think its normal. do bugs feel safer when the shoe is above them if they have a colony with them? do they convince themselves that it's not going to be them that dies, but the one beside them? or do they just wonder how it will feel?
if one believes in god, does god regret the moment he makes someone die? does he shake his head at the stupidity that leads him to taking that person's life? does he cry when he watches someone in pain? how would it be to have god as your best friend? would it be wrong to only idol and not put god as a god in your mind? i dont even know if i believe in god but how would it feel to know your best friend could take care of all your problems, but would rather you solve them on your own? to acknowledge taht you are stuck and have to accept what you ahve and use that to climb out of your hole, and just have him pat you on the back, and notice a tear fall on your pants and realise you arent the one crying.
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| Anonymous | 04-19-05 11:26pm I don't know if these were rhetorical questions, but I answered them from my view anyway-Cathy
if one believes in god, does god regret the moment he makes someone die?-Maybe, I just always thought when a person died, it was their time. Time for them to go to Him.
does he shake his head at the stupidity that leads him to taking that person's life?-I do not think God intentionally points fingers at certain people, cause afflictions, pain and death. A God so merciless is one I would not revere.
does he cry when he watches someone in pain?-Yep
how would it be to have god as your best friend? -It's like nothing you can imagine.
would it be wrong to only idol and not put god as a god in your mind?-I don't really understand this question.
i dont even know if i believe in god but how would it feel to know your best friend could take care of all your problems, but would rather you solve them on your own?_ Don't think of God the Friend making your problems disappear in seconds. Your friends that you have right now are there to help you, either by talking things out, comfort, etc. God is the same way. So you do have the opportunity to solve them own your own, but when it's out of your reach, something that you just can't so alone, Go can help, though it is at times hard to recognize His handiwork.
to acknowledge that you are stuck and have to accept what you have and use that to climb out of your hole, and just have him pat you on the back, and notice a tear fall on your pants and realise you arent the one crying.- Then what would you feel if this happened? I'd feel abandoned, like He wasn't there to help me along the way, or at least by my side as I got out of that hole. I can't picture God inactive.
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mudpiegrl | Re:, 04-20-05 11:39pm read other comments
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sweetyas | I havent read the other comment but..., 04-19-05 11:33pm why must we give God human attributes? Isn't believing that God can cry or feel sad making him/her/it/whatever not as powerful?
Im not sure it makes sense ask me about it.
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mudpiegrl | Re: I havent read the other comment but..., 04-20-05 11:41pm ::sigh:: i didnt even read cathy's whole thing...
guys i was getting an idea for my creative writing story.
they were not rhetorical so much as out loud thinking...
yes... i know i am not all godish and stuff but i was creating characters
my conflict is doubting oneself and i could not find a better character that would be more opposite.
god is so sure of himself because he has no reason not to be, i mean read the book of exodus...it is clear he is sure of himself...nearly cocky...
besides guys, you both know i hate god disputes...am always going to be wrong cuz i dont believe right...
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sweetyas | Re: Re: I havent read the other comment but..., 04-21-05 1:40pm Sorry i is stupid and i must press issue after this i stop.
You are right cuz to u ur, me i argue cuz i want the other point of view to make sense to me by complaining.
I did a god thing for creative writing, i made god and the devil sit on a park bench. The devil was trying to have god say he won but god didnt and in the end the devil left as bitter as he started.
So maybe somehting like that would interest you. Making god be a regular person throughout the story and only at the end do you hint he is god. if i was more creative i would written it better but its only an idea, i did mine as a skit a dialogue b/w the two. but thats just an idea.
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mudpiegrl | Re: Re: Re: I havent read the other comment but..., 04-22-05 12:02am no you dont understand
that isnt my conflict.
havent you ever believed that you were right so strongly that you fought really hard for it and then realised you were beginning to doubt yourself?
thats what am trying to capture. am using the least likely archetype to reel in the idea.
you cant tell me im wrong because its like my art pieces, its my own invention.
i dont want your story becasue i dont believe firmly enough in god's power for that
i do believe and understand common doubt in oneself, but putting up a show so that people think that you are stronger than you are, because i do that. To me, god is one who anyone can look at and say all knowing and whatever else...therefore he is the perfect character.
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