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| liz (profile) wrote, on 7-28-2005 at 12:15pm | |
| *sigh its a tiring day, not really i got up at 10 or so, that is good its earlier than noon like normal. im really trying to get my shit together. get my room sorted and ready for move out day. ive packed up the clothes that i wont wear between now and then. sad. three boxes of clothes, and there are still many in my closet my walls are almost bare, ive taken down most of the posters. and such. there are about 5 things left. four flowers presses that i made when i first moved in. im leaving them. a collage that i made, symbolizing being out of place and alone. im not taking that because i think it will bring bad karma to college. my lizzy sign that my grandpa made for me. im not sure about that one. i might stick it in my trunk in case i decide to have it at school. and the drawing of my fantasy bedroom. im leaving that as well. because mandy is moving into this room when i leave. so it will something nice for her to have, to look at, night, a little reminder. and my picture of the softball team. im taking that but waiting until the last minute to take it down. im afraid that something will happen to it i think. i miss the team already. im leaving the barbies and the dolls up where they are. mostly because i dont have anything to do with them. they are just there. i am doing laundry too. washing all of my new extra long sheets and my comforter pluss new towels and such. moving out is teh suck but im like mad excited about it too. ahh self conflict. blast you. well loves then. |
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pjlmaster | 07-28-05 12:33pm sounds like you had a busy day |
liz | Re:, 07-28-05 2:32pm yeah only ive been on like eight times trying to catch you and now is the last time cuz i gotta go to work.
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pjlmaster | Re: Re:, 07-28-05 3:03pm sry
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Tails | 07-28-05 6:17pm *hugs* your living my dream and its causing you the stress of a nightmare. i cant wait till i get to cry while i take things off my walls...i cant wait until i get to remeber what it felt like to make or put up each little thing in my room...i cant wait. your so damn lucky liz. good luck with the rest of moving out. and god damnit i love you. ill miss you alot. |
liz | Re:, 07-29-05 11:44pm its sad but refreshing to know that i am leaving my former self behind. i can start over. be something new. i wont because im really content with who i am at this point but its nice to have that option. and at the same time its really really scary to be going someplace new, but im a firm believer that change helps people grow. so this is really just one more step to take in the rest of my life. im so ecstatic. i remember when leaving my house was so far away, my mom said today that if i dont get unsick by the move out date then i cant move and i said, well i guess that it would be my decision since im 18 and im paying for it anyway. i hate to say it but im not your concern anymore. im the boss of lizzy after the next 22 days. for now you can boss me around all you want, but make it good cuz yup 22 days.
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