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| jayzulla (profile) wrote, on 7-31-2005 at 2:42am | |
| This post is going to be nothing but self pity. so dont bother posting and yelling at me. I sit here and think about everything. Sitting alone today for hours. Smoking, drinking a few beers. being alone. iv gone through life trying to play the hand i was delt. sometimes i cant help but try and pull the ace from my sleve. i know where im going with life. but i have a hole i cant fucking fill now. self pity is a bitch. i dont write this on paper, because i dont feel like it does anything for me. fuck it, i lost track of my words. "im sorry mama, i didnt clean my room" only one person in the world can connect with me on that. and it makes my eyes watery. nothings simple, ever. |
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skife | 07-31-05 4:22am wow man, never seen you down like that before.
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pjlmaster | 07-31-05 8:59am things are only as simple as we make them |
Tails | 08-01-05 2:31am without getting bitchy. do you think shes loves you? and you can be human and get the cds from me. i dont hate you and theres no reason to hate me over something as trival as me blowing a shit load of anger out at the wrong person through the wrong media. i mean its okay if you dont want to be friends anymore. but we are still people. you can be civil with me right? |
jayzulla | Re:, 08-01-05 10:09am Whats the first question supposed to be taken as. dick thing to say, or no? that was curiosity, i dont know how you wanted it to be interpreted. and i dont think i ever said anything along those lines. simple fact, i havnt seen you often enough latly to get them back. hate, no. detest, yes. it was the most childish thing to do. ask me like 3 question, then stop talking. then start bitch about me on woohu, on a friends only thing. didnt you just read my post about growing a pair, and actually stepping up for once and saying something to my face? like nobody else does. you're all just a bunch of rats. you'll act like friends around people, but when they arnt around suddenly theres a whole slew of flaws in them. nobody fuckin appreciates what they have anymore. trivial? its not trivial when its something new so often. |