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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 2-12-2003 at 5:55pm | |
| Current mood: confuzzled and curious Music: sixpence none the richer - "kiss me" Subject: ok?... today was a ... weird day. |
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| ok the first half of the day, i was still feeling bad. then i like around lunchtime i felt better again and then on the bus i was like half and half. then during guitar lessons i was frustrated. and now im confused! danielle is telling me not to try to be so eager to get to know chad. and like im confused. are my friends doing this cuz they dont want me to go thru the ben episode again? probably. and who are the anonymous people? i wanna know, i cant tell who it is. why are you being anonymous? i already know about ben being a jerk and a pervert [i've heard all the things he's said on his bus etc]. and anonymous 2? you dont think i should even use any of my time on chad? not even try to get to know him? how am i supposed to find someone who feels what i feel? i know its silly to try and get caught up in a crush but if chad turns out to be a nice sweet guy, i'll probably start liking him. but this time, ya know, i wont be as foolish like how i was with ben. who are you? are you one of my friends? you two anonymous people are confusing me! lol. i wish i could talk about this with an actual person instead of ranting on my journal. now that its close to valentines day, im having second doubts about being "baby eye"'s "secret admirer". out of my four closest friends, two are saying no and two are saying go. and now i dont know what to do. i know that i should just do what i want, but i really value these comments from people and theyre really affecting me. my heart says to try this thing but my head is saying to listen to my friends and dont get hurt. what's a girl to do? COMMENTS PLEASE. |
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| Anonymous | ...anonymous 2 again, 02-12-03 7:18pm The two friends that said no are right, I believe you should start hunting for guys that are in your year, find someone you like because of their personality, like a friend in a class or etc. don't get your heart set on popular sophmores that a majority of the girls want, pretty much because those kinds of guys are the ones not looking for a real relationship.. (plus Chad's a bit..too intellectually inferior for you). |
alwaysfalling | Thank you anonymous 2!, 02-13-03 8:46am Christina... I hate to tell you this but that person, whoever it may be is right on. That is exactly how I feel towards him. Then again I don't know Chad and if you feel you could have a chance wit him, then i say go for it! It's all up to you! I really don't want to see you get hurt again, a heart can only take so much.
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| Anonymous | anonymous 3!!!!, 02-13-03 9:26pm you'll never guess who this is!!! do what your HEART says. isnt that a cliche - ish statement? if you guess who this is .. i'll give you a dollar.
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spinoangel | Re: anonymous 3!!!!, 02-14-03 7:58pm hey luan wats up? |
| aare001 | Re: Re: anonymous 3!!!!, 02-15-03 10:12am danielle how could you?!?!
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spinoangel | Re: Re: Re: anonymous 3!!!!, 02-15-03 12:37pm yeah buddy! you shoulda known! pay up on monday! haha. |
alwaysfalling | Re: Re: Re: anonymous 3!!!!, 02-15-03 1:00pm Sorry Luan... I had to do it, I can't see a friend suffer. I'll make it up to ya. |