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liz (profile) wrote,
on 8-24-2005 at 2:06am
Well here I am. at home.
in my dorm room the one that is actually the size of my bathroom at home. i want to go home.
i hate this.
i hate being alone.
nothing is right.
i hate change. nothing will be the same ever.
I dont know about this roomate and im tired already. steak and shake with annie was fun at least. we talked a lot. always good talking.
learned a few things that i needed to figure out for awhile now. cant wait for friday with joslyn.
need that too.
i guess thought that i will put on the television and cry for awhile while i try to catch my bearings about being alone. i hate lonliness so bad.
i cannot take it at all.
still have to make a roomate contract yet. blek.
okay well pj i love you. i dont know when ill see you again but soon i hope. im working at four on saturday so if you want ill go to that reunion with you. not my idea of a great time, in fact i dread it, but i want to be with you more than anything right now.
fuck orientation. i dont need it.
joslyn and i are hanging out friday. so maybe ill just stay somewhere in cedar. or something. well see.
ill talk to you later.
sorry i missed you tonight by the way, the friggin floor meeting took like two hours.
fuck.
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Tails

08-24-05 5:31am

liz me and you are hanging out alone just the two of us (dont wry pj) and we will talk and learn and cry together. we both need it. very very soon.

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pjlmaster

Re:, 08-24-05 10:26am

doesnt bother me one bit if you do matt

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joslyn_julia

08-24-05 9:46am

oh liz. i already miss you like hell. what the fuck are we going to do when i move? last night mike and i almost broke up. i mean seriously broke up. and i was just freaking out and crying alot. we worked it out and i know that i love him more than anything and it is going to drive me crazy, but he told me that i'm irreplaceable. so i guess he loves me too. gah. fuck, i hope things get better for you.

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pjlmaster

Re:, 08-24-05 10:26am

heh...i know what thats like

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Phil-Himself

Re:, 08-24-05 10:36am

that totally is not a .44 caliber gun

just sayin

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Tails

Re: Re:, 08-24-05 3:36pm

shut up phil.

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Phil-Himself

Re: Re: Re:, 08-24-05 3:37pm

you shut up

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pjlmaster

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-24-05 9:44pm

pfft your moms a shut up

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Phil-Himself

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-24-05 9:53pm

pffftt I shut your mom up, fagget

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tabletop

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-24-05 10:23pm

that's how it's done in montana, or so I hear.

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Phil-Himself

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-24-05 10:24pm

yes, the ultimate insult contains a vulgar reference to one's mother and then callin them a fagget

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