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| liz (profile) wrote, on 9-11-2005 at 12:44am | |
| I just got out of work. it was good. pj is here. I love him. Im so glad he got his shit together. *yells im so glad you got your shit together* he is making me some food right now. college is cool. I love it. Im so glad to be out of cedar and away from 99% of the people i graduated with. I mean honestly im in contact with like 3 people and as far as the rest well, there are the few that I would miss but we acknowledge our missings. for example dani and jenna who i try to post on and visit when possible. funny how my favorite friend from high school now is a person who i didnt even hang out with in high school. also funny how the people who i marveled at and thought were so cool are really just assholes. not even worth my time. I really admired some of them and for completely the wrong reasons. Im really ready to close this chapter of my life. move on and be a better person because of it. yeah all set to go. |
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valoth | 09-11-05 1:14am I try to not be an asshole....honestly...I do. |
pjlmaster | 09-11-05 10:31am pfft
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danibean | 09-11-05 3:17pm awww....liz!!!! you are seriously one of the only people i want to keep in touch with from high school. i really want to try hard to not loose touch because you really helped me through a lot of stuff my senior year. you were always there for me and i really appreciate that!! you are such an amazing person and friend. hopefully we'll see each other soon!! love you and miss you! |
Tails | 09-11-05 4:04pm and we dust the corners of each page to make the past look fucking perfect...but we stop caring once the chapters are harder and harder to finish. but when we come to now and then we make the decision...the hardest decision of our adult lives so far...the decision to leave those behind us who offer us nothing in the way of consolation or some form of enlightment or growth. sad to say but we really must finish the chapter with the few lines "im only rembering those who offer me things to grow on and to survive by" morals and heart. we lost a larger percent of our class in the fire of our minds but when we look back you know you dont really care to much that those photos got burned. i know i dont. i mean it hurt alot at the end of highschool when i was so worried that people were going to forget me and after last years freshmen there would be no one left who even rembered us at all. no one to tell of our storys our accomplishments and our massive almost indescribable failures...but i dont care anymore. i mean i love those kids and will try and still talk to them but our class....so many people i cant stand and dont care im losing...but they seem to want me back. people ive never talked to in our class EVER EVER EVER came into arbys the other day and said "so whetzel are you going to pursue that theater major?" i couldnt move. what the fuck did these kids who always thought they were better than me care. who are they to even ask, and why do they pay enough attention to me to know im even in acting AT ALL.? i cant figure it out and im sorry ive soiled your post with my rants. but once again. i agree with you alot on this liz. and well. lets close the chapters and burn the edges once more. this one will have a sweet taste at the end. but you know the begging of our next will have a bitter bitter taste to start us off with. |