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| liz (profile) wrote, on 10-10-2005 at 2:22am | |
| There are so many asinine things that became unasinine. Im going to try and list them, so many came to me when I was driving, im sure they will all be gone. Ill try to remember the important ones okay. I hate nazi'ing the ketchup, and then your swearing at me for it. I hate you swearing at me in general. I hate being on top. I hate that you get up right away as if it were a game and as soon as you win its done, i always wanted you to just lie there and stay with me a little. it never felt meaningful. I hate that you get pissy about sleeping on the inside of the bed. I hate that you always face away from me when your about to go to sleep. I hate that you push me away when i want to lay with you. I hate that you were always up right away playing video games when I slept. I hate how you bitch about burger king and arbys i hate that you paid 60 dollars for a watch that ive never seen you wear. I hate that you lied to me. i hate worse that I lied to you. I hate college and you not being around when i needed you most. not that you knew i needed you because I lied and hid what i felt. I hate that you didnt know anyway. I hate athletic shorts. so much. I love that you got new shorts and wore them when I was around though. I love the way you used to email me or call me just to say you love me. I hate that its been about 6 months since youve done it. i love/hate that your jealous. i hate it that you dont really like matt that much and that he likes you just as much. I wish you would call me sweetheart. I wish you would open doors for me. I wish that randomly you would offer to pay for something, even though you don't have the money, you know i would refuse anyway. i hate that you arent going to usher at brittany and andys wedding. I hate that you keep pushing me and making me feel guilty for the way i feel, as if I didnt contemplate for days ways to make it work, as if you arent the most important thing in my life and the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. I hate myself mostly for needing the time and for hurting you and for everything else that I cant explain and shouldnt have to. I love you anyway but right now. well you know. i need the space and the time and the indepenence. |
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Tails | 10-10-05 3:37am the list is an amazing step forward to me...and i hate that pj dosent really like me either...i never gave him a reason not to. and the reason i dont like him is cause he dosent like me. |
pjlmaster | Re:, 10-10-05 8:31am since when do i hate matt? or when did i say that? i thought he was pretty cool but ok, and i have responses to almost all of those things but that would be pushing |
liz | Re: Re:, 10-10-05 10:00am i didnt say you hate him,
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pjlmaster | Re: Re: Re:, 10-10-05 10:03am i think hes pretty fuckin uber to be honest, just dont agree w/ some of the things you do when your w/ him |
tails | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-11-05 4:14am just so you know she did all of those things before she started hanging with me IM NOT the bad influence so bah. |