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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 8-9-2011 at 4:52am
Subject: Dear diary,
I have resolved to start taking hard drugs. I will fuck up my life beyond recognition. I know I will never feel the love I need or want ever in my life. I know for a fact that everyone I have ever loved has lied to me. I know no one I have ever loved has listened to me when I've told them I cannot handle something the way it is. I know for a fact no one has ever loved me enough to really fight for me. And I know for a fact that it is due to some shortcoming of my own. I do not deserve the life I have. I deserve NOTHING.
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poisonedheart

08-09-11 4:50pm

Wuss.

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godessalthena

Re: , 08-09-11 6:09pm

Yup im a grade a pussy. Want to fight about it fuckhead?

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poisonedheart

Re: Re: , 08-09-11 6:20pm

Stop feeling so fucking sorry for yourself all the time, life is what you make of it, if you expect it to always be shit, it's going to always be shit. That's on you.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: , 08-09-11 10:26pm

Man what insight! What a revelation! Oh thank you thank you!

Last time I fucking checked this is my space to say whatever I fucking want. If you dont like it or want to say negative shit about it like a self righteous ass hat do that in your own little fucking journal.

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poisonedheart

Re: Re: Re: Re: , 08-10-11 5:38am

I'm not trying to be negative, I'm trying to get through to you that life is only as bad as you make it out to be, think positive for five seconds and maybe you won't be so hateful.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 08-10-11 8:41am

Really? Cuz you certainly said it like a negative sister fucking asshole. I'm sure you didn't mean it like that.. You just needed to take your head out of your ass for two seconds.

Did you ever pause to think I only write in my journal when I'm in the worst of fucking possible moods and that I'm not an eternal bucket of angst? Did you ever think that this could be my only outlet for negative emotions and I do this instead of hurting myself like weak individuals do? Words are just words. I'd never really fuck myself over. I'm an atheist, this is the only life and body I will ever get. I would never fucking throw it away. Not for anything. But no of course you haven't. Because you're too self absorbed to think that people could feel things outside of what the say. I don't hate my life. I don't want to die. And most of the time I'm fucking thrilled to be alive and have the life I do. So shut the fuck up and move on with your insecurities and your own failures and disappointments. Don't speak on my life when you have NO FUCKING IDEA what is going on in it.

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poisonedheart

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 08-10-11 3:31pm

Honestly I was just worried about you, I'm glad to hear all that.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 08-10-11 8:41pm

You're a fucking douchebag.

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