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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 5-16-2003 at 11:17pm | |
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| so yea...havent updated in awhile, no biggie though, no one ever reads or comments on this, so no one has missed it yea so today was nlls...i threw a 28'4'', im ranked 7th in the league, frankly its horrible, and the coaches arent happy, im not happy, so im basically a big disappointment... metcalf nelson and daron came up to see us...they all kind of flock together in a group...very annoying ok now im going into vent mode, so i caution you, its ok to stop reading now... ok, so metcalf, well i liked him, maybe i still do, not really sure, ive been really confused lately. mainly because of this, he is the biggest jerk ever when we're around people. if i even say something all i ever get out of it is some smart ass remark and a 'you're the stupidest person ever' look. this then makes me feel like shit, i shouldnt have to feel like shit, i dont deserve to feel like shit. so this basically has been what ive been dealing with for the past few weeks, so you can only imagine where my self-esteem is, i mean its pretty low, so low, that im starting to get to the point that i feel like ive become some sort of permanent annoyance for people, and i feel i should just leave everyone alone, and not talk to anyone. i think i should just leave ohio for an x amount of time, and i bet everyone would be fine, if not better. i mean does anyone actually benefit from me being around? |
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sushininja | 05-16-03 11:36pm Well, hey, I'm here, and there is no way in hell that you are an annoyance to me...you are a good friend...even when I am a crazy fucker...It seems raelly hard to be able to figure out if you like someone or not...I'm sort of going through the same deal...but the person to whom I am attracted isn't a big "jerk"...So good luck with that, and I'm always here to talk with...If you don't believe me, go talk to Emily K... |
crazyweaver05 | 05-17-03 10:55am britt...guys can be jerks...wait let me rephrase that....guys are jerks 98.9% of the time. unless their gay in which case they're really nice which never really made sense to me...
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sushininja | Re: jerk..., 05-21-03 7:31pm I'm not jerk, and I'm not gay either... |
sushininja | Re: Re: jerk..., 05-22-03 9:42pm well, maybe I am a bit of a jerk... |
| ese | Re:, 05-26-03 12:42am read my journal (the one about women) and youll see how much bullshit it is when they say all guys are assholes. |
shiznit05 | Re: Re:, 05-27-03 6:51pm i never said all guys are assholes, it just turns out that this particular one is...and i looked at your journal, but i didnt know which one you wanted me to read...i need a date to go by |
ninjacheesesock | DON'T DO THAT!, 05-26-03 6:55pm It really makes me sad when I see or here people getting down on themselves. I can understand that you're sad and all. but when you increase your sadness by saying bad things about yourself that doesn't help either. What you really need to do is get together with a few of your friends, ones that you know you will have fun with, and get something to eat and just talk. Just sit and talk. If that doesn't help go watch your favorite movie or something, and think about it when you're through. Hope I've been of some assitance.
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shiznit05 | Re: DON'T DO THAT!, 05-26-03 9:09pm yea....self destruction isnt cool and i know that, so you have helped a lot alot :)
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