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2006 27 April :: 9.19pm
:: Music: I will survive - Cake
I dont know if I'm going to go to school tomorrow or not and if I do, how long I might go. My sister, Janis said she would do my hair for me cause she's awesome. Hmm...who knows? I dont know. I know that no matter what I am skipping Anatomy because I dont want to fail that fucking test...ergg...! welp, yes, tomorrow better be fun or else I'll kill someone and we dont want that to happen. And better news, my daddy came home a day early so I'll have money! YAY! and I can go buy cameras! YIPPIE!! I love Mindy! =) yay!
I'll catch you homies on the flip side in my sweet dress! =)
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chelthesmell
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2006 27 April :: 3.47pm
Gosh! The day that I finally feel better, well better than the other days, my mother finds a way to ruin it for me...
She's sucha bitch sometimes and it drives me mad!
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2006 24 April :: 8.56pm
Have you ever asked yourself; "What's the point in even trying?"
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2006 24 April :: 8.22pm
The best story in the world people. And it's not finished Yet. Oh yes, there will be much more to come. XD
Stacy's Date #1
Stacy's Date #2
Stacy's Date #3
This isn't part of the series. This is a song Sydney made for Stacy's Australian "lover" =D haha
Sydney's Song for Christian
We had another video too, but me and sydney are in our underwear (nothing dirty you pervs!) And so she made me make it private. So even if I gave you the link, you couldn't watch it! =D
Enjoy Kids!
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chelthesmell
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2006 24 April :: 6.25pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: Secrets dont make friends - From First To Last
Things just keep getting better and better dont they...?
So, I've come to realize that you really cant trust anyone. There are a limited number of people that I desided that I can trust with most things. I just think I have to be more considerate towards myself when choosing friends and other people who want to have some kind of realationship with me. I'm sick of thinking I know someone and then turns out they've been lying to me or talking behind my back. Drama, drama, drama...I tell ya...I cannot wait until summer. Then I choose who I want to see each day. I'm sick of dealing with fucking backstabbing bitches who complain about their lives and then try to fuck up someone else's. Seriously, how can you be so two-faced?! ugh! I really hate people.
Fuck...!
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2006 24 April :: 5.46pm
Yess...I WAS on the ballots! haha! I was surprised how many people voted for me. Only 3 out of the whole class I think. But those ones dont count because I was not voted for out of spite. It made for a good laugh though. "ERICA'S on the ballot!?! Dont vote for her, I dont like her" Bah! haha! I had an awesome effing day though. Thanks to all of you guys that voted for me! Your awesome! Now I get to countdown for the next 4 days....yikes!
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2006 23 April :: 7.41pm
:: Music: Dutch Treat - Jaja Swab
"You know you're dating an emo kid when he has more razors than you"
Well, Battle of the Bands on Friday...Pretty awesome. I was a Judge. It was cool. Jaja Swab won! My boys!!! yay! Mike's band was there. *gags* God do I hate him. You know I was beginning to deside, I didn't hate him, I hated the situation...then I found something out. Okay, Friday Lauren golfed with a girl from Fremont whom claimed to be friends with a girl that dated a kid named Mike Todd at the BEGINNING of the school year...how ironic eh? I dated a kid named Mike Todd at the beginning of the school year as well...as soon as I heard that, my mind changed again...I hate him. With everything I have in me do I hate him. But what I hate the most is the fact that the more I hate him, the more I miss him...but I'll never, in a million years go back to that...I'm better and stronger than that.
Anyways, Saturday rolled around...had to work. Then Mindy and I went to the movies. We saw Benchwarmers. It was my second time seeing it and it didn't get old. Funny shit...I love that movie. Then I spend the night at Mindy's and had to be to work at 8 in the morning which blew but I got out at 1 so that's ok. We had our gay Spring Concert for band today. It was so fucking retarded. Oh well though I suppose. That shit is almost over with anyways.
Prom is this week which is pretty fucktastic! I cant wait! I'm going to look so hot. You're all going to want to do me but...I probably wont let you...ok I might but it's only because I dont want you guys to die cause I know if I was someone else who wanted to do me and I wouldn't let me, I'd die and that wouldn't be too cool. lol..yeah I'm pretty full of myself I know..
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2006 23 April :: 3.18am
Ok well...Im hoping rumor is true, or else Im gonna feel like an ass. BUT...rumor has it (and I say rumor as in about 5 pretty reliable people) that I am on the final ballot for frikin PROM QUEEN! Hell yes! Im pretty excited. I want to win, but I am so happy just to be voted onto the court that I will be so happy no matter how it ends. Just thought I would let you all know!
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2006 20 April :: 8.07pm
Went to the mall with Mindy, Jessica, Eddy, and Holly. We had loads of fun. Was going to hang out with Gravid but he cancelled on me! ugh...ahole! kidding...Yeah I got a sweet Marilyn Monroe tank top. I love it. and yeah...Eddy, Jessica, and I went to Wendy's for some chow and we left and got down 17 mile a little ways and Eddy realized that Jessica threw away her retainer. haha! It was hillarious. lol.
But battle of the Bands is tomorrow! yay!!! woohu! fun!
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2006 19 April :: 9.02pm
:: Music: A Crazy Little Thing Called Love - Queen
So tomorrow...I'm pretty much skipping golf to go shopping with Mindy, Eddy, Jessica, and Holly. It should be fun. I have more stuff to get for prom and I need new Khakis for golf so yeah. That all needs to be done. I have an all day turnament on friday, hoping that goes well. But I dont know. Depending on what time we get back from the mall I might go to the course and do a little bit of practicing by my lonesome. Yup...that's pretty much the plan. And then Friday night is the Battle Of The Bands! I'm soo excited! I might get to be a judge! That would be awesome. So yeah, if you're not doing anything Friday night at 7, head over to Tri County and check it out. It's only 3 bucks and there are like 6 or 7 bands playing, It's going to be awesome. And Mike's band is playing, so yeah, we're pretty much throwing bags or shit at him so dont miss it! lol!
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2006 19 April :: 4.36pm
ATTENTION EDDY AND JESSICA!!!
This is pretty much just a letter to Eddy and Jessica...
I NEED your prom money this week! prefferably this week. Monday is the very last day. I hate to be blunt, but if you dont get me your money then I guess you're not going. I dont have the money to pay for you so please get it to me this week. It's only 20 bucks, I already got Kelly and Mindy's money so you two just need to let me know what's going on. ok? OK!
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2006 18 April :: 9.45pm
:: Music: Roll over DJ - Jet
Soyer Reed is the baby's name. Like Tom Soyer from Tom and Huck. At first it reminded me of Forest Gump but then I was like "No,no, no...Mark Twain..." lol. yup, he's the cutest thing sense sliced bread...aww...
At first I was confused, then I was hopefull, then I was hurt, then I was pissed with a passion, and now...I really dont feel anything...it's like nothing really matters anymore. It's kinda a weird feeling that nothing is...I dont know. All these emotions came in about a week and a halfs worth of time too. I think I like the feeling of nothing better than all the other ones. I'm just going to go with the flow for now on. And yes, I know I've said this before time and time again, but this time I'm more than serious. I'm just not going to try ever again. If anyone wants anything to happen, they're doing all the work because I could really careless now. This was kinda my breaking point I guess. And you'd really think Mike would have been the breaking point, but then I just let things go too far with people and I'm left alone in the end and I really don't like that feeling of lonelyness...it really sucks way too much. But yes...in conclusion:: Realationships are too much to deal with for me lately. I'm not going to try. I'm sick of all the stress and hurt I get in the end from it all. If there is someone out there that is actually interested in ME...like my personality and thinks I'm cool, and wants to hang out with me more than they want to do me...you know, that's awesome. We'll talk I guess...I'm not promising anything because I'm not even going to try, like I said before, I'm done with doing everything I can to make things work, I want someone to break their back for me for once...
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2006 16 April :: 11.52am
YAY!!!
So once again, I am Aunt Chelsea. My new nephew was born this morning at 9:49 am!! yay! I had to go to my sister's house last night at like 2 in the morning because they had to go to the hospital. I'm so happy. Me and my neice Madison had a very nice Easter together. She's hillarious, very quotable...
Me: "We'll get you dressed in your Easter Sunday Best..."
Madison: "I don't think I have any 'Best'...?"
Madison: "Is my mom at the hospital?"
Me: "Yup, she's going to have the baby"
Madison: "Good! She's been dying to get that out of her.."
*Madison gets off the phone with her dad*
Me: "Well, what'd he say?"
Madison: "Well the baby is on the outside now..."
I love kids. I'm so glad there is one more to add to my little 'Collection'. lol.
My parents called the hospital this morning to get directions and my sister was on the phone with them, telling them how to get there...while she was pushing the baby out...=| just as calm as could be too. lol. Pretty insane if you ask me. She must have gotten all the drugs she asked for I guess. I think she only has babies because she's addicted to the drugs they give her there. lol. What a weirdo...
I wish I didn't have to work today so I could go see my new nephew...=( oh well I suppose. I'll do see him tomorrow after golf practice which I really must to go to because I have to play in the match on tuesday cause I'm just that good or something.
I'm on the phone with Ash. My parents are home. They said my nephew is extreme handsome...yay =)
I work from 2-10...damn! Ash is going to tape Desperate Housewives for me. Yippie!
bye...
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2006 15 April :: 10.47pm
:: Music: Shake It Off - Mariah Carey
ugh...work is gay. I got the biggest pay check I've ever had though! WHOA!!! I could buy...uhh...cool stuff with that. I love working with John. He's hillarious. I work from 2 - 10 on Easter Sunday...now granted I think Easter is a gay holiday..but still...that's dumb...! Kevin and Kelly are basically stalking me now I guess...lol and uhh.. yeah...That's pretty much how awesome my life has been...
Anyone know how much Cedar's prom tickets are?
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2006 15 April :: 2.29pm
Craig Christ
Gotta love this man, hehe. I especially enjoy his facial expressions.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
Hanging out with these guys looks like a lifetime of fun I tell ya what. =D
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2006 15 April :: 10.40am
:: Music: Mothersound - From First To Last
Today is a nice day it looks like. I think I'll hang out outside before work today. Maybe I'll take my doggy for a walk or something. But I gotta find the leash cause we live in town now and they have those weird rules about your dogs being on leashes. Dont ask me why, I think they're really dumb rules but oh well...rules are meant to be broken though so who knows if I'll even find the leash..lol!
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2006 15 April :: 12.58am
the benchwarmers is one of the funniest movies ever. i almost died watching that...oh my gosh...freakin' hillarious i tell ya...
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2006 15 April :: 12.33am
:: Music: Blue October - Hate Me
Woo, got my dress on Wednesday =D It's really pretty, I'm excited. No date, but that's okay, it's not important. Uhhhh....went and saw V for Vendetta with Jessica, Sydney, Joe, Stacy and Kate tonight. It was an awesome movie, I really liked it. I have to work on Sunday, ugh. I should be working more. I won't be able to survive on one day a week. =( This is a good song by the way, you should get it, or at least listen to it. My debit card came in the mail today. Yay! No more going inside to pay for gas. I'm a lazy mofo, yes I know. Watching That 70's Show, awesome fun. Uhhh...Can't think of anything else at the moment. =D
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2006 14 April :: 11.36am
:: Music: Dont Lose Touch! - Against Me
So yesterday was my first golf meet of the year. I didn't do too bad. I actually did really good but my score didn't count...damnit..! but yeah, and then last night was our poms dinner things. I was late but I walked in as soon as they were annousing my award. I have excellent timing. I got Most Improved Rookie. Pretty awesome I suppose. And I got my varsity letter, my varsity athletic award thing, a cd with a bunch pictures on it, and a dvd with some of out performences on it but it isnt working...=( but yeah...my couch is retiring which is cool in a way cause she was a bitch and because the couch from the rage dance team is going to couch us I'm pretty sure anyways. Yeah, awesome indeed I guess.
My sister plays the same game on her computer that Kevin and Kelly play all the time. I thought it was funny. I told her she could go to the next geek fest and not feel left out or anything. lol.
Yesterday was Lauren's birthday. We had a bonfire at her house. It was pretty fun I guess.
Tonight is going to be the first night that I work with John! yay! I'm so happy for him...
I need a hair cut...
Next friday is Battle Of The Bands at our school. It's going to be awesome. I guess a band from Cedar is going to be there. And then a few from our school (including JAJA SWAB!!! which I am in love with!) and then Mike's gay band and then one from Newaygo and one from Rockford. It's going to be awesome. JAJA SWAB is going to win. I just know it. Well they would anyways if I were the judge cause those are my boys! I love them to death!
I sorta have been missing Brixon alot lately....=(
You know, I really dont like Easter. I've always thought it was a gay holiday...
my sister is walking around without a shirt on, brushing her teeth. She's sucha fucking crackhead. oh well...
well I think I've babbled for long enough...
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2006 12 April :: 9.17pm
:: Music: Panic! at the Disco
welp...John had his first day as an essential worker. I went to visit. I'm so proud of him. He's growing up just too dang fast. Mindy looked lovely today. She bought me a strawberry shake and I played video games in the BK Arcade, pretty much where I'm having my birthday party this year so be ready for that one. lol. Me and Ashley went to McDonalds and bought about 7 dollors worth of food...in coins. The dude looked a little annoyed. I called Kelly today...haha! He thought I was Mindy for a minute but I tricked him! cause it was for sure me! haha! SUCKER! He didn't seem too happy to speak with me though, I dont know why...? I think he secretly hates me because...*whispers* he knows Mindy loves me more than shes ever will love him...lol. *stops whispering...* I'm terrible, I should work on being nice. It might make people like me I guess...but...I dont really like people so I dont really care if anyone likes me to be quite honest. Some people I really hate. Like with a thousand fires I hate them. And it's sorta really bad because some people I'll have reasoning to my hate for them but some people...I just hate them...! It's not nice I know and I am trying to fix that, But I am not doing too well on that yet. I'll let you know when I got it down. *winks*....BYE!
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2006 11 April :: 9.26pm
yup, I'm pretty much awesome. So awesome to the point as to where I am going to prom on the solo...both of them...kind of a bummer but *sigh* what can ya do?
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2006 11 April :: 8.38am
hmm...back at school today. this sucks kinda. I cant wait until summer. this summer is going to be great, I can feel it in my bones. I have about 5 more minutes to waste until 2nd hour. Anatomy...I cant miss that class anymore. I sorta have no idea what's going on really. There is a cramp in the arch in my foot and it hurts real bad. I really just got to school about ten minutes ago. Mariano is sitting next to me. He thinks he's hillarious but he's not and that just makes him even more funny cause he laughs at himself. Gotta love the kid though. He's going to lend me the new From First to Last cd which completely rocks because I guess they were selling them at the concert for only 10 bucks but I didnt realize that. I thought they were talking about the first band's cd...? op there's the bell! BYE!
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2006 10 April :: 10.18pm
My heart is beating fast, and I'm super nervouse and anxious.
Why?
I have no idea
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2006 10 April :: 9.16pm
I'm so happy Mindy is back...=)
I WON!! BOO YA!!!
Mindy got me a unicorn!!!!!! =)=)
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2006 10 April :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: crappy...
:: Music: Ready, Aim, Misfire - New Years Day
Somedays you just need to take off...
Lately I feel like I am wasting time with everything...
I really want a relationship. I miss the feeling I had when I was happy, truely happy. I want that feeling to come back. I want to smile again and mean it. But everytime I try to get into something and I try to be happy again, things get fucked up and I'm left alone and depressed. I hate this. I cant wait until high school is over and I can go find new people, see new things. I'm sick of the same old shit over and over again. I'm sick of getting my heart stomped on by the same people, well the same kind of people. I miss when things were awesome and noone could get me down no matter what. I dont think anyone really realizes how much I've changed over the past few years. I use to not let anything get to me, now it seems like the littlest things will ruin my day. I try not to let it show the slightest bit, but I dont know if I am doing such a good job at that or not.
And just to note:: I'm not one to forgive easily, I hold grudges, I'm not sympathetic, and right now I hate you...
"Shoot my cupid out of the sky. Break off his wings, and goudge out his eyes. And thank him for nothing, cause that's all that he gave to me. Your love is my heart desease..."
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2006 8 April :: 11.40pm
:: Music: Again - Jennifer Lopez
work sucked so much butt. I had to stay an extra hour. I did counter for like the 4th time in my life and we had a bus come through. I felt bad cause I messed up this girls order. I accedently gave her a whopper and she wanted a jr and when they were ordering she was picking on her boyfriend for getting a whopper. she was like "that's a huge sandwich! you must be hungry!" but Matt explained to her that I was still learning and she was like "oh it's okay hunny! no problem" I was like "I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Sorry!!!" I felt terrible...lol. but yeah...it blows. I guess I didn't do too bad though.
Matt is sucha good guy...what a sweetheart...lol. I found out yesterday that he was going to try to date me until he found out I was 16. (he's 23 mind you!) haha! I thought that was pretty funny. Made me laugh for quite a while.
I work tomorrow from 10:30 till 8. ugh...and I'm probably doing counter too cause the new girl will be there and she does back cash because she sucks at counter. errg...I'm so tired. I cant wait until Mindy comes back.
My back hurts....=( I wish my mommy was home so she could rub it for me, but noone's here cause noone cares. lol
OH MY GOSH!! I came home to find The Cronicles Of Narnia sitting on the table! I'm soo happy! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! and now I dont have to go out and buy it! yay!!! =)
welp...bye
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