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:: 2005 24 February :: 7.35pm

do not attempt to tell a dying man how to live.

:: 2005 24 February :: 10.35am

Hello! We are alive! We are fine! Diubai is awesome! WE LIVE IN A FIVE STAR HOTEL WOOHU! *throws herself at suede headboard*

Andy says:

*As ToTo repeatedly throws herself at the headboard*
I'll update my own journal, thank you very much.
I MISS YOU, WOOHU-LITES!

:: 2005 21 February :: 1.39pm

The Devil's Concubines

"Have you ever cried you were so happy?"
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:: 2005 20 February :: 11.07am

Apparently I've caused more damage than I'm worth.

Talk to me before you judge me, friends, and I mean that with all my heart. If you still want to judge me afterwards, I won't blame you. Just give me a chance to explain.

And I'm sorry to those of you that I've hurt. I have no regrets.

Talk to Me

:: 2005 19 February :: 12.11pm

THE SMITHS - WHAT SHE SAID
what she said:
"how come someone hasn't noticed
that i'm dead?
and decided to bury me -
God knows i'm ready."

what she said was sad
but then, all the rejection she's had
to pretend to be happy
could only be idiocy

what she said was not for the job or
lover that she never had

what she read
all heady books
she'd sit and prophesize
(it took a tattooed boy from
birkenhead to really, really open her eyes)

what she said:
"i smoke `cos i'm hoping for an early death
AND I NEED TO CLING TO SOMETHING!"

:: 2005 18 February :: 11.50am

If Faisal was the one totally wasted, how come I'm the one feeling hung over?

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:: 2005 16 February :: 10.15pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Electioneering

I go forwards, you go backwards and somewhere we will meet.

I'm sitting on my bed pouring myself a glass of berry juice and thinking "God I hope this doesn't spill. If it does, it'll be so hard to wash out of the sheets." Of course, it spilled right afterwards. Isn't it funny how things like that happen?

:: 2005 16 February :: 5.37am

It's 5:39am...
...and I've been working all day and all night, and I'm still awake except for the two hours I fell asleep on my math book.

And foofoo said, "Let there be light." And I'm trying not to watch the sun come up.

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:: 2005 14 February :: 4.57pm

Andy told me to make Valentine's Day thingy...

Happy Valentine's Day, everybody that celebrates.

Oh and Andy, don't forget that conversation we had in drama class on the true meaning of Valentine's Day.

:: 2005 14 February :: 12.04am

spread this on your crackers, baby
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:: 2005 13 February :: 10.41pm

this charming man

"I do maintain that if your hair is wrong, your entire life is wrong, and you could never possibly have a serious job." - Morrissey

:: 2005 13 February :: 6.39pm

The Outsider, by Albert Camus

"I'm on your side. But you can't see that because your heart is blind. I shall pray for you."

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:: 2005 11 February :: 6.23pm

light at the end of the tunnel

:: 2005 9 February :: 11.21am
:: Mood: dripping with irony

Isn't that just smack-you-in-the-head-knife-you-in-the-neck-kick-you-in-the-teeth fantastic?

I should have known. How Scandinavian of me.

:: 2005 8 February :: 11.30pm

can anyone within 60 miles cut thick, wavy hair? like... mine? i need a haircut and i'm through with borics.

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:: 2005 7 February :: 1.50pm

what you see is human.

:: 2005 6 February :: 9.44am

Akeboshi - Wind
Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain,
Never coming down.
Break into the contents,
Never falling down.

My knees're still shaking like I was twelve,
Sneaking out the classroom by the back door.
Tomorrow had the answers, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry your tears with fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore,"
You say, "'cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you're doomed.
Reflecting on fear makes shadows of nothing.
Shadows of nothing.

You are blind if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry your tears with fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

:: 2005 5 February :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: dance-y
:: Music: hail to the thief

after dancing to two albums in a row...

i'm totally inspired to tell everyone how naruto rocks your worlds.

but that could be a post all on its own.

i wish i had the time to make some long beautiful thing on this and that, but yeah, i don't. even if i did have the time, i just don't have the energy so whatever.

i just want to say.

life is beautiful now that you're in the picture, even if you ARE outside the frame.

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:: 2005 4 February :: 11.54am

My mom left the country this morning. This is just great. Anybody interested in taking me in for the next ten days? Bloody adults, always going somewhere they think is more interesting just to find out they're homesick by the time they get there.

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:: 2005 2 February :: 1.03am
:: Music: Megadeath - Symphony of Destruction

You take a mortal man and put him in Control; watch him become a god...

A neat and orderly dwelling is the sign of a disturbed mind. I totally believe that.

If you are satisfied with the amount of control you have over your life, you won't care where thigns are as long as you know where they are; it won't matter that the books aren't stacked in alphabetical order or that the needles in the pincushion aren't all parallel to one another.

When you're a neatness freak, you're only trying to take control of your life by exerting your control over your surroundings and dwelling space.

So really I'm not a slob. I'm just in control.

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:: 2005 1 February :: 4.21pm

truth is beauty. whoever coined the phrase, "the ugly truth," was, most certainly, a liar.

:: 2005 1 February :: 10.50am

Are truth and beauty mutually exclusive?

:: 2005 31 January :: 12.02am

i'm starting to taste this phenomenon called "life." just a drop on my tongue, but it's amazing.

:: 2005 30 January :: 12.10am

and now my heart is full
roses don't have to be red
violets could be brown
not much matters to me
as long as you're around

happy 6 months, lovely ;-)