Why does every party have to have drinking to be fun?
I thought a lot of people got over that..apparently not.
Whatever.
Anyway, I've been good. I'm happy lately.
School sucks, but it doesn't seem to go as slow as it did last year.
It's fine. I have to just suck it up and remember I only have to make it through the year.
And I seriously need help in Econ. I'm doing shitty with the stock thing. Does anyone know the "loop-hole" in the game? Ah fuck it..
I realized that being an office aid is like saying you're their slave for the hour. I'm so the office bitch.
I love Bible as in Lit. First we drew pictures of God, then today we played with Clay. Hard work.
Ummm...I love my bunnie.
And life is good.
Remember to come to the bonfire tomorrow.
8:00pm!
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2005 9 September :: 6.12am
:: Music: Motion City SOundtrack - Everything Is Alright.
PARTAY!!!
Ok so its a go bonfire at my house at 9:30 tonight ok you guys? and girls.
everyone who dosent hate matt whetzel is invited. if anyone brings alcholol then they should warn me cause at this point i dont think there will be any. but i dont care if its here or not i would like to just see everyone whose still left behind that college didnt steal from me. anyway so i cant wait to see you all here tonight *hugs all* and stacy i may or may not come to your fire on saturday i have to work untill 11pm on saturday so if im not dead afterward and your party is still on after 11pm then i will swing by smelling of grease. *hugs to stacy*
EDIT - i just watched the most amazing film called. my life after me. and this lady is like 26 and she is dying but she hasnt and wont tell anyone not her husband her two daugthers or her mother. no one and then when she realizes shes almost out of days she leaves the house for a while and goes to a dark feild in her truck and she takes a tape recorder and records birthday messages for her girls, one for each and every birthday. everytime revealing more and more about who she was in life and who she hopes her girls will become with the guidence she gave them in life and the thought of her after death....it was beautiful.
Hey. I haven’t wrote in here in a while. I haven’t been online in like a week and a half but I don’t really have a reason to anymore. Things are pretty good. School started yesterday (obviously).
First hour I have math with Modisher. It’s pretty dumb if you ask me. Cohen is in my class and he sits right next to me ;) We have five Ashley’s in this class. Three of us sit at one table too so whenever he calls on us we all get confused and so now April said she is going to change her name to Ashley so we all can be Ashley’s. She was joking. If you didn’t get that.
Second hour I have US History. It’s really boring but I have Elyse in my class. Of course, the one person we can’t stand, "Samantha" is in there. Ugh. This year should be interesting.
Third hour I have Spanish Two which also will be boring. Mrs. Ryan is crazy and I established that last year. I sit by this boy and he talks to himself. He scares me but Luke and Aaron sit behind me so I guess that makes everything alright. Mrs. Ryan wont let me change my spanish name. It was Preciosa last year and now she insists that I keep it since she can't let go of it. Why I don't know, thats just what she said and plus Matt and Bruce would always call be Precious so I guess I'm keeping that name. Not that it really matters.
Fourth hour I have Advanced Drama. It is going to be really awesome this year since I know most of the people in it. I’m excited for that.
Fifth hour I have English with Eilola. She is weird and I don’t think I like her. Who knows.
Sixth hour I have Anatomy. This will be a really fun year because Bruce, Sam Ballew, Amanda, Megan, Tyler, Jewski, Logan C, Ashley, Austin, etc are all in there and it’s fun. I sit by Megan, Jewski, and Logan.
Seminar is actually cool. Kourtney is in there which is cool since we don’t have any classes together.
I seriously have like 4 classes with my cousins. Everywhere I look Travis is sitting next to me or behind me and then theres Tyler there too. It’s crazy.
School is fun. I have had a lot of homework in these past two nights but it’s alright.
Things are that much better without you at school. I don’t have to deal with your drama and neither does she. I’m so glad your out of school and off to college.
All I wanted was my life back and that’s what I got.
Lisa is at my house every morning and after school. Were always hanging out now and somebody has a problem with that. Oh well they can get over it. We’ve been friends for a long time and we always will be!
My grandpa is flying in from Oklahoma this weekend. I haven’t seen him in like, I don’t know, five years maybe. I miss him and he’s coming up to see us since we haven’t seen him, duh!!
I’ve been busy lately with shopping, hanging out with friends, school, modeling, homework, everything you can imagine.
My mom seen my old fourth grade teacher yesterday (Mrs. Underwood) and she asked her if she remembered me and she was like “Ashley, Ashley Sonego” and then she went on telling my mom how she would love for me to come in and see her and how she hasn’t forgot about me and how she’s definitely coming to our graduation since we were her first class and that she misses me. It’s good to know that I can’t be forgotten.
Oh, and OF COURSE she would like him. Why wouldn’t she, because I LIKE HIM and here she tells me that nothing is going to happen anyways. I can’t help but like him even if I try not to. He’s just him.
It’s pretty clear that your obsessed so I’m going to stop wasting my time liking him and like the other person that I’ve liked for a while now.
Yeah well I have to get going. I need to do my US History homework and my drama homework.
This weekend-Matts with my pie!! I loooovee you. And thank you for helping me with (boy) haha.
Alright this is long but I just feel like I should update since I haven’t in a while.
Oh and The O.C. Season Three is on tomorrow!! I'm so excited I've been waiting my whole life for it. J/k but I've waited all summer so I think I should celebrate it and have a party with Brianna!!
I want to go on msn messenger but I just can't. I don't want to even see your online because I'm so disapointed in you and we'll probably start fighting over something so I'm just not going to go on it for a while. A loong while.
I just love how I keep typing even though I said I was going to go five minutes ago.
Bonfire at my house this Saturday.
8pm-12am or whatever.
It's not really a party, nothing is planned. I just want whoever that wants to be there, be there. To just chill, talk, and hang out.
My dad dug a new fire pit out by Brad's current home (camper) haha. So, please if you wanna come and hang for a while do. Let me know if you are coming!
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2005 7 September :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Revis - Caught In The Rain
woohoo finally some good news im goin to see System of a down on the 28th its gunna rock and ill finnaly get outa this place for awhile... thats always good.
Today in 3rd hour (office aid) I was told to make a copy of a paper.
First of all I have no idea where that fucking machine is.
So, I find the room and there's like 8 machines! I know, I know..a copy machine doesn't seem to be a complicated thing to spot, but their machines are EVIL! And the copy machine was the worst. It's so confusing, it's not like normal ones where you just put the paper on the glass.. Anyway, the lady tells me to make one copy and to type in her code '4994' so I do it and it starts printing '1 of 4,994' and I was like, "Shit!" So then I hit stop and it stops after printing like 10 sheets. Then I see that I copied the wrong fucking side. So I flip it over and try to copy it and it copies the same wrong side and I tried to stop it, but once again it copied like 10! So I finally went and told them I had no idea what I was doing. They weren't too mean about it.
I'm sorry, you must think I'm an idiot, but it really is more complicated than it sounds.
Being an office aid is scary.
Anyway, I hate school. Today was a little better, but it still sucks.
And today was the bad day..the day when actual work and homework starts..bleh! ;(
Hitler, Nazi, Germany seems to be all right. It's just sad I have it first hour.. I won't be awake to even listen.
Econ is going to be hard for me since I am bad with math and all that. Does anyone have a JA Econ book I can have?? [With answers!]
Office Aid is interesting. I get to hear everything that's "private". I like it though, I get my own desk and get to deliver passes. Woo!
Advanced Drama scares me. That's all I have to say. I'm very nervous..
Bible as in Lit is going to be cool. I have a lot of friends in there and I know it's going to be a good class. I'm excited to learn a lot.
Yearbook is . . yearbook. The same as last year, except I'm an editor. Which is bahmb.. it's nice having some authority.
In other news.. I like Brad living here. It's nice because I get to see him when I get home every day. I wish he didn't have to leave in October.
I love yooouu.
Life In General Update.
just got out of work and i cant breath but thats ok any way. i start college tommrow its my first day YAZOR!!! anyway im scared shitless i dont know which matt to bring to class....im thinking i should be the introverted matt and just sit and learn and fuck social interaction till later in the year. but then i think taht thingswould be more bareable and fun if i just went in all friendly like and communicated with people and then focused and was quiet during lecture times....whatever ill figure it out i guess. and well im about to get all dressed up and go to walmart for an app. (tight jeans and a black sweater, not suit and tie.) so fucking wish my ass luck please cause i need this new job liz said cashiers make great fucking pay and with her AND her mom as references im almost sure ill get an interview. so you guys fucking wish me luck and ...i suddenly feel the need to throw up this is fucking weird...o god i feel horrible...ok its gone now...what the fuck was that all about ...hmm? anyway blah blah blah . yoko is still cute and shes starting to get really really big im glad i bought her the new cage. i think id like to get her a new one with some big ass ferret sized running tubes and like string the tubes up ALL over the fucking room like outline the room in rat tunnels ...lol that would be so stupid looking but you know she would have a fucking ball. lol well cocoa is still the cutest thing on earth. dads dating shasa warners mom and it keeps him out of the house. i dont know who shasa warner is but she sounds really familar. guess she is a senior this year so stacy you might know her, and stacy please count me in for the dresden dolls concert cause um i would kill you if you forgot me in those plans.you all acting like i dont like them and shit WHATEVER BITCH and your bunnie is cute.....o well im off to walmart...my stomach is sick.
I woke up this morning and the sky was a beautiful, glowing orange, so I ran outside snd there were two huge rainbows casting colors in the sky. It was so pretty.
work....i own that company now....and its akward. i havent gone into work on time in 3 weeks and i just didnt go into work at all for like 2 days this week....and im not fired. im not even written up. i go into today to turn in my two weeks notice cause id rather quit than get fired (by the way i havent been going in cause i dont respect that company and if they really cared about me not coming in id be fired by now) anyway so yeah tammy says "we cant afford to lose anyone. we wont fire you matt...." so im stuck with the thought. 'wow they wont fire me...is this a ticket to do as i please or is this the lucky strike that i got to teach me that i need to start going in on time and such?' well i still need a higher paying job next time i get a day off ill go search for one and it will be super mucho fun....stupid gas prices. well chao bitches.
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2005 1 September :: 5.18pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: evanescence - whisper
fuck this place
i hate this place, telling me what i cant eat what i cant say what i cant do, it fucking pisses me off to no end but they can all go to hell for all i care. i never wanted to be here, i wont take there shit ill rebel....
Has anyone ever seen the show Gilmore Girls?
I was just wondering if how fast they talk makes you want to kill people.
That show seriously just made me feel stressed out because they talk so incredibly fast.