:: 2003 22 May :: 4.45 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

THANKS! NOT!
WOO! I'm done w/ my drum practice, weeee! FinallY! I have to practice an hour a day maximum. Boy that's like...hang on....1,2,55,..hang on....60 minutes of my life in my room taken!!! WOW!

N e ways, so DLM told Cherish I hate her, Thanks A lot! Yesturday she came up to me when we were switching to period one and she took me to the bath room. It's scary to go w/ her, u don't know what she'll do! Hehe... Well she's goes, "DLM (she didn't call him that but I use code) told me you hate me. Is that true?" In my mind i'm like thanks a lot DLM, You sure can't keep anything to urself! I'm like "There's just stuff that bugs the crap outta me about u, but don't worry, it's me (yeah right!). I have stuff that bugs me about my best friends." So I walk away. But then she follows me...I'm like crap she wont go away! So we walked a lil together talking about DLM, so yeah....Thanks again DLM!

Then Casey keeps buggin me about the Germany thing, He thinks I did more than I really did and I hate it. It's rude of him to think that about me. I don't like it when ppl think I'm easy. He just wont quit so I'm gonna kick his bum bum. He's already scraed of me. He ran away from me today in 1st period when I was just trying to have a nice lil chat w/ him....W/evas...

Well I gotta go and go to Alan's brother's graduation. Later!

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:: 2003 21 May :: 8.20 pm
:: Mood: Woo!

Clarifying
Alright I heard some of the rumors going around school... Boy are they Lame! I'll say if it's true or false for yeah cuz i'm nice, well actually b/c i don't like lies but w/e!

Zack and I didn't make out. He likes that rumor but I don't. Sorry Zack!

I didn't do a lot w/ that kid. Casey and some other ppl r just saying that. Reason y? I have no Idea.

Did I cheat on Germany? Yes, unfortantly I did. Do I wish that I did it? Not really.

That's all the rumors I can think of so far. So if u know more let me know and I will tell u the truth! Thanks, Byes!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

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:: 2003 20 May :: 9.21 pm
:: Mood: woohu

whateva's
The night of the dance was tubuLAR. I had a neato time. Could of beeen better.

School still sux bum bum, but hey what can I say?

I danced w/ a lot of ppl. It was jiffy...

I have no more b/f. Woopie-doo-da-day...Boy I sure did ask fo it.

I gotten to say and stuff to do so later..much!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~*~*~

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:: 2003 16 May :: 11.39 pm
:: Mood: TubuLAR

My Home!
ok so I'm haveing a party here right? Right. well all the adults are drunk, or woozy. It's like 3 in the morning dude! NO one will go home! Well we're booty danceing all over the place yo! Yes, that's right I'm booty danceing in front of my parents and family w/ my perverted uncle included! lol. I'm serious though. Now what? Huh huh? lol. Well we were doin the limbo and stuff dude! it's the shit happening herre! My friend Jesse is over w/ Almore and they liked raced my mom's new s2000 honda car (thats the crap right there!) Jesse was going so fast that a lil patch of sand made him go into a circle! He wiped out yo! He has a pimped out acura integra w/ NAS (2 tanks). I heard Almore scream yo! It was scary but soo funny!

My friend Alan is over and he's sleepin over! YEAH! That's right my parents are letting me have my GUY friend sleep over! Now ur jealous right, if ur a girl? lol j/p And if ur wondering, yes we're gonna sleep in the same bed. We've done worse so no big deal.....O crap! I hope Germany doesn't like get crazy about it! O well screw it! I'm haveing a tubular time, no doubt.

Tomorrow is the dance! I'm so excited! I"m gonna go in my mom's TubuLAR car...Hell yeah! Well I g2g, I hear Jesse's car. He's probably raceing someone again....later, much!
the booty is callin my booty to dance yo!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~AndI~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

(my comment is there u just can't c it sometimes. so put ur mouse on where it should be and when it turns into a hand click on it. later!)

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:: 2003 16 May :: 7.30 pm
:: Mood: angry

hate her hate her!
ok DLM is going out w/ cherish right? well i HATE her! OMG she drive me nuts! i wanna killl my self agin and again. it's not b/c she's going out w/ DLM it's just b/c of how she is. she's a sissy, girly-girly-girl, all hehe all the time. i wanted ot punch her sooooo bad today but i didn't cuz jeremy. She kissed me dude! i'm like what the hell? LEZBO! i rubbed it off in front of her in disgust. i wanna bunch her. well i g2g dip like a diver and help w/ the party! later!

note:sorry DLM if u read this and u get a offended, but dude i hate her....

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:: 2003 15 May :: 8.21 am
:: Mood: somethin to say

advise
ok so let me tell u this, if marie tells u a sercret and she doesn't want u to tell but u tell bill. Then marie tell bill her secret and then bill tells marie that he already knows of her secret and marie asks who told him and of course he tells b/c it's bad to lie to a friend expecailly if it's not that big of deal, even though he knew before u told him. Well you know that Bill told Marie, so your GRRRdified at him. But come on! it's not he's total fault. I mean dude, u broke the promise first, so u can't blame all on Bill.

When you tell someone a secret ur taking a chance, a chance of them telling people. even though u can trust them they may tell someone. i believe that all of us can't keep a secret. we all tell someone, either a person, GOD, or a pet.


to that person: it's not all my fault!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~

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:: 2003 14 May :: 4.49 pm
:: Mood: EEK!

EW!
HI! Ok, so this weekend is ah.....dance. wee! lol.

My friend cali and I have been getting in lil cat fights. I guess we're just going through that stage. We'll get through it and be boo boo bears (inside joke) again if it's soppose to happen.

Cali and I have this friend who is going out w/ this girl since I guess today. I think he didn't tell us maybe b/c he was ashamed. I sure would be if I were him. Well all I have to say about her is EEEEK! It's disgusting. Thats right EEEEK!

I thought my drum teacher was part of the N.A.K but as it turns out he's not. POO! dude if I was in that i would have such a better name! like KKK Reunited! SOOO much more tubular!

To tubular chick:
You and me stood our ground talking to the authorities. I'm proud and it was neato and i want to do it again! lol but more protest!

later!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

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:: 2003 10 May :: 6.26 pm
:: Mood: Freaky-dicky
:: Music: freak on a leash-KoRn

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:: 2003 9 May :: 5.57 pm
:: Mood: happy

School_Afterwards
Hey ya'll, whats sizzling on ur side of the skillet? Today at school we had a talent show. (woo-hoo)
Some ppl were good, then some were um..a lil bad, then a few just sucked...but hey i'm not judgein!hehe... it was tubular all the way through. I had a neato time.
but now it all over and i'm going to a party! Rock on!
I think whom I talked about in my last entry and I are friends again, but i'm not sure. so if u are reading this chick than e-mail me or leave a comment and tell me if we r. thank u!
I started drum lessons (finally). So far it's boring b/c all i'm doing is practicing on the practice pad. But i know it'll get better soon. well i g2g split like a banana, byes!

~*~*~*~*~AndI

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:: 2003 6 May :: 4.14 pm
:: Mood: relieved

A Few Words
OK hello! i would just like to say a few things...

First, i would like to say that i am glad that i got that stuff off my chest. I kinda like it it's out in the open b/c then I wouldn't really go mad inside myself....

Second, I would like to tell my friend for whom I just wrote about in my last entry that I just want you to know that to me u r still a tubular chick and everything u do is neato and u r still my friend even though u may have a major grudge against me now. I just thought that it would be better to let it out b/c i wanted u to be aware of it and all.

Third, I want everyone to know that I don't regret putting that in my journal. I know that I may if been a lil too forward and strong but dude, once I let it out, it was out, threw my fingers. I couldn't stop it once it started. Got an idea by what I mean? ok well I g2g dip like a diver(Cailyn).....

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:: 2003 4 May :: 10.54 am
:: Mood: Suffocated

_People_
Hey everyone!!! I'm a sick dog. I feel terrible. I think I got food poisoning...eek!

Well I feel so suffocated. It's not my sickness though. Where ever I turn BAM!!! somone has the same crap as me or acts like me. I HATE it!!!! GRRDIFIED!!! People have my guy shorts, my shoelaces, the same shirt, shoes, and they say my sayings. Boy does it suck! I finally find the real "me" and here is everyone dressing like me now.
This prep chick is turning punk/skater and thats bad b/c i don't think that's who she really is and plus she can't skateboard!!! I evise everyone to learn how to skateboard and at least know how to do an ollie before u dress like a skater, so u wont be called a poser!!! I went shopping w/ this chick and I saw tubular black van shoes. I tryed them on and everything and i want to get 'em. Well a week later guess who has them? She does!!! She has my other shirts that I pointed out that I want to get! What the dilio!I hope it's just a vase... I'm gonna try to take a break from her. She trys to be punk but she's preppy all in the face.
Then there's this other girl. It's funny for her to think she's a punk/skater. I mean she does have a board and everything but she can't ride it very well. She keeps falling on her bum bum while standing still. She was telling me a 3 minute story (which it took her 6 minutes to tell) and she goes,"I was preppy that day and..." I was like PREPPY that DAY, that DAY! She's preppy EVERY day! (A lot of ppl can back me up on this too) Lucky someone was there to squeeze my arm so I wont go scorpio on her. BOY!! She was at my house and after she left, my mom told me she acts like me and trys to be like me. My mom only watched her for a lil bit, so that has to tell u somethin! She tells me one day I found out I'm a FREAK! I'm like for what? Wearing black? Of course i didn't really say that b/c i don't want her to ball out and cry. Even though she trys to be punk/skater she's preppy no matter if she wears the punky cloths b/c all the preppyniss is in her face and u can't change that. I think she thinks she is all punky b/c she know a lot of history of the rock bands and skateboarding/surfing. I know the sk8brding/surfing one too. Plus she's from california, so she probably thinks she's more punk than most girls. She steals my sayings too. DAMN! I can go on and on about her and the other chick but I wont b/c well i know one of 'em will read it. And right now I can care less! I've been trying to get a break from this girl but she don't take a hint!
It doesn't matter wear u get the cloths it matters how u wear 'em. So if u get the blue etnies and u wear it (hint:girl), it don't mean ur a skater.... O heres another saying, just b/c u can fit in the cloths, doesn't mean u can wear them. It like u have a drum set in ur house, u say u a drummer just b/c u have a set, so all in all ur a POSER!
LateR!
NOTE: I never said in this that I am better than them in anyway. Never said I'm a better skater (well i am) than them. I just typed what problems I have w/ them and I can't be like myself around them b/c they'll "steal" my crap.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~AndI

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:: 2003 30 April :: 4.53 pm
:: Mood: DUH!

My blonde moment
I was on the bus when I relized i have no house key. So damn i'm locked out....When i came home i checked my bag just to make sure. There was no key in it, so i thought of ways to get in my house. We sometimes keep a key in a certain place and i checked there behind the tree, WHAT?lol Well it wasn't there! urgh! I went to my window and i usually have my window unlocked and the screen out b/c i sneak out at night w/ my guy friends, well it was locked.POO! I tryed to brake in all the windows but i couldn't b/c i lack in that area. Well i decided to screw it and i went under the garage door which had a 5 inch open at the bottom for our cats. Surprisingly I sliped under! I was like OMG! i'm toooo skinny! lol. well it sucked a bean b/c the door was locked. It's weird b/c my family never has everything locked. Well i crawled back under and i went through my bag again and wal-la! there was a key! i got grdified at me! I went around while getting chased by a swarm of misquitoes to find my sis was already in the house! She must of came home when i was in the back. So UNTUBULAR! well i g2g run like Forest later!

~*~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

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:: 2003 29 April :: 9.09 pm
:: Mood: whatevas it's my hot body i'll do what i want....

sup??
hey hey....yeah... i'm happy i actually called someone. yeah! i'm confused and torn! i'm going threw my mellow stage again! ah! i hate it!!! i go threw stages like i went threw emotional break down for like 6 months, then i went threw a depression. I take a lot of crap from ppl even though i shouldn't. w/e. i have nuttin to say and stuff to do so lata!

~*~*~*~*~*AndI

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:: 2003 28 April :: 5.05 pm
:: Mood: confused

HIM and him
ok there's this dude and i dunno if i really wanna go out w/ him for sure. i wanna but then i don't sometimes. it's weird. it's confuseing and if u know me i'm not all that good at the b/f and g/f thing. i suck a bean or maybe 2 i dunno.

Then there's this other dude (him). i'm not totally over him as i wnat to be. like if he's around girls i get a lil jealous. it sux b/c i don't want to like him like that. urgh! well i'm gonna go now.

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:: 2003 27 April :: 2.03 pm
:: Mood: Happy_Sad

Camp_Cereal
HEY! I just got back form camp. It was a under ground christian church. it was neato. there was cops there and they searched u for bibles and christian things. I had an ok time. I went Kyaking (how ever u spell it) everyone was sooo sore after it but not me! i went the longest too. My dad caught a huge fish w/ his bare hands. It was funny.

i have these 2 guys friends at church that i nicknamed co co puff and co co cuff (cause he got house arrest). well if i talk about both of them i call them cereal. (get it?) lol ok well co co puff asked me out today and i'm like ah...no. i crushed the poor dude. i feel so bad. it sux. i hate it when i get asked out and i don't like 'em. well he asked y and i said b/c i don't know u so well, which is true. so yeah.... well i g2g and call cali b/c well i'm just gonna byes!

~~*~*~~*~*~~*~*AndI

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