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2004 29 January :: 7.00pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: White Stripes
YO YO Dawg! hehe
Hey hey and um..Hey! Time for another update. Here's what's been goin on that is interesting:
Nuttin
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2004 28 January :: 4.51pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Pearl Jam
Weekend
lol.....last weekend was interesting. too much to type. but something good came out of it, i have become more open with something personal and it is nice to have enough confidense to tell close friends along w/ ppl at my current school.and by the way, the events of the weekend didnt change or alter what i already knew ;-) lol!!anyway, i was thinking seriously about going to Fort Myers IB....it might be a really good option for me....tell me what you think!! xoxoxo byes
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2004 25 January :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: cheerio
:: Music: baby got back
holla
Hey, what's up??? Today went ok. I went to church and made peace w/ Levi (yay) and I hanged out w/ Junior and KK, my buds yo dawg. then I came home and amanda, mom, dad, and david went boating and i was just fixing up my room w/ the paint, u know, touch ups. AAAHHHH...Anne and kelsy called me and anne picked me up and we went to Mcd's and then to nick's house where devon was. Kelsy was like oo i love you! You have such hot friends. lol it was great.
Anne and kels and I should hang out more often. It's soo fun being around them.
After nick's house I went home and finished putting my room together.
Ok I'm done.
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2004 25 January :: 10.11am
:: Mood: eeee!!!
..Room..Movies....thy talk
My room is done w/ painting. yay! I did it all by myself. It was a lot of work and it sucked, but hey i got it done right?? lol yea soo....I think it looks TubuLAR. I'm gonna get more pics and records to hang on my wall to make it look more neatoish.
I went to the movies last night. It was fun. Tyler and Anne were so cute when they were together. It was soo funny when they were good-bye hugging. lol. (sigh). Some ppl were acting certaintly strange. Others were normal. I just ignored on how some ppl were acting b/c it would suck if i payed attention to it b/c I wouldn't be so happy. (not talking about kelsy). I hope Kels is ok now. I felt bad at the movies for her. I hope all is well.
My parents came home and we talked about the movies and some other issues. I found out my mom is pissed at someone that i know & that is just not good, b/c my mom never is grr at ne one. so you better watch out! hehe. My dad was like I have a question for yea and u better answer it w/ the truth or i will beat your butt. So I was like o dear! in my mind. lol. the question was do i like alan. I told the thruth about how me and him do like eachother. My dad was just like ahuh. Then my mom was like u've been sneaking to the movies w/ him haven't you?? I was like shizznit!!!! lol. I replyed no. then mom said that she ran into some of my friends' parents and they asked how alan was. I think it was anne's mom. (it's ok anne) I was like damn it. so I said we just ran into him one time and he needed a ride home, so anne offered to take him b/c her and her family are soo neato and nice. So my parents bought it. The we talked about if me and him did go out and that they'll be ok w/ it. I was like neato!! hehe. then we got talking about "it" and how it destroys ppl's lives and changes them. I was like o god! I said about how if u have a baby your life is screwed and my mom was like no you get fucked and then it changes. I was like MOTHER!!! lol. she was just like what? Your father and you were beating around the bush and I just said it straight. it was soo funny. After we were done talking I called alan and told him and we had a good laugh. SO I think that i will tell my parents that we are goin out in a week. that's reasonable right?
Ok I g2g to chucrh now. lata.
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2004 23 January :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: woo
today
I got my permet, enough said.
(can u hear the sirens?)
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2004 20 January :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Jet: Are you gunna be my girl?
Oh gawd lol!
Ok...here is the story.
Monday morning A FRIEND (for all of you know who that is) IM'ed me and was like "im going to be in the cape, call me" so later we talked again and i was like"so you wanna get together?" and of couse he was like "ya sure" why else would he tell me he was going to be in the cape right? so later i call when we told me to (around 4 ish) and like i was trying to figure out a place for him to take me that is in the cape. but when i called he seemed to already kno and he was like"call me later or ill call you" and that was all i heard lol! well i waited for like 2 hours for him to call and he never did so i eventually called him....and he was all like" you never called me!" lol!!! apparently he had told me to call him 20 minutes later so he could get directions to my house so he could pick me up but i never heard that lol!!! i was like ooppppsss. to make this even better after i asked where he was and he was waiting for someone in a church parking lot to go a party w/(and he was like 30 min away from my house and he was trying to figure out a way to my house), apparently he was going to take me to that party lol. so he got to the party and got into a fist fight or something of the sort and by then he was kinda down so he didnt feel like doing anything which was fine but i guess it was good i didnt go other wise i would have been there for the fight and i would have hated that. so ya...that is my stupidity opppps lol
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2004 20 January :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: down
:: Music: SwitchFoot
..:Last night & Today:..
Today was not all that bad. I didn't go to school. The funeral was today at Memorail Gardens. It was a nice one u can say. I cried. Ginny was there. (yay) Alan's dad was there, but no alan. (poo) After the funeral I went to my aunt's house for the rest of the day. Almost anyone who went to the funeral was there too. I'm gonna have to go through this again b/c my grandpa is getting creamated (sp?) so o joy???
I'm mad at Alan o sorry Anal. hehe. He keeps bringing up to my attention that I don't open up and it bugs him, so finally last night I did and it seemed like he just buzzed me off. When I really needed to talk he just buzzed off. I don't get it. He was soppose to call me at 10 but he didn't so I called him and I opened up about how i was scared or what not about today and he was just like yea..so the sky is blue huh? It was like umm..hello?? then he said he has to go b/c he has to call his sis before he goes to bed. I was like fine. I called him an asshole though. But he didn't hear me.
Grrr....thats all I have to sa yabout everything. gr gr gr and more gr.
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2004 18 January :: 11.31pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: the sound of the rain
poems
this is my favorite poem of all time
SOMEWHERE I HAVE NEVER TRAVELLED, GLADLY BEYOND
somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience, your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things are the things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skillfully,mysteriously) her first rose
or if you wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagins
the snow carefully everywhere desending;
nothing which we are to percieve in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the colour of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands
E.E. Cummings
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2004 18 January :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: surprised
:: Music: Love Actually CD
Shocked
What a weekend! I went to the movies last night and some many different good and bad things came out of it. I put my self in an...interesting position and great things came out of it. Im glad i went, porbably not for the reason most of you'll think but for something else. I guess im being paid back for the past horrible weeks. Ying and yang is working in my favor right now. :-) Ok ttyl laters byes
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2004 18 January :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: emo
The last couple of Days
Every night so far I've been crying. o joy! I hate to cry. it shows weakness and i hate that. It's healthy to cry though. saturday was odd. My dad was humble and to himself and quiet. My dad is never those things. it's crazy. I'm worried for him.
That night i went to the movies w/ my friends. that was good to get my mind off things. It only got my mind of things fo rlike an hour though. As soon as i got home i cryed again. it sux.
Today at church i cryed during the whole entire time. My aunt cryed too. It sux a lot. It's hard. I never thought i would be like this if my grandpa died b/c i never truley liked him. I think w/ how he died is the cause of it. I always thought he would go naturally. u know?
My heart hurts a lot. I hate it. His funeral is on Tuesday at 2:30. I'm leaving school early. i'm gonna cry like crazy in school.
I saw his bitchurary (sp?) in the paper. I am mention in it. Most of how they make my grandpa look good is all shizz. It's not all true. he wasn't a good guy. on some things yes, but for the most part, no.
I hate this weekend.
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2004 15 January :: 4.16pm
:: Mood: smiley..(sp?)
:: Music: dashboard confessional~As Lovers Go
..:*:..Today...Poem..:*:..
Today was my project day! Woo! Wee! I had not one, but 3 projects due today. It's crazy yo. I had an oral for spanish today and I cheated..hehe. I had my web site due today too. I got it done at the last 5 minutes of class and i was soo happy b/c i've been working on it for a month, but my teacher says that she's gonna show me something to have done to the site to make it look more "clean". I was like ok w/evas. Then I finally had my english prject due today. My last one. That was really fun to explain my epithat. We had a 10 minute conversation about my braces that i had 2 times..lol it was fun.
The lights in the school went out in the last 5 minutes left of school today. lol. It was great! The halls were all dark and shizz. I was afraid to get raped or get trampled b/c i was wearing sandals. PPL were screaming and running and scarying (sp?) ppl in teh hallways. The stair hallways were really dark. I didn't go down there b/c I know i was bound to get hurt or scared. hehe. I want it to happen again!!!!
OK yesturday I ahh...ate yogurt, listened to my cd player and wrote a poem in Bio b/c I didn't want to do the work, so here is my poem: O and it really isn't about who ur thinking of, in the matter of fact it's not about ne one that I know...
What I love about you,
I love your eyes, so gentle on what you look at,
I love the way you listen, even though that,
You may not care.
I love your white, bright smile,
I love how you share your thoughts; what's On your mind even though I may not care,
I love your gentle touch,
I love how you make me feel loved and such,
I love your distinct humor,
All of this makes me want to see you sooner.
Its what I love about you,
I want to keep you forever,
I want to say this to whomever,
As long as they'll lend an ear,
You are my tear,
When I am sad,
You are my laugh,
When I am happy,
Your whatever I say or do,
How can you have this over me?
Can this be true?
Could it be?
For once I adore someone,
Who I care about as a loved one,
Its what I love about you,
Your different from everyone else,
Your not like every other guy,
Your unique,
Your true to who you are,
I love everything so far,
Around you I'm so shy
I jitter,
I stutter,
When I'm around you,
I'm nervous,
I have no clue,
On how to act; how to speak,
I'm afraid to say the wrong thing,
Its what I love about you,
When I'm firious
And I go to you,
You make me calm,
I feel relaxed,
I'm no more blue,
When we hold hands,
my sweat goes to my palm.
I refrain myself from shaking,
I hold my breath, afraid to breath;
To ruin the moment
It will last forever,
Its what I love about you.
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2004 13 January :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: even
:: Music: Puddle of Mudd
Please answer these
fill this out cuz i wanna
see what you say - this should be funny
1. Quiet or Loud?:
2. Short or Tall?:
3. Weird or Original?:
4. Nice or Mean?:
5. Friendly or Selfish?:
6. Normal or Special?:
7. Smart or Stupid?:
8. Boring or Fun?:
9. Pretty, hot, alright, ugly?:
DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?:
2. Athletic?:
3. A nerd?:
4. Funny?:
5. Ghetto?:
6. Shy?:
7. Two-faced?:
8. Obnoxious?:
9. Immature?
10.Mature?:
11. Conceited?
FOR THE OPPOSITE SEX ONLY:
1. Would you ever date me?
2. when would you ask me out??
3.will you ever scam with me?
4.Would you hold my hand if I was scared?
5.Would you ever kiss me?
6.Would you ask me t! o a dance?
7.Would you do more than kiss me?
8. On a scale from 1-10 how sexy am I?
9. would you ever cheat on me?
10. whould you ever try to hurt me??
11. do you think i would make you happy?
12What do you think I would be like as a girlfriend/boyfriend ???
13.Have i been out with you before??
13.what whould you want me to do in our relationship??
JUST SOME RANDOM QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?:
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:
9. Do u think I'm a virgin?:
10. If u could give me anything...wh! at would it be?:harvard
11. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:
12.If there is anything you would want what would it be??
13.if i could promise you something what would you want??
14.Have i ever hurt you?
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2004 12 January :: 3.41pm
:: Mood: Yeppy!
Lala!!
Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Socialite which means you are a Golden / Thinker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Golden" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics.
That means you're confident, dependable, and goal-oriented — and when you make a plan you stick with it. Your natural friendliness and charm mean you're great at meeting people. And chances are you handle this popularity with grace since you take your personal life very seriously.
How do we know all this? How do we know that you're generous with your belongings? Or that you see work as an extension of your social life? How could we have divined that sometimes you can be self-critical and worry too much?
Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Socialite.
And that's just scratching the surface.
take the quiz at ahhh... http://web.tickle.com/
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2004 11 January :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Jets: Fool of everyone
..:*:..Sat Night..:*:..
OK so... How are we doing today lady and gents? What we have to look forward to so far is a 3 day weekend. Yay! Give me a cheer. Felt good right? I knew it.
I went to the movies last night. (finally) I saw Paycheck. Not so good.It's like Minority report. I had a dandy time though.
I got hit one while I was there. The guy wasn't hot though. Yea, I know it sux. He passed by me first & said I was pretty and he liked my hat and I said thanks, you know trying to be nice. He walked back to me and we talked for a bit. He was nice. Never got a name though. O well. His pick up line was "Haven't I met you before?" I laughed at him. But he was actually serious. He thought he really did. LOL.
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OK, I wanna know what you think about what's the gayist )(not a oword but w/evas)( way of breaking up w/ someone to the best way )(if there is such a thing)(.
Here's what I think:
Gayist: Using a friend to do the dirrty job.
Email
Note
AIM
Phone
Best: Face to face
Sooo speak your neato mind that you have and tell me what you think the order should be!!
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2004 10 January :: 11.44am
:: Mood: Chipperz
:: Music: How low can you go?
...:Fun!:..
I went to Rich's last night. Mike was there and of course ms. anne. We hanged around and played video games and watched movies. Mike, anne, and I kept screaming at the wrong parts on a scary movie. hehe. it was fun and Rich kept running around the living room acting like an idiot. It was funny.
Later Nick came over and we started to watch VH1's 100 hotties. The guys liked it a lil too much. Well Anne and I did too. lol. After a bit Kyle came over too.
After the shows and all we all went in Anne's room and we wreseled and stuff and the guys got anne and smacked her bum really hard! It hurt soo much. Then they came after me and did it. I was like noooo! I punched and tried to squrim away, but there was no way of doing it. SO my bum got hit. it hurt forever. Then nick and Mike did it again to me. Gr!
Around 9:30 we went to Bruster's and got ice cream. it was fun. After that we went to Kyle's so he cna get his shoes and to anne's mom's house to let the dogs out. I played w/ Rich's drums when we were there and Mike was flirten w/ me a lot. I didn't like it too much. When we were heading back to their dad's house there was a big bang! Something hit the car. we couldn't figure out what it was until we saw slime coming down the window. We got egged!!!!! LOL! MIke and Kyle were like turn back, we're gonna fight 'em. But we never turned back. it was great.
Then we just hanged around the house and had some more fun. then I went home.
I needed that fun to forget a certain someone who is being a gay person right now. I just give up about it. She (you) won. I don't wanna mess w/ this no more. It's stupid. Get over yourself. OK I am done now.
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