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2004 18 July :: 1.45 pm
I love you more than life.
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2004 17 July :: 7.48 pm
:: Mood: lonely
TWODAIE
Today, I woke up at ten to seven, got ready and stuff for the Ren fair thingy. Nick showed up around 8 and Shayna showed up around sometime.
The Ren fair was awesome. Everything was so cool. I really want a corset now. The dresses were really pretty. It wasn't too hot out so it was a pretty awesome day.
We left around sometime in the afternoon and Jackie dropped me and Nick off at my house.
Nick left a bit ago for another all-nighter at eDen.
The end. My life is so interesting. I just fit twelve hours into a few sentences.
I love you all.
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2004 16 July :: 8.21 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: FFIX
Swearing for emphasis. POINT IN BOLD
I just realized that I never listed the books I got in California and Oregon. It was a long time ago but meh. I want to show off.
Most families go on vacation and get souvenirs or something. My family came home with tons of books and three new kites.
Here's what I got:
- An English-Russian/Russian-English dictionary for Ben and Nick. They always were sort of wanting to learn Russian so I thought it'd be a cool thing to do. It has no cover so I'll have to fix it up first.
- A compact Japanese dictionary because I wanted something I could take anywhere.
- Another Japanese dictionary that's mostly kanji. I'll probably get a bigger one anyway.
- Terre des hommes by Saint-Exupéry, the same guy who wrote Le Petit Prince.
- A book for Katie. I hope she thinks it's cool.
- A Japanese workbook thing from the International Christian University or something weird like that. They have a funny way of doing romaji but it's a pretty awesome workbook.
- Kanji flashcards. It's not a book and I didn't get it at a bookstore but they're still pretty awesome. I still hate kanji though.
- Le petit prince. I still have the school's version but I thought I might as well get my own.
- A gigantic French-English/English-French dictionary. It's a damn good one too. It was pretty cheap.
- L'étranger by (Albert) Camus. My mom says Camus is hard enough in English but he's pretty good. She read this book in English.
I also got the best books ever in French. I still can't believe it. I'm still geeked. I got The Golden Compass (Les royaumes du Nord) and The Amber Spyglass (Le miroir d'ambre). Fuck. Yes.
I didn't get The Subtle Knife because it cost too much. But it doesn't matter. The Amber Spyglass is my favorite book in His Dark Materials and I have all three in English anyway.
I started reading Les royaumes du Nord but it's hard. I have to look up almost every other word either in my dictionary or in the English version.
Anyway, that's it. Just some bragging. I never do it and I was delaying it but I couldn't help myself.
This'll be my last update for today. I'm going to the Silver Leaf Renaissance Fair(e) tomorrow and I'm going to try to actually get some sleep since I'm going to have to be ready at 8 (in the morning!).
I love you all.
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2004 16 July :: 5.18 pm
Les fleurs sont éphémères.
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2004 16 July :: 2.53 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Socialburn
Everyone...
But somehow I know that we're gonna be alright. But somehow I know that we're gonna be fine.
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2004 16 July :: 1.11 am
:: Mood: worried
The passing of time leaves empty lives waiting to be filled
New layout.
Lyrics from here and here.
Wings from here.
Icon from who knows where. It'll probably change a thousand times anyway.
I love you all.
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2004 15 July :: 7.41 pm
:: Mood: sad
Elektra dropped Socialburn.
I just found out.
If a band loses its label, does it usually fade into nothing?
But none of that matters.
Brigitte got in a car accident...
Not good.
She's okay, thank God.
I want to hang out with her more.
I hope she's feeling alright...
I love you all.
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2004 15 July :: 3.42 am
:: Mood: calm
Hate is never too strong a word
I think I know why you hate me.
I think I know why you're so protective.
I think I know why you turn it into hatred.
I think I know why you're always afraid I will hurt the one I'm with.
Because you have. Because you have already done it.
And you don't want me to make the same mistake.
I love you all.
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2004 14 July :: 8.02 pm
I'd like to see you try to act offended by this. I thought it was hilarious.
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[edit 8:27]
I've never played the game but I thought this was a lot of funny.
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2004 14 July :: 6.09 pm
It's not you ...it's me
It's windy out and I want to go fly a kite.
If it's this windy tomorrow, I think I will.
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2004 14 July :: 2.25 am
:: Mood: calm
This entry is sort of stupid and long but most everything I say is so... deal with the crazy for a second and listen.
Random memegen:
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I'm sorry that I haven't commented on anyone's journals with any regularity lately. I've been thinking about the words that come spilling out of my mouth everyday and I find that I repeat myself a lot more than I'd care to.
In other news, I'm almost bored with summer. I almost want school to start again.
We all like to gather up in circles and treat the sofa with champagne. Oh and the conversation lasts for hours. It's easy to make it all the same. Millions sing but I go inside.
Excited but not enough.
I really long for my computer at times like these. I need to listen to Bush. I really want to listen to Midlake after quoting them. And I long for all of my anime songs. Sigh. What piracy has done to the world...
In other news, I am a loser.
We (meaning my mother) sent off the computer today to get fixed. It might be back Monday. Really, I don't mind. I like the laptop. It's cozy.
In other news, I'm insane.
Seriously, never listen to anything I say past 1 or 2 in the morning.
But now you will listen to what I say and hear out another one of my crazy ideas.
The all-nighter at eDen helped me discover that everything is a lot funnier with your friends and no sleep.
Anyone see where I'm going?
I think we should all have an all-night end of the summer get together party thing.
Because they're fun and you all are fun so it'd be double, maybe triple the fun. Probably more since there'd be more of us.
I'm insane.
If anyone thinks my idea is in any way relatively intriguing, it'd be nice if you'd think, hold that thought and complete it for me. No one is going to listen to my ramblings at 2 in the morning and remember or hold any belief in them, mostly because I told them not to.
Remember that? It was about eight or nine paragraph things above this one.
Anyway, I think it's a fun idea because past experiences have proven that it was a fun time. But I don't think anyone can drive home. That was sort of bad. I thought Brett was going to kill us. Not that I don't trust him, but it was just bad. I mean good. On second thought, I'm going to cross out those last couple of sentences because they're really stupid.
I'm not making sense anymore and this entry will probably turn out to be really long so I'm stopping here.
In other news, if you were a hot dog, and you were starving, would you eat yourself?
I love you all.
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2004 13 July :: 12.27 am
Je ne suis la belette de personne.
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2004 12 July :: 8.34 pm
I hung out a bit with Brigitte today.
I turned down the chance to see Spider-man 2 with my family.
I'm sitting here.
I love you all.
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2004 11 July :: 1.29 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
So. I was thinking...
This year is our last year. Together.
I don't even know where everyone's going but I doubt most will stay.
Michigan's a boring state.
But even if you go, it doesn't mean we'll never see each other again, right?
You'll keep in touch, right? We all will, right?
Right?
I have this view of the future and it's dark after high school.
I don't want to disappear. I don't want everyone to disappear.
I love you all. Very very much.
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2004 10 July :: 5.33 pm
:: Mood: calm
Jackie's quiz
I'm me!! What a surprise!
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I love that picture, Jackie. To DEATH! But Charlie's dead.
Rawr! I love you all.
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2004 10 July :: 1.46 pm
It's like debate class only much better!
I love flame wars debates/arguments.
They're exciting if it's not all swearing and you're debating against intelligent people. Then skife says that's a flame war. Those suck.
But with this, I get to have a debate and defend my personal opinion.
They're better if the people involved aren't attacking you or anyone specifically. That way, personal feelings don't get involved and it's all based on opinions and beliefs.
I love you all.
P.S. I don't know anything. I just want my music back. I really crave that It Don't Mean a Thing remix.
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2004 10 July :: 2.10 am
So that makes it the 12th.
Okay? Okay.
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2004 9 July :: 1.50 pm
:: Mood: blah
Life and love and why... child, adult, then die...
Made a new layout thingy for my journal, it'll be better when I actually care about it.
Inspired by my favorite song: Daffodil Lament by The Cranberries.
Yarr. That's it.
I love you all.
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2004 8 July :: 4.30 pm
Stupid teenage movies are kind of funny but really stupid
Well we have Mozilla Firefox on the laptop to try and prevent all the crap that happened to the computer upstairs (starting with IE) from happening to the laptop.
So far, it's really awesome.
The only thing that sucks is that on Woohu, the transparency doesn't work. So any transparent tables are BSOD blue. So I guess I'll make a new layout.
Does anyone know what's up with that? Andy? Anyone?
My mom made me a hat. It's really awesome. Especially since I haven't washed my hair and it's all nasty. I look bad in hats too because my hair and my ears are crooked.
I love you all.
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2004 7 July :: 10.27 pm
:: Mood: tired but not enough
WARNING: This entry is longish and written by a drowsy person who can't sleep.
I think snafu is my favorite word/acronym. I have a different favorite word.
I ended up actually going to the all-nighter at eDen (the local cyber cafe) last night. I wasn't going to but I decided to be spontaneous since that's the only way things are fun.
I showed up at eDen around a quarter to 10 and was told by my mother that I could only stay until 2 (it lasted until 10 this morning).
I played DDR, watched Nick, Ben and Brett play whatever they were playing and met three Woohu friends/people I talked to via Woohu.
I called my mom at 2 and convinced her (it was easy) to let me stay the whole time.
I played DDR, Super Smash Brothers Melee and watched people play whatever.
I crashed fast and after I got tired, I got loopy.
We ended up leaving around 8 because we were all too tired/bored to play anything. And we were all acting like we were high/drunk/whatever. Ben turned an innocent-looking game background into a horrible perverted....ug. But it was fun. It was the best.
Everything last night/this morning is a blur.
I remember all the guys hitting on me. That sort of sucked. A lot.
And I remember getting tons of people to play DDR.
Anyway, from eDen we headed to Ben's and we all curled up and fell asleep watching Meet the Parents.
Ben and Brett fell asleep fast but Nick and I couldn't sleep/didn't want to.
I ended up falling asleep at 10ish and waking up around noon.
I was lonely until Ben woke up around who knows when. Then I fell asleep for a bit.
So we all hung around and I just got home.
Our computer upstairs is starting to fall apart. The monitor won't work. This message in a BSOD box pops up and says something about a connection or something.
I don't remember.
So I am/was freaking out about that. I called Ben and Nick (note that I had just gotten home from Ben's) and felt really stupid asking them Nick about my computer when I just saw them.
Nick said the graphics card might've come loose or blown. I'm hoping the former. He did say that those were the good things, the fixable things, and that it was best to concentrate on those before jumping to horrible conclusions.
I don't even know what card in our computer is the graphics card so he might come over to check it out maybe.
All in all, last night/this morning was excellent and today was even better.
If our computer can just be okay...
I love you all.
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