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2004 21 October :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: elliott smith
it's amazing how its always overreacting or not reacting at all. being in a crowd and being all alone. having so much to say but no words to say it. keeping secrets from everyone. i don't think itd matter much if i happened to leave. if i smile, its fake. if im alone, then thats how i want to be. can you tell when i'm lying?
and so you'd soon be leaving me alone like i'm supposed to be tonight, tomorrow, and everyday. there's nothing here that you'll miss, i can guarantee you this.
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2004 11 October :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: rilo kiley - my slumbering heart
and i'm so tired.
i still have 7/8 questions left to go in psychology then i have to study for our quiz on operant conditioning that we have tomorrow...
...and i thought i had gotten a lot of stuff done this weekend.
at least i got the first part of my internal assessment done.
but by golly i will get my one A in trig and the rest B's for this nine weeks. i will. even if i don't ever sleep.
i will get away from it all this weekend and take a trip up to orlando this weekend with some lovelys. stress needs to be relieved.
i work too much. i have no more weekends. school or work. i need cas hours. screw work.
i miss crushing or even having a boy to look at. oh yeah, i don't have time for that though.
<3 i still love you.
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2004 30 September :: 4.08pm
Beyone the Eye
Oprah is so awesome lol.
I wanna be in the audience one day and get free shit lol. I need a car!
Did ne1 get the e-mail from NHS? I didn't.
So was up?
I'm enjoying this time "off"
I wanna c Shark Tale. It looks good- maybe it'll be a family affair.
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2004 25 September :: 12.29pm
mhmm. yes i have ignored this thing, but thats all going to change now. i'm turning over a new leaf damnit. i think with woohu i can really write because no one is going to read it. or the few people who do read it are the people i want to read it. but its not like i lie on livejournal or anything, maybe theres a higher level of comfort here. or maybe i'm just crazy. who knows. heres the story of my life.
school has been school, kind of dull but its exciting this year, being the last year of high school here and all. i just went to an assembly the other day where they said graduation is going to cost 130 dollars. it includes the cap and gown (but i think we only get to keep the cap) the food, renting the hotel where the ceremony is and it covers the prom ticket too. but still, its a lot of money and i can fundraise to cover the cost but that is a lot of fundraising. there are these books that we can sell that are 27 dollars but only 10 dollars of that amount goes to grad fees. i'll find out a way to do it. or i'll get a job.
oh my goodness on thursday, 4 weeks into the school year i saw Alexis for the first time this year. like i've seen her before but only out of the corner of my eye and thursday we really got to talk so it was nice. and then there was a party last night! Jen's birthday so it was at her house, in the basement. good people and good dancing. it was fun. but it was dominated by girls. 4 guys and only 2 of them did any dancing (myself included OF COURSE).
i feel....alright i guess. i've been single for like FOREVER. no but you really want to know how long? about 1 year and 1 month. so far i dont mind it, but things can change! so i want a date for prom, maybe not a girlfriend but a date. is that too much to ask for? i hope not. ok i'm done.
hollaatchaboyyy.
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