This One Time At Band Camp...

This One Time At Band Camp...

:: 2003 28 October :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: cranky

this makes me happy:

danibean05: i'm sitting in a lion costume and i'm having fun
plymouthrr383: hmm
danibean05: yeah..see...you wish you were me in the costume
plymouthrr383: ha
danibean05: then you'd be having more fun
danibean05: and you'd be fuzzy
plymouthrr383: and i wouldnt get my homewor k done
danibean05: this is true
danibean05: but really, who needs homework?
danibean05: we can ditch school and run off and be lions together....it would be way more fun
plymouthrr383: hahaha
danibean05: good idea huh?
plymouthrr383: i dont know if my parents would approve
danibean05: oh...well, you don't have to tell them
plymouthrr383: i think they might get worried
danibean05: hmm...this could cause confusion
danibean05: and distress
plymouthrr383: yep
danibean05: what could we do?
plymouthrr383: elope to las vegas
danibean05: oh gosh let's do it now!
plymouthrr383: k you drive down here and pick me up
danibean05: oh i want to!!!!!!!!!!!!
plymouthrr383: then do it
danibean05: right now
plymouthrr383: yeah
danibean05: yikes...is sooooo very tempting

and jessie and i playing christmas music at the voight house....yay!

things that don't make me happy:

people doubting me
ass wipes
blah blah blah...............

4 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 28 October :: 7.31pm

a-ron is a crazy man.

and my tuba tried to beat me. i have a bruise. echt.

ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 28 October :: 2.46pm

i hate thinking about it. it was last winter and it still upsets me. i am scared for alice. she deserves much better. thinking about it ruins my whole day.

and as i sit here with that feeling that i'm going to start that kind of coughing that turns into sobs i feel gratitute for hilary because she's so purely sweet and nice.

and the more i go to church the more i question my religion and the more i just want to live live live without guidelines. i believe in god. but i want to enjoy what he gave me instead of being bogged down by rules. does that sound wrong?

and i think i had a dream that things were okay again. but they're not. and i feel helpless about the whole thing. i'm sick of waiting.

i also feel really sorry for mrs. hansen. she gets stuck with all of these annoying people all the time. no one listens to her. it's really kind of a difficult class. it's so frustrating because everyone is so dumb.

.grood.

8 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 27 October :: 7.06pm

best history class ever.

2 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 26 October :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: grood
:: Music: vertical horizon-best i ever had

what do you do with feelings that are bigger than you?

you sit and wait.

but i'm happy for myself. i have restraint. i'm still intact. aaaah

6 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 25 October :: 9.55pm

i am now 35 dollars richer. and closer and closer to the the epitome of my week.

and marching band is over over over over. for now anyway. me gusta.

ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 October :: 10.04pm
:: Music: having the time of my life

look at your six grade year book.

weirded out

2 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 October :: 8.41pm

yay for me. i found my ligature. i don't know how it ended up in my car, but it did and we've been reunited once again for clarinet love time.

and my tuba progress...is progressing. or it's constipated. i don't know.

but i do know that my dad is no longer a sock and he told me lots of neat things about nana and papa.

sigh. i am troubled with a decision

but everything else is fine fine fine.

ok...i was in band....

danibean

:: 2003 23 October :: 8.09pm
:: Mood: apathetic

hey everyone...just a quick favor to ask. can you all please pray for my grandpa and our family? he's in ICU right now and we think he'll be okay but we're not sure. my dad and i were up there yesterday at 3 am because the doctors told us that he might not make it. the hospital he's at is 4 hours away and my family is scattered about the country so it's hard for us to be with him at this time. thanks to anyone who can help by the power of prayer. it is much appreciated by my family.

1 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 22 October :: 7.11pm

it's wrong. and it's dangerous.

3 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 20 October :: 9.29pm

what's wrong with da eyes? they feel moist.

ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 20 October :: 8.58pm

ouch.

ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 19 October :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: crazy for this girl

So, i got it out and it was okay. the feeling is mutual. i feel relieved. and happy sappy pappy.

ifeelit

ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 October :: 8.42pm

robuck is insane in the membrane.

and my head is too small.

and tyrone is a funny dog.

2 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 17 October :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: stradling the line between cranky and insane
:: Music: swing

abjkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;ddddddasdl;fjk!!!!!ASL:KDF
ASDLK:sal;as;lkfj

unsatisfactory

fsfaslkf;ddddddbarf.

i just want sunday. and i want to be honest. and i want to be very very very bad.

marching band is almost over....it will be so nice.

i smell like baby barf.

but i did some of my history.

and i want someone to stop being a hypocrite attention hound. there is no way you can change the bitterness towards you that you've created in me.

i think mean-sarah is going to band tomorrow. i am da spite queen.

1 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....