This One Time At Band Camp...

:: 2003 23 May :: 9.50pm

*wallow wallow wallow

:: 2003 20 May :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: asi asi
:: Music: vanessa carlton- a thousand miles

Bueno, as� que estoy triste porque Ryan que adivino es muy sobre m� porque �l tiene a una amiga. Quiero llorar, pero al mismo tiempo yo quiero realmente Phillip. El me hace me siento risita cuando soy alrededor �l. Eso es agradable. De todos modos. la vida ..my podr�a ser mejor, pero podr�a ser peor. �Salga un mensaje si usted me ama! buenas noches

4 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2003 18 May :: 12.13am
:: Mood: left out
:: Music: leaving on a jet plane

kiss me and smile for me.
I've become a cliche'. It's kind of neat. Well more of one than I already was. It's inevitable.

whatever. I'm 50 dollars richer than I was an hour ago.

*love love love love love

I'm such a flamer.

Tomorrow I need...

....to talk.

haw haw haw haw haw haw haw haw
haw

2 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2003 17 May :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: snorrrrrt snoorrrrt

I am groggy. I feel like a moose who's had too much to drink. I am tipsy. I wobble when I walk. I whistle while I work. I have mandibles. They are special mouthparts. SPECTACULAR , SPECTACULAR, THE WORDS OF a crustatian. You'll be dumb with wonderment.

Last night I went to a convention. It was a convention of De' Luss. We partook in events ranging from "Luss Sack Races" to "Pin the Tail on the Luss" We also learned how to make "Sleazoid Pies" I am a sleazoid. I like to ............dfffffff JUMP!! I am an expert Lusser. Je suis un lusser expert. I belong to Lussing Anonymous. This is a group where we talk about our expierence as lusses. We walk and luss. Luss and walk. Wooble wooble wooble weobblekfsd wooble.

Jessie is hot. i found a dead cat and we named her Chuckles. My feet smell. They smell so bad. I am dying from it. Jessie is dead. lying here dead from my foot stench.Quand je grandis en haut je deviendrai la Reine du Lusses. Je tout le monde gouvernerai.

Cu�ndo yo crezco llegar� a ser Reina del Lusses. Gobernar� todos. my butt smells. My butt smells, my butt smells. jessie's butt smells like flowers. yummmmmmmmmm jessie is fdsadf i haVE a (DONT TELL ANYONE THIS., IT'S A SECRET_) DNAI (EM) SAH A IRTHD TREASB. UNSCRAMBLE THAT!

MY BUTT IS HOT. I NEED SOME VENTALATION. Posterior. dorsal dorsal. ventral . ^^^^^^ I am wearing a thyroid.. It is hot. I am hot.

I

have

to

goo.

:: 2003 16 May :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: matchbox20 why can't we be friends

It feels like tomorrow might be lonely. And gloomy. I miss the sun. I want to be warm.
My head is unhappy.

*expires

:: 2003 16 May :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: distressed

what's wrong with me?

:: 2003 16 May :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: crabby/lonesome
:: Music: jewel-these hands

I hate taking naps. They always make me more grumpy than I was in the first place. And now it's 10:00 and I just woke up. It's a frustrating and uncomfortable feeling.

I just want to weep and throw a tantrum.

:: 2003 14 May :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: something on way fm i think...

this is just for my own personal use because i have a busy few days and i need to keep track of what i'm doing...

wednesday:
out to lunch with beans
clean room
hanging out with kaly
band awards desert
flamingoing with youth group

thursday:
shopping with kaly after school
piano lessons
maybe flamingoing?

friday:
practice for flute recitle with jane
jessie over to help with confirmation paper

saturday:
NOTHING!!!!! wooo!!

sunday:
church
sunday school
band concert
concert at church...and jam cafe'!! woo hoo!

okay........ looks like i'm not doing anything saturday...if anyone wants to get together maybe we can have a bon fire over here or something if the weather is nice. tell me what ya think :)

3 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2003 12 May :: 7.40pm
:: Mood: cranky

The horrible thing about a possible nervous breakdown is that you get upset about dumb things. Like take five minutes ago for example...

Mom and A-ron came home with food and A-ron refused to help me put a million groceries away. Like usual. He had a very importantcouldn'twaitmeeting in the shower. So I put the groceries away and I developed a headache and I put the bread in the drawer and mom got all weird because we had three bags with just bread butts in them and she made me go through the useless task of putting them all in one bag. And she wouldn't let me talk about what happened today with Gwen in chemistry. It wasn't that exciting, but she just walked outside. And then I was done with the bread and I was trying to read and she comes in and yells at me because I didn't throw the bread bags away and because I didn't put the meat away. So I yelled at her and she yelled at me and I went to my room and didn't slam the door pretended I'm dramatic and curled up in a ball and didn't cry. And then I could hear her talking to me about normal unangry things out in the kitchen so I plugged my ears, so she came to my door and told me I shouldn't get upset about stuff like that and blah blah blah

Right now I don't reallly like myself.

:: 2003 12 May :: 5.47pm
:: Mood: tired and hungry

bleh bleh bleh.......... may isn't supposed to be rainy and gross...it's supposed to be sunny and happppppy!

5 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2003 10 May :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: delicious
:: Music: cardigans-lovefools

shoo-oos! shoo-oos!
Must stop consuming so much sugar. Although, I think I have a very good argument. What is the point of not rotting your teeth? You're going to die anyway, you may as well eat as much candy as you want. Mother doesn't agree with this.

Must also do a larger amount of chemistry than I did today. I.e. none

Must also not spend my small fourtune on candy and flashy toys and more sandels. I'm up to four pair now.

I played soccer with a three year old tonight. It was entertainingk.

je ne se pas.

I also must stop emitting vile smells.

:: 2003 5 May :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: sleepy/regretful
:: Music: mercy me- i can only imagine

ahhhhhh....i love this song!!!!!
oye....why did i do it. i'm realllllllly going to regret this. bleh......

i wish i could just go flamingoing forever. that's it...just flamingo houses with our various costumes and funny war paint. i think i just love my youth group even more every time we get together. they're soooooooooo much fun! hahaha...anyways, i have no idea how to tell him and ugh........me and my freaking self. i hate it sometimes.......i'm terrible.

:: 2003 2 May :: 9.27pm

[ series 1 - your ]
-- Name : Sarah Ruth
-- Birthday: February Sixteenth, Nineteen-Eighty-Seven
-- Birthplace : Grand Rapids, Michigan
-- Current Location : Basement
-- Eye Color : I am....a brown eyed girl
-- Hair Color : I am a brown haired girl. Sometimes it looks slightly redish
-- Righty or Lefty : What are you insinuatingk?
-- Zodiac Sign : waterbearer
-- Font : that's irrelevent, actually I have no idea...and I'm not lookingk it up

[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : All American Rejects, Soundtracks
-- Cartoon : Fairly Odd Parents, Invader Zim, Clone High
-- Color : GREEN
-- Slushy Flavor : red rasberry
-- Magazine : it used to be twist, but now I'd have to say...crabe world report
-- TV Show : boston public, the simpsons
-- Song at the Moment: master of the house
-- Language : it would be french, but c'est gay
-- Spice Girl : Baby Spice
-- Food & Beverage : sprite and strawberries and sour candy
Subject in School : It just depends on the day, usually english but never chemistry....unless we're watching a candian movie that compares the joining of atoms to aliens "making woopie" or some other equally hilarious thing
-- Weekend Activity : sims and troy
-- Ice Cream Flavor : sick
-- Roller Coaster : i don't do rollar coasters

[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase : i may not say enough to have an overused phrase....
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : quoi? it all runs together
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : their sex
The Best Name for a Butler : bowman
-- The wussiest sport : football
-- Your best feature : eyes
-- Your bedtime : too late for me
-- Your greatest fear : the ocean or space or numbers or public speaking or being naked or preserved incan mummies or atomic bombs or rock concerts
-- Your greatest accomplishment : overcoming the adversity of solo/ ensemble

[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King : yuck
-- Single or group dates : whateva, whateva i does what i want
-- Adidas or Nike : adidas sandels in the winter
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : fingers
-- Dogs or cats : cogs
-- Rugrats or Doug : invader zim!
-- Single or taken : taken
-- Monica or Brandy : both in that song 'the boy is mine'
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : Nelly
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : Twian
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : yuck yuck yuck
-- One pillow or two : one
-- Chocolate or vanilla : yuck
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : hot beverages that contain chocolate...yuck
-- Cappucino or coffee : yuck
-- Boxers or briefs : boxers-leapord print

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : no
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : not reallly
-- do you think you've been in love? : yeah,
-- Want to go to college? : in colorado
-- Like high school? : you mean prison day camp? No..no...no.
-- Want to get married : yes i must
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : oui
-- Believe in yourself? : not really
-- Have any tattoos/where? : no
-- Have any piercings/where? : one in my left, two in my right....it was my rebellious 11 year old stage
-- Get motion sickness? : no
-- Think you're a health freak? : eh
-- Get along with your parents? : recently no, i've been getting the feeling that i'm turning into them and it repulses me
-- Like thunderstorms? : no no non nononn

[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : 25
-- Number and Names of Children : one, maybe ben
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : colorado
-- Describe your Dream Wedding : elaborate and huge
-- How do you want to die? : i...um...don't, that's morbid
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : nothing, i don't want to work
-- What country would you most like to visit? : anywhere would be cool, but something vaugely european

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : brown
-- Best hair color? : brown
-- Short or long hair? : short, maybe long, no mullets
-- Best height? : 6'2"
-- Best weight? : 114 pounds and up
-- Best articles of clothing? : the scant kind
-- Best first date location? : somewhere really really dumb
-- Best first kiss location? : on the mouth
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? eyes, freckles....it's hard to say

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : i haven't been lately, Tap And Blue Monkey have been getting too bulky
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : at least two...you can't seem desperate and you have to let the caller id pick it up in case you're screening your calls or you need a phone number but you don't feel like getting paper, or if someone hangs up you can call them back and hang up on them
-- What's on your mouse pad? : it looks like cracked earth and a flower, it says navelbine, vinorelbine tartrate
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 2
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 5
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : cream with brown flecks, (aka repulsive)
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : yes
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : last summer
-- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? i suppose, i never really planned on votingk
-- Would you marry for money? : probably not
-- Have you had braces? : yes and it was the best experience i've ever had
-- Do you pluck your eyebrows? : yes
-- Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? : nope
-- When was the last time you had a hickey? : today actually...
-- Would you live without a computer? : yeah, but it couldn't really be classified as living
-- Do you drink enough water? : no
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: shudder shudder
-- What is your favorite fruit? :strawberries!!!!!!!
--Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? : white
-- What is the last movie you saw? : umm, tommy boy
-- Do you kiss on the first date? : i guess
-- Are you photogenic? : not reallly
-- Do you dream in colour or black and white? : colors
-- Are you wearing fingernail polish? : topcoat
-- Do you have any dimples? : i have to smile really weird, but yes
-- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? : neither really seems that great...they're pretty sometimes, but guh, you don't need to get worked up aboot it
-- Do you want to live to be 100?: yes
-- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? : sure
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? : sugary
-- Is a flat stomach important to you? : yes
-- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? : yeah with my stepsiblingks
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? : not always
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? : off
-- Do you believe in magic? : yes
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? : yes
-- Do you like your nose?: yes
-- Do you think you can draw well? : Nope
-- Do you listen to music daily? : yes
-- Do you like to watch cartoons? :sometimes with troy
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? : 15ish
-- Do you like your friends? : guhhhhh

:: 2003 1 May :: 5.12pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: sugar ray

out of sheer bordem i'm doing this....however, it feels nice to be bored for once :)
[ series 1 - your ]
-- Name : Dani Lynn Lauer
-- Birthday: August 8th, 1987
-- Birthplace : Petoskey, Michigan
-- Current Location : Cedar Springs, Michigan
-- Eye Color : greenish-blueish
-- Hair Color : brown with highlights
-- Righty or Lefty : righty
-- Zodiac Sign : leo
-- Font : georgia in size 10 on messenger and verdana on woohu

[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : Clemency, Ben Folds, John Mayer, Rebecca St. James
-- Cartoon : Spongeboib! what else?!
-- Color : yellow
-- Slushy Flavor : hmmm.....coke?
-- Magazine : Seventeen or YM
-- TV Show : i don't really watch tv...but when i do, i watch boston public or some reality show crap
-- Song at the Moment: Something from Clemency
-- Language : English I guess
-- Spice Girl : bleh..i refuse to answer that
-- Food & Beverage : popcorn and water
Subject in School : English
-- Weekend Activity : ahhhhhh......chillin with fuzzy logic
-- Ice Cream Flavor : moose tracks
-- Roller Coaster : i dunno...... magnum?

[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : LOL and i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : tons...usually whatevers on my mind i guess, it varies
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : face
The Best Name for a Butler : Carlos
-- The wussiest sport : um...haha...cheerleading?
-- Your best feature : you tell me :)
-- Your bedtime : Around 11:00 give or take
-- Your greatest fear : heights or depression
-- Your greatest accomplishment : getting a total of 4 one's and 4 blue medals at solo and ensemble this year!

[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : vinalla coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King : burger kings fries rock my socks
-- Single or group dates : Groups at first, then just single.
-- Adidas or Nike : adidas
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : nuggets!
-- Dogs or cats : dogs
-- Rugrats or Doug : rugrats
-- Single or taken : dunno.......i've never been taken....so i guess single
-- Monica or Brandy : no
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : no
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : Shania
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : dont like either
-- One pillow or two : twooooo
-- Chocolate or vanilla : depends on what it is
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : what's the difference?
-- Cappucino or coffee : cappucino! woo!
-- Boxers or briefs : boxers

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : yes
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : who doesn't?
-- do you think you've been in love? : no, not real love...just puppy love :)
-- Want to go to college? : yeah
-- Like high school? : sure
-- Want to get married : yeah sometime
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : yes
-- Believe in yourself? : always
-- Have any tattoos/where? : nope
-- Have any piercings/where? : yeah ears and left cartilage
-- Get motion sickness? : sometimes
-- Think you're a health freak? : not really
-- Get along with your parents? : usually, yeah
-- Like thunderstorms? : depends on who i'm with

[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : when I�m good and ready
-- Number and Names of Children : i dunno!!! that's crazy to think about it now
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : in college with maybe a boyfriend?
-- Describe your Dream Wedding : on the beach with the love of my life
-- How do you want to die? : in my husbands arms
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : a music teacher
-- What country would you most like to visit? : AFRICA!!!!! oh wait...that's a continent...haha...well, i'm going to zimbabwe, africa...there!

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : blue
-- Best hair color? : blonde or light brown
-- Short or long hair? : short is nice...but long enough to run my fingers through
-- Best height? : around 5'10-11"
-- Best weight? : i dunno..fatter than me! haha..but not too fat...around 150-165
-- Best articles of clothing? : kacki shorts and yellow shirt (drools) :)
-- Best first date location? : it doesn't matter, just something not too intimidating
-- Best first kiss location? : ummmmm...not telling :)
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? smile !

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : last night...i can't sleep without jarvis!
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : no less than 2, no more than 3 1/2
-- What's on your mouse pad? : my freshman year school pic :)
-- How many houses have you lived in? : bahhh...... i don't even know...something like 14 or 15 maybe!
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 4
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : sea foam green
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : probably not
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : camp
-- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? hell yes
-- Would you marry for money? : nope, only for love
-- Have you had braces? : nope! :-D
-- Do you pluck your eyebrows? : yeah, but not often...heh
-- Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? : no
-- When was the last time you had a hickey? : never
-- Would you live without a computer? : yeah, but i wouldn't like it much
-- Do you drink enough water? : yeah, probably too much
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: both
-- What is your favorite fruit? : oh dear...i can't decide!
--Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? : wheat
-- What is the last movie you saw? : ummm...tuck everlasting with danielle at home and in the theater......um....i think chicago, but i'm not sure...i don't remember these things well
-- Do you kiss on the first date? : depends on who i'm with :)
-- Are you photogenic? : i guess...some are alright...some are terrible
-- Do you dream in colour or black and white? : colors!
-- Are you wearing fingernail polish? : mmhmm
-- Do you have any dimples? : yep...4 of 'em!
-- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? : both are nice...it depends on who i'm with...*cries*
-- Do you want to live to be 100?: not if i'm unhealty and a veggie
-- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? : it's personal prefrence i guess..
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? : depends on my mood...
-- Is a flat stomach important to you? : to an extent
-- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? : no! ha!
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? : of couse
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? : off with a lamp on...i'm afraid of the dark
-- Do you believe in magic? : what kind of magic?
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? : not really
-- Do you like your nose?: yes!
-- Do you think you can draw well? : No
-- Do you listen to music daily? : yeah...i'm addicted i think :)
-- Do you like to watch cartoons? : i don't watch tv much
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? : enough
-- Do you like your friends? : haha......no...they're awful, terrible people...that's why i bake them cookies and love them and hang out with them, confide in them and spend almost all my time with them..........duh....if i didn't like them they wouldn't be my friends now would they? hahaha

wooooo......fun...i'm done with the whole thing and jacob c. potts STILL isn't online! what's up with that?