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2003 3 February :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: bleh...
okay, so today i was supposed to get my wisdom teeth yanked out of my mouth. at the last minute we found out that the oral surgon's son or daughter had to go to some emergancy ward last night and couldn't come in to rip the suckers out. ehh...so now i go on friday. at least i can work tomorrow-thursday. good.
so today kind of sucked. i didn't really like being home. it was really dumb. skipping school isn't as fun when you do it all the time. it gets boring. bleh... i must be the biggest flamer for saying that. haha..oh well
oh yeah, yesterday mom spent practically all day on the phone trying to plan our vacation to mexico. now we're not even going. bleh... that sucks. the weeks the condo was open we couldn't get airline tickets and the week we could get airline tickets, the condo wasn't open. major suckage. so i guess now we might be planning a trip to california for spring break. my aunt lives near san fransisco. that would be really really fun. i guess anywhere but here would be really fun. i hate it right now.
winter just sucks. everyday i find myself longing for summer even more. i just love summer, it is without a doubt my favorite season. oh well, it can't come fast enough for me, it never can. whatever, i tried on freaking bathing suits and sun dresses today when mom took me shopping, i ended up with a pair of socks with smiling music notes on them. wooo...i'm so much of a band dork i can't hardly stand it.
yep, and my last rant is i'm lonley. i haven't really told many people, but i am. i really am. i'm just really missing something in my life and i know now, it isn't faith. my faith is better than it ever has been now. it's not my friends, my friendships are so strong right now and i know they would do anything for me, well, almost anything :) and they all know i would do anything for them. but i really think it's my love life. my love life stinks right now. i mean...bleh!!! other than the fact that ryan asked me to marry him yesterday, i have nothing! heh... that sounds really contradicterary. i slaughtered that word, the idea is there. whatever. ryan is 3 hours away, i might be engaged to him (we're getting married in the big wedding at camp this summer with all the other couples), but he's not here when i need him. that is what sucks so bad. oh well, there's really nothing i can do. if any of you know someone that fits my profile (good luck), feel free to contact me.
other than that, i think i'm good for a while..if you have any questions, you know what to do :)
good night
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2003 3 February :: 9.29pm
Tabletop53: golash sounds dirty. it's the outcast of all the italian foods
sugarmouse0587: goslash is sick
sugarmouse0587: consume it before it consumes you!
Tabletop53: I'd rather just feed it to the dog
ABBA:FJasdkl!!!
I'm bored.
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2003 1 February :: 11.15pm
:: Music: Adam Sandler
They're quiet
I like that.
ok...i was in band....
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2003 1 February :: 7.29pm
:: Music: american pie
*just breathe
ok...i was in band....
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2003 1 February :: 12.23pm
:: Music: elton john-your song
Mom kept talking to the realitor about me like I wasn't even here, and that I hadn't done anything all day.
She keeps yelling at me.
I'm mad
and Mr.Stupidsellyhouseman left the door open.
Ten years here.
bah
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2003 1 February :: 11.17am
:: Mood: aklsdjklasd
:: Music: the streak-ray stevens
woot
Yee haw!
delicious.
"She's such a luss! I'm sooo sorry!"
What an improvement over last Friday.
But on a sad note...
If someone buys our house I may not get to spend the summer here.
We might have to leave in two months.
*sadness.
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2003 31 January :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: cold
I still remain slightly bitter and I'm not sure that it's good for my complexion.
ok...i was in band....
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2003 30 January :: 10.38pm
secret secret
*craving-satisfied
*treasure-intact
*commercials-don't care
ok...i was in band....
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2003 30 January :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: super tired
:: Music: Mr.Roboto
My blood is boiling!
Sarah found another thing that's happy.
too tired to go on...
*went to Oregon. Be back in...*runs.
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danibean
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2003 28 January :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Polka and Fugue fromSchwanda- 2002 CMU H.S. Honers Band
aaaaahhhh!!!!!
i got my c.d. from the CMU honers band concert today!!!!!!! i've been waiting for it for sssooooo long. i can't believe it!!!! i began to cry when i listened to it for the first time. i just can't believe and i still can't believe that i was in such a band. i mean, my dad said it sounded like a professional band. and seariously, we rehearsed 3 times. wowwwwww.... if you've never been in something similar to this, you really won't get it. i mean not to sound mean, but don't even try. i know now, by listening to this and feeling the way i do, i will never ever be able to be with anyone (romantically) that doesn't feel the same way i do about this stuff. it's so incredable, i can't imagine sharing my life with someone who "doesn't get it". it's impossible. wow. i can't wait until college when i can do this EVERY DAY!!!! woooo!! with people who love it as much as me!!!!! aHHH!!! party!!!!! you'd have to hear it to believe me. ask beans, she went to the concert. by listening to this, i just go back in time to the ABSOLUTE BEST weekend of my entire life. okay, you're probably thinking.. "she's freaking crazy"....BAH! i don't really care!
haw haw haw... be prepared to listen to this :)
bwahahaha....
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2003 27 January :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: i have it in my head
ahhhhh..... good
i feel soooo much better now.
phew... (wipes WET off face)
nice...
good night :)
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2003 27 January :: 8.12pm
Me = Dumb today
and sad
bleck
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2003 26 January :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: crap
:: Music: the calling-wherever you will go
Is there anywhere to go and just scream?
This doesn't even make any sense.
alkasdjklflask;djsdf
asdfklasdfklasdfklasdfklj
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2003 26 January :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: melancholy
Ouch.
I hurt all over.
note to self: don't argue.
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danibean
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2003 25 January :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: john mayer- our lvoe was comfortable... oops...i meant love..that's it
our love was comfortable and so broken in...
wow i love this song...it's so beautiful and the lyrics make me want to cry everytime i listen to it. i need it on repeat.
well, solo and ensemble was today. i got a one on my solo and a one for quartet too!!!! yes!!!!!! i swear i could have been the happiest kid on the face of this earth when i found out this news. i worked so hard for this and i prayed like no other. wow...
ummm...yeah, so hope everyone is having a good weekend, i'll be back some other time. bye bye
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