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:: 2005 22 August :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Hit Me With Your Best Shot - Pat Benetar

So...Yes, it has been quite a while since I've last updated. If you have complaintes...stick them up your ass because I don't care about them. Anyway, school started Thursday and I've had homework every night. This is deffinitly my hardest year. Weird thing? I remember Kelly telling me that His Junior year was sure to be his hardest. Strange I know.
anyway, my schedual falls as this :
1st - Mixed Choir
2nd - World History
3rd - English III
4th - Anatomy & Physiology (Adv. Bio.)
5th - Mass Media
6th - Animal Science
7th - Algebra II

yeah, may not Seem hard, but ... it is
*cries*
I am so stressed out. oh, and every day we have either a quiz or a test in adv. bio. a quiz you can use your notes, but a test you caint. Mr. Terry is a cool guy, but his classes are freakin hard.
In Example: Today at the end of the hour he told us that by tomorrow we have to have all of the Anterior and Prosterior body landmarks memorized for a TEST ... tomorrow. yay...
*cries again*

Other than that my life has been full of nothing other than talking with Karl every single day. We had our first fight. Kind of ... well ok no not really a fight. He pissed me off (of course i don't even remember why now, but oh well) and i didn't talk to him for like a whole 5 minutes, and the whole time (like it was a long time...pshh) he was like "aww baby I'm sorry..." blah blah blah. I ended up feeling really bad so I started talkin to him again obviously. But yeah...

Tessi informed me that her and I are going to a party next weekend and getting shit faced. I don't know about this, but maybe. I'll think about it. Sounds fun, but I don't know if I'll end up being a big whore and ... yeah. I've never been drunk so I don't know.

:: 2005 15 August :: 1.03pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Come Home Soon - SHeDAISY

I need to go to school again to finish this damn schedual ordeal, but Ashley hurt her back doing something and cannot drive. Now, being 16, I should be able to drive myself right? Wrong. I have yet to get my license. I simply don't enjoy driving, therefore I keep putting it off. Besides, I cannot get the whole parallel parking scheme down. I shall work on this and then go get the damned thing. Yes. Ok
I need to get the fuck out of Art, and ... well other than that I have it good seeing as how Mr. Roller gave me an Independant Study for Ag I during sixth hour. yay.

I slept until noon today. Well, actually 11:45. I only woke up because Karl called. He always calls me during his lunch hour so we can talk. Anyway, I didn't go to bed until 4:00 in the morning, so it's no wonder I slept until then. I'm actually still really tired and I want to go back to sleep, but I'm sure Ashley would have a conniption and kill me for leaving her alone with the kids (who are being a pain in the ass today) when she can barely move (because of her back) so I guess I'll just go drink a few cups (or pots) of coffee and actually go to bed tonight. I need to work on getting up early anyway, what with school only ... holy fuck, only three days away. I Still need to go shopping. Fuck this. Hopefully this year will go by fast.

On another note, I'm in the process of finding a dress... it is quite fun. yay me!
Rachel

:: 2005 12 August :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day

Last night Karl asked me where I would go if I could go anywhere in the world.... I said Cambodia because it's really pretty and for some reason I've just always wanted to go there. So... he said he would take me there for our honeymoon!!! I'm so excited now. After that we talked about kids ... yep. We both want a big family so we decided on 4. I had always wanted 3, but then there would always be one left out and I definitly want more than just 2 so 4 was the obvious choice. He freaked out because I said I didn't want to have any drugs. Mom had all of us natural and came out just fine and I've always wanted to have my kids natural. He said he just doesn't want to see me in that kind of pain, but yeah... he's a little girl and I'll be fine. I laughed at him a lot but anyway. This afternoon we talked about our wedding... yep. We plan on getting married pretty soon after I graduate. I want an Autum wedding, always have... but anyway, he said that I could have fun and plan it. I've always wanted to get married in my church. My grandparents did and so did my mom and dad... it's kind of a family thing, but his parents live in Utah... and I don't know I would feel horrible for making them travel up here...but I don't know. We'll figure it out later. Plenty of time.

On a different note, we're having a surprise birthday party for my gramma Prewitt tonight at my Aunt Jeannie's.... It's promising to be Very boring and sure to drag on forever but oh well, I love gramma so I'll put up with it. Hmm.... yep that's all there is to do tonight. When I get home I gotta call my baby and then we'll talk forever, but that's the norm
*smile*
I'm so in love... it's wonderful.

Alright, I need to go figure out what to wear tonight and... *sniffs* .. yep, I need a shower also. So, catch yall later
Rach

:: 2005 10 August :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Pour Some Sugar on Me - Def Lepard

More ramblings
8 days before school starts.
I went up to school today to attempt and get my schedual worked out and I got most of it done, but ... well here's what I have as of this afternoon:

1st - Algebra II
2nd - World History
3rd - English III
4th - Ag I
5th - Mass Media
6th - Elem. Aide
7th - Art I

Ha... I caint draw..but anyway, I HAVE to have Adv. Bio and I NEED to have Spanish II. They're both during 4th hour too, but I have to have Ag. I too....So, I'll ditch Span. II for this year, save it for Senior, and I'll probably ditch Elem. Aide and take an Independant Study for Adv. Bio. during that hour. Mr. Terry usually doesn't do that many Ind. Studies, but...well he loves me so it'll probably work out.
Um...yeah, pretty much ... yeah. ok i'm done, nothin else to say other than MSN is bein a shit head and won't let me change my name. I hate that damn piece of shit but I would die without it

Rachel

:: 2005 9 August :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Accidentally in Love - Counting Crows

9 days until school starts...yay...
*gags*
I still need to go get some more clothes, I don't have Nearly enough jeans, I need underwear and I seen some cute shirts that I want. Ha, and of course I need shoes. Ooh Tessi and I decided that we're going to dress up in skirts and heels a lot this year. I wanted to last year but...no. This year I'm definitly going to though. I like that look and I love skirts so this shall be an exciting year.

Oh, Karl gave me a ring...no, not that kind of ring ... yet ... this one is his ring he got from basic training. He said that I would be getting a shinier ring after he gets back. lol I almost started crying but anyway.
He said that, unless it gets changed, he gets shipped out November 19. I'm pretty scared but I caint show it. One day I was crying about it and mom had a coniption and killed me, saying that I have to just get out and not dwell on it, and she's right but whatever, she's mom.

So, I have strep throat and I'm pretty sure I have the flu also. My muscles are all So damn sore, I can barely move without dying and I've lost my voice and I keep throwing up, which is just peachy for my fuckin sore throat *rolls eyes*
Anyway, It's fucking hot so I'm gonna go take a freezing cold shower. Yay.
Rachel

:: 2005 8 August :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: Tired/Sick
:: Music: Fast cars and Freedom - Rascal Flatts

Karl and his friend Bubba (no, not his real name, but his real name is basically impossible to say, let alone spell, but he also goes by Crespo) came down and we hung out in Illinois Friday night, and Saturday. We left there at about 2:00. They decided to go home with us. Unexpected but not unwanted. We drove forever (7 hours) and stopped by Wheaton at the fire house. We decide to stay because they're having a cruise. Like none of my friends was there so we decided to go to Monett. We got home and eventually went to bed. Sunday we wake up and go to church....this part was interesting seeing as how I'm Baptist, Crespo is Pentacostal (sp) (I think...) and Karl...is kind of nothing, but maybe Mormon...or some shit, I don't even know which is bad but oh well. After church we went back to Monett but there was Nothing to do (because it's Monett...) so we decided to watch a movie. Well...we felt bad for Crespo so I called Tessi and we went and picked her up. He liked her Sooo much but she didn't like him and yeah, I felt really bad, but it wasn't exactly my fault...but yeah, it was bad. She was nice enough to him though. Anyway, we went and ate at Mazzio's pizza, then went and bought tickets to watch The Bad News Bears, but we had like 40 minutes before it started and Tessi freaked out because now Wal-Mart sells water bras and she wanted to go buy one. So...yes, we made them take us there to buy bras. Sad part? Tessi and I are both quite...large up there, and the biggest size was 36 C so we couldn't get one. Kind of pissed us off but oh well. Hmm...oh, we then went and watched the movie, went back to Tessi's house and called Jo. Hell fire was she pissed, but she didn't answer when I had tried to call her, and she wasn't at the cruise the night before or at church that morning. Anyway, she had a coniption and came over to Tessi's house and we all sat around doing nothing. It was actually pretty fun. Jo left at like 7:30 - 8:00 and we left around 10:00. We came back and Karl freakin made me drive his truck. He has a stupid clutch. I like killed us but it was really fun. He says I did a good job but I'm quite sure he was just being nice. lol he told me to pick it up to 25 and so I was watching the speedometer (or whatever) and not the road...lmao yeah it was funny he was like "Holy shit Rach, you have to watch the road hun!!" haha it was grand. Crespo was in the bed of the truck, and before you go thinkin we're horrible people, it was by his own choice, we didn't force him back there...anyway, he was like screamin and shit lmao he was so freakin hilarious. Anyway, we get home at like 10:30 or some where around there and so we just sat out in the bed of his truck and talked forever. It was quite fun. Crespo ended up climbing in the cab and sleeping and ... well ... ha, Karl and I had some fun ... but anyway, at around 2 dad came out and made me go inside and go to bed. Kind of stunk, but it was ok. This morning we got up late and did nothing. At 12:00 Karl took me up to the school to get my schedual, which the school fucked up. I'll tell more on that in a minute. Anyway, we get back home around 12:30 and Crespo says that he wants to go say goodbye to Tessi, so I go call her and tell her that we're coming over, but her Ex was there, along with Johanna. Karl said oh well and so we went anyway. Crespo was aparently joking because he didn't really know where we were going and then we show up at Tessi's house and he has a coniption and then I felt really bad once again but...well yeah. Anyway, we get back home at 1:45 and then mom and Karl talked about the fastest way for them to get back and then they left. I then went, took a shower and slept forever.

Now, about my freakin schedual.... this is what they gave me:
1st - Algebra II
2nd - World History
3rd - Contmp ISS / Psychology
4th - Advanced Biology
5th - Ag I
6th - Elementry Aid
7th - Creative Writing / Novels

Ok...nice and dandy? Horse shit. I don't even know what the fuck third hour is, I've already had Creative Writing / Novels, and freakin Elementry Aid is for the fuckin Seniors most of the time. I didn't even write that shit down on my list of classes I needed. I needed Alg. II, World History, Adv. Bio, Ag I, Spanish II, English III, and freakin Mass Media, a FACS class or a typing class, which ever one I could get into on that one. Yeah...fuckers. But then again we got a new councler, principle and V.P. this year. Ha, yeah, all our people quit. Quite wonderful. Anyway, they were Way to busy up there for me to do anything about it today so mom's gonna take me back up there tomorrow. Oh I was so freakin pissed. All Juniors have to take English III. Why the hell wouldn't they even GIVE me an English class???? Freakin morons. Anyway, I'm pissed again so now I'll be going.
Rachel

:: 2005 4 August :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: I've only got eyes for you - Frank Sinatra

So basically I have 8 replies to my last update, and that just might be a record for me. Makes me excited.

I cooked supper tonight and I have to say I did a pretty damn good job. Ashley helped a LITTLE bit for you see, I do Not touch raw meat, I never have been able to, and I'm obviously still not able to. But anyway, she made the hamburger patties, and then I fried them, along with potatoes, and then I put some corn on. I thought we've had enough salads this week so I would be nice and clog our arteries.
I know, I'm too nice.

Ashley punched me in the cheek (yes on purpose, but not meaning to hit me hard, and we were just playing around) and yeah...it bruised and so now I have some nice coloring to my face. Yay. ... she's such a shit face.
We're getting a long a Lot more now for some reason. We go through so many freakin little periods of time where we either hate eachother or are always in one anothers company laughing so much we get killed by our parents. Anyway, I just remembered a wonderful story so:

Our neighbors granddaughter was over at his house and she's around Taylors age, so she came over to play with Tay and Trevor. Well, I was in the kitchen doin the potatoes and Ashley was making the patties, and Amanda (obviously the granddaughter) came in asking for a drink of water. Well, Taylor and Trevor decided they just Had to crowd in the kitchen with all of us and they were like Way to close to me so I was screaming at Taylor and Ashley was like "Rachel, calm down, you don't want to go back to anger management." Well, Amanda was over by Ashley and she whispered to her "She's already Been? She looks like she would be nice..." and then Taylor leaned over me towards the sink and stuck her elbow in my face and I was like "Taylor, get any closer and I'll freakin stab your elbow" ... yes, I know I'm violent, I've come to terms with this, leave me alone ... and Amanda was like "...or I could be wrong". It was quite funny.

:: 2005 4 August :: 4.55pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Fever - Madonna

Gettin the fuck outta here
well my people we (mom, dad and I) are heading out at 6 in the morning to go to Illinois. The time sucks but the destination is about perfect
*stary eyes*
We (ok, he) decided to come steal me away and we're gonna go back to his barracks and hang out. yeah...only because he will more than likely get stuck doing work this weekend which SUCKS ASS. I asked mom and dad if that would be ok, and surprisingly mom was like "I guess, but you can only take granny panties and you cain't shave until Saturday night" I was like...ha...yeah right. and by the way, No, I do Not own ANY granny panties. *shudders*
Anyway, dad freaked out and was like "Where will you sleep? It won't be in the same room as him" I was like "dad...that's the only spot that I Would be able to sleep at, and don't worry, I'll make him sleep in the floor or something" Ha...we all know that wouldn't happen, but we can pretend for the moment. It's not as if we could do anything Anyway, because his room mate will be there probably the Whole flippin time. Yeah...Eww.
Anyway, dad still freaked out and had a coniption (sp) so I don't know if I'll be able to stay down there with him. If not, then hell, it's only 2 hours away. I'll sneak away in the middle of the night...haha. Yeah, sneaking onto an Army base to do the dirty. Fuck that, I would probably get killed.
Eww I'm scared that some Sargents gonna yell at me and make me do push ups for the hell of it. I'd probably cry. No, I freakin Would cry. I don't know, I'm done thinking about that scariness.
I really wanted to go shopping but dad said that I didn't need to go buy more underwear because I was keeping them hidden from Karl's eyes and so what did it matter. Yeah...poor, innocent daddy. Haha.
I think that I'm actually kind of nervous about going, because I'm not dumb enough to think that we won't end up having sex, but I try to kid myself and be like "Oh, that won't happen, there won't even be Time for it to happen blah blah blah". I mean, yeah, I might end up not being ready and so we won't, and he would be fine with that, he's already told me that we won't go that far until I swear to him up and down that I'm completely ready, so basically I have nothing to worry about.
Yeah ...
Weird, I know...

Ok then, that's enough details for now I guess
Rachel

:: 2005 2 August :: 2.51pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Where have all the Cowboys gone - Paula Cole

Well...Karl's comin this weekend so Yay! Mom and dad have to go to Illinois for some classes for the fire department so they might drag me along and have him go there instead of five million miles to my house and we'll just hang out at the hotel or where ever while they're away...hehehe...
No get your heads outta the gutters, he's bringing a friend so we're gonna be supervised...heh
Anyway! omg he decided to buy me a little ribbon thing...like the "Support our troops" one, only it's black and says "Support Road Head" ...yeah...i'm so kickin his ass for that. He also bought me a shot glass (i collect them) but he got it from Spencers, And he won't tell me what it says so I'm kind of scared of it...
Anyway, i'm pretty tired of typing so i'm gonna go
Rach

:: 2005 31 July :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: In love
:: Music: The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts

Friday we went and got bunk beds so that Taylor and Trevor could share a room (to begin with Trev just had a little bed in mom and dads room) and so we had to clean Tay's room to get them in there...Yeah, that was an unforgettable process. Mom ended up getting pissed off and told Tay that she couldn't be in the back room anymore (her room is at the very back of the house secluded from all the others pretty much) and informed us that she and I would be switching rooms. So, this weekend we painted, laid new flooring and did a ton of shit to make it mine, though it's still not done and we don't even have all of our crap out of eacthothers rooms. Kind of depresses me because I had a HUGE ASS room and now I have the smallest one in the whole fucking house and it's not even big enough for all of my shit so I have to have five million little shelves to stow the crap away. Yay. Bullshit. I am so fucking pissed right now, but the rooms an awesome color. It's like a lime green on the top, and then a darker shade of green on the bottom and then we're tying pink in with it all. Karl thinks it sounds gross, but it's awesome and he can suck a left nut.
...lol no not really. I love him.
Of course the subject gets turned to him, lol.
He told me that he loved me in 4 different languages. lol it was so sweet and cute. Hmm he makes me happy.
He's coming down this weekend!! I really hope my rooms done by then so that I can kick him in the ass with it.
Ah, I had to go from a full size bed to a flippin twin size. This kills me because...well I pretty much sleep spread eagle and take up the whole bed. Not no more, now I have to sleep in a little straight line. Sucks ass.
Hmm ok, I kind of want to go watch The Notebook and cry so Later hosers
Rach

:: 2005 30 July :: 9.34am
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Hungry Eyes - Eric Carmen

So it's already after nine and I have yet to have my 2 cups of morning coffee. I'm dying here....

Karl called Thursday and they (not that I know for sure who "they" are) decided not to deploy (sp) him in September, so he's mine until November or December. Made me extreamly happy. I finally cried too. I laid in bed and listend to "Wake me up when September Ends" by Greenday All damn day Thursday...or at least until he called at 5:00. Yep. We can just say that I wasn't a pretty sight :s

Last night I went out with Johanna and Brooke. Well, not really going "out". We went and pigged out at Jo's house because her dad cooked five thousand pounds of food for us (gotta love Mr. Baker...) and then we watched Euro Trip because Brooke had never seen it (or a penis...poor girl) and she about died, and then we went and hung out up town for an hour and the guys in our class killed Jo and I for bringing Brooke out with us. She's our youth leaders daughter...yeah...lol she's attempting to be a rebel, and since Johanna and I are wonderful at it (Ha...) we're showing her the ropes. Nothing bad...yet. Just a few "accidental" slips of the tongue. Hmm sometimes I love my life. lol. Horrible I know, but she's my cousin so it's alright, the worse that could happen is a family fight. Boy could this get interesting....
Anyway, Caleb kept grabbing my chin for some reason, so I finally just grabbed his and he Freaked out. He was like "Oh my fucking God!! I'm going to tell your damned boyfriend!!" and every one just kind of stood there and looked at him like he was retarded and then Jakob was like "dude...she just touched your chin" and Caleb goes "What Ever man, she freakin molested my face!!!" and then we all laughed. It was quite wonderful. Anyway, I got home a little after one, was in bed by two, and then had to freakin get up at seven. Yep, I'm a little tired...and I still aint had my coffee, so I figure I'll go get that now.

:: 2005 27 July :: 11.58am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: Come Home Soon - SHeDAISY

Last night I pretty much died.

Karl told me that he signed up on a list to head out for Iraq some time in September, because he assumed that if he heads out earlier, he would get back earlier...Apparently the game isn't played like that. So he leaves in September and he will get back some time next December. Basically I started bawling and he was like "Oh shit, Rachel, baby, I'm sorry, please don't be mad, don't cry, I'm so sorry" blah blah blah, I get myself under control in a few minutes and then we carried on with the conversation...or he did. I didn't really do much talking after that because I knew I would start crying again. He had to go like 5 minutes later though, so I figured I'd get to unleash my tears and cry myself to sleep...but the tears never came and then I felt bad because I felt like I should be crying but I couldn't get myself too. I know that sounds dumb, and I suppose it is but oh well. I still haven't cried anymore. I want to be there when he gets sent out. I think you can be there...that would make sense, but I don't know. I'm definitly gonna be there when his ass gets sent back home though.
God I hope nothing happens to him over there. I would curl up and turn into a fuckin little vegetable.
_me_

:: 2005 26 July :: 11.37am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Sugar - Trick Daddy / Ludacris

We have Bible School this week at church, and I'm in charge of music. Yep, me and my "wonderful" voice trying to get little kids to sing along with me. It's actually going a lot better than I tought it would. Last night was the first night and they all liked the songs and got hyped up and stuff so I suppose the week could go better than once thought. I'm usually just a troop leader, so I didn't have to get the kids hyped up, I just had to drag them from class to class and yell at them for being loud in the hallways. I'm good at yelling.
This year I forgot to sign up for that so I got hit in the ass with music. Yay...

Anyway, though I didn't think it was possible, I'm falling even More in love with Karl as each day passes. He always says that he's an asshole and he doesn't know why I love him, or even like him, and then I yell at him and tell him he aint an asshole and that he's sweet and blah blah blah, so it is now his goal in life to piss me off so much that I call him an asshole. He's so messed up...but I like it. He hasn't even made me mad yet, I just laugh at him and ... yeah, it's wonderful lol. He really is a sweetheart though, at least to me. I admit that he can be an asshole to other people, but I won't tell him that.... hmm. Oh, his sister is getting into Nascar, like she has to go to college for like 2 years but then she has to go to the actual Nascar college (i think...) and she's already got accepted to it and I don't know, it's like this big deal so it's really cool, but anyway, she's gonna go meet all these Nascar drivers and crap in .. November...I think...anyway, it's in Vegas, and Karl's gonna go and he wanted me to go with him and so of course I told him I would, but then we remembered that oops, I'm still in school...but I told him that I'll just skip a week or whatever. We can miss up to eight days, but he told me that he wouldn't let me do that and freaked out but we'll just see about that...haha. anyway, we would go through Arizona because that's where he used to live and I think that's where his Grandpa lives, and he absolutly adores his Grandpa which I think is so cute, he always talks about him and so I cain't wait to meet him, anyway, we would then go to Utah and do all that stuff and then head out with his family to Vegas...at least that's the way I think it would happen. I'm not sure. But yeah, I already asked dad about it and he is now in the proccess of "thinking about it" so we'll see how that goes. He's wrapped around my finger, I'll probably get my way.
Oh my freakin gosh, the other day Taylor was like "So...are you pregnant?" I kind of just stood there and looked at her for a minute before I really got what she said and then I was like "What?! Oh My Gosh!!! Why would I be pregnant?!" and she was like "Well...you and Karl had sex didn't you?" I was like "Holy freakin cow Taylor, No!!" and she was like "oh...yeah ok, I believe that" and walked away. I was like holy shit...so I had to go and get her to actually believe me because we Didn't have sex and she's a freakin psycho and already planning my wedding and picking out our kid's names and all this weird stuff...she is a spaz.
It's pretty much a sure thing that we're going to get married though. We've already talked about it and stuff, and we both want to live in Montana, so that works, we've talked about our house too. He want's to build a cabin, which is Wonderful, I've always wanted to live in a little (ok not so little) cabin and so I'm excited. Hopefully nothing will happen to screw up our plans though.
He has to leave for Iraq no later than December 31 so that completely kills me, and I really don't want that to happen because I'm gonna be a wreck. I'll be crying during school and everything and it'll just be horrible.
Anyway, I do believe I'm done rambling for right now, so I shall scoot...ok yeah, I could so keep going on, but I'm starving so no.
Rachel

:: 2005 21 July :: 2.55pm
:: Music: What she's doin' now - Garth Brooks

Karl was asking for a pass for this weekend and his sargent told him to draw a map of where he's going. ok...apparently i live 43 miles to far away. Yeah...he ended up getting in trouble because he had been here before and so now I feel bad. I told him as much and he was like "no, it's not your fault and it's fine." and whatever, but I still felt really bad.
Last night I went to Tessi's and I told mom that I was going to spend the night, but apparently she forgot and so at like 11:30 dad called her house and like freaked out because they "didn't know where I was" and all this stuff but once I told him that I had told mom they were cool with it and then suddenly mom remembered and ahh it was crazy. Anyway, that's when I first found out about the whole Karl deal. I started bawling because I thought he was going to get de-ranked and that he was going to have to do like five million hours of PT (physical training) for it and dad was like "Rachel, calm down he'll probably just have to do kitchen work" and then I started laughing inbetween the sobs because I remembered on "In the Army Now" when Pauly Shore had to peal all them potatoes. Ahh I felt so horrible and I ended up crying myself to sleep. Yeah it really sucked.
Anyway, this morning Tessi and I went up to the Ag. building to talk to Mr. Roller (ag teacher, ffa advisor) and so now he's forcing us to go pick corn at 7 in the morning so that's just wonderful...not. It really sucks because it's supposed to get up to 104 tomorrow. Yeah, we're gonna have like five million heat strokes. Yay!! Go FFA!!....bullshit. I cain't believe I let them talk me into being in it. It's fucking bullshit. It is "The Thing to Do" around here. EVERYONE is in FFA. God damn whores.

So that is that and I want to go sleep now. We fell asleep with like five fans going in her room, plus it was really cold because of the a/c, And I cried forever so now I have a wonderful cold. Karl made fun of me because I got a cold in the middle of the summer. Well, he didn't exactly make fun of me, he was just like "What?! how the hell do you get a cold in the middle of the summer?!" blah blah blah. It was indeed interesting. lol it's like a sneezing cold (which sucks saggy scrotums) but I really don't like sneezing around other people because I have a retarded sneeze and it's really high pitch and ehh, but not sneezing kept making me have to cough, and that's even worse, and then my throat was scratchy and my nose was runny...basically it was a really bad time for me to be on the phone because I was disgusting.
Anyway, I will Now go to sleep

I just realized that I said suck saggy scrotum. I do believe I like that. Hmm.. makes me happy.
Rachel

:: 2005 20 July :: 2.28pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: I break things - Erika Jo

So if all goes well tonight Jacob, Tylor, Tessi and I will go watch either War of the Worlds, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Fantastic Four, or Dark Water.
We still have to get permission...but that's not the point, we cain't decide which one to watch. I really want to see Fantastic Four, but I Also love Johnny Depp and want to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Speaking of Chocolate, my mom spells it Chokolat. I know I can't spell everything right, but that tickles me....anway back to the point...
I really don't want to watch Dark Water because frankly I hate scary movies.
Anyway, Tylor's a pain in the ass (though I love the fart) and he has to be difficult and watch something that Tessi Jacob and I don't want to watch (Dark Water...go figure) and so it will be a long day trying to decide this.

Hmm....pretty much that's it. I'm hungry but nothing really sounds good. Today sucks, but it just got better because a Kenny Chesney song just came on so I'm gonna go dance. Later hosers
Rach

:: 2005 19 July :: 2.24pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Whiskey Lullaby - Allison Krouss / Brad Paisley

Karl's coming down this weekend so now I'm happy.

I ain't talked to Kell in forever, but he is a working man now.

I really want to watch Fantastic Four. It looks so damn good, and I love Julian McMohn .. I think that's how you spell his last name. Anyway, for those of you who don't know him, he's the bad guy...I think the doctor. AND he's Cole in Charmed. Love him.
Anyway, I was up talking to Karl until like 2:30 last night so I'm tired and I'm gonna go take a nap. Yay! sleep is so wonderful
Rachel

:: 2005 16 July :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Tourniquet - Evanesence

Around 4 I went to Tessi's to watch movies and crap with Jacob, Tylor and her. So we're all sitting around talking when Tessi decideds she wants to play a song on the organ. Ok...we all go into her sun room (where the organ is) and then Tylor like pinches her butt and she flips out and they start like killing eachother and then like as soon as it began they were done and we were all trying to do some moves from Dirty Dancing because Tessi and I happen to be obsessed with that movie, and so we're all dying because we cain't dance and we Expecially cain't dance like that, so we decided to head on back to Tessi's room. Tylor yet again touches Tessi's ass and they basically had foreplay for about...oh an hour. It was really funny because they were like killing eachother while trying to pinch/slap/bite each others ass. Around 7 we have to go get the pizza we ordered and so we all cram into Tylors TINY little 3 seater truck. I like broke my hip into 5 pieces because I had to sit basically on the door and yeah it was great. So we get into town and we see the cop car up ahead of us so we all decided that Jacob should duck down and pretend like he's not there. Tylor drives a standard and so he was like killing Jacob by doing something...I think with the clutch or something, I don't know, but he kept giving us whiplash and making Jacob hit the dash with his head. It was rather hilarious. We finally get back to Tessi's (safe from the cop) and just as we all pile out Jakob comes driving up. He flips out because we don't have any "good" pizza. We have one supreme (sp) and then one that's half pepperoni and half cheese and black olives. We listen to him bitch for ever about how we're disgusting and then he makes him self some ravioli. We all finally get situated and put in "Cursed" which was basically the stupidest movie that I've seen in awhile. It had a few suspenseful moments, but other than those 2 times, it was shit. We then put in "Hide and Seek". It was a bit better....only I didn't get to see the end because freakin mom and dad had Ashley come get me. I had about 45 minutes left to watch. Last time I was at Tessi's I got about 30 minutes into it and then I had to go. Apparently I'm just not ment to watch this movie. oh, now that I'm on the subject, Dakota Fanning is a creepy little kid.
Anyway, now here I am.
Karl called me last night completely shit faced. It was so funny, he like died just trying to sit up. He was outside laying on the side walk and then decided he should move to the gazebo or Something like that, I don't even know. Then he almost killed himself going inside and walking up the stairway. It was really funny, but for a minute I was like "ok...why the hell is he calling me when he's drunk as hell?" but then I decided it was alright so I didn't say anything. I'd rather him be on the phone with me than off doing...something else. Hmm anyway, he finally got up to his room, but we always get cut off when he's in his room, so he has the brillian idea to move his bed near his window. It was the loudest thing ever oh my gosh it killed my ears, but then he was happy and he laid down. I am so surprised that he didn't fall asleep on me, he sount so out of it. Anyway, he called me at seriously 12:57 today and he had Just waken up. He hadn't even gotten out of bed yet, and he didn't for quite awhile. He was drawn by the sandwich material eventually though, so he had to get up. One of his friends walked into his room and was like "oh my god what the fuck happend to your room?!" and he was like "uh...I don't really know, I woke up and it was just like this". Yep, the smarty didn't even remember doing it. ooh I laughed so hard, it was quite wonderful.

Anyway, I gotta get up and go to church in the morning and I'm pretty tired at the moment so I do believe I'm gonna try to talk myself into moving out of this chair and into bed, so goodnight.
-Rachel

:: 2005 14 July :: 11.54am

So Tessi isn't coming over this weekend, and I don't think Karl gets to come down either because his sargent left and he has to get a pass from her...but I think he said he could get it from some other sargent but...yeah I got confused so I'll stop pretending like I have any idea what's going on.

Anyway...I kind of want a bacon sandwich so I suppose I shall leave and go indulge myself.
Later
Rachel

I love Karl!!

:: 2005 13 July :: 1.43pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: Eyes wired shut - Edgewater

alrighty then...
basically nothings really happend. talk to karl almost every day on the phone, and he should be coming back down this weekend. it'll be weird though because Tessi has to stay over because Uncle Larry and Aunt Diane are leaving for some float trip with their church and Tessi didn't want to go. Mom said that Tessi might have to stay with someone else because she doesn't think that it would be fair to Karl if I'm preoccupied with Tessi and though that's true, I really don't think he would mind, or that she would mind or whatever so I don't know yet.
Um...Doug turned sixteen finally, but that was on the eighth so that's old news. He went to Disney Land for his birthday. Yeah. I guess it's fairly convenient since he Does live in California...but anyway.
Hmm...oh, Tessi likes Tylor, but it's basically impossible to read Tylor because he's just a freak like that and he kissed her and they ended up making out for a while and then the next day he acted as though nothing had happend and now Tessi's basically dying and going insane so I've been hearing about this for the past 4 days. It's quite wonderful...yeah. lol Jacob's freaking out too because Tessi's talking to him about it too, she keeps 3-waying us and bawling and I feel bad for her but I cain't really do anything about it. I don't know, I love her and she puts up with me going on about Karl so I'll just continue listening to her. It's pretty interesting anyway.
lol Ashley's been freaking out on me lately because I'm "mean to her". ha. damn right I am, she's an asshole. She tells Taylor and I that mom said we have to do all this shit when really mom told her that it was her job to do it. She does that all the time and it pisses me off. If I were to even Attempt to do that my ass would be so dead. She's been freaking out because of college and all her finances. She needs to freakin calm down, get some balls, and pay for her own insurance so that mom and dad will stop freaking out and pay for mine. God, mom and dad still pay for her gas. How bogus is that? she's got like five million jobs and I have none... yeah.
I am looking into getting a job in town though. I really do Not want to be a waitress, but so far that's about how things are looking. I don't know, I'm just really not a people person so I'd rather just do paper work all day. That would make me happy. I don't really like talking to people because people suck.
Back to a good subject, I cain't wait until Karl comes back down. He does this thing while we're kissing, he like sucks on my bottom lip...hmm it's heaven. Good stuff. Cain't wait to see him though.
Rachel

:: 2005 6 July :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: American Baby - Dave Matthews Band

alright, karl came down on saturday and stayed until monday morning. it was the craziest weekend of my life. he brought a friend with him to keep him awake because he sat out on his little 9 hour journey at midnight. yep. made me feel bad because he basically got no sleep for 4 days. we cat napped and stuff but that was pretty much it. i got no sleep for only 2 days. ha.
um...yeah. we sat around and watched old movies and cuddled and ... oh! lmfao we had a little fourth of july deal up at the church and they had to go to it. it was so awkward but it was funny. and then they had to go to a birthday party at my grammas. trevor beat the shit out of him and clark (the guy that came with him) and that was quite amusing.
found out that he gets shipped out to iraq in a few months so that killed me...oh, nope. sorry kell, that slays me.
anyway, im gonna keep all the yummy details to myself...lol.
Rachel

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