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2004 6 March :: 4.35pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: get up kids- uh..i dont know
I hate parents
so i am doing nothing tonight and its driving me insane im sitting in my room doing NOTHING someone pppplease rescue me and hang out with me.
tired tired tired
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2004 5 March :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: bummed
:: Music: get up kids-wouldn't beleive it
do it, do it
movies tonight were better then expected.
we saw starksie and hutch and it was great. i was so hutch..er...maybe...i dont remeber but it was good.
some people dont realize how much they hurt me when they pretend i dont exist.
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2004 5 March :: 8.02pm
:: Mood: okay.
:: Music: phantom of the opera soundtrack.
six women and snoop dogg.
when i came home today i was flipping through the t.v. channels and snoop dogg was on the view. it was so funny. if you know what the view is you would agree. its six women that basically gossip and google for an hour. people like my grandma watch that show and there sits a huge pimp in the middle of it.
as we all know last night was amazing. the music was great, as was the crowd. it was just an all around good time.
i have to admit that i wasnt feeling 100 per cent today. last night when i got back ernie's my stomach felt like it was going to explode. i woke up w/ it this morning and ive still got it. i have no idea why either.
not to mention im covered in bruises but its all good. you play, you pay. and i wouldnt trade last night for anything.
i came home and slept for 4 hours. it was hot.
my mom was at best buy and she suprised me w/ the phantom of the opera soundtrack. it makes me so happy. i saw the play when i was younger and fell in love w/ it and ive read the book. i was even the phantom for halloween one year. i was some sort of weird kid. looks like i never grew out of it. :)
havent talked to adam since wednesday afternoon. he hasnt even been at school and i cant get ahold of him. i would have to say thats lame. how about you let me know youre safe and okay....
sorry for bitching. im done.
that is all.
lots of love.
xoxo.
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2004 5 March :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: tv
because of the bands i like im a 'hot topic kid'....thats fun.
i feel so mean. i hate it. 'so why dont you be nice?' i dont fucking know.
im fucking wired i cant stop bouncing and i cant focus ahhh
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2004 5 March :: 11.29am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: nah
bruises and cheezits
so ive already siad how last night was amazing...
this morning it was pretty easy to get up actually, i wasnt that tired. lenny and charlie got up and we left super early to get very LARGE coffees.then school, which is icky but okay too.
why does everyoen think i hate them? first nick (which i can kind of understand) then collin....it seems like the people i like most think i hate them.
movies tonight, it will either be really great or very depressing...with my luck its the 2nd one.
I LOVE EVERYONE
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2004 4 March :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: sore/tired/happy
:: Music: lenny and charlie being tired
the concert was AMAZING. besides some things that pissed me off....oh well moshing gets anger out.
after school we saw fro and collin walking and gave them a ride home and hung out at collins for a while...*akwardness ensued*
then we went back to my house got ready ate, and went to concert. it was just so awesome i dont know seeing bands i love in person is just....wow.
love to all
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2004 4 March :: 11.39am
:: Mood: ansy
:: Music: silence
'come peeny'
friendhsips are fucked up sometimes. i dont know...im feeling shitty about a lot of things but some people are there for me. thanx lenny and others :)
concert tongiht, maybe that will help make things more normal? i hope so
'i see that you are penelope'
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2004 3 March :: 7.00pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: tv
just got home from lennys car. harhar.
after FCAT me and lenny decided to go to a movie, which we did. then she was supposed to hang out with nick but i didnt want to go home so we both hung out with him.
we swung/swang/swinged at a park and it made me smile :)
nick is a cool kid and i hope to hang out with him more often.
i kiss lenny and her wonderful driving abilitles
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2004 3 March :: 5.47am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: the prom-a not on the kitchen table
why when i give something up i want it so much more?
fuck
you
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2004 2 March :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: mellow.
:: Music: coheed and cambria.
leprechauns and gold filled pots.
i got this from a friend so i wish this to all the boys and them some. its irish and cool...just like me.
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.
ok, thats all done. it might be a lil lame but its okay.
FCAT wasnt too bad. theres more to look forward to tomorrow...but i get to leave after its over. woot.
these are some confusing times.
im sorry i cant be who you want me to be. im doing my best for now.
later gators.
xoxo.
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2004 2 March :: 4.29pm
people really could be one way outisde when inside they were torn to shreds, a fine white powder of grieve and regret replacing blood and bones, and no one even noticed
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2004 2 March :: 5.43am
:: Mood: thinky
:: Music: story of the year-razorblades
is it worse to have your heartbroken or to break someone elses heart?
...i think about that sometimes.
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2004 1 March :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: jealous
:: Music: the prom- ink on the paper
hmmm...
ahslie says boys have cooties, which is actually lice, which therefore means stay away from them....why is it so hard?
i found some things out today that make me kind of sad, that sort of hurt me.
i feel unwanted, and not so pretty, and mean, and and ....ickyness.
plop
-*emily*-
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2004 1 March :: 8.33pm
im tired.
i cant be strong anymore.
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2004 1 March :: 4.30pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: finch.
blah.
dude, i am so bored right now.
today was fairly uneventful. i wore man pants. that was neat...very roomy.
i need to be doing homework. i realized today how much ive been slacking.
f-cat tomorrow. ugh. thats all i have to say about that. is it reading or math tomorrow? anyone....
mike is a mean ass. im going to kick his ass.
i played w/ lenny and ernie after school. we know how to have fun.
my throat is swelling up. its really not cool. it kinda hurts.
adam just cant seem to stay out of trouble. i worry about him.
everythings just blah.
im done.
im going to go force myself to do homework.
peace crackers.
xoxo.
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