Asshlayy

:: 2004 26 May :: 5.21pm

wow this really sucks

:: 2004 25 May :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: alone

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

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:: 2004 25 May :: 4.01pm
:: Music: Nelly-ride wit me :)

rays over, im listening to nelly and he is sword fighting with my little brother....Hmmm good times :)

:: 2004 22 May :: 1.22pm
:: Music: The used

from the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them

Goodbye to you
you're taking up my time

you call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
i'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all thats mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine

I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before
And I'm
I'm about to do all of the things i dreamed of
And i dont even miss you at all

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
you're taking up my time

~The USed_Bulimic

....this song describes exactly how i feel about a certain few people that i used to associate with. Last night was so amazing i went to rays house and we hung out and it was soo much fun and last night along with many other times that i have been with him have made me realize how much i love him!!! :)

my other lover is comming over soon (ashlie ) were gonna go to the mall then to that party tonight, it shall be fun. well im gonna go now

~stefanie~

:: 2004 22 May :: 10.14am

MAn-Jina

:: 2004 20 May :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: :)
:: Music: Death cab for Cutie :-D

My dick in your mouf
my chcikens are really loud...MMmmmMM i think im gonna make me some chicken nuggets...;) tee hee hee

Fuck, that party..on saturday, ne one going?

~Peace nigga~

I love Ray

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:: 2004 20 May :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: calm

mmm carrie smell
today was relaxing and funny...funny cuz of 7th relaxing for the rest.

bear played with my hair in yearbook and i was wearing charlies sweatshirt and mmm it made me so happy, i could have fallen asleep. yay

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runningaway

:: 2004 19 May :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: confused.
:: Music: a perfect circle.

...bleck...
what the hell is going on?

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:: 2004 18 May :: 3.17pm
:: Mood: extastic
:: Music: chirping...lots of it

I got CHICKENS!!!!!!!!! ....i went over to rays house yesterday and he lives on a farm kinda and they got 26 new little baby chickens and they said i could take one home...and i named it bandit, and i think it thinks im it's mommy cause it follows me everywhere. :) its sooo cute though and then they were like well your gonna have to take another one so he dosen't die of lonliness...so i got another one..and i havent decided on a name yet im either gonna name it ducky or smokey cause its gray and black and white. and Bandit is yellow and white,but there both boys which mean's there COCkS heheh and all that good stuff but eventually im gonna bring them back to rays house cause they will be too big and they will be full grown roosters and my dad wont let me have them running around the house..there soo loud though..and they peck everything. i was laying on my bed with them and one of em pecked me in the eye :( ..heheh and right now i ahve them up on the computer desk and he started pecking at the screen where the mouse was moving around on the computer...it was very funny...yes well besides my new chickens :) i think im suposed to be going to some party in Briarcliff this weekend...hmm with a ashlie and ray and Christian and a bunch of people i don't know...but it costs 8 bucks to get in so i dunno...last weekend was fun we went on my boat and went tubing. ashlie and ray came and we all got very sun burnt...umm friday i spent the night at ashlies...Lots of fun things went on there all throught out the night ;)...yeah i m really tired though so im gonna try to sleep though i doubt ill be able to with all the chirping..what ebba..

~peace~

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:: 2004 17 May :: 7.00pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: tv

i'm completely torn between two things that haven't even happened....

runningaway

:: 2004 16 May :: 5.54pm
:: Music: dave mattews band.

the space between.

You cannot quit me so quickly
Is no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love
The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain
But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted game we play
We're strange allies
With warring hearts
What wild-eyed beast you be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain
Will I hold you again?
Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down
The Space Between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get tickled
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into...
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain
Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need here
The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time
The Space Between...

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:: 2004 15 May :: 11.16pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: dashboard in my head lala

tap dat shit
im so confused tonight, and last night was...well. confusing to say the least. i just dont know....

gah! something funny did happen though, charles and.... did....and it makes me laugh really, really hard. woot.

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:: 2004 14 May :: 11.28pm

oops. so i lied to myself again, oh well.

i'm really over everything with everyone. i dont know what started anything thats happening. im just as confused as anyone else...cant it just be over?

*i can feel your waves coming can you please speed up your current, time is expanding once again. i need you, i miss you, as you yearn for me*