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:: 2004 23 April :: 7.50pm

SCARSDALE FU*ING LOSERS WHAT WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CNT PUT INTO WORDS THIS FEELING......

SHOVED THEIR JAPPY ASSES RIGHT INTO THE FU**ING FIELD...DUMB WHORES...

HELL YAHHH EMONT LAX!!!! YOU GIRLS ARE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3bRIGGS<-----

briggs17

:: 2004 22 April :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: jojo- get out

SCARSDALE IS GOING DOWN!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!!!
SCARSDALES GANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!

HELL YAH EMONT LAX!! LETS SHOW THEM WHO WE ARE....NO MERCY

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WORD UP,
BRIGGS<---

goobs827

:: 2004 21 April :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: TLC-Unpretty

Wow...dml, that sucks, and makes me sad :(...Fortunately my parents don't force many grade expectations on me. I'm usually the one with the expectations of myself. I mean they obviously want me to do well but they're okay with not getting all A's all the time. As long as they know that I know I'm capable of better. My report card was very good. I'm so happy about global.

OMG Props to Erica and Kira for showing me the FUNNIEST WEBSITE EVER!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Google: Pixyland Peter Pan, first site...OMG WHAT A FREAKKK!!!!! HAHAHA "TINK MADE ME LAUGH!"

Oh, how I LOVE how you love to antagonize me...I really do love it, it's just so sweet and nice.

I've been violating my parent's trust lately. Something I hate doing and don't want to do. But how can they expect me to go through highschool without experiencing such typical things? I'm torn as to whether or not I should feel bad about this.

SO things that have been saving me from going insane:
the weekend
the yankees

that just about covers it but then again they are 2 big things.

O.C. tonight wheeee..omg one tree hill so good, as always.

peace<3

anyone have any tips for NOT procrastinating? They really should make it an official disease.

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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 21 April :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: empty apartment- yellowcard

"take you away from that empty apartment..."
i got my report card in the mail today. god, if theres one thing that would fuck my week up, i shoulda known it was that---not that it was bad or anything, it was totally fine, just not up to my parents' "standards". my first b+ in spanish ever---they almost died. my mom was yelling at me like crazy, it was awful...and the stupid part is that she makes me believe that thats what im worth....a b+, and even though thats a good grade, she makes me feel stupid---both of them did. and with math, nothing even happened with that grade, i have my solid b for the whole year so far and they were disappointed in that one because they "thought i was going to get a b+", which all of a sudden had become acceptable to them. and in global, i have an a-, which is awesome, but to them, its not acceptable because its less than my usual a. i mean sure, i was a little disappointed when i saw some of my grades dropped, no one likes when that happens, but i wasnt dissatisfied with them, they still managed to stay in my acceptable range, but they didnt exceed my parents' expectations. god that makes me sick, it was awful when my mom was yelling at me....i cried. i dont know why, i wasnt disappointed in myself, but it just reminds me of that day when i got a b on my math test [once again, not bad], but my dad said "you have to do better" and stared me down---once again, even though i saw it as acceptable, the way he said it and how he looked at me made me feel so stupid, like "how the fuck could u get a b and not be distraught danielle?". im not perfect, i dont get a's in everything, and im okay with that, i dont know why they cant be....

.......and what makes me feel even worse is that as all parents do, they see me as perfect, so i know it kills them even more when the imperfections surface.

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goobs827

:: 2004 20 April :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: will hung-shake your bon bon..haha

4/20 hayyy
this week is going by crazy slow...it sucks even more since I'm coming off of one of the best/funniest weekends I've had in a while.
I can't wait for the weekend...I really can't...and we need to make it longer.

Anyway...I'm sad because the Yankees are not doing well...I'm dissapointed in A-Rod and the gang, but not mad...we'll get our groove I guess. We have okay to good pitching, not great since good pitching always beats good hitting. We do have an amazingly sick lineup and I know it can do great things. I hope they clean up by Sunday...It'd be my first time seeing them beat Boston live. I so can't wait. I <3 Yankee Stadium.

And while I'm not a big bball fan, I'm way excited to go to the Knick game Thursday. Playoffs in msg are soooooooo awesome.

err what else? ugh lawyer for global...Erica, we're gonna DIE.

I've been having insomnia lately. It sucks. Like the insomnia I had in elementary school. I hate it so much. Insomnia is awful.

wow, for once I just have nothing else to say. This absolutely sucks. Ughhh.

~gabriella

briggs17

:: 2004 20 April :: 9.41am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: smoke 2 joints

good bye mr 87�
im in the lgi for study hall...this hoe keeps chekin our comps to see that we're on good sites or whatever so i have like 5 oldd word docs open..lol..anywayz just felt like sayin hi..
luv u all

mish says hi

God Bless,
<3Briggs<---

dmlxoxo

:: 2004 18 April :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: sic transit gloria- brand new

you know, its funny...how movies can make you think. the other night i saw the weirdest movie, it seriously was one of the weirdest movies ive ever seen. it was sad and depressing, and also disappointing to see how some people actually live. it was about this innocent girl whos life became corrupt because of this new lifestyle she decided to try out. she would steal stuff and smoke and drink and do drugs and have sex and lie and cheat and cut herself and she let her family life go down the tubes. she was in 7th grade. her mother would tell her that she loved her and she would tell her to "fuck off you stupid bitch". that absolutely killed me, but it was 10 times worse when she would say those things because all i could think of is how much it must hurt to open your heart to someone by telling them that you love them, and not having that love returned, i know that the first time i experience that im going to cry. just watching it happen to that mother in the movie made me want to cry. and the worst part of it all is that every time that scenario would happen i would see me and my mom. not like i tell her to fuck off bitch when she says i love you to me, its just that a lot of times when she says it to me, i find myself saying "thanks". it makes me feel horrible now, i mean i cant believe i say "thank you". i cant even imagine how horrible that must make her feel. im not doing that n e more, just because me and my mom dont get along all the time doesnt mean i should be so cruel. uggh god, i need to get my act together. i feel so awful.

-danielle

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briggs17

:: 2004 18 April :: 7.14pm

holler i aint payin 2$ so i love you all..and God bless..unless someone else would like to pay for me and then i'll pay em back ;-) hehehe...nice weekend..hell yah lacrosse..haha we'll get them hoez bak..

at lanas house holla

God Bless
<3Briggs<---

dmlxoxo

:: 2004 17 April :: 1.22pm

[Image Consultants Needed]
I redid my woohu, i started to think that my "peter pan" theme was getting old....do comment and let me know what ur thoughts are.
-dml

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goobs827

:: 2004 17 April :: 11.57am
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: Maroon 5~Sunday Morning

Last night was fun...tonight may be even more fun! wheeee!

I've been watching Michael Moore's Bowling For Columbine....it's absolutely brilliant, in my opinion..it's so funny and it talks about this country and our obsession with guns and violence...and our obsession with fear. how this country is so scared of everything going wrong...and it never happens. And how prejudiced we are--and wow...I think maybe I'm starting to realize what's wrong with America--and no, not on a war status, on us as a culture and society. I strongly reccomend you guys to watch it! It's great.

I sent in my $2 yipeeeee.

wow, I thought there'd be more to say.

Oh. My. God. I love this warmth...I love the buds on the trees. It's beautiful...ahhh Spring!!!

Ciao Bellisimas~

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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 14 April :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: last train home- lost prophets

queries of my wondering mind.....
as i was taking a shower, my mind somehow wondered off onto this tangent which inspired me to write:
if theres one thing that i hate about other people is how they sort of take one picture of you and assume that thats how you always are...how you always will be. [ill put this a couple ways because i dont think that sounded as clear as it did in my head]. people that you know have this image of you, kind of this mold made out of unbreakable, immovable material, that if you fail to fit into because for one day, for an hour, or even a minute you decide to deviate from that mold, they are absolutely taken aback by that. its about images. its about how people see you as what you "appear to be"----and it makes me think that if the people you think know you best are the ones to be surprised when you struggle to reshape that mold, why are they the ones who supposedly "know you best"? i know, that we've all tried to dent our molds every once and a while, you know, test something new out---find a new...."shape". sometimes its hard for others to accept this new shape we want to take...it freaks them out. i know we dont like change, because ive been the one whos been freaked out before, but when you think about it, if no one dented their molds every once and a while, no ones mold would have room enough for them to grow.

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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 14 April :: 6.41pm
:: Mood: quixotic
:: Music: champagne supernova- oasis

[make it up urself]
okay so i guess ill start out with my vacation---
went on a cruise with my family and the glickmans and had the most amazing time everrrrr. i honestly dont remember the last time i had so much fun. just the thought of being out in the middle of the ocean with no where to go and no one to disturb you is just so relaxing, and thats the one word i would use to describe this vacation. despite the fact that i got back to the room at 2 every night and woke up early every morning i must say that i came back refreshed as ever. theres nothing like a taste of summer to brighten my day. we met this girl jaclyn who was absolutely awesome and we hung out with her every night, we all skipped from group of friends to group of friends until the last night, and with each group finding a new joke or something to laugh about. wow i wish i could go back, and OMG do i miss that food! everything about it was just perfect, it was one of my favorite vacations.
All My Crusin Buddies:
*French Harvest
*J-Dawg
Kirk Cameron
Kirk Cameron's brother
Jorge
Big Poppa
Capers
Japers
FEVESSSSSSSSS
Chew-n-spit
"Jake"
Hot kid with glasses
Hot Brad
Hot Pennsylvania Andrew
South Carolina
Devil Children 1 and 2
Fat Bitch
Fat Bitch's sister with the baby lobster
Hot kid i wanted to meet but never did
PA Brittany
Loser Slut
Girl With Big Teeth
George/Frank

________________________________________________________________________
and back to the wonderful world of edgemont.....my first day back was okay, ive talked to josh a few times which was good after not hearing from him for a week, god i missed talking to him :)
its interesting---i always knew that i loved the guitar, but today when we were sitting in english the guitar advocacy was in the next room and i could hear them thru the wall. that instrument is absolutely INCREDIBLE. my mind just wanders when i hear it, and honestly, when i hear the sound i just smile. i feel like such a doof, but omg i just LOVE it. its so soothing, so---ahh, i cant even describe it. it almost brings tears to my eyes. its so beautiful. im definetly going to learn how to play one day.

**********and i said baby, ur gunna be the one that saves me, and after all, ur my wonderwall **********

----dml

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goobs827

:: 2004 14 April :: 6.47pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: William Hung~Bailamos

OMG THIS CD IS THE SHIIIIIT!
hahaha it's awesome! He has little inspirational words in between, it's so beautiful hahaha.

go buy it!--but if your in a cheap mood I'd gladly burn it for people...so comment if you want me to burn it--seriously no inconvenience at all. I'm happy to.

weeks going pretty good. only 2 more days.
so physched for the weekend!! Not for any particular reason nessesarily, just learning to appreciate the weekends much more.

ummmm wow i wish there were more to say.
oh! of course:

omg one tree hill sooo good..cant for oc/ai/apprentice (KWAME KWAME)!

hahaha i got onto campus (not like its hard to do lol) yay! (congrats eliz lol) and i finally had my peer interview--phew.

sort of hesitant about this whole gay meeting thing at school tomorrow--oh well, get out of earthy and gym.

and whoa mega cool news of the day: my daddy, joe torre, and tony soprano (and someone else from that show) are now officially "partners" owning this horse!

LET THE RHYTHM TAKE YOU OVER BAILAMOS
TE QUIERO AMOR MIO TE QUIERO
hahah i luv it!

and happy bday to my bffffffff's staz and gershbauk.

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crazychix143

:: 2004 14 April :: 1.09pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: watever clevis is listening to on his discman

WHO'S EXCITED?! WE ARE
OMG!! we r soooo excited because someone left us a mean comment!! wooohooo

it is so much fun to get mean comments

OO HAPPY EASTER (even tho we r like back in school)

OMG nameless earth sci student is trying to be "friendly" to cheri

hAHaHAhaHAhaHha

im scared 4 the track meeeeet :( :( :(

::sHivERs fRUm ScaRedness::

o no.

ahhh we both have to do 400's (but cheri's has hurdles on it)

SHE IS AS STUPID AS A BRICK

heyy thats not 4 me! meri is silly

dddd143

omg so we went to mr. c's yesterday and he wasnt there

it was very depressing...the whole crew was there...but no MR. C!!

:(

:)

NO SAD! :(

hehe

:)

ok ttyl xoxo mwa lyl ilusm etc.

CrAzY LoVe
~MeRi and CHeRi

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goobs827

:: 2004 12 April :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: amused

Wawi999: I can wait to zoom with the Sun Pass at the toll. I will shoot a birdie to the other drivers.

^^^lmao how fucking cool is my grandma? (notice her horrible grammar hehe)

hahaha

God, i miss Miami already

oh well

tomorrow is the last d-day of the year--thank GOD!!! so if anyone's sad think of that i suppose.

ill update about it tomorrow
<33

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