hey
well today went pretty well. the morning started off shitty..well colin was walkin from the bus wit his x girlfriend.....which kinda pissed me off....and then they talked for a while like rite in front of us......and i dunno he just didn't pay attention to me.....but then he came up to me and gave me a huuuuuuge hug and sat on me...and he got all sweet and cuddly wit me rite in front of her......i guess he noticed it was pissin me off or somethin....haha i was like....that's rite bitch! MY man not urs! hehe but w/e...so ya for the rest of the day he was sooooo sweet. i should be studyin for latin rite now....or readin hamlet.....or doin math hw....haha instead im here...updatin this pathetic excuse for a journal....productive eh? haha omg today i went to latin practice during lunch and ms ibarra was like omg tatia! (my latin name) ur here during lunch! haha i was like....yep yep.....hehe she's like....."well then there must be some lonely guy out there..." haha i was like grr hehe. i told colin and he's like...ya i WAS lonely! hehe so cute. we were talkin on the phone today and he's like u should come to my house sometime..haha i was like .....rite....cuz u know my parents would just love that! and he's like.....well they dont have to worry cuz im not allowed to have a girl in my room wit the door closed..and im not bout to do anything wit the door wide open....haha i was like....well that's reassuring... hehe hmm let's see what else happened today...had a french dictation that i kicked major booty in...spanish guy saw me and colin holding hands today.....ahh...sucks....he gave me this look like..damn i dont want to see that. i need batteries!!!!! i need to take my cd player on the trip wit me cuz i can only fall asleep wit music....so ya....oh crap that reminds me i need to tell donna bonana to bring me my dashboard cd back....haha omg today on the bus..the weird kid on the bus ... well he hates emo...and he was like how many emo kids does it take to screw in a light bulb? and i was like...i dunno...so he goes.....3.....1 to screw it in.....1 to cry about it..... and 1 to write a song about it. haha i was like wow that's purdy funny...hehe...whooo lordy! umm..ya so im out of things to say...i can't wait till this weekend! ima ask my mommy tomorrow mornin if im allowed to go....im like prayin she says yes.....PRAY WIT ME PPLS! :crosses fingers: okie dokie well this is where we shall part......(too much hamlet for me..) hehe bye

tonite's song: show you love by jars of clay

hey ya'll (haha yara ima use it too!)
wats up my home doggy dawgs?! haha...dont question it :-P....well lets see......ooh im teachin colin french! i gave him my amsco book from last year.....and so ya he's usin it to learn french...he's pretty darn good!! he's good at languages like moi. well ya he wanted to learn so he's kinda like teachin himself and askin me for help when he doesn't understand stuff...aww today he told me that he wants to go wit me to that ski camp..but ya i doubt ima be able to go..plus that means i have to be in a bathing suit in front of him...ahh....i dont know if im comfortable enough wit my body for that...ehhl....anywayz.....well ya so we talked for our daily hour today....haha it was funny cuz after school i was sayin bye to him cuz i was gonna get on my bus....and like we were kissin and this black girl shoves her head out the bus window and yells "THEM MOTHERFUCKA'S NEED TO GET THEMSELVES A ROOM!" haha we started crackin up like crazy! haha.....ooh i skipped latin practice today too! haha i was gonna go and everything..but erin asked me not to go so she wouldn't have to..ooh me and erin r gonna be in a room together along wit 2 juniors..so yay at least ill know one person.......hoorah! today was jovan's birthday...haha and i forgot...whoops......oh wellz. i wrote my commentary today..i think i did alrite..im scared that i mite have listed instead of ... makin an argument. oh wellz who gives a damn.....i still have yet to read Act one...which was what it was on..but i did it on a passage i had actually like read and analyzed in class....so .... i think ill be ok. hmm...well i think that's it....wow..that was pretty short..hehe alritey bye bye my ppls..

tonite's song: swan dive by sister hazel

howdy ppl i dont know!
well today was alrite. i skipped latin practice to hang out wit colin at lunch...cuz i felt like it! and ya we mite hang out this weekend cuz my mommy's not workin saturday or sunday.. he called me today and he wants me to go wit him to this water skiing camp! it sounds like soooo much fun! but ya it's like 300 dollars.....but maybe i mite be able to pay for it though cuz like...ima get a job durin the summer anywayz....so i dunno we'll see i guess. he was really cute today...he's like aww i like ur hair it looks nice.....i was like.....tank ya! hehe ooh my asthma's tonin down a lil bit which is awesome cuz i dont wanna be like wheezing on the latin trip...im definitely gonna have to take my nebulizer though....sucks but oh wellz...it's either that or another asthma attack...i wonder if asthma's contagious....hmm..i hope i dont get colin sick...haha that would suck...ima go look that up online when im done wit this.....haha omg today i opened my locker and...well since we all know how organized i am...:-/ .. well as soon as i opened it all my books came out and fell rite ON MY NOSE! haha it was swollen all through lunch..i was like oooowwwwwwwiiiieeee! haha colin kissed my boo boo i was like awwww that's so sweet. hmm..i wonder what we're gonna do this weekend..cuz i mean theres no movie out that i really wanna see....well like i wanna see the prince and me..or jersey girl...but i mean come on haha im not gonna drag him to another chick flick! the poor thing..haha. ima tell him he can pick this time...that way it'll be fair...well ya okies ppls ima go bye bye cuz i gotta log off in a lil bit anywayz to read hamlet....way to go thaimi! leavin everything till last minute! no one procrastinates quite like me ill tell u that! hehe okies buhz byez

PS. oh yea i forgot to tell u guys this the other day! well when i went to the doctor.....i got weighed....haha which is like the only time when i ever get weighed....well omg guess what?! I WEIGH 122 POUNDS!!!! isn't that beautiful?! im so happy! i went from 135 to 122!!!!! yay! so ya now my goal is 115...cuz before my goal was 120...and well im purdy much there....so ya....but i know im not gonna lose that much weight...cuz well my boobs....haha that always adds on a couple pounds.....oh wellz hehe okies now im done...::bows::

tonite's song: fuck you rite back by frankee

hmm..
well i dont feel like givin a whole freakin summary of my trip but just know that i had a blast....and i didnt get the tan i wanted cuz it was like freakin 50 degrees.....and i had my first asthma attack since like 10 years...and yea....ok im done wit the whole trip recap hehe. well i bought hamlet yesterday so i gotta start readin.....i need to study freakin history for the latin thingy ma bobber ...it's on thursday..and i dont come back till saturday...i dont know y but im not as excited bout this one as i was bout the french one...i dunno im just...blah i dont wanna go. i miss colin like crazy. i haven't seen him alllll spring break....agh..haven't talked to him either cuz he's in montana and all....i can't wait to see him monday...OMG GUESS WHAT?! i got accepted to the usf summer health academy thingus!!!!! im sooo happy! it's 2 weeks and i get to stay in the dorms and stuff.....it's a lil bitter-sweet though cuz shilpa didnt get in..sucks...it's not gonna be as fun without her.....but ill get to meet tons of new ppl and that's always a blast...im glad i finally have plans this summer...hmm..lets see what else is new...oh yea i have asthma again...grr i have'nt had asthma since i was like 6 yrs old...so ya i have to have that nebulizer machine all the time....and it's hard to breathe...ima have to take it with me on the latin trip....sucks big cock but oh wellz....it's either takin it or havin another asthma attack. omg it was soooo scary. ok well i was lying in bed our last nite in the hotel room....and i woke up and all of a sudden i just couldn't breathe! i couldn't breathe through my nose cuz it was all stuffy (i had a cold) and i couldn't breathe through my mouth cuz my chest was all clammy so i was like wheazing and heaving and everything....and so i get up and i was in a hotel room wit my aunt, grandma and my lil cousin.....and my mom was in the hotel room next door....both rooms were connected by a common door....so i got up and went to open that door to get to my mom and it was locked! so i was like freakin out cuz here i am not breathing...pounding on the door...at like 4 in the morning....omg it was so scary i started crying cuz i didnt know what to do.....finally my mom came out and she put on that lil nebulizer machine.....meanwhile i was still in like tears cuz i was so scared....then i finished doin that lil machine thingy and went back to bed.....but omg it was sooooo frightening...one of the scariest moments of my life....i've never actually found myself unable to breathe....it was so creepy....but ya....so anywayz i went to the doctor and he prescribed some thingy ma bobber that's not workin for crap....but w/e...crap i gotta pee like a mother....haha way to go off topic thaimi...damnit i wanna talk to colin so bad! he's sposed to get home today or tomorrow.....im actually lookin forward to school just to talk to him...hehe. ima try and make plans next weekend when i get home from the trip so me and him can go out and do something. we haven't hung out in forever.........btw last monday...was one month since we've been goin out....that's so weird cuz it doesn't feel like one month at all hehe...freaky.....oh wellz .. alritey well ima go cuz i relaly have to pee....haha ..... dont u just love to share?! hehe bye

tonite's song: maps by the yeah yeah yeahs

open ur mouth and say AHHHHH! hehe i dunno..
well my aunt and uncle came yesterday wit my cousins and stuff....and my cousin and my uncle left this mornin cuz they had to go to work and stuff...but my aunt and my lil cousin stayed cuz they're goin to orlando wit us tomorrow. i got my hair cut.....ahhh it's really really short..its like an inch above my shoulder! haha it still looks cute though..it just takes some gettin used to. i also got a pedicure AND a manicure...i convinced my aunt not to put acrylics on me cuz my nails r finally growin back from the last time she did it..and if she does it again my nails r gonna get all ruined again....so ya my nails look so purdy! and in a lil while ima get my eyebrows done...im scared cuz she said she's gonna do it wit wax and i've never used wax before......it's gonna hurt like a bitch! hehe oh wellz! come on thaimi take it like a woMAN! hehe..wow im a loser! uh oh..tonite im goin bathin suit shoppin .. which means...feelin crappy bout myself....and lookin it! oh wellz....u know? i was thinkin bout it ... and fuck it! i dont give a shit if i look fat in a bathing suit or w/e.....cuz i mean im just gonna be in the pool wit my family and stuff...and it's not like im ever gonna see any of those stranger ppls ever again anywayz....plus....it's not like im tryin to look good for any guys or w/e cuz i already got a man....so yea.....ive decided not to care! im just gonna get w/e bathin suit looks decent....get in the pool....and get myself a long awaited tan! im so excited...i dont member what i look like wit a tan but i member it was muchhhhhh better than without one! i haven't had a tan since i moved from miami...plus its hot as fuck outside so i could use some goin into the pool....im excited.....hehe and disney world! whoooooo! that's always a blast! oh god yesterday my aunt, uncle, step dad, and cousin would not leave me alone! they were like so who's this lil boyfriend of urs...i was like he's not a bf he's just a friend....and they're like yea yea w/e....what's his name? and haha oh god my grandma totally butchered his name soo bad! she said his name was cheney! as in the vp!! hahahahahhahah i was like umm....how the fuck did u get cheney from colin......wow....slow ppls im livin wit...btw i would like to congratulate cesar on finally updating!!!!! :::CLAPS!::: well done..im proud of u! AND peter! haha disregard that last statement por favor......anywayz i better be goin cuz i wanna send my baby an email. buhz byez peeps! muah!

tonite's song: does he love you by reba and kelly clarkson

aww...hehe i can't stop smilin....
babaloo181: hey u
Happypunkjew09: hey
Happypunkjew09: i love you
Happypunkjew09: i was thinking about you all day
babaloo181: aww that was so sweet
babaloo181: i love u too!
babaloo181: muah!
Happypunkjew09: muah
Happypunkjew09: haha
babaloo181: hehe aww...im all retarded now
babaloo181: hehe
Happypunkjew09: i'm about to walk over to tiff's
Happypunkjew09: for poker night
babaloo181: oh that's rite
babaloo181: i forgot bout that
Happypunkjew09: yup
Happypunkjew09: so bye
Happypunkjew09: love you lots
babaloo181: oh ok
babaloo181: buhz byez
Happypunkjew09: i'll write you a card
babaloo181: okie dokie

ooh so much pink!
hehe yep so i got bored last nite and decided to make my journal all different...i went from blue to pink...weird hehe. thanks donna for the bold letters btw! i was gettin all frustrated! grr! hehe well today i was sposed to go to the eye doctor to get my vision checked cuz im purdy sure it's gotten worse...pero my mommy was like oh im busy today let's change it to friday...so ya...goin friday...thursday when we come back i need to buy hamlet....i gotta read before monday....cuz tuesday we have a commentary grr! so ya my aunt and uncle and stuff r comin today....they're gonna come to orlando wit us......we're stayin there from monday to thursday morning. i hope i get a tan! im even thinkin of buyin a bathin suit...i mean i mite look like crap but ehhl fuck it who cares?! im not tryin to hook up wit anyone anywayz....and i want a tan sooo bad! so ya...hehe. my baby's leavin tomorrow at like 4 in the morning for montana...he's gonna go snowboardin....he said he's gonna send me a postcard....which im kidna scared for cuz u know....those dont come in envelopes..and what if he writes like i love you or something....haha oh god my parents! that'll totally ruin my whole "we're just friends" plan. grr! hehe but yea isn't that sweet of him? he doesn't come back till like next weekend....so im not gonna see him all spring break....oh wellz....im sure we'll live somehow..hehe......oh no u guys im sick! i have a cold! and my mommy's tryin to make me take this really yucky medecine pero i dont wanna! i think i got it from andres on the trip....cuz he slept on the floor the first nite and it was cold..so he got like a cough/cold type thing...and i was hangin out wit him the whole entire trip purdy much...so ya i think that's where i got it.....haha colin's like oh no THAT MEANS IMA GET SICK TOO! oh wellz..hehe. but ya...hmm....what else was i gonna tell u guys?...im in the mood to dance.....this morning i was listenin to my radio and yea by usher came on....and omg that song just makes me wanna get my ass up and BOOGIE! haha boogie....how lame. psssst thaimi the 50's called and they want their lingo back! .....haha ok im done i promise...buhz byez

tonite's song: love you better by ll cool j

I WANNA FUCK U LIKE AN ANIMAL!
yo wattup! hehe i felt like bein all ghetto...well today was a purdy good day. everything's all good wit colin so that makes me happy :) ... he tasted chocolatey today..i was like yummo....hehe. well i went to latin practice today so no lunch....but it's ok cuz practice was purdy fun. im goin tomorrow again....which i shouldn't have planned cuz damn last day till spring break.....OMG U KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TODAY?! well i missed the fucking bus! ok well after i said buhz byez to colin i went to go look for the bus where it normally is buti twasn't there...s o i was gonna go look on the other side but then i saw this kid that rides my bus and he was like oh dont bother i just came from there and it's not there..so ya it was liek a big group of like 10 of us....and then like 5 min later the dumbass kid goes....ooops wait...i never actually checked the first two buses.......GRRRR! so when we start runnin back to the buses...they started revvin their engines and yep...drove off. so ya i went and talked to the principal and he didnt give a fuck....so w/e needless to say i had to call my house...i was lucky as hell my step dad hadn't gone to work yet cuz otherwise i woulda had to wait for my mom at school till 6! haha and while i was waitin for my step dad to get there some religious group ppls were waitin out front and this guy comes up to me and goes "can i hear u say thank you jesus?!" and im like.......excuse me? and he goes " CAN I HEAR U SAY THAAAAAAAAANK YOU JEEEEESUS!" ....haha iwas like umm....thanks jesus....hehe and he made me repeat this huuuuuge speech after him..i was like oh lordy....but i finally managed to get away from him when he finished...haha and then when my step dad got there..i went to go to the car...and the guy started followin me again and askin me to fuckin thank jesus! i was like omg LEAVE ME ALONE! hehe it was scary.....i hate those freaking religious extremists tryin to convert everyone...sit yo ass down bitches! hehe.....im in a ghetto mood what can i say.....hehe alritey wellz ima go bye bye.....adios

tonite's song: little moments by brad paisley