a whole lot o' nothin
so it's approximately midnight on this lonely tuesday night in june.. and i just can't seem to bring myself to rest. instead, i sit here .. mindlessly listening to downloaded song after song... if only i had an ipod i could do this in bed hehe :P ::hint hint to anyone who can buy me one:: haha im jp...

seriously though.. colin's gone. last night i sat on the couch and watched the notebook. i had seen it once before wit crystal and donna at the movies.. but it just wasn't the same cuz alone .. the sad parts of the movie really seem to hit home... i had a really good cry yesterday.. that movie is so sad. it made me think of how life could turn out. it kills me not to know where i'll be or who i'll be with years from now. its funny how fate seems to twirl u around in different directions, forcing u to take in the highs and lows of this crazy whirlwind we call life. sometimes i really wish i knew ahead of time how this crazy story of mine is gonna turn out in the end.

moving on... this summer blows. unproductive, endless, unprecedented sloth. oh well, i've given up on tryin to make this summer work out for me.. i've resigned myself to the idea that this summer just wasn't meant to work out the way i had planned. i'll get over it soon enough.

im going to miami for a wedding in the beginning of july. my cousin, who's my age mind u, is getting married. w/e i dont really care.. i mean i get a free haircut out of it so im all for it :P ... and a few days after that im scheduled to take my senior pics.. that should be awkward.. god i hate pictures.

forgive me if i'm rambling on and on .. but it's late.. and quite honestly i've got nothing better to do. im workin 5 days this week.. they're giving me so many hours it's killing me.. this week i'll have almost 30 hours. that's insane. dont get me wrong the money's nice. but it's getting to the point where i can't feel my feet. im exhausted. this is sposed to be my vacation.. wtf went wrong.

on to a lighter note... i got my sat scores back. i did a lot better than last time.. both my verbal and math went up and my writing stayed the same.. i got a 2050 .. which is a huge improvement from last time's 1900. so im happy about that.

my grandma just walked by and said something to me. luckily the music blaring into my headphones drowned her voice out. that lady has more mood swings than i do cravings for chocolate. and believe u me.. that's saying quite a bit.

ok well i think i've babbled on for long enough, dont u agree? .. eh who the hell am i talkin to no one reads this shit anymore hehe. oh well.. i'll just keep pretending that some of u do. and on that note i'd like to wish u "all" a good nite.

tonite's song: danny's song by kenny loggings (sp?) ... on behalf of my baby who's far as fuck rite now.. i love u sweetie

"And eventhough we ain't got money, I'm so in love with ya honey!"

... colin's in ny :( .. just listenin to music to cheer myself up
Mr. Brightside by The Killers

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doin' just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cuz i'm Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doin' just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

Cuz I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cuz i'm Mr. Brightside

I never
I never
I never
I never

fuck..
i didnt get in. i dont want to talk about it so please don't bring it up. i really hope this isn't what next year will be like when i get all of my college letters back. im so fucking ashamed of this shit.. like i dont want to tell anyone that i didnt make it .. cuz i should have known better than to actually think i stood a chance. 22 out of 350. who was i kidding. i just feel led on, disappointed, screwed over... this summer's going to suck balls. colin will be gone ... i'll be here. i dont get it.. i woulda done so fucking well.. i woulda put so much effort into it .. it was the perfect program for me! wtf went wrong... i just dont get it . i dont know what i did wrong that they did right ... i dont know what they had that i didn't. i just wish i knew. hehe this kinda feels like a really bad breakup. i had a dream that something happened to one of the kids and he couldn't go .. so they opened the spot for me... u see that? .. only a day after my crazy hopes get shot down and already i'm getting inflated expectations. i dont know y i do that... i really wish i didn't. it makes things so much harder to deal with.

so.. in summary... this sucks .. my summer sucks.. and im a loser :)

tonite's song: less than jake - look what happened

high hopes = shit loads of vulnerability :)
still haven't heard from quest .. im startin to think i just may have made it .. but i dont wanna get cocky too soon hehe ...i had a dream yesterday that i checked my email and they had sent me a letter saying "srry ur just not what we're looking for wit this program, but thank u"... i woke up and i was like all poopy ... but then i checked my mail and guess what? still no news.. they decide the finalists next monday .. which also happens to be my baby's birthday ... hopefully it'll be a really really good day.. :D god i sure hope so.. but anyways ima see if i can get a hold of michael's loser butt self cuz he was sposed to email me the name of this one song i've been meaning to download.. oh wellz.. bye bye everyone.. work was exhausting and i could use a nice nap. :)

tonite's song: w/e the name of that new staind song turns out to be (grr michael :/ )

interpret it as u please...
is it bad that he makes me feel really good?

* do i feel bad? .. of course i do

* do i care? ... im not so sure anymore.. apathy has really started to take over..

tonite's song: helena by my chemical romance

yea yea i know im a loser for likin them but .. i can't help it .. im a sucker for good lyrics
Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) Lyrics
( Taking Back Sunday Lyrics )

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

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The Blue Channel Lyrics
( Taking Back Sunday Lyrics )

And I'm not so sure
if I'm sure of anything anymore
Well this is the last night (this is the last night)
that you'll be keepin'
secrets from me

Just hit the lights before you leave
you know, the million things you had to say
sorry just, just might have found it's way in there
somehow, someway
But don't worry sweetie
cause I already know

And I'm not so sure
if I'm sure of anything anymore
Well this is the last night (this is the last night)
that you'll be keepin'
secrets from me

And you're so guilty it's disgusting
He's been sneakin underneath your sheets
and your hands
have been in places that they probably shouldn't go
but don't worry sweetie
cause I already know

Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call

Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call

(this is, this is the last time i still wait for your call)
Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call

(honestly, honestly, honestly, honestly)

miss me? ;)

California
by Copeland

I miss the way you sing low
So I can't hear your voice
Over the radio in my car
But you knew every word they sang
You know just the right things to say
The distance rips us farther and farther and farther away
I'll see you soon
If you're coming back this way again

Come back from California
All of us here in Florida
Are starved for your attention
starved for your attention
(x2)

Maybe I fell too fast
Maybe I pushed you away
Now you're gone
And I'm afraid that you're never coming back this way again
I'll see you soon if you come back here
I'll see you soon
To say that you want to see me too

Come back from California
All of us here in Florida
Are starved for your attention
Starved for your attention
(x2)

You know I won't mind if you monopolize all of my time
I won't say a thing at all
I won't say a word no

So come back from California
Come back from California

*sigh*
so i was talkin to rafael today... and well.. it got me kidna depressed... read.. it really bugged me ..

FSUStud35: where are you going to college
babaloo181: well the dream is columbia or cornell
babaloo181: but if all else fails .. uf
FSUStud35: why not fsu kid
babaloo181: well there's somebody there i would really rather never see again
FSUStud35: and who is that ?
babaloo181: eh i dont really wanna say.. it's complicated
FSUStud35: are they in my class ?
babaloo181: yea
FSUStud35: as long as its not me lol
babaloo181: haha aww no ur great buddy :D
FSUStud35: then it has to be erica hardin lol
babaloo181: how in the world..
babaloo181: ok now that's just fucking creepy
FSUStud35: what that i guessed it
babaloo181: yea
babaloo181: well her and colin used to go out.. and she has been after him the entire time we have been dating pretty much... but w/e
FSUStud35: oh so your collin is her collin
FSUStud35: ok
babaloo181: yea
babaloo181: except no.... not hers

just hearing him call colin... "hers" ... bugged the shit out of me... and just knowing that yea.. there was a time when he was hers... that just makes me really upset... im sick of feeling this way... i dont know y these feelings wont go away... she's gone... but it still fucking hurts... to tell u the truth.. a part of me still resents him for it ... i dont think our relationship will ever be the same... u know ... sometimes i think .. that no matter how long we last.. i'll never be truly happy .. because i know .. that even if it was just one time... at that exact moment... he became just like the rest..

ORALS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
so that's it! the hardest parts of my jr year are done! over with! finito! i was so fucking worried about that damn oral man.. i mean with work and colin in town.. i spent 0 time working on orals.. i didnt even look at my poems over the weekend... but today .. every chance i got .. i studied adn studied and studied... i got the poem Colossus.. omg i was so fucking happy... nishang, alex and me had like ripped that poem apart when we had to do it in class.. it was like the only one that i actually had already constructed a thesis for.. omg i was so happy i could cry... it was the weirdest fucking setting for an oral... it was in the library.. and apparently on monday's they hold some sort of yoga class.. so im sitting there trying to concentrate and some dude with a freaky ass soothing voice is going "put ur leg over your head.. yes that's it... now bring your tippy toes over your forehead..." WTF! hahahaha .. i couldn't focus.. i was too busy trying to envision wtf that position must've looked like... agh but in the middle of my oral.. i couldn't think of the word for literal and figurative.. i kept saying.. well the literary context of this is .. blah blah blah.. when that's not at all what i meant... but i know i did really well cuz like.. in class she told us that at the end.. she's gonna ask u questions to try and get u to see things in the poem that u didn't talk about.. and if there's nothng that u left unsaid or there's nothing significant that u overlooked.. all she asks u is.. "so.. did u like this piece?" .. and those were the exact words that came out of that woman's mouth when i finished my oral.. omg u dont understand .. im like in pure bliss rite now... its a feeling of like .. this HUGE burden justl ike lifted off of my shoulders...

ok moving on ... i have a huge math test tomorrow.. and i dont know that im gonna have enough time to review for it given that tonite im going to that college meeting thingy at 7 30... columbia, cornell, rice, brown, and some other school are gonna be there.. and they're gonna talk bout their admissions process and what each school has to offer... im excited.. it should be interesting..

im so lost in chemistry... she could be speaking fucking jibberish and i'd probably understand more than i do now... some shit about dipoles and lewis dot diagrams and vesper somethings.. im so confused.. it's like she speaks.. and my mind just turns to mush... but w/e .. chem is bullshit anyway.

i gotta read the scarlet letter in about a day... my california interview is this weekend.. i gotta get everything ready for that .. which reminds me i need to get an official transcript.... fuck.. i've got so much to do.. not to mention like 10 weeks worth of latin hw in like 2 weeks... agh... im so exhausted... one thing gets done.. and i've got like 50 gazillion things lingering in my head that i still have to get done.. omg when this year is over.. im gonna just ... sleep... yep.. that's all i truly want.. a long peaceful... 12 hour .. nap.... omg that sounds fucking "orgasmic" (as my baby would say)...

alrite well im done ranting and sighing and bitching about all the damn things i still have to do ... so i hope u guys rn't as swamped as i am.. and i hope things r going well for all of u ... nite nite.

tonite's song: the fidelity by inmemory

aww.... i miss u baby :(
Artist: Starting Line
Song: Stay Where I Can See You
Album: Based On A True Story (2005)


For months you've been away
You're here a couple days
I've got all of the time in the world
To do with what we please
If it were up to me
We'd have all of the time in the world

Just stay right where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

I can name all 50 states
48 get in the way
From me being next to you (From me being next to you)
If it were up to me
We'd have everything we need
You'd have me, and I'd have you

Just stay right where I could be-
Anyone you want
I'm glad I got the job
We've got something in mind
And I've got all this time

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

Just stay right where I can see you
Just stay right where I can..where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the 1! 2!

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
Once you go away I get so lonely
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

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The Spill Canvas X 3685

My empty promises
Led to our demise
And I could never tell you how I really feel
and for that I eternally apologize

I hope you never forget the tapping at your window
With the harsh cold and the jealousy
running through my bones
We were both selfish, but I think I was more

I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun
And I guess these things just tend to fall apart
And I hope you feel the same

My empty promises
My empty promises
Brought us to an end
I just hurt you and I never looked back
now I have no logic to defend

I hope you never forget the tapping at your window
With the harsh cold and the jealousy
running through my bones
We were both selfish, but I think I was more

I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun
And I guess these things just tend to fall apart

I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of the world that I have never seen
Yeah, I was young and dumb, but it still was fun
I'm forever indebted to you
I hope you feel the same

You seem like such a big part
Of my life and my heart
But the truth is I've found something new
And she easily towers over you

You seem like such a big part
Of my life and my heart
But the truth is I've found something new
And she easily towers over you

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INMEMORY LYRICS

"The Fidelity"

This fall belongs to both of us
Let me take you to a place where you can scream out loud
All the words to your favorite songs
‘Cause that’s the least that I can do
For how much you love me
And I hope you’ve had the time of your life
Thank you for the memories

You’re the only one that can pick me apart
Too fragile to realize
You make me who I am, you’re everything that is real
In my life

I understand we both grew up
And there’s things you have to do
The only thing I ask of you if you ever fall in love again
I hope you find yourself
Someone who knows how to appreciate the way you laugh
And I’m always here for you

You’re the only one that can pick me apart
Too fragile to realize
You make me who I am
You’re everything that is real
In my life

DONE WITH AP'S BABY WOOT!
well that's it... today i finished my last AP exam.. they're over and done with woot! ... i'm gonna kill humphreys.. she didnt' prepare us for psych at all! everything i knew i learned this morning at barnes and noble 2 hours before the exam.. that lady deserves to be shot.. if she doesn't get fired im gonna talk to mrs. shrier cuz wtf.. the ib program is known fori ts awesome teachers and rigorous courses.. that lady should not be teaching at this school .. she's dumb.. i bet the traditional teacher taught ten times better than she did .. w/e... overall, i think i did ok on all of my exams .. i'm shooting for a 4 or a 5 in english, a 5 in spanish, a 3 in us history, and a 3 in psych... i'll be pleased with that.. and i dont think it's too farfetched...

ap's may be over but that just means.. im on to the next obstacle... ib orals... agh... mine is next monday .. and that weekend colin's gonna be in town .. which means i'm gonna have like 0 time to prepare with work and colin and all ... im worried.. knowing me .. i wont prepare like i need to...

and then after that's over and done with all i kinda have to worry about is exams.... i say kinda cuz i've left my easiest exams for the end of the year.. oh shit! that reminds me .. CAS forms r due by the 13th cuz that's when the exemption forms r due and i need to document my hours so i can get exemptions.. ahh.. i'll do that tomorrow... i have so much make up work to get done .. a chem test.. 2 chem quizzes... agh... chem sucks... and i have a math test friday on material i learned 2 years ago .. so i dont member shit.. stupid trig! all i keep telling myself is only 3 more weeks and this shit is over! ... in like 2 weeks i go to cali! WHOOOO! this'll be my first time leaving the state.. legally haha.. im excited.. i really hope i get into this program ... if i wont im seriously gonna like cry... but im keepin my hopes up and remaining optimistic... ok well on that note i'll leave u guys to w/e u were doing before reading this crappo ... SCHOOL'S ALMOST OVER WHOOO! hehe ok now im done. bye.

tonite's song: you and me by lifehouse .. i want that cd :(

crap, crap, and more crap
It's only been about a day .. and i already miss you.

*sigh*.. and the 6 week countdown begins..

Anyways, so today i asked my mom .. hey when r we booking the flight for the quest interview.... her response? oh i dunno it's too expensive... WTF!!! i just spent like hours and hours of my time filling out an application that i am sooooooooooo proud of .. to a program at STANFORD that is absolutely fucking free of cost.. and ur not even willing to pitch in maybe half of the plane ticket? wtf is ur problem? ... i want this so bad... and i mean it's not like im just gonna sit back and let her pay for it .. im already saving.. i've got a bout 50 bucks.. im doing all i can... i just dont get it .. i mean this program is about as good as it gets... if she says no.. fuck it.. im booking the flight anyways.. when i get into an ivy league school come this time next year.. she'll thank me. and if she doesnt? ... well shove it. hehe .. w/e .. im just trying not to worry bout this shit rite now.

On to brighter news, so my procrastination has reached astounding levels in the past couple of weeks... rite now for instance.. i've got a million assignments.. all due weeks ago.. that i should be getting done.. do i care? not particularly... can't say that i do..

Watching couples together makes me wanna puke.. especially after colin just left.. i swear .. today in the lunch line... i nearly cried.. call it envy.. call it wat u want... w/e it is ... it hurts.

I accidentally called chris "colin" last nite at work ... it coulda been worse i guess... we were talkin and he said something gross .. and i almost yelled out "BABY!" in the way i normally yell at colin.. haha .. i managed to stop myself.. and yelled out colin instead... awkward moments r the best rn't they? :) .. yep gotta love em

So ap's r coming up .. lookin forward to those... as soon as this year's over.. everyone's invited to a party i'll be throwing.. certainly not in my house.. maybe in my car.. yes party in thaimi's car.. ur all invited.. all .. like.. 2 of u. hehe. Speaking of things coming to an end... seniors leave in about 3 days ... 3 days and i never have to see her again.. u have no fucking idea how happy that makes me .. im so happy i could cry hehe ... but w/e .. after that .. i hope she burns in hell ...

anyways .. i should get going... nite nite everyone :D

tonite's song: reader's choice ... *which is code for .. im too lazy to come up wit a song i like rite now hehe*

some things im realizing are wrong with me...
1. Im starting to think that i have an unhealthy obsession with college and my future... i dunno ... but like i feel as if im leaving a lot of ppl behind ... i dont have much time for colin... i feel really bad about that... i guess i just wish i knew how to balance it all...

2. I'm a fucking hypocrite... i get mad at ppl for doing one thing when.. not too long ago i did the same thing myself... i bitch bout ppl who do certain things .. when... in reality .. i do those things myself... i really wish i weren't so fucking hypocritical..

3. I'm really fucking resentful... i can't forgive... that in itself .. is a terrible characteristic to possess..

4. I can't make myself focus... i'm really starting to think i may have add... haha ... i mean either that or im just quite possibly the laziest person alive.. despite my strong feelings against taking medicine for problems that u can fix on ur own.. i kinda wish there was something i could take that would make me wanna sit down and get some work done. but eh.. who am i kidding?

so anyways .. i guess this entry is just my response to a conversation i had with colin the other nite... other than that not much else to say

latin competition rocked... too many jokes to write down... karen, kiren, and hailey all kick so much ass... i made such awesome friends.

so yea.. the end... and as cesar would say.. "enjoy" hehe

tonite's song: so much by spill canvas

.. aww i love this song :)
Lonely
by Akon

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely,

Yo, this one here goes out to all my playas out there man.
ya kno that got that one good girl dog thats always been
there man like took all the bullshit then one day she cant
take it no more and decides to leave

yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin,
For her I was feinin,
So I had ta take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,
Tryin to figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
Cuz ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashin and I'm so....

Lonely (so lonely),
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so lonely

Cant belive I had a girl like you,
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru
u still stuck around and stayed by my side (by my side)
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
im so..

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own baby).
Im so lonely

Been all about the world ain't,
neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through.
Never thought the day would come,
where you would get up and run,
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own, no).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so Lonely

Never thought that id be alone (be alone)
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long (gone this long)
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (no)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished that Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody, nobody)
To call my own (to call my own, no).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)

I'm so Lonely
So lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (Lonely)
So lonely!!! (so lonely!!!)
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely