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2005 5 April :: 12.39pm
Benny: How is the drama queen?
Mark: She's performing tonight.
Benny: I know / Still her production manager?
Mark: Two days ago I was bumped.
Benny: You still dating her?
Mark: Last month I was dumped.
Roger: She's in love.
Benny: She's got a new man?
Mark: Well--- no.
Benny: Whats his name?
Mark & Roger: Joanne
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2005 3 April :: 8.21pm
:: Music: Godplayer - Gone
Pepsi and chocolate sponge cake
There's something very sweet in the morning, I could taste it all around me today; it must be in the wind. Yes, that's it, it must be the wind.
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2005 1 April :: 9.40pm
"It is a fool's prerogative to utter truths that no one else will speak." -- Neil Gaiman, Sandman #19 "A Midsummer Night's Dream"
A possible reason for the celebration of today was that it mocked the Church's All Saint's Day. Philip Hiscock of the MUN Folklore and Language Archive said, "When it first came into English, it was called All Fool's Day, a kind of mock Christian name because it parallels All Saint's Day. It was a kind of parody of the church."
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2005 31 March :: 12.06am
I never thought of myself as the kind of girl that would cry at a wedding.
I was watching the bride walk down the aisle, looking more beautiful than I've ever seen her before and I've known her my entire life, and then I glanced at her mother and the world fell away. Image giving away your only daughter. Imagine letting go your first born. Imagine marrying off your child, knowing they will never be yours in the same way again. I imagined.
So I cried at the wedding. And the mother of the bride, my Arab godmother, the woman who all but raised my brother and I when my parents were too busy killing one another to do it, she saw me. She didn't say a word to my mother about it, just kissed the top of my head and said, "May your time come soon."
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2005 30 March :: 8.21am
Insane and tormented
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted nevermore.
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2005 26 March :: 11.12pm
:: Music: Cardigans - Paralyzed
The sweetest way to die
Part-time pilot school has now become full-time pilot school. I can't be a full time pilot student and a full time AUD student at the same time. There go my plans.
On a happier note, I love this song and if you don't know it, listen to it.
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2005 25 March :: 7.29pm
:: Music: Deftones - Engine No. 9
And Mother she won't drain herself
Where did all the innocence go?
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2005 24 March :: 8.16pm
You are 'Out from Under'! PLEASE don't piss in the
wind...
Which Incubus song are you? (Make Yourself)
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2005 23 March :: 2.00pm
:: Music: Godsmack - Forgive Me
There's nothing to me now. An empty shell unfolded.
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing
How long will this go on? Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?
I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?
For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me,
And though we've changed our ways,
still all our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on? Aren't we a bit much stronger?
I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay.
I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love. Will you forgive me?
No I can't live this way!
I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love.
Past lives I've lived. Uncontrolled but sacred.
You've finally seen all that's left of me.
So hard to feel. So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me? Will you forgive me?
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2005 22 March :: 8.00am
I got accepted into NYU Freshmen in Florence program, one year in the Italy campus, one year in the NYC campus, then guaranteed junior acceptance into the College of Arts and Sciences.
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2005 19 March :: 12.12pm
Please save me from myself, I need you to save me from myself, please save me from myself so I can heal...
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2005 16 March :: 9.14am
:: Music: Driving Rain - Vanilla Sky
"And the day I became young again, I felt the empty place that threatened to engulf me fill with possibility, and I called it 'My Neverland', and it kept me alive, so filled as it was, when I swore the world was not worth living for... ...And the ghost of my past died away with my memories... ...and the ghost of my future is at sixes and sevens... ...and the ghost of my present frolics in Neverland, points me towards the oceans... ...I do not live for this world, I live for its possibilities; and you are one of them."
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2005 14 March :: 8.07pm
:: Music: Depeche Mode - Waiting For The Night
And so it ends. How so? Like this:
The end.
Thanks again, Danielle.
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2005 13 March :: 11.49pm
:: Music: Hopesfall - The Ones
I'm trying. I'm trying really hard. Its just difficult to keep my head up when my shoulders are so heavy.
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2005 14 March :: 7.20am
Global Domination
This morning, I had an epiphany. I don't really want to do anything. When it comes right down to it, I'm not extremely motivated to reach a goal because I don't really have one. I just have a list of things that people want me to do, and I chose the one that's most convenient for me.
I would like to do big things, but in reality, I just want it to happen. I'm not energetic enough to actually do anything about it. I'd much rather the world just realize on its own how stupid it is and straighten itself out than have to pursue college, a masters degree, a PhD, a career, and grab it by the balls until it squeals that it'll do better this time, it promises.
But ah well, what needs to be done needs to be done. Make friends with me now, because when I take over the world, I'm going to do the things everyone else is too scared to do.
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