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2005 14 February :: 4.57pm
Andy told me to make Valentine's Day thingy...
Happy Valentine's Day, everybody that celebrates.
Oh and Andy, don't forget that conversation we had in drama class on the true meaning of Valentine's Day.
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2005 13 February :: 6.39pm
The Outsider, by Albert Camus
"I'm on your side. But you can't see that because your heart is blind. I shall pray for you."
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2005 11 February :: 6.23pm
light at the end of the tunnel
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2005 9 February :: 11.21am
:: Mood: dripping with irony
Isn't that just smack-you-in-the-head-knife-you-in-the-neck-kick-you-in-the-teeth fantastic?
I should have known. How Scandinavian of me.
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2005 6 February :: 9.44am
Akeboshi - Wind
Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain,
Never coming down.
Break into the contents,
Never falling down.
My knees're still shaking like I was twelve,
Sneaking out the classroom by the back door.
Tomorrow had the answers, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.
Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry your tears with fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore,"
You say, "'cause I still got my soul."
Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you're doomed.
Reflecting on fear makes shadows of nothing.
Shadows of nothing.
You are blind if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.
Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry your tears with fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
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2005 5 February :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: dance-y
:: Music: hail to the thief
after dancing to two albums in a row...
i'm totally inspired to tell everyone how naruto rocks your worlds.
but that could be a post all on its own.
i wish i had the time to make some long beautiful thing on this and that, but yeah, i don't. even if i did have the time, i just don't have the energy so whatever.
i just want to say.
life is beautiful now that you're in the picture, even if you ARE outside the frame.
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2005 4 February :: 11.54am
My mom left the country this morning. This is just great. Anybody interested in taking me in for the next ten days? Bloody adults, always going somewhere they think is more interesting just to find out they're homesick by the time they get there.
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2005 3 February :: 9.53pm
If you take another one away from me, I'm through with you
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2005 2 February :: 1.03am
:: Music: Megadeath - Symphony of Destruction
You take a mortal man and put him in Control; watch him become a god...
A neat and orderly dwelling is the sign of a disturbed mind. I totally believe that.
If you are satisfied with the amount of control you have over your life, you won't care where thigns are as long as you know where they are; it won't matter that the books aren't stacked in alphabetical order or that the needles in the pincushion aren't all parallel to one another.
When you're a neatness freak, you're only trying to take control of your life by exerting your control over your surroundings and dwelling space.
So really I'm not a slob. I'm just in control.
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2005 1 February :: 10.50am
Are truth and beauty mutually exclusive?
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2005 30 January :: 6.59pm
:: Music: Hopesfall - Champion Beyond Blessing
As I mentioned before in a previous journal of mine, my dreams have taken a turn as of late. When before I couldn't run or fight, now in my dreams I kick ass and turn into a tiger to run... EVERYTIME. *refer to January 30, 2004 post* (holy crap its been exactly one year, what a weird coincidence) But anyways, there's been a new revolution in my dream world. I have control over flight. I can MAKE myself fly in most of my dreams, the dreams where I'm an active participant. I even had a dream where I was climbing a ladder and I told myself in the dream, "you've been able to fly in your dreams before, just do it now." And after a significant amount of effort I was able to make myself fly. Its so bizarre, but I love it. Maybe I'm special. Maybe this is me tapping into the rest of my unused brain power that so many people aren't able to, and soon enough I'll be a phenomenon all Neo sytley. Maybe I'm super. Maybe I'm just a nerd. Oh well, its fun regardless. Even when I don't dream about that, I dream of you, and thats fine with me too.
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2005 27 January :: 6.19pm
:: Music: DDR - Love Again
Yes, it did hurt.
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2005 26 January :: 7.23pm
What time did you get up this morning?
:: 7:30
Diamonds or pearls?
:: this is why I don’t like surveys
What was the last film you saw at the movies?
:: Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou
What is your favorite TV show?
:: Seinfeld
What did you have for breakfast?
:: nada
What is your middle name?
:: Randall Anthony
Favorite cuisine?
:: Ravioli
What foods do you dislike?
:: Tuna
What is your favorite flavor?
:: Purple
What is your favorite CD at the moment?
:: Alexisonfire – Watch Out!
What kind of car do you drive?
:: Blue Anthracite 2004 Volkswagen Golf
Favorite sandwich?
:: The Randall’s Heavenly Hoagie
What characteristic do you despise?
:: kindness and selflessness
Favorite item of clothing?
:: my deftones wrist bands
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
:: Kuwait
What color is your bathroom?
:: White
Favorite brand of clothing?
:: Giant (band shirts)
Where would you retire to?
:: Spain, for the Latina hunnies
Favorite time of the day?
:: when I’m finally able to rest my tired head
What was your most memorable birthday?
:: my 19th because my favourite family threw me a surprise party and I was genuinely surprised
Where were you born?
:: San Bernardino
Favorite sport to watch?
:: Extreme Dodgeball
Who do you least expect to fill this out?
:: Oh yeah!? How do you like this Kevin! You fucker….
Person you expect to fill this out first?
:: bah
What fabric detergent do you use?
:: I don’t know
Are you a morning person or a night person?
:: I’m a night owl, unless you mean like 6am when I’m still talking to my favourite people
What is your shoe size?
:: A TEN! A fucking TEN! (billy bob… varsity blues… this guy knows what im talking about *points to Kevin*
Do you have any pets?
:: Charlie and Charlette, two shitty ass birds that always bite
Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family and friends?
:: Zach moved back home!! Chicken Sandwich time!!
What did you want to be when you were little?
:: Artist, Architect, Illustrator, Cartoonist
What are you doing today?
:: well its 7pm so my options are limited, but I’m gonna be a nerd and have a LAN party with Kyle and Zach
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2005 26 January :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: goofy
I got a complaint that my posts lately have been very intense.
In the beginning was the Plan.
And then came the Assumptions.
And the Assumptions were without form.
And the Plan was without substance.
And darkness was upon the faces of the Workers.
And they spoke amongst themselves, saying, "It is a crock of shit, and it stinketh."
And the Workers went unto their Supervisors and said, "It is a pail of dung, and none may abide the odour thereof."
And the Supervisors went unto their Managers, saying, "It is a container of excrement, and it is very strong, such that none may abide by it."
And the Managers went unto their Directoers, saying, "It is a vessel of fertilizer, and none may abide its strength."
And the Directors spoke unto the Vice Presidents, saying, "It contains that which aids plant growth, and it is very powerful."
And the Vice Presidents went unto the President, saying unto him, "This new plan will actively promote the growth and vigor of the company, with powerful effects."
And the President looked upon the Plan, and saw that it was good.
And the Plan became Policy.
This is how Shit happens.
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2005 23 January :: 1.08am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Radiohead - Wish You Were Here
I really wish you were here...
So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell?
Blue skies from pain?
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
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