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ddeastroyer

:: 2005 24 July :: 2.00am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Television

Pulling an all-nighter...
For those of you that didnt notice... I was gone from the 16-23 in Key West and I just got back earlier today... Well... Actually yesterday, but you get the point... I am extremely tired, but I am doing all in my power to just survive till 4:30... Then is the Tour de France live... The final stage is live from 4:30am-9am... I decided against going to bed early and waking up early... I rather just pull a brutal all nighter... Not to mention it is with some jet lag... Ugh...

So Key West was really fun... I had a good time... However, if I had the choice of getting a house or going on another vacation and just one there would be other places I would want to go... It was super fun though... But the humidity... Oh the humidity... It was horrible... I was dying... But the hotel room was super air conditioned... As many of you know... That was a real vacation for me... Air conditioning = heaven...

While I was in Key West... I went running twice... Over one week... Four and a half miles total over the whole week... I got hecka lazy... But I did what I wanted to do... Yes I got out there and broke the 100 mile mark for the season...

Current Miles Run: 102

Oh yea... Fun time... Later if I feel like it I will go into detail about the vacation... 2:15... 2 hours and 15 minutes to go...

Comments?...

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liz

:: 2005 23 July :: 10.48am

well shoot i should throw a proper update into the mix but im not really feeling that today. anyway talking to my cousin from germany, he is coming in a couple of weeks, and waiting for matty so i can leave. matty matty where are you????

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liz

:: 2005 22 July :: 12.24am

update time,
im feeling better.
guess what
IM GOING TO SEE BOWLING FOR SOUP
gotta go to bed though
gotta take the sister to the farm
btw DANI LAUER I LOVE YOU BUNCHES
you make my day.
and i miss you too

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 22 July :: 12.01am

Life still sucks. Things are getting a little better. Something might happen with a cutie from work. Maybe, Maybe not. I'm not too hopeful.

-me

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 22 July :: 12.01am

Live still sucks. Things are getting a little better. Something might happen with a cutie from work. Maybe, Maybe not. I'm not too hopeful.

-me

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shannonw55

:: 2005 21 July :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Fall Out Boy - .... something about a dark corner and shutting your mouth... (stuck in my head.)

My job makes me
GROUCHY!

I'm so tired. Today wasn't even that bad. I got in a corn field where the corn wasn't touching my face and someone finally switched with me so I didn't have to have the dirty, behind-the-wheel basket. I didn't get corn rash as bad as most days. But when I got home, I felt so tired and just angry and aahah hashahah! CRaapppyy. Until Ben and Andrea talked to me on the phone and now I feel happy and giggly.
My job separates me from going on the internet as much. Not as much woohu. That makes it "boohu".
I should make a paper journal about the farm and call it boohu.
I hope tomorrow we get the same short field. I was wrong about wanting a good corn season. *nudge nudge to the people who know what I'm talking about*
My scalp is burned. It hurts. I don't wanna put sunscreen in my hair, but I'm forced to if I don't wanna burn cuz my skin sucks.
SHOOT! -- I've gotta pack my farm lunch for tomorrow cuz it's getting late. Why didn't it rain us out today? Oh well.
I made geeky corn-rash protectant wrist bands for my sensitive skin. I feel like proclaiming this to the world so people are aware of this and therefore I might sound a little less geeky. Who the hell knows if its working. OOooooh well. I've done enough dorky things on the farm to care anymore. Andrea is calling....
Signing off now, leave me a comment of pity. lol jk, but you can if you want. ;)

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liz

:: 2005 21 July :: 2.28pm

"Love is ecstasy and agony, freedom and imprisonment, longing and lonliness. It's what keeps us together when life tears us apart. So when you find that perfect man, hold on tight.. and then call me so I can run over there and see what he looks like and laugh because he doesn't exist you sad perky little optimistic suckers."

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liz

:: 2005 21 July :: 12.52pm

slowly breaking down for no reason.


just let me be for like five seconds.

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liz

:: 2005 21 July :: 12.45pm

*thumbs up*
way the fuck up.
now that this day is completely ruined and worthless.




cold metal scratches my skin.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.




growing up isnt all its cracked up to be is it?

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liz

:: 2005 21 July :: 12.38am

fuck it, i dont want to deal with this shit, looking at peoples post seeing you all act like fucking 5 year olds. dont even bother anymore. just dont bother. frankly im thinking at this point, a high school, degree, a job, a fast car, what the hell is any of that shit if all you have is half-assed "friends" who are willing to fuck you over to make themselves look better. good thing i have pj. yeah maybe he cares a little bit too much about some stupid ass game, but he wouldnt fuck up any friendships over it. for christ sake.

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bigty623

:: 2005 20 July :: 12.33am

well... jessie is supose to be home sometime tonight, but i don't think i'll be able to se her tonight anways. i should be able to see her tommrow, so i guess i'm in a good mood. To top that off i've tried kicking a soccer ball around and stuff with my dad. no i figured out that i will be able to play now :) i'm so happy

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liz

:: 2005 20 July :: 12.01am

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liz

:: 2005 19 July :: 3.06pm

i so dont want to go to work. work is teh suck.
i want to go to middleville to see pj. these next couple of weeks are going to drag on so bad. what with pj jobless and poor, me just poor and frivalous and college looming ahead. im so terrified. living on campus is going to be really cool though. i really cant wait, i dont know what my expectations are but im sure the result of all of it will be nothing like them. probably just more monotony, school, work. hopefully softball, tryouts are september 7, not really looking forward because im not anything spectacular, it sucks. i should get some people to go out during the day and hit with me and help me stay up on it. cant go in there with nothing and expect good results. *sigh* i guess that there is always intramural. probably not quite the same though. pj likes laid back and fun. I like high pressure and intense. working hard and giving it everything that i have. thats what i like, its what i need. funny how the thing in your life that keeps you grounded. i took it for granted for so long. bitching about it and not being happy with the situation. i would take that situation back so fast. any position is a position. all are playing. gah. i havent even tried out yet and im already counting on not making the cut. shit. cant be so pessimistic. okay im going to try to relax for 15 minutes so i can go to work. blah work. okay. loves.

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liz

:: 2005 19 July :: 10.42am

I find it a little odd how much people have changed.
how different we are from each other.
seeing where everyone is heading in their in lives.
or the people who have already started their journeys.
i was thinking today about someone in particular who i used to admire so much. she was beautiful and smart and unique, so much a person that I wanted to be like without being like, if that makes any sense.
i look back on her now and she is nothing like she used to be. beautiful still but now seemingly judgemental and bitchy and completely unlike her high school self. its really crazy huh. we were friends then, back is hs but she got out and took me off her friends list and everything, its almost like she was waiting until she and i didnt see each other on a daily basis to completely cut me from her life. nwo i know that she has a life outside of hs and her high school friends but its disapointing to know that someone can change so drastically in just a year. i hope i dont change to much. i dont want my personalitly or ideals to change. just to mature into a sensible adult. Im tending to believe that at this point whatever anyone does with their life who am I to judge. I may not agree with it and I may think that what you do will completely screw your life up, but its not my life to screw up and if it isnt hurting me any than why even mention it. either way, the point is that we are growing up and that kinda sucks. but at the same time ive been waiting 18 years to do it so lets all make the best of it and be the group of friends that miraculoustly stayed in touch.
damn.

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liz

:: 2005 18 July :: 1.56am

so i finished the harry potter. I started crying with about 30 pages left so it took a little longer than expected. it was so horrible. i mean good in a booky sort of way but horrible on my emotions. and not very satisfying I want to read the next one now. egh. thats about it though. just wanted to let you all know that the stupid harry potter book made me cry. god.

pj keed equals kid. love you

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