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2005 15 March :: 11.26am
so three days left in the semester, 2 passes to blow so i strut into class like 3 minutes late, theres a sub, damn it. late again tomorrow I suppose. outside of that my body is totally eating the weight of the softball, i can barely move, its so beautiful. and its only been one night. i feel the pain that will be here for months. i like it right now. well just see how that goes. i finished my research paper. died into bed at aout 11 tried to earlier but couldnt sleep called pj who was already in bed Im assuming cuz his phone was off and clicked off the tv and was out. somehow i got out of bed on time this morning, on my own. well test time
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2005 14 March :: 7.32pm
:: Music: nothin'
Andy your a star in nobody's eyes but mine.
I had a good day today! Running on four hours of sleep can really make you hyper. Kinda' backwards but whatever. Softball was HARD! I hate those little hoppy things. They suck major monkey toes. I'll live though. Majorly messed up my elbow batting. Stupid fricken cage. I was doing fine until I got in there... then everything died. But yea, what can ya' do really?
So I guess everyone's friends again. It must be a softball thing. We automatically become best friends... no matter what happens in school or anywhere else. Freaks that we are. Yea, it's good though. I hate not talking to people... no fun at all!
Well my dears, I think I shall be off now. 'Tis my parentals anniversary, and my grandparental units should be coming anytime now. So I'll talk to ya'll on a later date. Love and hugs.
-J-
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2005 14 March :: 2.08pm
Stupid Quiz
Firsts:
1. First best friend: sarah
2. First car: Cougar
3. First real kiss: Mitch
4. First self purchased album: Blink 182- Enema of the State
5. First funeral: Grandfathers
6. First pet: Jaque
7. First piercing/tattoos: ears
8. First Credit Card: Fuck That Plastic Money Shit
9. First big trip: Michigan from California
10. First music you remember hearing in your house: Starship/Dolly Parton
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: Awhile ago
2. Last car ride: to school
4. Last good cry: a couple of weeks ago
5. Last library book checked out: Stranger that Fiction-Chuck Palaniuk
6. Last movie seen in theatres: Friday Night Lights
8. Last food consumed: trail mix
9. Last crush: pj
10. Last phone call: joslyn
11. Last time showered: this morning
12. Last shoes worn: new balance crossers
13. Last item bought: a cheeseburger
15. Last time wanting to die: saturday.
16. Last time scolded: idk
17. Who are your best friends: joslyn, pj, matty
18. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: yes
19. Last person you talked to: hot office aid, matt
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: No
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: paul mitchell tea tree bullshit
3. What are you most scared of: losing someone i love
4. Where do you want to get married: in a church
5. What are you listening to right now: The kIilller6.
How many buddies are online: idk
7. What would you change about yourself: My Weight, and my attitude
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: Green
2. Foods: cheeseburgers
3. Girl names: Austin, Delanie, Madison
4. Boys names: Rory, Andrew, Luke
5. Subject in school: Art
6. Sports: Softball
7. Perfume: Lila, from Pacsun
8. Cologne: tilt
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: yes
2. Smoked: yes
3. Bungee jumped: no
5. Skinny dipped: yes
6. Been in love: i sure hope so
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes
10. Cried when someone died?: yes
11. Lied: yes
12. Fallen for your best friend: yes
13. Been rejected: yes
14. Rejected someone: yes
15. Used someone: yes
16. Done something you regret: DUH!
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: Jeans, softball sweatshirt, HIM tshirt
2. Music: The Killers
3. Make-up: foundation
4. Annoyance: rumbling stomache
5. Smell: none
6. Favorite artist: The Killers
7. Desktop picture: Pug Dog
8. Book you're reading: Julie Andres, A Life on Screen and Stage
9. Cd in player: The Killers, Billy Joel
ARE YOU:
1. Understanding: All the time
2. Open-minded: Totally
3. Arrogant: sometimes
4. Insecure: About certain things
5. Interesting: I like to think so
6. Hungry: always
7. Smart: so im told
8. Moody: yes
9. Hardworking: sometimes
10. Organized: no
11. Healthy: not really
12. Shy: sometimes
13. Attractive: FUCK YEAH!!!
14. Bored easily: yes
15. Responsible: no
16. Obsessed: no
17. Angry: yes
18. Sad: yes
19. Disappointed: yes
20. Happy: sometimes
21. Hyper: no
22. Trusting: yes
23. Talkative: depends on who im talking to
these things are so stupid
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2005 14 March :: 12.16pm
I remember the day when I enjoyed econ. until I always made an ass out of myself in front of the class. I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER SIR SO DONT CALL ON ME AND DONT THROW YOUR PEN AT ME EITHER DICK
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2005 13 March :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: La Grange -- ZZ Top
Sleepy, sleepy...
This is going to be a short entry... And I will post more on the last week later... But while I was riding home on the train I had a urge for some Linkin Park... So I got out my iPod and started listening to them and I came across the song Easier To Run and it just made me think...
If I could change, I would
Take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
I ono... It just really made me think... Made me look over the last few monthes of my life and really think about what I am doing...
Comments?...
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2005 13 March :: 12.56pm
so ive got 3 pages front and back written and im just now arriving at My Fair Lady on Broadway. Throw in Throat problems, Mary Poppins, and the Sound of Music, not to mention kids, marriage and a book series. Ill never get it done in time. ive got some seriosu ass bustin but alas. ive got to work soon enough. im going to try to make it through to the sound of music today. that puts me right where I need to be but i want to clean and shower and stuff. not write anymore. blah research paper and stupid lizzy procrastinator . ahhh. I could really go for some mcdees right now.well off to be with Dame Julie Andrews. loves
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2005 13 March :: 12.22pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Duncan Sheik - Little Hands
Rascal, PLEASE call me if you can read this!
It's not like a deadly emergency, but it would be nice.
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2005 11 March :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: none
"I'm illiterate"
So, interesting day. Went shopping with Ariana and Tim. That was great fun!!! We're going to have a movie night at Tim's on Sunday. Something tells me we'll talk more than watch... but whatever.
Today was goodish. Better than the rest of the week I suppose. Yep, well that's it. I'll talk to you all later! Chao.
Love you all.
-J-
P.S.
Not even 8 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2005 11 March :: 8.13pm
I kick ass
So i passed my second brown belt test.. and im a 2nd kyu brown belt.. one more then black.. hell yeah! its pretty exciting.. I think i did really good.. there are somethings i need to work on... but i was extremely focused and it just totally rocked.
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2005 11 March :: 11.25am
speaking of shockers. I am in econ. but anyway. Im super tired, and feeling pretty skanky, i didnt get up in time to take a shower so that sucks. todya i got up at 6:57 which probably my late record. somehow got out the door at 7:03. amazing. last night was pretty okay. i can think of some ways it could have been better but that remains to be life. tuesday night rocked though. I just want to go sleep. im going to go home. go tanning. go sleep and research paper all weekend. only I have to work both nights but outside of that research paper it up. its due on tuesday so If I finish this weekend I can revise and type on monday night after softball. Im really excited that the season is finally here. yay. if I wasnt tired before I will be now but I accept that tiredness. Im getting senioritis so bad says dufty. I was going to skip 3rd and 4th hour but i cant really afford the detention during the season so that means I will no longer be skipping at all. only a couple of months left though superbomb. I cant wait for prom though. thats about all Ive got. I love you pj french.
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2005 11 March :: 6.09am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Duncan Sheik - Serena
I really hate journals. I thought the point was to talk about how you felt.
Everyone took that last comment in a different way than I meant it. I wasn't saying I have it harder than anyone. In fact, I'm pretty happy with High School right now. I've made more friends this year than I ever have in my life. I was just frustrated because it seems that some things that come so easy to some people is just this weird struggle for me. And that comes along with making new friends. Now I have to make decisions for myself- who I really want to be -which is sounding incredibly cheesy right now, but again that's what this journal is for. I hate being pulled between doing the right thing, and then doing another, which everyone says is fine. I don't know what kind of people I should hang out with or stay away from or if staying away from anyone is even necessary. I'm just sick of being a naive little girl that no one takes seriously at all. I feel so blind in high school. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life or if I'm doing this right. By posting that last entry, I wasn't asking if your life has been any harder than mine, because I'm sure it has been. I was just asking for a little support. I was just wondering if anyone could relate to feeling dumb and lost in high school. Which now that I am really thinking about this, sorry, yes, it was a stupid question. I was just venting.
I think I'll just close down this thing.
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2005 10 March :: 11.23am
the crazy thing is that I know i posted last night, yet the post is gone. hhmm. what happened there i dont really know. I could not remember that I posted but pj was reading the post while i talked to him. effing weird. well its 4th hour again. econ is so incredibely boring. I am tired regardless. there was a pop quiz in brit lit and i got all of the questions wrong, because I didnt read the chapters. god its almost time for high school to be done Yayah
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2005 9 March :: 6.15pm
:: Mood: not so good?
:: Music: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Blaaah....
Dumb drama.
Dumb High School.
Dumb fifteenth year.
I'm tired of feeling stupid...........................ddddddjasdkfjasdkfj
Was growing up this hard for everyone?
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2005 9 March :: 5.43pm
well lately i have been working on a site for the youth group, it's going allright. there isn't much for me to put on there until we have or next meetin.
Here it is
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2005 8 March :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: sore... and sick
:: Music: American Idol.
"Let's be like George Washington: Dead!"
I like him so much guys! It's not even cool, but I do. I wish I didn't! Blah. That sucks.
Okay, I'm overly sick here people. Hopefully *crosses fingers* I'll be better tomorrow. I have to go to pitching. Just what I get for wanting to be a pitcher I guess.
So yea, I've had an okay week... the two days it's been here. Not good, not bad. Just okay. Yep, fun stuff.
Well, I shall be off now. Hugs, love and chocolate kisses.
~J-Bean~
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