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blacktears844

:: 2004 12 May :: 3.05pm

Arg. One of my friends like the guy I like. I've liked him basically all year, and he's flirted with me and all, but I don't know if he was just flirting to be flirting or if he really liked me. I've been waiting all year for him to make the first move or whatever, but now since it's nearing the end of the year, I'm afraid that won't happen. I'm too shy. Anyways, today my friend Lisa wrote me a note saying that she liked him, and that she would like me to bring it up in a conversation to see if he liked her too. But he's really starting to warm up to me, I mean, really.. but I don't want to lose Lisa as a friend. Ah she has a boyfriend and everything, but she said that she'll dump him if he says he likes her too. I don't know what to do. This is all so confusing.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 11 May :: 10.41pm

The LOVE entry
Here is to all the people on my Woohu...past and present that I LOVE.

Marissa (loserxdork): My loverly friend! She is hot and great 2 Da maX y0 Love ya! <333
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Megan (vampuricgothkitten666): I love my Megan too! Gorgeous and has some kickass hair! <333
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Rachel (Angel_Bob): You are great! We may not talk much, but I consider you one of my best friends on here. Love you. <333
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Dustin (Darthavok): We don't talk that much anymore because my MSN kinda fucked up, but I miss you! I don't even think you use Woohu anymore. :( Still wub ya. <333
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Daniel (thewizard): I KNOW you don't use Woohu anymore, but I had to have a little section dedicated to you. *mwah* We don't talk that much anymore either. You need to get on AIM more! Love ya. <333
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Sean: You've been one of the best friends on here since the forums. I miss those days. =( I hope to talk to you soon, I never see you on AIM either. <333
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Kerri (punkedoutspork): Kerri my love! I haven't talked to you in so long. I hope you're doing okay. I miss you too. I miss all my forum buddies. Love you. <333
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metalhead: I see you on my LJ now. <333
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xdreamingxrealityx: Haven't seen you update your journal in a bit. =( I miss you as well. <333
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More Shoutouts to People Who Don't Use Woohu Anymore:

Hallucinogene (Kate)
InStaticPallor (Lindsey)
Kaori (Alexa)
Irbaboon813 (Stefy)

I love you all too and miss you.
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Betcha all think my hands would get tired after all those <333's, didn't ya? ^_^

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blacktears844

:: 2004 11 May :: 7.12pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: TV

Wowzers
Ooo I'm ordering another shirt.^_^

I luff it. My My Ruin shirt hasn't come yet. Ah well.
I went to get two teeth filled today. Bleh. The one on the right side of my mouth didn't hurt, but the one on my left really hurt. They dug WAY down in my tooth with that Satanic drill. *shudders*
See you all later.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 9 May :: 10.56pm
:: Music: "In the Shadows" - The Rasmus

UHOO UHO
I just got back from King's Island (an amusement park in case you don't know.) It was pretty fun, I rode Son of Beast, Vortex and Tomb Raider. We went there a bit late, so we only got to ride three rides. I got a Ramones shirt there, oddly, hehe. I'm as hungry as a pregnant woman so I'm about to go eat the fuck out of some popcorn chicken. Bye.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 9 May :: 1.18am

Back from the mall
Purchases:
I think this is so cute.
This is adorable as well, but the picture makes it look bad.
Wanted: Gorgeous, but it didn't look good on me.
I'm a mall rat. <_<

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blacktears844

:: 2004 8 May :: 5.54pm

New Peektures


I can't get anything but headshots on my camera. Dammit.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 8 May :: 4.49pm

I got back from Emily's a little while ago. <3
It was pretty fun, we went and seen Godsend as planned, and then we spent the rest of the night watching music videos. Her parents had a garage sale today and we helped out, haha.
Well my mom is taking me out for dinner tonight for my birthday dinner, as she does every year. See you all later.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 7 May :: 12.52pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sex and Candy - Marcys Playground <333

Spiffay
I'm off to Emily's for the night. I think we're going to see Godsend or something or another. I got a snazzy new headband that rocks the world, y0. I tried to take a picture of it, but the lighting in my house right now sucks a mother, so I shall have to do it some other time. Well I'm off to finish getting ready. Ta.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 7 May :: 7.30am

Davey Got Back
(Someone posted this on the AFI Message Boards, and I thought it was too hilarious to overlook! I'm almost sorry I didn't write it. *NOTE* This is sung to the tune of Baby Got Back by Sir-Mix-A-Lot if you've been living under a rock all these years.)

I like his butt and I can not lie
You Fall Children can't deny
That when he walks on stage in those vinyl pants
And he does his little dance
You nosebleed
Wanna get front row
And meet you after the show
Just look at those pants he’s wearing
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh Davey, I wanna get wit'cha
And take your picture
My parents tried to warn me
But those midnight eyes make
Ooh, that lip ring
You say you wanna wrap me in cold?
Well, use me, use me
'Cause I ain't no average groupie
I've seen him dancin'
He’s good at romancin'
His bum is fit,
And I can’t get enough of it
I'm tired of magazines
Sayin' boy bands are the thing
Take the average Fall Child and tell them that
You’ll be roasting on a spit
So, Hunter! (Yeah!) Adam! (Yeah!)
Has your frontman got the butt? (Hell yeah!)
I wanna spank it! (Spank it!) Spank it! (Spank it!)
Spank that lovely butt!
Davey got back!

His butt is round, and big
And when he’s throwin' a gig
I just can't help myself, I'm swooning like a fangirl
’Cause he rocks my world
I wanna pet your hair
And give you chattery toofisez
I ain't talkin' bout dentures
'Cause you’re not Grandma Davey yet
His hair’s been blond, and poofy
And even in ugly braids
Those things made me afraid
But now it’s long and deep conditioned
So I'm lookin' at his videos
Watchin' him cold in life’s throes
They’re totally devoid of bimbos
Like Britney Spears and J.Lo
Who is probably so jealous because her bum is
not half as pretty
And you know I don’t lie when I say he looks hot
With his makeup on
Davey got it goin' on
A lot of folks won't like this song
'Cause they think that I’m being offensive
But I don’t mean disrespect
I just know he’s the best
And I’m hopelessly obsessed
So, ladies! {Yeah!} Ladies! {Yeah!}
We know Davey’s hot as Hades {F*** Yeah!}
So say it loud! Yell it out!
Even straight boys have to shout
Davey got back!

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blacktears844

:: 2004 6 May :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: TV Sounds

CHA CHA CHA CHIA
Well, I'm off to my dad's for the night. I'm off school tomorrow though. *rubs it in everyone' face*
Just kidding. I love you all. Oh yes, it's true.

I am torn between two lovers. I want the My Ruin shirt AND this London After Midnight shirt. (Look down)


I think I'll get that one later though. Sheesh.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 5 May :: 3.36pm
:: Music: Speak & Destroy

"Cosmetic" - My Ruin
Elegantly wasted, and I can taste it
Here I sit, trying not to fake this gift of the beauty myth
I can't help but feel like this
Bored...of the beauty whore
Cos my body just wants more scars...and I can feel them
Wounds...I can't heal them
Red, bring my mouth to life
Black, revive my hair that's dyed
Makeup always helps me hide, what I don't like on the outside

Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight

A birthday girl, a broken heart
You name the drama, she played the part
Long lost demons leave her godless
Like her powder leaves her flawless
Sugar coated heart shaped pout
Lipstick just distorts her mouth
Mascara puts her eyes to sleep, cos beauty's only skin deep

Bitch du jour served on a platter
She's so pretty, but does it matter?
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but nobody told her
Mirror, mirror on the wall, watch her break and watch her fall
Stitch her smile, bruise her knees, Walk among her enemies
Blessed am I among women to live and love in such a beautiful temple
Blessed am I among women

Tairrie B. <333

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blacktears844

:: 2004 5 May :: 6.07am

Birthday love
I'm getting this. *boastage*


OH YES. It owns me.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 4 May :: 7.08am

My stepdad is supposed to be leaving today.
I'll bet $5 that it's only a month before that woman gets another boyfriend. I wish I had that luck!
I have testing today at school.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 3 May :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Dope Stars Inc.

Back biatches
I am back for good. =) I picked up my computer last night and ALL IS GOOD. MOOHA. I feel at home now. Damn this insane addiction. I love you all, and I am glad to be back.

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blacktears844

:: 2004 1 May :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Sick of It All - The Distillers

It's my friggin' birthday y0
Hey everyone, I haven't updated in AGES. My computer at home has a virus, and I am supposed to be getting it back tomorrow, so it's all cool. I'm on my dad's right now. I just dropped in to say HELLO IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. Oh yes, it is. *dances* Party party. I love you all, and I hope to be back tomorrow.

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