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:: 2003 30 June :: 3.03 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: blink - blowjob song

mmmmyup
hey people, its been about a week now since ive updated, sorry everyone. anyway im moved in now, its been about a week since and umm its going pretty good. this morning i turned in a few applications for jobs and i guess im gonna be working at mcdonalds and probly KFC or burger king. meijers is an option too. but anyway lately ive been chatting alot for some reason. i had one chat open and i had about 13 people in there and i was reffered to as god. it was fun. but yeah now i live by the beach and its great. the other day me and chris f. went to the beach and we saw a shit load of hot chicks there. it was heaven. we also went swimming and there werent much waves that were too big. but after a while the waves got like 8 or 9 feet high. the water was shallow so we could touch but we were pretty far out there. the waves were going way over our heads. it was nuts. but yeah there was a huge like 2 1/2 ft. dead fish and i picked it up and threw it on the beach. first i was holding it up screaming while everyone was looking at me all funny. now that i got cable im downloading like crazy. i got all the blink cds now and a bunch of videos and stuff. well i think thats about it for now. ill see ya'll later. bye.

Brad

2 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 23 June :: 3.38 pm

well i have news for everyone. i already announced i was moving out for the summer i think. i might be moving out today, the thing is there is no phone lines there so i will have to wait till i buy my own. i should have a job by the end of the week if i move in today. but i probley wont see or talk to any of you for a little while. i just you all to know so no one gets confused. well im gonna go now. email me or reply if you got anything to tell me. bye all.

Bradley

3 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 22 June :: 6.32 pm
:: Mood: achy
:: Music: blink- emo

well kids, its been about a week. i havent done too much, friday i went to my cousins and stuff and just hung out and whatnot. then saturday we went to a friends wedding, i had fun, the reception was fun, joey (the grume) was dancing and getting really crazy, hes 20 something, so is his wife. hes really funny, him and his brother, they were both drunk. you know the best part? i cought the guarder. it was awsome, he pulled it off with his teeth then threw it and i caught it. its great, its now my prised possesion. in case you dont know what it is its the little thing the bride puts around her upper leg. :s anyway i went to the flea market today..didnt really get anything though cept for one thing but yeah. i got some hair dye. i dyed my hair an orangish look. i actually think its the same exact thing as what kevin had. i didnt know at the time but oh well. my mom and sis said it would look ok so i got it. plus i got a haircut today so its cool. other than all that and some yard work i didnt really do much. i have news for you all. im going to be moving for the summer. its about an hour away from here. im moving in with my cousin heather. im gonna get a job there and make about 2 to 300 a week so ill have enough to get a car. i might have my license by the end of the summer. but yeah if anyone wants to invite me with them for the 4th please do..i dont wanna go with my mom and jason...anyway im gonna get going now, ill talk to you all later.

Brad

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 16 June :: 9.45 pm
:: Mood: achy
:: Music: blink-voyer

i hurts
well today was hard as fuck..i went to bed at like 3:30am last night and woke up at about 6 and got ready and whatnot to leave. then coach sabinas picked me up and we went to the highschool to wait for the rest of the team. after everyone was there we got in the 4 seperate vans. me josh gates nick drangon or whatever and kelly edly were all in the same van with coach. then we drove to mcdonalds for breakfast and what not then we got to the place which is over 150 miles from here near traverse city. when we got there i peed then we ran a mile to get warmed up. then we went to the actual dune. when we got there coach told us to look out from the top and so we did and everyone was like holy shit this is gonna be impossible. the dune was about an 80 degree angle which was almost straight up. it was a 450 foot drop if it was a straight drop but it was about a quarter mile long. so we all ran/stumbled down it. after we got to the bottom we had to go back up. after about 1/4 of the way upeveryone was tired and was hurting.lemme tell you, you cannot run or walk up this hill, you crawl. you cant walk it. it was not easy at all. after about 15 minutes or so we finally made it to the top. then we got some water and whatnot then we had to do it again which was even worse. i could barely do it the first time but i did it, both times..and i wasnt last! but yeah after that we went to a smaller dune and did that 2 times. then we ate lunch. after all that we started heading back and i fell asleep 2 hours of that way back and i woke up with another hour of driving. we all talked and had fun. coach sabinas is an awsome guy. hes really funny. anyway now im here and yeah right now brie bowlin and her mom are cleaning the house on my driveway because they're renting it. their gonna live there, its gonna be cool. anyway tomorrow at 10 in the morning im getting picked up by coach to work and earn omney for camp. hes borrowing 2 movies from me, matrix reloaded and bruce almoghty, he was really glad i had bruce almighty, he said he was gonna take his wife to the movies to go see it but he dont have to now. but yeah it was funny. on the way back from the dunes i got coach to listen to ac/dc. it was awsome. but then he turned it off cuz he said he would rather listen to fuzz on the radio. well yeah anyway im gonna go now, bye all.

Brad

Star struck


:: 2003 15 June :: 9.43 pm
:: Mood: depressed

add another soul to your list god, you fucking faggot!
just to add to my last entry....now my other fucking rabbit is dead...hes burried next to his brother. just wanted to let you all know. bye.

2 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 15 June :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: kid rock-only god knows why

my own two hands
well people...i have very bad news..well for me anyway i dont think any of you care. but i just got done burying one of my baby rabbits behind my garage. i came home from my run and my mom was crying holding the bunny and said i gotta bury it. i didnt want to but i knew there wasnt a chance this time he was gonna come back like the other one did 2 times. earlier today they were both playing and stuff and the little one stiffened up and stopped breathing 2 times then came back after about 15 seconds...and now the one that was doing ok died, the little one probley doesnt have that much time either. even though the one that died did have a boken leg because it got out of its cage and jumped off my tv which is about 4 feet up so that wasnt good either. anyway im really tired. i went to coach sabinas's house today to talk to him about tomorrow. tomorrow morning at 8:00am hes gonna pick me up and we're going to the high school. then leaving from there we have to run up and down huge sand dunes. he said their only about a quarter mile long but its like almost straight up so thats why its hard. we're also going to mc donalds for lunch. but i dont think im going anywhere after all this cuz ill probly be very tired. josh gates is supposed o come over in the morning to be picked up with me but i dunno whats all going on, he still has to call me. me and my mom went to kmart to get me some new running clothes so yeah thats good i guess. im just gonna go im rambling on now. ill see ya'll later. bye.

Brad

Star struck


:: 2003 14 June :: 9.16 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: msi- tight

fun fun
I WANT YOU ALL TO READ THIS, ITS HALARIOUS. THIS IS A CHAT CONVERSATION FROM A FRIEND. TRUST ME, YOU MUST READ THIS!




Girl: Hi
Boy: hello
Boy: who is this?
Girl: just a someone?
Boy: A someone I know?
Girl: nope
Boy: Then why the hell are you bothering me?
Girl: well sorrrrrry
Girl: I just wanted to chat with you
Boy: why?
Girl: nevermind your an *******
Boy: Hey wait a minute
Girl: yes?
Boy: look I'm sorry. I'm just a little paranoid
Girl: paranoid?
Boy: yes
Girl: of what?
Girl: me?
Boy: No. I'm in hiding.
Girl: LOL
Boy: Don't ******* laugh at me!
Boy: This **** is serious!
Girl: What are you hiding from?
Boy: The cops.
Girl: gimme a ******* break
Boy: I'm serious.
Girl: I don't get it
Boy: The cops are after me.
Girl: For what?
Boy: I'm wanted in three states
Girl: For???
Boy: It's kindof embarrasing.
Boy: I had sex with a turkey.
Boy: Hello?
Girl: You are ******* sick.
Boy: Send me your picture.
Girl: why?
Boy: so I know you aren't one of them.
Girl: One of what?
Boy: The cops.
Girl: I'm not a cop I told you
Boy: Then send me your picture.
Girl: hold on
Boy: Hurry up.
Boy: Are you there?
Boy: **** you, cop!
Girl: Hey sorry
Girl: I had to do something for my mom.
Boy: I thought you were trying to find a picture to send to me.
Boy: When really you were notifying the authorities.
Boy: Weren't you!?
Girl: thats not it
Boy: Then what?
Girl: I don't want to send you the picture cause I'm not pretty
Boy: Most cops aren't
Girl: IM NOT A ******* COP YOU DICKHEAD!
Boy: Then send me the picture.
Girl: fine. What's your e-mail?
Boy: Just send it through here.
Girl: alright *PIC*
Girl: Did you get it?
Boy: Hold on. I'm looking.
Girl: That was me back in may
Girl: I've lost weight since then.
Boy: I hope so
Girl: what?!?
Girl: that hurt my feelings.
Boy: Did it?
Girl: Yes. I'm not that much smaller than that now.
Boy: Will it make you feel better if I send you my picture?
Girl: yes
Boy: Alright let me find it.
Girl: kks
Boy: Okay here it is. *PIC*
Girl: this isn't you.
Boy: I'll be damned if it ain't!
Girl: You don't look like that.
Boy: How the hell do you know?
Girl: cause your profile has another picture.
Boy: The profile pic is a fake.
Boy: I use it to hide from the cops.
Girl: You look like the Farm Fresh guy lol
Boy: Well, you look like you ATE the Farm Fresh guy....
Boy: Not to mention all the groceries.
Girl: Go **** yourself
Boy: I was going to until I saw that picture
Boy: Now my dick won't get hard for a week.
Girl: I shouldn't have sent you that picture.
Girl: You've done nothing but slam me.
Girl: you hurt me.
Boy: And calling me the Farm Fresh guy doesn't hurt me?
Girl: I thought you were bull****ting me!
Boy: Why would I do that?
Girl: I can't believe that cops are after you
Boy: I can't believe Santa lets you sit on his lap..
Girl: *** YOU!!!
Boy: You'd break both of his legs.
Girl: You're a ******* *******.
Girl: I've been teased my whole life because of my weight
Girl: and you make fun of me when you don't even know me
Boy: Ok. I'm sorry.
Girl: No you aren't
Boy: You're right. I'm not.
Boy: HAARRRRR!
Girl: I'm done with you
Boy: Aww. I'm sorry.
Girl: I'm putting you on ignore
Boy: Wait a sec
Boy: We got off on the wrong foot.
Boy: Wanna start over?
Girl: No
Boy: I'll eat your *****
Girl: You'll what?
Boy: You heard me.
Boy: I said I'd eat your *****.
Girl: I thought you said you couldn't get it hard after seeing my picture
Boy: Do I need a hard-on to eat your *****?
Girl: I'd like to know that the man eating me out is excited yes
Boy: Well I'm not like most men.
Boy: I get excited in different ways.
Girl: Like what?
Boy: Do you really wanna know?
Girl: I don't know
Boy: You have to tell me yes or no.
Girl: I'm afraid to
Boy: Why?
Girl: cause
Boy: cause why?
Girl: well lets see
Girl: you say you have sex with turkeys. You call me fat. then you wanna eat
me out
Girl: doesn't that seem strange to you?
Boy: Nope
Girl: well its strange to me
Boy: Fine. I won't do it if you don't want me to
Girl: I didn't say that
Boy: So is that a yes?
Girl: I guess so.
Boy: Ok. I need your help getting excited though.
Boy: Are you willing?
Girl: What do you need me to do?
Boy: I need you talk like a pirate.
Girl: ???
Boy: When I start to go limp... you say "HARRRR!!!"
Boy: ok?
Boy: Hello?
Girl: You can't be serious
Boy: Oh yes I am!
Boy: It's my fantasy.
Girl: this is retarded
Boy: Do you want it or not?
Girl: Yes I want it.
Boy: Then you'll do it for me?
Girl: sure
Boy: Ok. Here we go.
Boy: I gently remove your panties and being to massage your thighs.
Boy: You get really juicy thinking about my tounge brushing up against them
Boy: I softly begin to tounge your wet *****.
Boy: I run my tounge up and down your smooth slit.
Girl: mmmm yeah
Boy: uh oh ...going limp.
Girl: Har
Boy: You gotta do better than that!
Boy: Your picture was really bad.
Girl: HARRRRRRRRRRRR
Boy: Ahhhh. Much better. I feel your ***** get more moist with every stroke.
Boy: I softly suck on your **** bringing it in and out of my mouth.
Boy: Your juices run down my chin as your scent makes its way to my nose.
Boy: I begin to feel empowered by your femininity.
Girl: mmmmmm you are good
Boy: I feel your thighs tighten as I suck harder
Boy: going limp
Girl: HARRRRRRR
Boy: Mmmm I grab your swelling buttocks in my hands.
Boy: You begin to sway back and forth.
Boy: going limp
Girl: this is stupid
Boy: ...still limp
Boy: Do it!
Girl: HARRRRRRRRRRRRR
Boy: I turn you around to lick your *******.
Boy: I pry apart that battleship you call your ass.
Boy: I see **** nuggets hanging from the hair around your *******.
Girl: WTF?!?!?
Boy: They stink really bad.
Girl: OMG STOP!!!
Boy: I start to get fed up with your ugly ass
Boy: I tear off your wooden peg leg.
Boy: I ram it up your ass.
Girl: YOURE A ******* PYSCHO!!
Boy: Then I pour hot carmel over your head.
Boy: And turn you into a ******* candy apple...
Boy: I kick you in the face!
Girl: **** YOU *******!!
Boy: The celluloid from your cheeks hits the side of the cabin...
Boy: Your parrot flys away.
Boy: ...going limp again.
Boy: Hello?
Boy: Say it!
Boy: HAARRRRRR!!!!!

IF YOU READ IT IM SURE YOUR PROBLEY LIKED IT. IF YOU WANT TO READ MORE TELL ME. I HAVE A FEW MORE CONVERSATIONS LIKE THIS BUT SOME EVEN FUNNIER. HOPE YOU LIKE, BYE.

Brad

2 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 13 June :: 10.14 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: ted nugent- free for all

bunnys gallore!
yay! i dont have to move!!! jason found some money and now we can stay. im so happy now. i also got more and more great news. i got my new guitar! i love it, i told my mom i was gonna have an orgasm when she gave it to me. for the other great news. i was checking out this mustang at erics and i looked at the ground and i thought i saw a dead mouse but then it moved and it was a baby bunny! then i looked more and found another one! i was likwe aww. so i took them inside and now i have them here at home with me. their home is the house i built in CAD. its awsome, i thought the house was gonna have no use. but their about the size of a mouse. they cant even open their eyes yet its so cute. they cant quite walk yet either. i love them. i need ideas for names though. so if anyones got a suggestion tell me. holly had a tanning bed at her house so i decided to use it. now im all tan and sexy....ha yeah right. anywho..monday im going to the dunes to run with the team. i hope i can last. i missed the damn duzzy logic concert tonight, i totally forgot about it. it sucks. well im gonna get going now. ill see yall later.

Brad

4 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 11 June :: 1.03 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Static X- black and white

i got kicked in the fucking nuts
grrr, i missed the first practice of cross....coach is gonna be upset with bradley:( well friday i went to pony's with ashley and travis and nicole came over. we went to walmart to get toilet paper and they wouldnt sell it to us cuz we didnt have id's....i dont get it....is buying 48 rolls of t.p. really a crime?....and a few nylons:).....after that i kinda got a little intoxicated you might say. then we went to steak and shake, at that time it was snake and bake but oh well..anywho. now im at holly's and im hanging out with her bro eric being bored. tomorrow eric is gonna have a bunch of his friends come over and we're all gonna box. we got a couple sets of boxing gloves so its safe:) im so fucking sore right now. last night i slept funny and plus i was on a trampoline so im really achy from that too. i just really hope i dont feel like this tomorrow...cuz i wanna box...but yeah this is pretty much where my journey ends. jay..justin..someone call me sometime to hang out so we dont let this summer just go by without hanging out. ok? talk to ya'll later.

Bradley

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 4 June :: 10.34 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: boxcar racer- there is

so lonely
well today was the big lord of the bumblebee crabmeat showing at the high school. it was good. the first one was kinda iffy but the second one was great. it was really funny. i hope theres a third one. TONY GET ME A PART IN IT IF THERE IS!!! that would be awsome, im getting less and less camera shy all of the sudden..its odd. i usually hate them but im getting better. im trying to make a comic but i dont know what to do it on. someone give me a topic or something and some ideas for characters or something...anything. dododo i dont know what to do, roller coaster tycoon is getting kinda boring....mondays my first practice...another 3 miles to run. i didnt run today cuz of the time..it was too late and rainy. today was terrible weather. when me justin jay and chris were all at chris's i was freezing. god it so wierd..i have no one to hang out with..no one's fucking parents like me so i cant go to any of my friends's house. i hate it. none of them have a real reason to hate me. mrs. putt hates me only cuz of what happened between me and tasha and thats none of her concern, grr it pisses me off. aaanyway...it was nice to hang out with justin and jay and chris for once. kinda like old times.. someone needs to have a party..**justin! cough justin!** wee need another time for everyone to get together and just have fun without fighting for once. that would be very nice. but it is now time for my departure. ill see you all later.

Bradley

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 2 June :: 5.39 pm
:: Music: soad-zelda theme

poop
so another weekend has gone bye. well first of all i went to my cousins firday and stayed till about 6 sunday. while i was there we didnt really do much. i got 4 new movies. i got X-Men 2, Bruce Almighty, Matrix Re-Loaded, and Identity. i havent seen identity yet so i gotta watch that today. but yeah if any of you want a copy of any of these movies, either give me 2 cd's or 5 dollars. your choice. they are all great quality, espesially x-men 2. today i stayed after school with josh gates and we ran with mr. sabinas around the course for cross country. we ran 3.1 miles...it was the hardest run ive ever done. im sure im about a month it wont be nuthin but an easy run. but yeah me and josh both suprised mr sabinas because we've only been running for about 3 weeks and we can already do that kind of distance. but yeah monday is our first practice. this weekend im going with ashley to pony's. we're going to go to travis's open house and maybe to school with them. i dunno, it'll be fun though. its always fun with those people. but yeah the weekend after that im going to a friends house well mine and ashley's friends live their. its eric and holly's. we'll be going to school with them for THREE days! first im going to school with eric for the first day and the last day and on the second day im going with holly. i hope it'll be fun cuz i wont know anyone there..its crazy. i got things filled for the next couple of weeks. after these 2 weeks i might be going to my cousin heather's for a week or two so thats more time away from cedar. finally. i got about 150 songs on my computer now. i just burned a cd of about 200 songs and deleted about 100 so my computer had a lot of fucking music on it. i got a shit load of songs all on cd..of data of course. yeah i have a bunch of dbz clips and episodes too, all shit that aint out yet. i think thats about it..have fun ya'll.

Brad

p.s. dont forget about the movies!

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 29 May :: 9.59 pm
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: blink- reckless abandon

so today was fucked up..ok get this, today after school i asked katie if she could bring me home cuz i had to get my project and she said yeah, i didnt force her or nuthin. then we get out to the car and her and her friend and chris are all there. i have my little table i made and they tried putting it in the trunk but it wouldnt fit so i took it in the back with me. then katies friend decided to sit up front and i guess that pissed chris off so he walked away and katie got all pissed..nuthin unusual, anyway they argued and the katies friend got out and just went back in the school then katie got more pissed, blah blah blah chris got in they were arguing and chris wouldnt get out until katie was calmed down and yadda yadda yadda. then all of the sudden she started blaming me for this whole thing and that pissed me off because she was being a fucking bitch about it. she was like oh i chose brad over my best friend and bitch bitch bitch wine wine wine all this bullshit and she was like if it wasnt for brad and his gay table none of this would have happened. and during all this arguing with chris im just sitting there getting more pissed off at her for blaming me..she didnt have to let me fucking come with her, she could have easily said no ride the bus but no i had to be her scape goat since i wasnt supposed to be there. ugh its horse shit. she needs some fucking anger management or something cuz she over-reacts way too much. and sometimes i feel bad for chris cuz of the way she is. ugh, anyway enough about all that. i saw the jackass video julie made of me josh tony and kevin and it was fucking awsome. i thought it was perfect, im so pissed they wont play it on hawk talk, its gay but oh well hopefully julie makes me a copy. anywho ashley has 2 damn friends over now and yeah they are all dressing eachother up and whatnot like little girls do. i dont get girls sometimes. and that whole thing with tasha really blows..i dont want to say its my fault cuz i know its not but i know it partially is. but yeah im sorry to whoever it makes mad. i didnt want her dad to find out anything. but im gonna get going now, thats pretty much my day. see ya'll later.

Brad

p.s. leave some damn comments people jesus.

7 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 28 May :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: box car racer- elevator

ball lickers
so yeah, ive been playing roller coaster tycoon for about 3 days straight now...this is one of the first times ive been online this weekend..only except to download a couple of programs to burn cd's and make vcd's, thats right, vcd's..i will soon have my movie on vcd and maybe selling copies at school and whatnot..so if you would like a copy of house of 1000 corpses tell me and i will make you a copy...but this is better then when i sold resident evil cuz this will play on your dvd player and the quality is pretty good too. i think ill sell them for 4 or 5 dollars..depending on how long it takes me for each copy, my cousin told me it takes like an hour and a half or so i dont know. ill find out tomorrow. we had a garage sale monday, i think it was monday..anywho, i didnt sell shit. cept my pistol bb gun. it was funny some old lady baught it, she was all sitting on a chair fooling around with a gun..she had to be at least 55 years old or so. it was funny. but yeah i havent really done anything this weekend except for the whole movie thing. today my cousin heather came over and we all went to see our future home..its a modular, its actually really really nice. the house even comes with a big screen tv and a dvd player/surround sound system. its pretty rad. i successfully burned my first cd today too. its funny cuz my burner is a 2x..heh its like the slowest you can get i think..i need a new one so if anyone has one they would like to sell for a decent price, let me know. i skipped school today cuz my mom was like you wanna go today or not and i was like do i have to? and she said no i was like sweet. so i slept in while you suckers were at school LEARNING heh, tree huggers. anywho, tomorrow im wearing one of robby's suits in honor of him..heh its funny cuz uhh he doesnt know i have it. ill get it back to him sometime. heh my mom today was like so who gave you those playboys? i was like what playboys and shes like dont lie i saw them i was like ugh why were you going through my droor and her excuse was "i was looking for a pen" i was like riight. it was funny, i got all red and she was laughing at me. heh jay knows where those magazines came from. its not like i look at the pictures or anything..i like the comics:)
heh but yeah im gona get going to bed. hope you all had a fun weekend. night'

Bradley

"Elevator"

[Tom]
The building turned it's back ignored my call,
The concrete looks too thin to break my fall,
The sunset stretched across this nighttime scene,
I counted people as I neared the street below,
Whoa-oa-oa
Below
Whoa-oa-oa

[Mark]
I saw it all I saw it all go down,
The shadow grew as he approached the ground,
The sunset stretched across this nighttime scene,
They turned away as he came near the street below,
Whoa-oa-oa
Below
Whoa-oa-oa
Below
Whoa-oa-oa

[Tom]
Lets forget this all move on
[Mark]
Lets forget this all move on
[Tom]
Lets forget this all move on
[Mark]
Lets forget this all move on
[Tom]
Lets forget this all move on
[Mark]
Lets forget this all move on
[Tom]
Lets forget this all move on

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 25 May :: 4.19 pm

grr im so pissed, i fucking hate jason..the ass hole decided not to let me go to my cousins because i missed a fucking spot on the lawn. this is such bullshit. now ive wasted a whole weekend and its not even over with, i want somewhere to go so bad. this minday off is just one more day of torture because all i get to do is sit here. i wish i could find someones house to go to. at least one good thing happened today. i got house of 1000 corpses and its good quality too. it took me 2 fucking days but oh well its worth it. the movie is really fucked up, its the freakiest movie ive ever seen. it wasnt all that scary..just really fucked up. anyway im leaving now.to sit here more and be bored as fuck.

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 24 May :: 11.18 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Lynard Skynard-Tuesday's Gone

saturday's gone
well, im still kinda depressed..being able to sit here all day and think about things never helps, mainly because you start thinking too much and everything you think about just makes things worse. i havent done one thing today...im still in my pajama's, its sad..its a weekend too....i was supposed to go to my cousins today but my mom got home from work too late to drive me all the way there..plus jason came home today and that made things worse cuz all he does is bitch at me for every little thing i do...this morning he called at like 11:30 and asked me why i wasnt running the garage sale yet...i hate him so much. he said he was calling since 8:30 this morning but i had the internet on cuz i have a 22 hour download im trying to finish. ill be the first one to have house of 1000 corpses thougj. if i dont sleep and i stay up until about 8:30 then ill have it done hopefully. i got my depressing techno music on that jessica gave me...everytime i listen to it, it reminds me of her and how fucked up things were..i guess its all a big lesson that i have definately learned..cheating is bad! ill never do it again either. i miss the good ole days...everyone was friends..we all hung out places and got along great..i really really miss it. oh well, theres nothing i can to to bring it back..im only one person. i dont really make a differance in the group, i wonder how things would change if i wasnt in the group anymore...i wonder who would care and who wouldnt. im sure a couple might care but other than that im really just an annoyance. tomorrow im going to my cousins and im gonna get matrix reloaded and identity on vcd, both great quality. i love having movies that most havent even seen. im also getting roller coaster tycoon, i miss playing that game so much..all im gonna do all day is sit in my room and play it when i get it. cant wait..well ill talk to you all later.

Bradley

Star struck


:: 2003 24 May :: 1.14 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Lynard Skynard- free bird

fuckme
well today was kinda gay..most of it. had to do garage sale crap for a while. i got rollercoaster tycoon...or so i thought...i played it once and now it says it was a fucking trial, it pisses me off so bad, i spent over ten hours downloading that peice of shit. grr. i just got back from the movies. i went with megan, whitney, and malory. it was interesting, we saw X2, it was pretty good. now im just sitting here trying to download songs..hour at a time. im so depressed..i hate it. feeling like this blows. i dont think there is anything right now that could make me happy...dont bother asking why either because im not going to talk to any of you about it..not to be mean or anything but its no ones business really. its not that im trying to keep anything from you all i just dont feel like letting the whole world know everything. i just wanna be left alone..live here..in my room,no one to bother me. i wish someone would make me feel a little better, someone i know i can trust and who wont get all pissy or anything with me and get cocky or something. someone who understands i guess. i think im talking out my ass. im gonna go now im talking too much.

Star struck


:: 2003 21 May :: 9.17 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink 182- strings

so happy
hey people, well i got my new computer today, i love it, its alot faster than the other one, its got a burner too so thats even better. i just ran like my max for 2 miles and i feel like im going to die or puke or something. but i need to get my pace up there for my running. aaanyway, i wish i had a printer so i could get some pics to put up. yeah, and justin! i want diablo 2 back, now that i have this beast i can play it again, you better not have sold it or anything. so whenever you can, bring it to school or something. anyway im gonna get going. ill se ya'll later. bye.

Brad

3 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 20 May :: 10.32 pm
:: Music: NFG- Glory of Love

YaY, guess what folks? i get my own computer tomorrow! im so happy. my mom is gonna pick it up and i should have it when i get home from school tomorrow. im not sure if i can use the internet on it right away but yeah ill find out something. ive been sleeping all day and im still tired. there was dog poop in the hallway and i told my mom that my sister pooped on the floor. not that you all wanted to know but i just felt like sharing. i always wondered what it would be like to use a big litter box instead of a toilet and like poop in a corner in your room or something. it would probly make your room smell like shit but oh well. ehh orange strawberry bannana, bannana is good for you..gnik regreb, can any of you tell me what that is? if you can ill kiss you. this is your big chance people..to be crowned king...or queen whichever you choose...im totally talking out my ass here. hey! i made a new ball scratcher:) but tomorrow i have to finish it...well im off to do whatever it is i decide to do. bye folks!

Bradless

7 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2087 19 May :: 7.55 am
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: blink 182- mutt

kill or be killed....die or be died.
well another day to spend at home. damn katie didnt pick me up this morning so im fucked. plus this takes away more time from me getting my damn presentation done for bstII. anyway yeah i love the results from that quiz i took. did you all know that tom is 6'4"? i found that out yesterday..hes tall as hell. but yeah im super tired right now the only reason im online is cuz i was too lazy to undress again to go back to bed cuz i cant sleep with clothes on. but ill get to it eventually. this weekend tj came over for a night..we went bb gun hunting. i shot a bird on saturday and on sunday i shot a chipmunk..i felt bad, he was hiding in a little pole thing laying on the ground and i shot into it and when i lifted it up the chipmunk rolled out trying to stand up but it was shot in the head. so then i shot it again in the head to put it out of its myseryand blood sprayed all over the side of the house and on the end of my barrel. but yeah after that i decided to have a little fun shooting tj with the gun..it was halarious. he didnt have any bb's left in his gun so he was fucked. i had fun doing that. anywho i gave myself a tattoo on the top of my wrist..its a star, i gave tj one too but his turned out alot better cuz i went a little deeper plus its hard to torture yourself using a razor blade to give yourself a tattoo, but its all good now. at least its very visable. it looks cool from a distance. anyway im gonna get going. ill talk to you all later.

Bradley

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 19 May :: 7.53 am
:: Mood: ehhh

i love it
Woohoo! Your Tom Delong! Your Obsesed with aliens,Your really funny,but some times end up saying jokeing at the worng time and you also like playing pranks.FAcT::::Tom calls some people%2
WOOHOO you are Tom Delong!u are OBSESED with
aliens,u cant live with out mexican food,u re a
joker,but often end up tell them at the wrong
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4 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 15 May :: 8.52 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: BLINK 182- Depends

its back
yay. woohu is back on school, awsome. now i can update my journal..but i just hope it doesnt get blocked again. that would piss me off. everyone sticking up for me..thanks, i really appreciate you guys helping me out. but yeah this asshole talking shit about all of us i think needs to get a life or something. i use this journal to let all of you know whats going on...yeah...yesterday didnt turn out like i hoped it would. doing the whole jackass thing and all. it wasnt very fun filled. hopefully friday will turn out better. friday we're going to try it again but i mentioned going downtown or something..that way we're not sitting at one of our houses doing nothing. but yeah i dunno im just happy woohu is back. anyway ill talk to you all later. bye all.

Brad

Star struck


:: 2003 12 May :: 7.55 pm
:: Mood: grouchy
:: Music: blink 182- m&m's

farwell.
bye people..for a while. i wont be online for a while. im sure most of you dont care, just letting you all know though. but if you have a comment i can still read it on my email at school. anyway...bye.

Brad

12 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 9 May :: 11.27 pm
:: Mood: depressed

i hate everyone
once again its been a while. as you all know bruce said checkers is done with, andy was right, we werent gonna make it. i should have figured though..that i wasnt even gonna be concidered in the fact of breaking up the band. i didnt have one god damn thing to say about the whole thing. its complete bullshit. from everything ive heard dusty's an ass hole even talking shit about me. ive never said anything bad about him but i guess he just dont care. i guess ill just have to see what happens with this whole thing with me and josh gates. my fucking phone finally got connected today, its about god damn time. today has been totally gay, nothing good has really happened. all i did was run about 1.4 miles down the road and then mr. sabinas drove by and picked me up and we drove down another road and saw josh so we picked him up too. i joined cross country so thats why im running. i need something in my life. no more band. no girls. nothing. i have no life anymore. all these little girls like me but i dont let them matter. theres just one thing i want to get out but cant. god im such a loser, im sure all of you agree. im chasing something ill never reach also chasing for a life but that aint working neither. im sick of being surrounded by complete morons. in person i act all goofy and shit but its all just to make myself look happy and cheerful. i was just sick of always looking depressed so i just hide it. sometimes it shows but i just cant help it. today in my 4th hour i realized how stupid people sound when they try to argue with someone that knows so much more than them. some people just dont think logical sometimes. i still cant get over the whole band thing. robby and dusty and kevin are all so stupid for just breaking up the band like that. i know i had no part in the break up thats for a fact. im sure robby and kevin want to start something new but im sure they arent even concidering me. i was just the extra guy in the band to make "them" sound better. i was disposable, they can so easily kill my hopes without a care. ill always be chasing that impossible dream. i always have been, ill never make it to the big times, i dont know who i was kidding before. i was never gonna make it. i just cant find anyone with the need for it like i do. someday...someday. i want to be with people who actually care about me and dont treat me like shit all the time. i dont even know what else to say now, satisfied andy? you were right. well, im off.

Brad

15 Lover's | Star struck


:: 2003 9 May :: 11.27 pm

once again its been a while. as you all know bruce said checkers is done with, andy was right, we werent gonna make it. i should have figured though..that i wasnt even gonna be concidered in the fact of breaking up the band. i didnt have one god damn thing to say about the whole thing. its complete bullshit. from everything ive heard dusty's an ass hole even talking shit about me. ive never said anything bad about him but i guess he just dont care. i guess ill just have to see what happens with this whole thing with me and josh gates. my fucking phone finally got connected today, its about god damn time. today has been totally gay, nothing good has really happened. all i did was run about 1.4 miles down the road and then mr. sabinas drove by and picked me up and we drove down another road and saw josh so we picked him up too. i joined cross country so thats why im running. i need something in my life. no more band. no girls. nothing. i have no life anymore. all these little girls like me but i dont let them matter. theres just one thing i want to get out but cant. god im such a loser, im sure all of you agree. im chasing something ill never reach also chasing for a life but that aint working neither. im sick of being surrounded by complete morons. in person i act all goofy and shit but its all just to make myself look happy and cheerful. i was just sick of always looking depressed so i just hide it. sometimes it shows but i just cant help it. today in my 4th hour i realized how stupid people sound when they try to argue with someone that knows so much more than them. some people just dont think logical sometimes. i still cant get over the whole band thing. robby and dusty and kevin are all so stupid for just breaking up the band like that. i know i had no part in the break up thats for a fact. im sure robby and kevin want to start something new but im sure they arent even concidering me. i was just the extra guy in the band to make "them" sound better. i was disposable, they can so easily kill my hopes without a care. ill always be chasing that impossible dream. i always have been, ill never make it to the big times, i dont know who i was kidding before. i was never gonna make it. i just cant find anyone with the need for it like i do. someday...someday. i want to be with people who actually care about me and dont treat me like shit all the time. i dont even know what else to say now, satisfied andy? you were right. well, im off.

Brad

1 Lover | Star struck


:: 2003 27 April :: 3.28 pm

hey folks, last night was one of the greatest nights ever. prom was awsome. nothing sexual happened what so ever so no worries there. i really got to know megan a little more. the scariest part is..she got me to dance. it was really wierd, if it was anyone else i dont think i would have been able to do it. im really proud of myself. but its really weird..it seems like it was all a dream or something. like it was too good to be true. it was all like a movie cuz just how everything happened. when i first got to her house it was the traditional beginning. i got there and waited by te door and then she walked down the stairs all beautiful and stuff and we exchanged coursages or however you spell it. anyway after that we took some pictures. then a few other couples came and we took pics some more. then we went to fridays to eat and that was interesting too. then we went to go see megans sister and say hi. then we headed to prom. after we got there me and her went to get prom pictures. i really hope they turn out ok..on my part anyway. then she finally got me to dance and after a few songs i was just dancing the night away..haha that was pathetic..anyway after prom we went bowling and me and whitney davis's date wasted megan and whitney at a game of bowling. we payed 26 bucks to bowl all night. and it lasted till 2 in the morning. it was awsome. then me and megan came back here to drop me off and i got the last hug. that was pretty much prom night. but yeah i woke up at 2:30 today and i havent eaten since fridays. when i woke up i like passed out cuz i had no energy to move what so ever. it really blows. im really dizzy and i have the worst head ache. anyway im gonna go. bye all.

1 Lover | Star struck

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