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2006 13 November :: 2.14pm
Ha.. sorry. It just makes me happy after what I heard from jared. ;) If you know me... you'll find out what I'm talking about. I can't say it on here because it's about you know who. Heh.. anyways. Morgan went potty like a lot this weekend. It was great and she finally got excited and realized what she was doing. That was really good. A breakthrough finally!
Jared has an interview on thursday for dispatch and we are excited about that one. HOpefully he gets it because he hates what he's doing right now. We really could use the money with our house payments being over 1300 dollars and him only bringin home a little over 1600.. we're screwedskis. I need a job.
Anyways, I find out by this wednesday if Jared and I can start a family. If they say no.. too bad it's the only thing that will make our life complete. It's what I've always wanted and Jared wants it to.
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2006 29 October :: 2.13pm
Morgan
Well.. this weekend was interesting. I really just wish she'd swallow her pride and admit that she babies her. I mean.. come on. Every single person I talk to agrees. It's making it very hard to advance her. She's smart. Very smart. She can figure things out if you let her. It's just taking the time to do it that we believe is the problem. Either way. After about 4 months of trying she went potty in the toilet twice this weekend. We started using money. She likes to put it in her bank so yeah we "reward" her for using the potty. She ate everything that we gave her. Which we were just as suprised as last week when that happened. She ate lasagna hot dogs in buns chicken and dumplings, regular chicken breast... there's more. But man.. usually it's hard to get her to eat anything that isn't noodles, hot dog or breaded chicken. Anyways... things are getting a little bit better each weekend we have her. Maybe things will get better with the rest of my life huh?
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2006 18 October :: 2.12pm
Toddlers Mother
Alright, so saturday was like the worst night that I have had in a long time. And it's all because of one particular person... You know who. Yeah.. She ruined our plans and went to leslees wedding even though she wasn't invited and then wouldn't let morgan get over the fact that she was there and we wanted her to sit with us so she ended up sitting by me with morgan on her lap. Yay :| Anyways once we finally got morgan away from her she kept making matters worse by coming up and talking to morgan. She ruined our plans to begin with and then made them worse by making morgan throw the worst temper tantrum I had ever seen her through but... supposidly she was fine. She acted just fine. Yeaah... right. I'm done with it. If she want's to ruin our time with morgan then I guess she can succeed. She did it saturday. So congratualations. Oh yeah.. Her boyfriend also had the nerve to yell at me for what Jared said.That would be the second time. So.. hmm.. grow a pair and tell him yourself.
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2006 8 October :: 2.11pm
Well, I moved. So.. you probably won't see me online anymore. We can't afford it. The house payment is around 1491 now. WInter taxes are due in two months and we'll have to pay for the propane to be filled (minus 100). Yay. :| maybe we're in too deep.
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2006 21 November :: 1.35pm
I will be home at approximately ten p.m. for all of those who wanted to know.
Jessie: I expect a romp with you within just a few days of my return.
Michelle
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2006 21 November :: 3.22am
Eww.
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2006 20 November :: 11.09pm
Apparently Danny got in a really bad car accident.
If when I come back from France I've gained a lot of weight, will you still love me?
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2006 20 November :: 5.58pm
Im only miserable when I'm away from him.
The misery eats away at me as I sit and wonder what he's doing, what he's thinking.
And when we're together, I'm constantly questioning everything that he's thinking, and whether or not he truly wants to be with me.
Wednesday at 5 we are meeting with the guy that we are going to be getting the new place from.
I told the landlord last week we'd be out by DECEMBER 1st.
Won't be able to move in until the first of the year.
So I have to go talk to the landlord and try to extend that.
Otherwise we're screwed.
When we move we might be getting a dog.
Mike said it'd be our home warming present.
A plant would be our best bet.
But a dog would be nice.
Even though I love him entirely and he makes me happy, shouldn't I be happy even when we're apart?
I hate being away from him.
I love the way his scent lingers.
I love the way I can still feel his arms around me, even after he's not there.
And I love the way he looks at me.
Sadly, I still question whether he means it.
I'm constantly contradicting myself.
Questioning every thought, even every movement.
And just when I think that our relationship is coming to an end and I've braced myself for the moment, everything turns around.
The self-esteem I lack is well needed at this point.
The confidence I've never had, is desired.
I hate how I'm so insecure.
Will I ever lose this feeling that he wants/deserves better, prettier, smarter?
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2006 20 November :: 6.32pm
:: Mood: contemplative
I lay down exhausted,
But sleep will not come.
I get up,
Wash my face,
Put on new night clothes.
But sleep,
Sleep will not come.
I cease my thoughts,
Lie blank, staring.
But sleep,
Sleep will not come.
I recite these lines,
An unorthodox prayer.
My eye lids grow heavy,
I try to remember these lines
For the morning.
Creativity comes,
In this void of time.
When all I wish is
To remember until morning.
And sleep,
Sleep comes,
At a most inappropriate time.
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2006 20 November :: 3.18pm
ANT 175 Archeaology of the Americas
EDU 107 Intro to Education
ENG 175 Intro to literary analysis
ENG 232 American Lit Real-present
PSC 105 Intro to amer. govern.
MUS 186U UNIVERSITY BAND!!
All of my classes are in the same building, except for uband of course, and they're all on MWF.
Heh. 16 credit hours, baby.
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2006 19 November :: 11.07pm
Laundry.
Tired.
Grumpy.
No energy for a real entry, although I have so much bottled up inside that I need to write about that one will be coming soon. I hate how when I wait to write, everything just doesn't come out right. When the passion for the moment has been replaced by reason and thought, I've lost any spark of creativity I might have possessed. Everything just comes out wrong after I mull it over.
Michelle
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2006 19 November :: 9.07pm
Next Semester..
German I
Sight Singing & Ear training II
Music Theory II
Piano II
Women's Chorus OR Concert Choir
English I
Recital II
Studio II
Voice Lesson
V.A.R.
Fuck four classes! lol.
Anyway, Mozart's Requiem was almost flawless. It went so smoothly.
And I sing in front of my 100 level jury In December. Also exciting.
Move out of my stinky dorm in December.
At least there is SOMETHING to look forward to.
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2006 18 November :: 5.30pm
All I have to say is big trucks and shooting guns excite me.
I got to shoot a gun for the first time today. I shot 3 of them actually.
I am going to start hunting next year.
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2006 18 November :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: contemplative
I'm so excited that my car is fixed. I just went and got it from the parking lot in no man's land, and went and put gas in her (and got a cherry coke). I drove her all around and it made me happy.
And, I have half way good shifts for Thanksgiving weekend. 3p-11:30p on Thurs, Fri, and Sat. Of course, I'm sure I'll be staying into the wee hours on Thursday night/ Friday morning. Friday is what we in retail call "Black Friday". It's the most busy shopping day of the entire year, and it all started with the four a.m. sales. Last year they had lines of thirty people at all the open registers at four a.m.
The holiday season is starting!
Michelle
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2006 18 November :: 2.11pm
:: Mood: cranky
It's like when you eat all of the marshmallows out of the alphabets box and all you're left with is the dry, tasteless, cardboard-like letters.
I figured out all the classes I need to take to graduate from college. From my calculations, I have to take 17 credit hours every semester to get out of here in four years.
Sometimes I feel like the world is just trying to screw me over on purpose.
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2006 17 November :: 2.03am
Things that are awesome:
Doing a last minute presentation preparation on Nintendo and procrastinating by watching videos of people playing the Wii for the first time. Tee hee. The old Japanese couple is so cute! It's really funny to see how they react to the controller. I want to see my dad play the Wii. That would be hilarious.
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2006 17 November :: 12.34am
the weekend, nothing to do.
definatally some WoW and posiabally some drinking.
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2006 16 November :: 4.55pm
Headache.
Stomach Ache.
Tontie.
I love the tinkling sound of frozen water droplets bombarding the dead brown leaves that hang lifeless on the tree.
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2006 15 November :: 10.58pm
Things that are awesome about Ashland, Oregon:
They have a Tree Commission.
Said commission votes on a Tree of the Year.
They had a Car Free Day that encouraged people to seek other forms of transportation apart from cars.
Southern Oregon University has family housing and they define a couple as "two (2) individuals of the opposite or same gender who live together in an intimate, long-term relationship of indefinite duration with an exclusive mutual commitment in which partners share the necessities of life and agree to be financially responsible for each other's welfare, including living expenses."
I want to live there. It is such a cute town.
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2006 15 November :: 8.18pm
Memory
Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you.
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2006 15 November :: 5.55pm
Poised, Ready, Forgetful.
Forgive me, for I have been cranky.
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2006 14 November :: 10.18pm
If we didn't get along, you would tell me, right?
If I got on your nerves, you would tell me, right?
If we snipped at each other, you would tell me, right?
If I grumbled and was annoying and we argued and were horrible friends, you would tell me, right?
Right?
Because apparently you haven't. And I was. And I'm sorry.
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2006 14 November :: 8.29pm
well lets see
Well I'm not single.... We worked things out for now. I'm working at Blockbuster mainly now. I enjoy it very much. It's super easy also. Umm.... November 28th Superman Returns comes out on DVD at least thats what my boss said... but I get my little employee perk so I'm going to use that... and ummm yeah not much else sides playing Tony Hawk's Project 8 so yeah.... Yall have fun and everything. peace
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2006 14 November :: 8.30pm
A very emotional night.
Add that to the fact that I'm pms and irritable and I have a ton of homework to do and an exam tomorrow...
and that makes me a mess.
The girl that sits next to me in U-Band is such a bitch. So I talked to the director after rehearsal and asked if I could move. The director told me that she would move the other girl and that she knew the girl was a control freak and said mean things to me.
Stupid me. If it wasn't for all these hormone things, I wouldn't have started tearing up. But I did.
Goodness, sometimes I'm such a huge baby.
Michelle
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2006 13 November :: 1.38pm
Well, shit.
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2006 13 November :: 1.37pm
You can't deny the truth in it...
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2006 12 November :: 11.25pm
finally i have internet in the dorms now.
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2006 12 November :: 9.47pm
Ohh my laptop is one sexy bitch.
Only its a he. And his name is Harold.
Harold is a sexy bitch.
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2006 12 November :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: contemplative
Trash is gone.
Homework:
Yeats
Seven page paper
Lab Report
Exam Wednesday
That is all.
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2006 11 November :: 8.51pm
Someone got their nipple pierced today.
And it wasn't me.
[rants about big boobs]
me+last night=upset stomach
I'm a math genius.
Michelle
[edit]
Trash still not gone. Smells awful.
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