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2005 5 June :: 11.28 am
yesterday was my birthday... and a good day it was.
my mom got me a car stereo and other stuff...
my dad got me a digital camera..
and keegan got me this picture of Paris that i've been wanting for months... i never expected it.. i was freaking out when i saw it... *loves on it
in the morning keegan took me to build a bear.. and we made a monkey... i named it kitty cuz thats what i call him.. laughs. him being keegan of course...
hmmm.. well that was that... and now im off to maybe go shopping..
have a good summer dolls.
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2005 31 May :: 10.36 am
once again... another perfect weekend.
OH my gosh, yesterday me and keegan went and saw Madagascar... i dont think i've ever laughed so hard at a cartoon... it was hilarious. te he he....
my room is just full of roses... i hang all my flowers upside down.. and now i have a dozen hanging from my ceiling, 3 random roses in random places, and a vase FULL off rose buds and petals... im such a lucky girl! :)
i even CLEANED my room this weekend... WOW. it looks so good... im willing to bet i have the coolest room EVER.. pshh.. its true.
tomorrow can not come fast enough for me... it doesnt feel like the end of school... but thank god it is. i have never been more ready for the year to end. i hate that... but i cant help it... school can die. next year will be good though..... our senior year is gonna fly by.. im gonna cry when its over even though i hate it so much. when its over, its gone, and its just a memory..... and to lose all the people we've grown up with is gonna be both, a blessing... and extremely hard.
i must say though.... im ready to say goodbye to many of them. *smiles.
my birthdays saturday... it really snuck up on me this year. birthdays are overated.... you turn a year older.. thats it. i like getting new stuff and feeling special because "its your BIRTHDAY" but in all reality... who came up with this idea to celebrate the day we were born? everyone goes through it... its not like its special just for you... everybody has a birthday... mine is just one more. but ehhh... another excuse to eat cake is ok by me.
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2005 27 May :: 12.16 am
i forgot to tell of tuesday...
so i walk out to my car in the morning.. .and when i get in there's a rose on my seat. because tuesday was 6 months.... i had no idea when he got out there to do it.. but it was so sweet.
i have my senate meeting.. go up to my locker, and suprise.. there's a rose in my locker... im like awwwww.
3rd hour i walked in and there was one on my computer.
keegan picked me up for lunch, and there was a rose in his car... he then brought me to the park (where he asked me to be his girlfriend on the first snowfall of the season.... how perfect is that!..) where we sat and ate our BBQ snackers because we've become obsessed with them.
after 5th hour i found another rose in my locker, and then when he picked me up he had another one in his car. that made six... and it was by far one of the sweetest things i've ever experienced... awww.
we dont really make a big deal out of months and such.. but this was just so sweet, and half a year.... and even though so far it isnt my longest relationship... its my best relationship because i can FEEL the depth to it. all he has to do is squeeze my hand or merely look over at me while he's driving.. and im just overcome with this incredible emotion. but its more than that.... because at times i forget that keegans my boyfriend... he's more of a best friend. he knows my secrets, i can girl talk with him... and he LISTENS, only occasionally making fun of me, i can wear anything or look anyway... and most importantly... he just genuinly cares. thats what friends do... im just lucky to have a boyfriend that fulfills both roles.
today i went into kent city with his mom because he wasnt home yet, and we just gabbed the whole way there.... i had to pick up a skirt from alyssa, it was so cool. im just so comfortable around his family... i FEEL like im part of the family! that means so much to me ,that alot of times im just included no questions asked. just simple things, like they're all going out to dinner and she asks... well isnt erika comming? it just makes me smile is all... and i cana be giddy, im a teenager, thats my job.
UGH.. erika GO to bed.
"fine"
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2005 26 May :: 11.59 pm
graduation tonight...
its hard to knowingly let people go. to see them for the last time as they go on their way... but i could be happier for them.
my best friend graduated tonight, and i couldn't possibly be sad for me and the reasons that I'LL miss him... but instead proud of the person he's become and IS going to become.
i cant seem to find the energy to get off the computer and go to sleep.. instead i'll sit here mindless for a few more minutes.
shelby graduated from pre-school today.... she thought it was pretty cool that her and keegan graduated on the same day. that little girl idolizes keegan i swear.... all the time its "keegan this" "keegan that" "the worm dance" laughs.... she gets a kick out of all the different dance stuff he does... then again so do i... giggles*
my mom and i got into it again about car insurance tonight... bahhh.. whatever.. i havent paid it for 11 months.. why start now, and why bug me about it?
well... i guess know is the time where i yawn profusely.. misuse a couple of words, and jump in bed.
i went to gorters for a little bit tonight.... *smiles. he's a good guy.
night kids.
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2005 22 May :: 1.43 pm
ok erika.. lets try and not be overdramatic..
gahh i cant help it. i hate living here.
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2005 21 May :: 2.31 am
yet again.. another long friday.
tonight wasnt bad at all though, metron was.. but metron always is. after that i went to lazerskate for our naplean dynamite late nighter... that was great. keegans dance crew came up and break danced, and vince and bobby came up and they rapped.. it was sooo fun.. had to have been the funnest night of work that i've ever experienced.
i just got home from keegans house, vince and bobby are over there... it makes me so happy that the 4 of us can hang out together, and its totally fine. that i can feel like just one of the friends or one of the guys is awesome... cuz i love those guys. when i see em' i just get all like awwwww then my stomach turns all over because im just so excited to see them..... im a nerd, i know this.
i have a lot to update.. but ehh.. whatcha gonna do right? im tired and we have a red flannel thing at the golf course early in the morning... bring on the.... errmmm... golfers? suuure.. that works. tomorrows gonna be jam packed... but im to tired and lazy to talk about it..
night loves.
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2005 17 May :: 11.05 pm
stratford was good.
me and keegan were with scott wilde all day, and he's very fun.. i had never really talked to him before... but yay for me making a new friend.
the bus ride was nice, because we got to sleep and all that jazz, the play was good.. i kept half falling asleep through the first half.. but scott was too, so i didnt feel alone. in intermission i bought a ginormous snickers... that did it... i remember the second half, and it was wonderful.
the seniors...... hmmm, lets not go there. im sad. but very proud. a good combination i presume... i dont know.. today wasnt as bad as i expected.. its not like im not gonna see em again.. they're not dead, and if the only thing keeping us in contect was being in high school, then i guess we know now how shallow our high school friendships are dont we.
me and keegan were at gorters today... im very tired of hearing about the mercury and what a dumb ass he is. i dont care what anybody says... he's one of my best friends and i KNOW he's a good guy. the rumors can stop anytime now... its very annoying for those of us who KNOW what happend. i dont think i need to go on... its nobodys business... im just tired of hearing people talk so bad about him. there's nothing anybody can do about it now, and most of our parents grew up playing with it and they're fine.... we could have gone to school the next day. this whole thing is just a big over-reaction. i love him, and all of his real friends love him. thats all that matters.
im going down to watch keegan and his crew break dance tomorrow.. im excited to meet them all. sounds like a lively bunch... woohu.
bahh.. im tired.. i should try going to all 6 hours tomorrow.
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2005 15 May :: 12.52 pm
me and keegan rented series of unfortunate events..... that had to have been the absolute dumbest movie i've ever seen.
i have to work tonight... bahh, but tomorrows stratford, and tonight is desperate housewives.. and tonight keegan comes over, and in the morning we wake up and leave together.... *smiles.
the tulip parade was so much fun yesterday... me and the girls had a blast running around holland. AND we were on some live cable channel, we're not sure where it is.. but regardless.. we were. that was the longest parade... omgosh! we didnt think it was ever gonna end! we thought it was over, then we rounded a corner and all we could see for as FAR as we could see was just people lining the road... PHEW.. did our arms hurt! it was great though... my mom, shelby, keegan and yancy came up together to see us. awww.. family bonding time...!
things are getting better.. its almost summer.. schools almost out, i couldnt be happier for that. this has been the hardest year for me. i cant stay focused... next year will be better though. i know it will. esp cuz its our senior year and so many exciting things happen.. with one year left why would i waste my time messing up? its time to start thinking about college and all the stuff that comes with it. i havent even SIGNED up to take my ACTs yet... i think its just a matter of... life happens to fast. i just need to make sure im ready for it.
im pretty sure after 2 years of CC im gonna transfer out of state. i really dont like michigan.. the only person holding me back is my mom.. well and shelby to i guess.. i'd hope to think that if i was (still) in a serious relationship that we could make that decision together to move... but i dont really like planning the future in that sence.. so i'll stop there.
hmmm.. well i should probably jump in the shower before spending 4 hours in a hot kitchen where by the end of the night i'll be covered from head to toe in nursing home food..... yay, bring on the night.
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2005 14 May :: 1.45 am
hmm... how frustrating.
please... somebody comment something positive and brighten my day.
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2005 12 May :: 12.30 am
i just called my dad at 12:30....
i've called him a total of twice now..
whats wrong with me.
god erika, pull yourself together.
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2005 11 May :: 11.41 pm
yes.. i am a bitch.
im glad to know that my sorry little journal that nobody reads is able to reach so many people NOT on my friends list and create drama in all of your pathetic lives.
its pretty sad when i have to delete an entry from my journal because you are relentless.. we all have opinions.. do we not?
and what the fuck... im stereotypical? you SERIOUSLY think that it upsets me that we dont have "pirate hookers" on our senate? lyndseys one of my best friends... so first of all lay off the pirate hookers.... and second of all. i am OBVIOUSLY not concerned with that seems how i fit into NO social group. stacy cain is one of my best friends... but WAIT is that allowed? i mean i though that all terrible rotten people like myself only talked to the popular people who wear abercrombie and hollister.. oh YEAH that would be YOU stereotyping meee... thats right. so in all reality we're all just a bunch of fucking hypocrites.
except even though i AM after all a heartless bitch.. i apparantly dont have feelings. so you attack me for expressing a view.. even when my entry was so indirect that nobody knew what each statement was refering to anyways. funny how that works.. how in the long run you just look like an ass.
what i said was i have my doubts, but next year will work out.. because we had our doubts about this years group too.. and THAT worked out. so leave me the hell alone about a group thats "different".. dont TALK to me about not wanting something thats different. im dating keegan... we've got to be one of the most unlikely pairs OUT there.. but we work. so dont TELL me im stereotypical.. you dont know me. none of you do. lay off. seriously. LAY off.
im glad i've fueled a couple of peoples need to bad mouth someone...
thanks for proving my point guys....
i cant help that im defensive... just please leave me alone.
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2005 9 May :: 10.14 am
this weekend was so good.
saturday night... i woke up at 5 and looked over at this perfect person sleeping next to me... never in my life have i felt so content and happy. i'd wake up and find myself away from him and quickly snuggle all back up to him, softly kissing his back.... he's such a beautiful person. and it was such an innocent night, because thats how we are. perfectly content with being together without BEING TOGETHER... and i love that.
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2005 4 May :: 2.11 pm
the symphony today was awesome. there was about 1,800 people that came out and it was just soo cool. it really is rewarding to see how happy just one simple concert makes them. for most of those people thats like the biggest outing of the year.
yeah.... it was great.
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2005 3 May :: 10.12 pm
how dare that keegan charactor put me on hold...
today was so good.. right after school we went home and took a 2 hour nap. and when i woke up, keegan had dinner all ready for us.. well his mom made it *laughs.. heaven knows keegan didnt* but he had it all ready cuz his mom and emma left for emmas soccer game. UH when emma woke us up to let us know they were leavin.. she's like, you're candles drippin wax all over the tv.. and we looked over and the candle keegan lit on top of his tv had a steady line of wax the WHOLE way down it... we're like what the heck... laughs* that was short lived though.. cuz then we fell back asleep... i have way to many of keegans clothes! today i was wearin his shorts and a big shirt, and i probably have like 2 other pairs at home... my moms always like , does he have any clothes left! but its all good.... maaaaan i ramble to much.. but its ok, cuz nobodys required to read them.. so if they do and think MAN this girl rambles.. then they're the fools who wasted their time reading it. *smiles sweetly... woohu for fools and boring entries! seriously though... unless you wanna read about keegan, my stressful busy life, or worthless tidbits of fun information.... this is NOT the journal for you.
tomorrow we've got that grand rapids symphony... im excited. i love the symphony.. we're going with the senate to help disabled people get into the concert. every year they put on a concert for people in wheelchairs and mentally challenged people and they need volunteers to help wheel them in to the devos place since they'res so many of them. its an awesome experience... and it counts as community service hours.. so next year you all should sign up to go.. im sure you could go with the senate.. we encourage volunteering. next year i hope to provide a lot more volunteer opportunities through student senate. i headed up a commitee this year but we didnt do anything.. next year i'll have way more time to organize since i'll have an entire credit hour dedicated to student senate (ed ex with Mr. A) i guess thats what all the exec presidents do their senior year.. im excited. its gonna be a good year. watch out for us, cuz we're gonna hit you full force next year with so many new and awesome things. and if theres anything you want to see done, any type of event, let me know or one of your class reps know... cuz thats what we're spose'd to do, is be YOUR voice.. im so sick of people complaining about things that we plan when they dont even take the time to give input. let your voice be known.... hmmm, im not sure why i just went off on a student senate rant... but heyyy.. its late, im tired, and its alll good.
of course my cell phone would not get service anywhere... of course it wouldnt even get service in CEDAR SPRINGS... not like i'd ever NEED it in our home town or anything.. i was about to throw it out the window fer sure... gahh.
i got a lot of * you look cutes* today... the funny things is emma picked out those shirts when we went shopping together.. *laughs..* she saw the black one and was like aww that'd look so good, so i tried it on and it did. im gonna have to deal with the fact that keegans sister is more sylish than me! *laughs and cries...
im so excited for this summer.. we're gonna go to the beach alot. i didnt get to at all last summer cuz i worked EVERY day. if you go back and read last summers entries.. you'll see how depressed and tired i always was. i seriously broke down like every week because i felt like ya know it was the summer i turned 16 and i didnt get to do anything ever. sometimes i feel (felt) that i've been forced to grow up and mature to fast through things that i've gone through. but im a responsible girl with a strong head on my shoulders. i've got direction and passion to pursue a purpose thats been pre-destined for me by the power i want to strive to live my life by. what an awesome feeling. to know that someones always got your back, always got you covered in times of need, even if they're presence isnt physically visible. i've gotten better with accepting the fact that i cant do things alone... and thats one thing thats gonna make life so much more bearable.. and its gonna make me more able to fulfill a life that used to be so empty.
well kids, im tired.... *kisses*
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2005 1 May :: 10.50 pm
yeah, so i cant even describe prom... it was that awesome.
and awesome really doesnt even do it justice. EVERY aspect of the night was perfect. and i know i use perfect alot.. but this time more than any other do i mean it. short paragraphs seem fun... mine probably wont be as short as keegans.. but hey i'll give it a go.
hair: 2 and a half hours... my cousin audra did my hair and makeup.. we watched the entire meet the fockers.. and still were doing my hair a little before and after... but it turned out SO good, and it didnt even lose the curl the ENTIRE night...
the getting ready process: after my hair and stuff was done and i got home.. it took me maybe a half an hour.. i put my dress on, but my flower in my hair... waited around. yeah, i got ready by myself. .how sad... KEEGAN got ready in 12 minutes... pshhh. laughs* i was really scared, i called him at like quarter to five and he wasnt even in the shower yet, 15 minutes later i call him and he's on his way. im like... whaaat.
pictures: my house first. my mom, keegan, my aunt susie, and suprisingly yancy... im so glad he was there. then we went to keegans house, when we got there his mom had little orange cones set up all over the yard for "picture spots" laughs* it was so cute. (i got all my pictures back today by the way... and keegans too.. those cones sure payed off, cuz every single picture turned out SO good)... aww and when we got back to keegans he gave me an orange and yellow rose that matched my dress... because i dont like corsages.. crazy i know. but usually i always tell my dates NOT to get me a corsage.. yes they're pretty, but they get in the way, and i'd rather not wear one.. *giggles. .im SO not a girl am i?!* so now my rose is hanging upside down so it can look like the rose he got me for swirl.. which is beatifull and makes my room look so elegant.... THEN we went to brandees house for pictures. and those were good...
Cygnus: we seriously must have eaten at the nicest resturant out of everybody.. it was the most incredible view i've ever seen. top floor of the amway. our waitor even PULLED out mine and brandees chair. our napkins were CLOTH, and there were lit up trees in the middle of the resturant.. i felt like i was gonna break something just sitting there. we got really good pictures there, even better food, and the best memories!
Horse and Carriage ride number ONE: awwww.. so elegant. i felt like a princess! :) our horses name was Morty *and i JUST happend to notice that that JUST happens to be one of johnny depps names in a movie... TALK about making the night even more perfect!* i've never been on a carriage ride before..... it was just the best ever!
Prom: like keegan said.. all the other high school dances combined couldnt even compare with this one. the museum was the BEST place we could have had it. it was beautifull. the dance floor WASNT that small.. and if it was.. i liked it cuz everyone was so close. the carasel was the pefect touch, our prom picture is gonna be fabulous *we did our gangsta pose... :) .... we didnt want to be all posed and such like.. OHHH look at us all romantic and stuff.. thats just not how we are.. so we had fun with it* we danced, keegan breaked, i got so many good pictures.... it was just the perfect night. everyone looked so good.. SO good. and i REALLY felt good in my dress. for not finding one for the longest time... i REALLY did find the perfect one. i felt so elegant... :) i didnt want the night to end, and it ended so fast. but the best part was that the ngiht was far from over.. we did so much before and after, it was like one mega prom experience... and i had the best date i could have ever asked for. we coordinated so good, we fit together so good. WE ARE SO GOOD! laughs*
Horse and Carriage number two!: this time it was even better cuz it was night and we were all so tired. it was so relaxing and so romantic. it picked us up right from the museum. talk about a grand entrance and exit. before and after prom... it was just the perfect way to get there. espeacially cuz the amway valleted *spelling i know* our car. the whole night was all about us. everything we did was catered to us so perfectly, that i just felt like *repetitive... * such a princess! not only did i have the best prom ever, but i have this amazing boyfriend who just proves to me over and over and over again how.. well amazing he is! what other guy could have thought of all this.. to make my night so incredible, so fun.... all i can do is smile.. because he's MY boyfriend. and i dont have to share him! he made prom night OUR night, and i LOVE that... even if i dont love him. and the best part about THAT is i dont have to. because he doesnt, and we STILL had in my opinion the best night out of anybody. and yeah thats probably biased, but seriously.. it was that good. (i just got way off topic there... but by the way for anybody who cares... im falling in love with keegan...... :) it'll take a good couple of years before it'll happen and i'll admit it..... but thats how we roll... *laughs.. because i love everything about US.. and i cant wait that if God permits it, i love him too.) (*ok sorry, back on topic) we even (on the carriage) got the best picture of us kissing that we ever have.. and just cuz im cute and can do this and want to show off my wonderful boyfriend im gonna post it in the next couple of days... *giggles again.. aww im being so girly.. prom night was so girly.. i loved that!* so then the carriage brought us back to the amway, and we got the car. (valleted of course... smiles)
Oasis: i had never been there before.. .but it was so much fun. i got some GOOD pictures there. we ended up in the tropical rain forest one.. it was outside and had this waterfall and bamboo.. it was really pretty. we were there for an hour.. it just added to the night and was such a fun touch. i LOVE brandee weeks, we had so much fun together. and we had the best dates... i never really hang out with her.. but GOSH was she fun! i say gosh because i'm nerdy and dont like the alternative to it.... we even got that sparkling grape juice stuff cuz we're losers, but enjoy being losers.. because in all reality, the REAL losers were the ones... nevermind i shouldnt say that...! in other words.. we didnt have to be drunk to have a good time. and we still remember every detail of our night! something i wouldnt trade for the world. OH and i got to wear my new swim suit.. and i love it. just thought i'd throw that in there. :)
Dani's: after oasis we stopped at my house and got some clothes and all that good stuff, and then the four of us went over to danis.. and that was a blast. when we got there dani, jenna, becky, and josh were in the hot tub.. but they got out and we went upstairs and ate a WHOLE bunch of food.. including this fruit dip that seriously was like an edible orgasm.. it was THAT good... *laughs* awww.. i love jenna and dani! *and of course becky!* all of them looked so pretty on prom.. and were so fun at danis! between the (stops to count) 8 of we talked up a storm.. it was great. then we went downstairs and brought out a massive ammount of blankets and all fell asleep watching beauty and the beast. talk about the perfect way to end the perfect night. i fell asleep with my OWN (corny.. get ready for it) prince charming.. watching a classic fairytale, to top off our own fairytale night. and yes i KNOW thats the ultimate corny line.. but its so true. the ngiht was seriously like a fairytale.. every part of it. i got to sleep with my perfect boyfriend on prom night, and it was so innocent, and it was so just... ( i simply cant find the words.... i hate how corny im being... but ahh.. ! ) and oh my gosh we didn't conceive children! *laughs.
in the morning everyone woke up, layed around for awhile, then danis mom made us breakfast.. and this woman can COOK. she made everyone pancakes and sausage... mmmmmm. i was lookin pretty scary by this point... eh, i was surrounded by friends, so it didnt bother me. finally my prom experience came to an end when i had to leave Danis to go to our red flannel thing... but maaaaann... i dont know what to say without being overyly repetitive... which i already have been... but yeah.. my prom kicked so much ass! it was just... *smiles.
keegan: you're amazing.
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2005 28 April :: 11.57 pm
i spent all day with emma today.. and it was awesome.
we got our nails done and we went shopping... and it was just a perfect day! aww, she's so fun... at times it doesnt even seem like she's keegans sister cuz we just laugh and talk ALOT... laughs* i know she's quite a bit younger then me.. but today was a blast, and i love getting closer to keegans family.
tomorrows prom... :)
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2005 27 April :: 10.41 am
what an awful night at work. there had to be about 200 kids there and we ran out of blades in a half an hour...
after work was good though.. i finally picked my car up from keegans.. its been there since saturday. we're always together anyways, so usually theres no reason for me to even have my car... except this morning... *tears.. i had to drive MYSELF (i know right) to school cuz he didnt have to be here till 8 ish for senior interviews... ahh well. but yeah.. last night was good.... *smiles... soo good. and i really do think that im in love with muffins... they're just so good.. mmmm.
tomorrow me and emma are going to get our nails done.. woohu. im excited, i've never gotten a manicure before. AND im excited cuz i love emma... she's so fun... PLUS she's keegans sister, added bonus i guess. bahh.. i just love his family. and im SO glad its likewise!
hmm... im hungry i suppose... off i go..
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2005 25 April :: 9.56 am
this weekend was soo good.
friday after keegan got out of practice and i got out of work i went over to his house and we just fell asleep cuz well.. we were tired. go firgure right.... i love working fridays at lazerskate. my friend jordans there every friday.. she's in 8th grade but looks like shes older then me.... i hate when that happens... laughs.
saturday i was with him all day... i went to go tanning in the morning.. but didnt feel like waiting 30 minutes for the mega... so after that i went over there and we got my car fixed.... *smiles... later that night we went to logans... thats the way to my heart. logans sweet potatoes and shrimp... mmmm.
then SUNDAY i spent the day with my mom.. cuz i love her and all that warm fuzzy stuff. AND we got new cell phones... im soo excited. its been like 5 months since i've had a phone.. and that was just a prepaid.. we got matching picture phones.. then we went to the olive garden and were like oooooooh, just playing with our phones. im like, how cool do we look.. laughs* BUT i got a new swim suit and a little mermaid purse and a few sweaters (well i got the sweaters saturday.. ) it was just the perfect day.. ending with my favorite pastime... tickling my favorite asian. (he says... "im your only asian..")
pshh, if he only knew.
*giggles....
yay for my new phone! woot hoot!
this is what all the cool people do... guess its my turn...
516-6237
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2005 23 April :: 5.59 pm
keegan didnt have to dance today.. so we've been together all day.
pshh.. how dare him frustrate me when im trying to talk sweetly about him... laughs*
now im not even gonna go into it, i'd rather get offline, turn around, and attack him since he's looking at me all cute right now. like that just works.. like he can just be all cute and smile at me with that ridiculous hat on and make me melt....
cant resist anymore...
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2005 22 April :: 1.57 pm
community night was fun... i love becky... its true.
oh riiight, im not to say "its true" anymore.... hmph.
prom is approaching quickly... and damnit, what to do about my dress. i hate being so short.. because my dress is to long... i guess i cant really do anything about it now though. ah well.. its still gorgeous... well, i hope. i think it is.
i love the mornings... walking by people... *winks
we're so cool.
i have to work tonight till 10:30, but afterwards im going to keegans and we're gonna sleep... *laughs. maybe his mom will make us muffins. *hopeful smile*
im tiiiired. i dont wanna go tannnning. yes i do. but noooo i dont. its relaxing.. then you're in there for 50 zillion hours and i get board... restless.
last night i went tanning after community night so i had all my red flannel stuff on... a little awkward, fun though. ehhh.
ok, well i've lost interest with this entry.
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2005 20 April :: 10.23 pm
i went to the mall tonight with micah and keegan..... tonight was... well it was..... laughs*
first i lost the cap to my gas tank because im a moron... then there was that whole ordeal... then i found my prom jewlery... then in alpine that was the whole other ordeal.... bahhh. whatever right.. lifes not perfect eh?
it was nice after a hectic day to beable to just relax for a couple hours.. and when i say hectic.. i DO mean hectic. lord do i...
tonight was just one of those nights. .but the thing i love is that "those nights" only last for a brief period... lets say an hour TOPS and that hour is still filled with smiles... odd as it is.. what can i say. i just cant help it.. plus the glorious last 15 minutes where either im home late or he leaves late.. it seems to be our magic number... i hate goodbyes.. even though they only last a little while.... cant we just run away today... with my mom of course. heaven knows i couldnt leave her... but hmm that WOULD defeat the whole running away part... i guess its a good thing im so content with my life right now! *kisses....
i've been reading this really good book called "The Case for Faith" its really good... its a whole bunch of "proof" of God and its so inspirational. the part that makes it awesome is that it IS indeed facts and hard evidence that prove the atheists and pagans and whatever else wrong... my opinion of course... but in this matter im pretty bullheaded and choose to KNOW i'm right... we all have our issues right? so what if mine happens to be defensive religion.
well.. im tired, and kind of irritable... i think thats what happens when you eat turkey loaf... turkey shouldnt come in a loaf anyway... *ponders that..... uhhhh.
have a good night all.
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2005 19 April :: 9.19 pm
its hot... really hot. i feel like getting naked... but that would be dirty.
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2005 18 April :: 10.01 pm
my kitty ran away..
i cried alot today..
and then keegan found him for me.
it is official... he REALLY is the best boyfriend i could ever ask for
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2005 17 April :: 10.42 pm
another week of desperate houswives has come and gone.. and its not even a new one next week.... damn fools. how dare they show us re-runs.... nobody on here even watches it do you.... so i guess it would do no good to babble on about it.
keegan just went home.. i hate when he has to leave.. but today was a good day. after church i brought my dress over to his house so his mom could see it, and she loved it. she had it hanging in the kitchen until i had to leave... AND she made us blueberry muffins... gotta love that woman. its cool how his house is a second home to me and mine is a second home to him.. i love that. its true too... (and no not "its true" as in my overused phrase... it REALLY is true!) i have my own green scrubby in his shower.. *laughs..... his mom got it for me. now is THAT acceptance or what?! its just ...aklsjdfl;kasdfj.. i dont even know.. my mom loves him too. she was hesitant at first.. but now everythings just perfect.. like tonight.... we all went out and got ice cream.. and me and my mom made fun of keegan.. thats the way it should be! *smiles.. you know like it*
we've been on this whole new excersize kick lately.... and i've been feeling so good. we went to the track the other day and ran 2 miles... I (underline I) ran 2 miles! and me and keegan and emma have been doing abs.. once again (underline I) have been doing abs! incredible... its almost not healthy for me.. its been so long!
you'd think that since we spend most every day together AND we work together that things would get old.. but its just the opposite. we just keep getting closer and closer. he really is my best friend :)
AND imagine this.. best friends DONT even have to sleep together! *GASP* a healthy happy relationship that DOESNT have sex?! wow... is the world ending? pathetic. but i wont go into my whole sex rant, because god knows it goes on forever.
school tomorrow... woohu. bring on the drama.
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2005 15 April :: 10.15 am
so.. we're gonna have the best prom ever.. true story.
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2005 12 April :: 11.44 pm
so today was sort of rough... but it ended just fine. i love how when we argue... he still makes me smile. pshhh... *laughs. theres nothing like trying to make a point.. and then turning away because you dont want him to see you smile... i can get so frustrated, but he's just so cute, i can't help it. im defensive and stubborn... but his eyes get a little wider and his voice gets all serious... and its just ..... ugh... we're just to perfect for eachother.
yesterday me and keegan and emma worked out like mad.... seriously... it involved running AND ab work outs for like 2 hours... it felt soooo good! even now it feels good, cuz it doesnt hurt.. but i can feel it just enough to be satisfyed... woohu for me and my flabby abs.. ! they'll take the bikini world by storm! laughs....* just give me time... they'll be good come june.
tonight was the funnest work meeting ever.. we played lazertag, ate pizza, and talked over eachother alot.... PLUS we're thinking about having 104.5 do a live broadcast... very coooool.
i miss stacy....
just thought i'd randomly throw that out there.
but now im cold, and tired, and STILL have something in my eye.. and thats really irritating me.
gahh.. i shouldnt call him.. but bahh i cant help it....
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2005 11 April :: 12.00 am
i got my prom dress...
thank the good lord who reigns in heaven... i GOT my prom dress.
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