:: 2004 27 February :: 3.30 pm

last few days
the last few days was a fun and interesting time, i really enjoyed it. it was nice getting to know everyone, and after these few days u get to see everyone, u know, for them, it's not total and completely fakeness-- like behind the computer screen talking online, or on the phone, or even in school-- its different and u get to know people for THEM, and i really liked that.
it was a nice experiance.

be daring

:: 2004 23 February :: 8.11 pm

what's ur sex factor?
Sex and First Letter of your name
According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name. Check it out and see if it rings true for you!!

-A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.

-B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an statement of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your statement of endearments and particularly when it comes to lovemaking. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

-C- You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You must be able to talk to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sexual and sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

-D- Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly sexual, passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement, sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex to you is a pleasure to be enjoyed. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, someone having a free and open mind and attitude.

-E- Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you, but once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book.)

-F- You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover.

-G- You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of erotic stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active sexually that is, when you find the time. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to a lover, but no trouble getting close sexually.

-H- You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning ability. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal in your spending and dating habits and equally cautious in your sexual involvement. You are a sensual and patient lover.

-I- You have a great need to be loved, appreciated...Even worshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of sexual statement. You bore easily and thus require sexual adventure and change. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.

-J- You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your statement of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining and dining to know that you're being appreciated.

-K- You are totally FUCKING marvelous.

-L- You are very romantic, idealistic, and somehow you believe that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as your lover's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and dreamy. You can't help falling in love. You fantasize and get turned on by movies and magazines. You do not tell others of this secret life, nor of your sexual fantasies.

-M- You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total sexual freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate.

-N- You are crap in bed.

-O- You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate, sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate Sex is serious business; thus you demand intensity diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

-P- You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count, therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy; a good fight stimulates those sex vibes. You are relatively free of sexual hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

-Q- You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

-R- Yow are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You are privately very sexy, but you do not beg, you are willing to serve as teacher. Sex is important; you can be a very demanding playmate.

-S- You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this past of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.

-T- You are very sensitive, private, and sexually passive; you like a partner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights and romantic thoughts turn you on. You fantasize but do not tend to fall in and out of love easily. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy and extremely intense. You enjoy having your senses and your feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, often times all in your own head.

-U- You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventure, excitement, and freedom. You deal in potential relationships. You enjoy giving gifts and enjoy seeing your mate looking good. Your sex drive is strong and you desire instant gratification. You are willing to put your partner's pleasures above your own.

-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out. You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills and suspense. The gay scene turns you on even though you yourself may not be a participant.

-W- You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are romantic, idealistic and often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply and throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good for your lover. You enjoy playing love games.

-X- You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You talk while you make love. You can have the greatest love affairs, all by yourself, in your own head.

-Y- You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate.

-Z- For you, it is business before pleasure. If you are in any way bothered by career, business, or money concerns, you find it very hard to relax and get into the mood. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and are capable of much sensuality. But you never lose control of your emotions. You are very careful and cautious before you give your heart away and your body, for that matter. Once you make the commitment, though, you stick like glue.

be daring

:: 2004 22 February :: 3.18 pm

when life hand you lemons... make lemonade?
this quote clearly exemplifies how if you're given something.. you should make the most of it. But how can you make the most of something if theres so much standing in your way, and you don't have everything to make the most of it. you take the lemons, but how are u gonna make the lemonade if you don't have all the necessary utensils to make it, say, the blender (u need a blender right? heck, let's just say u do). how can you make the lemonade... unless you have the blender to blend it up. Just in the same way, how can you mkae the most of something.. unless you have the right courage, the right stamina, and the right people surrounding you.

be daring

:: 2004 21 February :: 10.28 pm

memories
memories... they are a terrible thing... sometimes u wish you could hold onto them forever..and sometimes, you wish you could just throw them away and forget them, forever.

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:: 2004 21 February :: 10.17 pm

appreciation
appreciation (n.)- Recognition of the quality, value, significance, or magnitude of people and things.

i had a great day... it was soo nice. jus spendin time n getting to know and appreciate everyone n my life. all i have to say is u live once.. u gotta live it to the fullest and give everyone the love they deserve and sometimes... look to others and u might actually get to see things in their eyes for a day.

be daring

:: 2004 20 February :: 11.52 pm

a box of tissues
i cried. i looked back at those memories and cried. the tears just flowed down my cheek never ending and everlasting. the memories flash through my head as i read them slowly and carefully, i've been reading through these all night and i can't stop crying. i miss what we had. i really do.

be daring

:: 2004 20 February :: 9.43 pm
:: Mood: frustrated

to be...or not to be.... ones bitch
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; don't walk behind me, I may not lead; walk beside me, and just be my friend." - Albert Camus

this just shows... how a good friend doesn't make one who is just ones "bitch" or one who heeds to every order of the other and does thing only for the other and how a good friends doesnt make one who orders the other around. a good friend doesn't come from one who leads with strength, and it doesnt come from one who follows every order liek a puppy.
A good friend comes from two people puttin in equal effort, and not using one another and being friends at an equal level, toegther in everything, forever.
..and this doesn't just apply to friendships, it applies to any kindve relationship, whether it be a parental relationship, a friend relationship, a buisness relationship or a sexual relationship.
everything is built upon respect for eachother and staying at an equal pace.

what confuses me.. is how one can survive in any kind of relationship other than one of that? ..i guess it's natural

be daring

:: 2004 20 February :: 9.34 pm

The only reason this situation is there is because we created it.
i found this interesting--A conversation on justice..what it is..what its characteristics are..and its advantages. Socrates is approached with a statement that justice is "To treat friends well and enemies badly...Bringing justice to the friend-or the good,' and harm to the enemy or 'evil'...":

"Isn't justice a human virtue?"

...Yes, certainly.

Then people who are harmed must become more unjust?.

..So it seems.

Can musicians make people unmusical through music? Or horesemen make people unhorsemanlike through horsemanship?

.... No.

Well, then, can those who are just make people unjust through justice?

They cannot.

It isn't the fnuction of heat to cool things but of its opposite? Nor the function of goodness to harm but of its opposite?

Apparently.

"Then, it isn't the function of a just person to harm a friend or anyone else, rather is it the function of his opposite an unjust person. If anyone tells us then that it is just to give to each what he's owed and understands by this that a just man should harm his enemies and benefit his friends, he isn't wise to say it since what he says isn't true for it has become clear to us that it is never just to harm anyone? If anyone tells us, then, that it is just to give to each what he's owed and understands by this that a just man should harm his enemies and benefit his friends, he isn't wise to say it, since what he says isn't true, for it has become clear to us that it is never just to harm anyone. "



im sure most of you have figured it out by now what im getting at.
---Is there a just cause for war? For self defense, most obviously, but what determines in a particular situation who is just and who is the unjust? how can you tell who is the friend, and who is the enemy for surely one is liable to human error and can never be too sure...
1. one day the US is supplying Saddam with nukes because he was 'a friend, 'and now they assume the same weapons to be used against them because he is now 'an enemy. ' Does this make the war justifiable?
2. Mary Shelley's 'Frankenstein': a monster was created, which was definately not the wanted outcome of the experiment. Does this justify one to abandon and exterminate it because it, the monster, is not what one wants it to be or appear.

everything happens not for no reason whatsoever... every situation is there...because we caused it to happen, with our own ignorance, our own self being. we cause what is to happen. The only reason this situation is there is because we created it.

be daring

:: 2004 20 February :: 10.53 am
:: Music: my heart will go on- celine dion

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:: 2004 19 February :: 9.24 pm

"Never underestimate the power of denial."
-American Beauty

things never work out the way u want it to...but i guess everything happens for a reason...rite

be daring

:: 2004 18 February :: 11.47 pm

endless..
im filled with an endless amount of miseries and put downs and so forth.. it doesnt stop and never does stop, it's one after the other.. and keeps on going on and on. i seriously dunno what to do. what what what can i do?? but, hey, it's life, and life has it's put downs... one after the other. but what can u expect? u cant always get what u want or expect, people move on, people drift away, and its life.

be daring

:: 2004 18 February :: 10.34 pm

that loser
call me a loser. call me whatever u want. but im resorting to this woohu again because i am nothing but bored. i am that loser who is online, but is not reciving a single IM, or a single response to any IMs she has sent out. i am that loser who hasn't herd her phone ring...who resorts to talking to loser courtesy callers because they are all who even bother to listen or talk, who are equally socially underdeveloped. i am that loser whose social life has dissapeared into the mist.
i am that loser.

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:: 2004 18 February :: 6.52 pm
:: Music: miss you- aaliyah

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:: 2004 18 February :: 4.30 pm
:: Music: if i ruled the world- nas, lauryn hill

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:: 2004 17 February :: 2.37 pm

Kids say the dearest things..
Questions about love and marriage were posed to kids
ages 5 to 10.

what is the proper are to get married?
"Eighty-four! Because at that age, you don't have to work anymore, and you can spend all your time loving each other in your bedroom." (Judy, 8)
"Once I'm done with kindergarten, I'm going to find me a wife!" (Tom, 5)

what do most people do on a date?
"On the first date, they just tell each other lies, and that usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date." (Mike, 10)

when is it okay to kiss someone
"You should never kiss a girl unless you have enough bucks to buy her a big ring and her own VCR, 'cause she'll want to have videos of the wedding."
(Jim, 10)
"Never kiss in front of other people. It's a big embarrassing thing if anybody sees you. But if nobody sees you, I might be willing to try it with a handsome boy, but just for a few hours." (Kally, 9)

the great debate:is it better to be single or married?
"It's better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need somebody to clean up after them!" (Lynette, 9)
"It gives me a headache to think about that stuff. I'm just a kid. I don't need that kind of trouble." (Kenny, 7)

concerning why love happens between two people
"No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do with how you smell. That's why perfume and deodorant are so popular." (Jan, 9)
"I think you're supposed to get shot with an arrow or something, but the rest of it isn't supposed to be so painful." (Harlen, 8)

on what fallin in love is like
"Like an avalanche where you have to run for your life." (Roger, 9)
"If falling in love is anything like learning how to spell, I don't want to do it. It takes too long." (Leo, 7)

on the role of good looks in love
"If you want to be loved by somebody who isn't already in your family, it doesn't hurt to be beautiful." (Jeanne, 8)
"It isn't always just how you look. Look at me. I'm handsome like anything and I haven't got anybody to marry me yet." (Gary, 7)
"Beauty is skin deep. But how rich you are can last a long time."
(Christine, 9)

concerning on why lovers often hold hands
"They want to make sure their rings don't fall off because they paid good money for them." (Dave, 8)

confidential opinions about love
"I'm in favor of love as long as it doesn't happen when 'The Simpsons' is on TV ." (Anita, 6)
"Love will find you, even if you are trying to hide from it. I have been trying to hide from it since I was five, but the girls keep finding me." (Bobby, 8)
"I'm not rushing into being in love. I'm finding fourth grade hard enough." (Regina, 10)

the personal qualities needed in order to be a lover
"One of you should know how to write a check. Because, even if you have tons of love, there is still going to be a lot of bills." (Ava, 8)

some surefire ways to make someone fall in love with you
"Tell them that you own a whole bunch of candy stores." (Del, 6)
"Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention, but attention ain't the same thing as love." (Alonzo, 9)
"One way is to take the girl out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat. French fries usually works for me." (Bart, 9)

how can u tell if two adults eating in a resteraunt are in love?
"Just see if the man picks up the check. That's how you can tell if he's in love." (John, 9)
"Lovers will just be staring at each other and their food will get cold. Other people care more about the food." (Brad, 8)
"It's love if they order one of those desserts that are on fire. They like to order those because it's just like how their hearts are.. on fire."
(Christine, 9)

what most people are thinking when they say "i love you"
"The person is thinking: Yeah, I really do love him. But I hope he showers at least once a day." (Michelle, 9)

how a person learns to kiss
"You learn it right on the spot when the gooshy feelings get the best of you." (Doug, 7)
"It might help to watch soap operas all day." (Carin, 9)

when is it okay to kiss someone?
"It's never okay to kiss a boy. They always slobber all over you...That's why I stopped doing it." (Jean, 10)

how to make love endure
"Spend most of your time loving instead of going to work." (Tom, 7)
"Don't forget your wife's name...That will mess up the love." (Roger,8)
"Be a good kisser. It might make your wife forget that you never take out the trash." (Randy, 8)


...kiddies are the cutest

be daring

:: 2004 17 February :: 12.37 am
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: fell in love with a boy-joss stone

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:: 2004 15 February :: 1.35 pm
:: Mood: rejuvenated
:: Music: how do i say- usher

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:: 2004 12 February :: 11.57 pm

three words...

i....
hate...
school...

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:: 2004 30 January :: 12.19 am
:: Mood: contemplative

its so starnge
Conniving- (v. i.) To close the eyes upon a fault; to wink (at); to fail or forebear by intention to discover an act; to permit a proceeding, as if not aware of it; --usually followed by at.


Brain Dead-(adj.) Brain-damaged in the extreme. It tends to imply terminal design failure rather than malfunction or simple stupidity.

Girls are conniving..

Guys are brain dead..

see..girls right..at least most or a lot of them..they think they're really slick in doing things..they do things purposely but then make everyone think that they had no intention of doing it.."it just kinda happened"..um yeah not really..they really try to fuck around with your head..and guys..because they're so brain dead..they believe them..isn't that funny..hmm yeah okay so these girls right..they'll be all like im not that kind of a girl..but oh my goodness..i wonder how her legs just open up so easily when some guy walks by..real suprising..

guys mistake the girls to be the ones that are brain dead and just really believe them when they say they didn't know what they were doing and that they'll never do that again..see this is why guys are brain dead..who told you to believe them?..girls know exactly what they're doing..they just act like they're mad stupid..its really sad..

i have come to realize almost every girl is conniving..and almost every guy is brain dead..its true..

girls..the conniving type..you might be chillen right now..thinking youve got it going on..but youre gonna get fucked over in the end..just watch..what goes around..comes around ..

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:: 2004 22 January :: 7.17 pm

"Girls are like apples on trees... The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground, that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. That is why we just have to be a little patient and the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple, will come someday..."

be daring

:: 2004 21 January :: 9.37 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: feel alright (coolie riddim)- sean paul

be daring

:: 2004 15 January :: 7.16 pm

life hurts
the moment u feel like givin up...remember that uve been holdin on for so long...

i look back, i look back at all the pain...
all the hurt
and i see...
and all i let in my way
how stupid i have been
how stupid i remain
how i let such little things get to me in so many ways
life hurts in so many unimaginable ways and there are a few that can only make it better around the outside
people see you and label u as certain things, when in reality u are none of those

what hurts most is that, i am steped over soo many times and i let it happen
ive continuously made the promise to myself that i wouldnt let it happen, but i let it happen.. i just let people step all over me
its not right...its not fair
but what is in this world
i pray for once that i could get someone to be there for me like i am for them
to actually think of ME as a human being and not another person to step all over
i wish people would understand that
i not a stepping stone for them to get to their next place-- to increase their stature-- to gain more friends-- or just to get where they want
im not someone to be walked all over

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:: 2004 12 January :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: u got it bad- usher

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:: 2003 25 December :: 1.55 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: last christmas-savage garden

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:: 2003 17 December :: 6.45 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

gossip is a piece of shit
u kno what....edgemont just plain SUCKS
thats all i have to say
this school is a piece of shit
the people are individual pieces of shit
and the whole community is a whole big retarted SHIT HOLE

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:: 2003 7 December :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: trying-lifehouse

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:: 2003 6 December :: 1.39 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: indian flute

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:: 2003 6 December :: 1.37 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: indian flute

be daring

:: 2003 21 November :: 11.28 pm
:: Mood: restless

b o r e d
okaaaaaay this is defnitely gonna take up a shitload of my time but thats okaaaaaaaay

|| Favorite: ||
3 letter word: moo
Actor/actress: umm....vivek oberoi
Board game: uhh dont kno
Book: this lullaby....that summer
Candy: starburst!
Cartoon: scooby doo!
Cereal: honey bunches of oat....cheerios
Chewing gum: orbit
Color(s): blue...red...white...
Day of week: friday
Flower: rose
Jello flavor: cherry i thnk...i havent eaten jello for sumtime now...
Jewelry: rings...they're ever lasting...n necklaces...
Special skills/talents: dunno
Summer/Winter: definitely summer...but winter is gorgeous
Trampolines or swimming pools: trampoline in a pool


|| Person who last: ||
Called you: anu
Slept in your bed: me
You went to the movies with: mis amigas
Sent you an email: priya
Made u cry: parents…friends….him
Made u smile: friends….him
Yelled at u: my mom
Smiled at you: my friends….
Hugged you: my friends…
Kissed you: awww…..I miss the way things were…or I wish thngs wud be diff….


|| Have you ever: ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: ya...
Kept a secret from everyone: ya....
Cried during a movie: too many times....baghban was me breaking out....sad movies always dirctly relate back to my life....it hurts....
planned your week based on the TV Guide: haha no...WHO DOES?? loserss hahahahaha....i wish i had time to watch tv
Been on stage: uhh yeah
Been to New York: sadly, yes
Been to California: wen i wuz younger...
Hawaii: im goin there for my honeymoon =)
Mexico: nope
China: nope
Canada: when i was reallll litle
Europe: hells to the yesss...for a few hours lol
Asia: yup im asian
South America: nopes
Australia: nope....see how india isnt on this list? god damn....IM ADDING IT
India: damn right!! And proud off it
Wished you were the opposite sex: no..

What time is it now?: 9:57 pm
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?:...WALMART! (((truffle 63: YOU CHOSE TARGET OVER WALMART?!?!?!
truffle 63:change it NOW))
Spring or Fall?: spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: read for English catcher in the rye sucks...im stalling for time....
High school or college?: cant wait till college
Are you bored?: yah


|| Friendship/Love: ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: probably..idk.
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: always keep in touch and understanding
have you ever loved: yeah
Have you ever cried over a love?: too many times…


|| Other Info: ||
Criminal record?: been to jail a bajillion timess =p
Do you speak any other languages?: hindi...and little bits of other indian lagnuages...and some spanish..which i suck at
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my pillow,
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: im stupiddd
Worst feeling in the world: wen someone lies to u...n wen ur heart is broken
Who you love: family, friends


|| You: ||
Nickname(s): no comment
Initials: TC....no middle names all the way
How old do you look?: 100 years
How old do you act?: 2 years
Glasses/Contacts: contacts
Braces: nopes
Do you have any pets?: nopes...u thnk my mom'll let me? shes a CLEAN FREAK lol
You get embarrassed: sometimes
What makes you happy?: people
What upsets you?: people

|| Finish the sentence: ||
I Love to... be myself n enjoy life
I Miss... the summer..the way life used to be...
I Wish... life would be good
I Hope... i stop sneezing
I'm Annoyed by... people
I Am... tina
I Am Tired of... school
I Will Always be... there for my friends...

|| Lasts: ||
Last Phone Number You Called: sam
Last show you watched on TV: i dont watch tv
Last song you heard: A whole new world.
Last tear that fell: Wednesday…hopefully the end of my tears for now…
Last noise you heard?: someone signing on
Last smell you sniffed?: fruity smell
Last time you went out of state/province/county?: umm...left NY a few wknds ago to go to NJ

|| Have you ever: ||
Thought you were going to die: yea
Wanted to Run away: ya..almost got kidnapped/raped in the process
Flunked a grade: yeppp fifth grade i got a FIVE on a pop quiz
Skipped a grade: nope

yay its done

1 failure | be daring

:: 2003 12 November :: 8.35 pm
:: Music: BUSTED-isley brothers ft. JS

1 failure | be daring