:: 2005 9 April :: 2.52 am

Wow, so i just talked to amanda for a long time, then brian called me(from acrss the hall) and asked if i would drive them to taco bell...i said yes beause i didnt want them to drive and have told them repetedly to just ask and i will drive them if they are drunk and i am not. So we leave and mike says i can drive his car so we are walking down the stairs and there is a girl sitting at the bottom crying and mike asked her what was wrong and she said she needed a ride (she was wasted) so he offers and she accepts then when we get to the car she says she has 2 friends that need a ride too, so he says sure. We went to a paty in the town houses(that had gotten broken up by the cops, amanda and i had watched) and she went inside, then as the 3 girls were coming back to the car the 1st bitch started yelling at some other partiers and she got in and started honking the horn. finally we drove away, here is the configuration: me driving, one drunk ass in the passenger side withthe bitch on her lap, and then another wasted girl passing out in the back between aaron and mike. SO anyway, as we are driving down the road the girl sitting in the passenger seat starts feeling sick, so the bitch switches to the bottome and the puky girl leans ou the window, the whole time, the bitch is crying and all three are yelling because they had been deserted and left all alone. then the bitch starts messing with the radio and when i try to fix it, she GRABBED MY HAND and called me a loser. i almost hit her in the face, then she rested her head on my shoulder and flipped through the radio stations until we got to the dorms. the 2 in the front hurried inside, thier parting words something along the lines of " fuck this shit" and the wasted girl in the back wandering along behind after aaron and mike finally got her awakened.

Nice meeting you girls, your welcome for the ride.

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:: 2005 7 April :: 9.30 pm

michelle: I need to use sexual treachery in a sentence...gank...sexual treachery...you think i could use them in a sentence together? I want to gank your sexual treachery.

Oh michelle, so drizzy yet no alchi...interesting

(Katie: Alicia! I can see your vag!)

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:: 2005 7 April :: 12.31 am

Passing

she is grey and gone

translucent skin stretched taught

over jutting bones

she smiles at her reflection

through sunken holes

where crystal seas

used to ebb and flow

as she pulls skeletal fingers through

rapidly thinning hair

bangles sing a mournful tune

all the way down to her elbow

she cant hear the words we say

she wont listen

she just smiles ignoring

her clothes reeking

of tears shed as she passes

from room to room

slowly fading


newly revised poem...feedback bitches, do your girl up right!

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:: 2005 2 April :: 1.18 am

Saw Sin City tonight. I am still undecided on it thought. I love Alexis though. She is so beautiful. I also made some potato salad that didnt suck. No one april fooled me either. Compeau had smiley shaved into his shins. He is gonna wak up tomarrow and kick himself.

Some other stuff happened too, and i have to say that i am utterly useless and I am sorry to anyone who needs me that i have no words for. I should be better at a lot of things, but for tonight, i will just say this:
I love you all
(I meaning me, love meaning heart(as a verb),you all meaning a select few friends who read this journal)

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:: 2005 21 March :: 12.57 am

I know that some things are going on in some of my homies' lives and I just want to let you all know that I am here if you need me or want anything. I might not always say what you want or react how you want, but i always care about you, and want you to be happy. I will support you no matter what happens and just know that you are hearted.

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:: 2005 31 January :: 11.38 pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes- Lover I dont have to Love

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:: 2005 27 January :: 12.16 am

Here is my contribution:

What time did you get up this morning?
:: 8 am for class...boo

Diamonds or pearls?
:: Diamonds

What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
:: In Good Company

What is your favorite TV show?
:: OC, Gilmore Girls, One Tree Hill

What did you have for breakfast?
:: Cinnamon Raisin toast

What is your middle name?
:: Ann

Favorite cuisine?
:: mmmm food

What foods do you dislike?
:: Smooth Peanut Butter, brussel sprouts

What is your favorite flavor?
:: mmmm food

What is your favorite CD at the moment?
:: Jimmy Eat World Bleed American

What kind of car do you drive?
:: 1997 Ford Taurus

Favorite sandwich?
:: mmm food

What characteristic do you despise?
:: egotism, greed, dishonesty

Favorite item of clothing?
:: pj pants

If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
:: Puerto Rico

What color is your bathroom?
:: White

Favorite brand of clothing?
:: anything that fits and looks good

Where would you retire to?
:: lets not get too ahead of ourseves here

Favorite time of the day?
:: Evening

What was your most memorable birthday?
:: 17-scavenger hunt, 18-w/ bobert, 20-in 8302

Where were you born?
:: Kissimee FL

Favorite sport to watch?
:: Basketball


What fabric detergent do you use?
:: All

Are you a morning person or a night person?
:: Night.

What is your shoe size?
:: uhhh, anywhere from 7-8.5

Do you have any pets?
:: Um, Dunzo

Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family and friends?
:: No

What did you want to be when you were little?
:: Photographer, anestisiologist

What are you doing today?
:: I went to classthen made food and did nothing all day. Tomarrow, class and poetry reading with my K boys.

Woot!

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:: 2005 18 January :: 12.42 am

SOMETIMES I JUST GET SO MAD. I feel like i am being left behind and everyone is moving on without me. I mean Max and Eric and Anne spent the entire weekend together bonding and hanging out and didnt even think to invite me. They were in kzoo and didnt want me around. It is so sad that i have spent so much time trying to be a good friend when they dont even care. I mean it is like pulling freakin teeth to get anyone to actually spend time with me, so i guess i should just let it go. Let it all go. And then there is Ryan. he and I will always be ok, but i am not sure we will ever be good again. but i have to let that go too. I have to accept that my friends from caddy just arent there anymore, and i have to move on. I have to. I have to. I cant let them do this to me anymore. I cant let them make me feel like i am nothing. I have to let go. For good.

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:: 2005 7 January :: 11.20 am

Wow, so i am now going to have 2 journals, or possibley just paste from one to the other....my other is www.xanga.com/brutisimo

so tonight i am going to ferris and i think it might suck, but what is a girl to do? My friends know that i am a pushover and that they can use me all they want and i will just go along with it...i mean i guess i dont have to , but i dont really have anything else to do and i really dont want to seem like a colosal bitch...

which brings me to my new years resolution: Express myself more nicely. Whick means still stand up for myself but dont be such a bitch about everything.

i have a lot to do before tonight, so i must bid you farewell.

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:: 2004 30 October :: 6.38 pm

I hate when i keep busy all day and still feel like i have accomplished nothing...here is what i did today:
Made a rocking scarf
cleaned the kitchen
made dinner for everyone
cleaned the kitchen again

I went home on thursday night and saw my grandpa yesterday, it was probably the hardest thing i have ever done, because i had yo act like everything was fine even though i was scared out of my mind, but i am sure that it was worth it, and i know there is worse to come in my life.

overall, i am pretty content right now.

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:: 2004 26 October :: 12.13 am

My grandpa is in the hospital. He is like my fave person in the world. I dont want to talk about it, but i know i am really moody and irritable. Sorry. I am just worried.

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:: 2004 23 October :: 12.36 am

Sometimes i can't believe THIS is my LIFE. I CHOSE this.

I miss Max so much it hurts.

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:: 2004 21 October :: 1.20 am

I REALLY want to go to Yerba Buena at 7:30 tomarrow/today/thursday...arg

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:: 2004 21 October :: 1.00 am

Wow, so this week has not gone how i had planned it...

Yesterday I only went to 2 out of 4 of my classes.

Today I cranked out a crappy paper of over 2000 words and was only an hour late for my first class, then fell asleep during the movie in Cinema.

Tomarrow I have to go to ALL my classes...I am getting out of hand.

Friday I have to clean my room, and do laundry.

Also on friday a bunch of us are going to the haunted hall thing in E/F. Everyone is invited to come along.

This weekend Kate and Michelle's families are coming too...you know what that means right?
FOOD!

Alright I need to go do some homework before I hit the hay.

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:: 2004 20 October :: 2.32 pm

I have a friend who is an EXTREME liberal...almost to the point where I need to hit him sometimes...and that is saying a lot...so anyway, here is his away message today, I am not posting it to get into a debate, I just think it is funny, and I hope you all take it for what it is... the thougths of one person who thinks a certain way, and whose thoughts happen to make me laugh...enjoy...

Pat Robertson, an ardent Bush supporter and founder of the U.S. Christian Coalition, said on Tuesday he had this conversation with the president in Nashville, Tennessee, before the March 2003 invasion U.S.-led invasion of Iraq:
"And I warned him about this war. I had deep misgivings about this war, deep misgivings. And I was trying to say, 'Mr. President, you had better prepare the American people for casualties.' "
Robertson said the president then told him, "Oh, no, we're not going to have any casualties."
Bush is, simply put, not a member of the reality-based community -- he's a latter-day Howard Hughes with a messiah complex. And that makes him almost singularly unqualified to lead the most powerful nation on Earth, as his Iraq disaster has proved all too well.
-Chippens

To even the playing field, here is another hilarious Kerry-bashing site...or as BT puts it "funniest Anti-Kerry shit ever"...enjoy...

http://www4.ncsu.edu/~drtaylor/kerry/kerry.html

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:: 2004 19 October :: 11.17 pm

oh yeah! Schedule post. Woot.

ENGL 321 Amer Lit II
ENGL 331 Brit Lit II
ENGL 366 Adv Fictn Wrtng
ENGL 367 Adv Poetry Wrtng
SPAN 317 Conversation
HNRS 250 Holocaust
HNRS 250 Dehumanization of the Other

21 credits WOOT!

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:: 2004 19 October :: 11.11 pm

DAMN IT! I skipped 2 classes already this week and I have a 2000 word paper due tomarrow on a book i have not read. ARG!

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:: 2004 18 October :: 11.32 pm

DAMN THE MAN! i am not going to IWU now because the boys are not going to be there beacause it is fall break for them...grrr

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:: 2004 18 October :: 3.28 am

I finally got the internet back...woot! I had an awesome weekend, full of drama but great none the less. on thursday we drizzank and everyone went to bed early which sort of sucked, but i wathed a movie and it was fine. Then on Friday kate and amanda and i went to Rochester to Kate's house and it was so fun...lots of good memories, including but not limited to...courduroy snowpants, strapless bra over prom dress, Maureen without pants on, amanda throwing kates thong, and dropping tubes on amanda...then we came home saturday and we drank again and compo and mike got in a fist fight...drama...then today we watched a shit-ton of movies and all hung out together then steve came over to hang out woth us and we talked util 3am just like old times...

Plans for the week:
Monday: clean the apt and go to my session and do h-dub
tuesday: got to ALL of my classes
Wednesday: read and go to class
Thursday:got to ALL ofmy classes
Friday-Monday: IWU baby!

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:: 2004 13 October :: 1.04 pm

I LOVE sticky hands, and Michelle's mom for sending them...I am HILARIOUS! and dangerous according to Michelle...WOOT!

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