].L.o.v.e.l.y.[

:: 2004 1 September :: 9.06am

Sweden owns Germany...Canada almost owns USA

:: 2004 31 August :: 12.38pm

WCH
Today, USA plays Canada in the world cup. The game starts at 7, class ends at 7:45...that really really sucks. I can't wait for the game though. Talent-wise, US should get killed, but Finland did beat the Czech Republic 4-0 yesterday, so i guess anything can happen. I'll be wearing by jersey, try to show some support for the sport nobody seems to care about.

:: 2004 30 August :: 3.13pm

Breaking News: Finland owns Czech Republic...

:: 2004 24 August :: 11.16pm

DORM PICS!
Me post-shower at desk...

Will and Alyssa...

Will, Alyssa and Pat...

Me, straight chillin...

:: 2004 23 August :: 5.49pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: bring it on home-Led Zepplin

Hey,

Well, my first day of school was today, and it was really cool, but really lonely at the same time, the blonde bunny is up at the HS, so is Tami and Matt and Jakie and.....well, everyone. the school like doubled in size in terms of ppls, all the food in the whole school was gone by the begenning of 2nd lunch, so me and morg only got chips and a drink. They also took out all the soda, and dont serve meal deals anymore, so that sucks. Heres my schedual.

1st per. Mrs. Gilmore Algebra B
2nd per. Mrs. Castello Science 8
3rd per. Mr. Haskins PE 8
4th per. Mr. Campbell Soc. Stud. 8
5th per. Mrs. Clarkson Lang. Art. 8
6th per. Mr. Boyer Adv. Band
0 per. Mr. Boyer Jazz Band

So, thats my schedual, heres some more pics.
Read more..

Well, Ill keep you updated, if anything goes on, Ill tell you.

l8r
Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

7 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 23 August :: 3.53pm
:: Mood: Whee arghhh
:: Music: Fatal Portrait -- King Diamond

Yeah.
In the darkness, we liiiive our liiiiives..

T.T This CD is so sad

Okay, it's called the Puppet Master by King Diamond. This guy and his chick in Budapest go to see this puppet show, and the guy's kinda scared 'cause he thinks he sees a puppet looking at him. Yeah, so the shows over and they go outside, right? The couple talk to the wee hours of the morning, just sitting outside the hall.

The song for that part is uber sad at the end, 'cause they're like "I will never forget this night" and he says "I saw the magic in your eyes" and it is SO sweet. I swear, if some one sand that to me, I'd like.. die xD It's sooo nice.. So anyways..

The puppet master's wife, Emerencia, she kills the people and drags them inside for the Ritual, and she also snags the couple! So yeah, the next song after that starts out with him saying "Why am I strapped to this.. hospital bed?"

The puppet master tells him what he's going to do as the man assesses his surroundings, there's an alter, puppets, shelves with jars, which contain a dark substance (he says it's Dark as Hell ^-^) So, since the guy's scared, he kicks the shelf, breaking one of the jars, which is blood.

The sacrifice must have done something to his eyes, because he can use them without having the blood pushed into him.

Anyways, the puppet master extracts his eyes, putting them in the puppet base, then strips the skin from the body and puts it on the puppet base as well.

So yeah, after that, he talks about practicing walking and stuff with the body, they keeping the blood from his human body to keep him alive for an hour each day or so.

Then the girl puppet is being shipped off to Berlin, and it's uber sad, 'cause they have to say good bye, and and and.. It's sad! He tells her to remember the butterfly, which musta died and they preserved it's wings or something but, yeah, still uber sad.

Soooo he's all missin' her, and no one likes him, he stays in this old toy store for like, ever, 'cause no one wants to buy him. And he stares at everyone, and they're all creeped out. Yeah, really sad x.X

I said sad a lot, guess it's 'cause I couldn't think of another adjective, hmph.

Okay, well, I haven't posted in a while annnd.. Rik was whining at me (>p Bleehhh!) My week and a half have been fine. I'm SO happy we're gonna be mostly inside for Personal Fitness, but I hate to know where we're going to be during Team Sports.. T.T It was raining when I had to walk my little part home today..

My weekend was hot, but I think I might gotten a Red Bull hangover, 'cause during Band I almost fainted x.x I was all like "Woooah.." and had to sit down. T.T; My brain still hurts. I drew an uber hot picture, annnd.. it's uber hot xD It's kinda.. like.. this outfit I was wearing Friday night, and it say Eris above it.

Eris (sp?) was the goddess of discord, she who threw the golden apple addressed to "The Fairest Goddess" into the party on Olympus she wasn't invited to. This sprouted to the quarrel, and laterly, the bribery of Paris, leader of the Trojans in the battle against Greece.

WoW! I'm smart! XD Anyways, I linked myself to this mythological being because of what happened on Sunday.

Okay, sooo, this person signed on, and the thing popped up on Jade's computer and I asked who it was. It was Brad, a friend of Keith's. I asked her why she had him on her list, and she said that he just IMed her out of the blue one day, e-mollesting her, so I left him a message, rather jokingly, calling him a rapist.

He meesaged me back a bit later, telling me he wasn't a rapist and asking who it was, and so I told him, and he started calling me fat, right? I wasn't too offended, 'cause really, who hasn't called me fat atleast once? XD I really don't care!

Anyways, we went on back and forth for a bit, just kinda shooting different insults at each other. I really wasn't offended, but Jade must have been, 'cause when I was downstairs, watching TV, she got Ilana and Keith, not to mention herself, to cuss this poor kid out!

I come back upstairs, finding out about this goings-on, and start freaking out, because that really was against everything I stand for. Cussing some one out for something like a joke? Really.

Anyways, I forgive all who were part of it, and am still extremely sorry Brad got dumped by one of his 'best friends ever', though I think it would've been kind if I was spared the bloody guilt trip (._.;;)

You see? Emily is like Eris, the goddess of Discord, for I threw something like the golden apple. If I just hadn't said rapist when I IMed him, I bet ALL of this could have been avoided! ^-^

WHOO! SMART ME! XD Good one, ah?

So yeah, there's my explanation, and something like my peace of mind, I hope.

Sooo yeah. My head hurts.. I don't wanna read. I'm kinda worried about that thing tomorrow, in TV Production.. yeah.

Oi, Keith, call meh 'cause I aint gonna be on IM, we need to talk about that project.

AND IF YOU MUST KNOW, those who are inquiring so snidely "What project?", it's for Geography, and it's on South Africa. Even ask Mr. Bianchi >.<

Bloop. ~waves~

"Card Captor Sakura (CCS) is about a girl named Sakura, who's name happens to mean Cherry Blossom in Japanese, which is totally irrelivent to this explanation.."

6 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 22 August :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: rebel-Apopdigma Berzerk

Hey all,

Well, so far, everything is going great, Aubrey is getting a hair cut today, and I went to Raging Waters yesterday, I went on drop out 6 times, and got really sunburned. SO...I get to go to school tomorrow, and I get to see my new schedual, I hope I get Mr. Lagualas(sp?) that would be soo cool, as it turns out, my neighbor, Jennifer has Algebra 1 with me, so at least someone I know will be in my class. I have Adv. band, wich, should be fun........NOT no offence, but they suck!! umm.... n/m else to say, my mom is healing really well, and my dad is being an arse hole, but other than that, its been pretty cool. Well, heres a few pics of my pad.
Read more..
Heres a little thing I wrote
TIME
Life moves to fast, if you stop to smell the roses, you miss the brid, but if all you do is pay attention to the bird, you miss the bee. the world is having war for peace, and hating out of love, people are killing for life, and building for destruction. To man, time is a way of life, we take time for granted, for every passing moment without even a breath. eventhough within that minuite, many people dont know it is their last. While for others, it is their first. this is a world where time is short, and people dont even take the time to enjoy it.

Thats all for now, more to come.

Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

5 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 19 August :: 5.08pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: bohemiean rapsody- Queen

Hey all,

well, I got back from going to Disney Land last night, I was awesone, we actually went to California adventure, Morg and I went on the tower of terror 9 times, and posed for every picture, it was hallerious!!! we did rock, paper, scissors, and Morg and I pulled out the cell phone, and pretended we were on the phone, it was pretty cool. Well, I have a band gig on Sat, Im going to a Storm game tonight, and I have rehursal tomorrow. Ive been having a coulple of really shitty days, my baby cousin almost died, my mom is gonna have surgery, and my big bro is having an allergic reaction to something. my two best friends arnt talking to me, and hopefully I can fix that, with Aubrey at liest, i dont want to loose her. Well, Im chatting with Christene G, shes pretty kool to talk to, Ill se ya all.

l8r,
Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

7 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 17 August :: 8.27pm

Well this is my last night to be had in South Florida, and I'm spending it on Atlantic Ave. I'm gonna miss the fact that the beach is so close but I'm sure I'll find plenty of things in Orlando to take its place. Now I'm off to go listen to some good music, and maybe some poetry...who knows.

Goodbye South Florida, it's been fun.

:: 2004 16 August :: 4.19pm
:: Music: The Doors - When the Music's Over

My life is now sitting in a few boxes in my livning room. It felt kind bad going through the stuff I was gonna bring because as I said no to certain things I felt as if the inanimate objects were getting their feelings hurt of something. So I burnt everything I'm not taking. I have two more nights here, and then it's over...or beginning. hello, I love you.

340 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 14 August :: 6.44pm
:: Music: none

hey all,

Well, I got back from Morgans from a week there, and it was same all the time, soooo.

Give me 1000 comments in this entry. Or whatever, really. YOU, in particular, don't have to supply the whole 1000, but a tiny contribution would be nice. Then post this in your journal and I'll return the favor.

So this is your chance to spam me with anything! Pictures, lyrics, the word spam over and over. Feel free to tell me something about yourself, or screen your comments. Do whatever you want! It's all up to you.

Okay, so I realize 1000 is a big number so,...just spam away and we'll see what happens. Please entertain me!

I on the phone with Aubrey right now, so Ill ttyl

Stevo

:: 2004 13 August :: 2.24am

August 13, 2004....check

:: 2004 12 August :: 2.09pm

Is it illegal to posses prescription glasses without a prescription?

:: 2004 11 August :: 4.52pm
:: Mood: Whee! ^-^
:: Music: Nothing really

My first day of High School 0.0
^-^ Amazing. Sheerly amazing. That's really all I can say, because it was so good.

Jade, Rik, I pity thee, for thou hast left thy gentle nest acrost the hollow from Omni..

I mean, really! I have ATLEAST 1 person I know, or have seen before, in each of my classes. I love them all ^-^

Even Personal Fitness doesn't sound too bad!

Okay, let's get started.

:: What I Wore ::

-Black, knee-length skirt
-Black fishnet knee-highs
-England tee
-Old dark blue sweater
-Black eyeliner

:: Algebra 1, Mrs. Richar ::

Nice lady, lovely class. Just darling. Not much to say.

:: Personal Fitness, Coach Lindley ::

Nice lady, big class. It's cool how it is. Tuesday and Thursday we're in a classroom, and Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, we're either in the Weight Room or the Track, though she said more of the weight room.

We hung out in the gym on the bleachers 'cause there wasn't anything else to do. I was surrounded by Zack M, David, and Rachel S ^-^ Yeeey!

:: Integrated Science 1, Mr. Wojciechowsky ::

WOW! I remember how to spell his name! xD He sounds pretty awesome, he's one of the sports coaches apparentally. Sooo yeeeah.. Nice ^-^;

:: World Cultural Geogaphy, Mr. Bianchi ::

Wow.. he talked funny x.X; But I was ecstatic! Keith, Zach F, Kristina, and Eli were there, too! ^-^ Yeeey. This guy's class was hilarious 'cause he kept saying we shouldn't get anything below a B or we're super retarted. Crazy ^-^;

:: Band 1, Mr. White ::

Ha, gosh.. I kinda didn't like being there 'cause everyone's all like "Why'd you quit marching band?" and I told them I didn't like it, then they'd say " But it was only one day." Argh. Don't they get it? If I don't like something, I usually don't do it o.0;; Then Evan, one of the head clarinets, puts me on a fucking guilt trip!

All I need! >.<

That kinda watered my day, but I was still fine.

:: Lunch ::

I'm real glad I brought lunch x.X; The lines got stupendous quickly. I went WHOO 'cause Alexis goes there! Remember Alexis, Jenn? One of our fellow 'Sailor Scouts'? ^-^

So we talked, sat together, a couple of her friends sat with us, and they practically GUSHED over how 'hot' Randal Bevington is. Psh. Whatever >.<;

Greasy pimple face..

:: Pre AP English 1, Mrs. .. Someone ::

Apparentally we had a summer reading list o.0;;;; Which I never got >.<; Soo.. I have a week to read a couple of books. No sweat ^-^; Hopefully. This teacher was nice. Eli was in this class with me, too xD

He sat infront of me, and while we're filling out these forms, the one thing said 'Call Me: ___________' And I blinked, trying to think and put 'Call me: _Sure_' Then she said it was a nickname, so I was like 0.0;; And put down Em. Then Eli showed me his, Zebulon, so I scribbled out both and put 'Emilina the Vile' xD

For Future Occupation I put 'Evil Ruler' then crossed it out and put artist. I'm so stupid ^-^

:: TV Production 1, Mr. >.>;; Er.. Guy ::

Oh my god! Loniiii! >.<;;;; Whotcher problem?! Go to SRH, you'll be in 6th period with me! T.T Rayna's there, she's rather nice.

Anyways, we're supposed to like.. write some sort of speech thing about us, and make a background-type thing, and then we'll do it infront of a green screen ^-^ And the background I made would be behind me. Pretty cool, eh?

So the day was out, and I walked most of the way with Ducky and Ryan, 'cause they were going to Subway, and I met my mom just inside the gate. Awesome.

It was, surprisingly, a great day ^-^

Yeah, soooo.. yeah.

I'm probably gonna get a job at my dad's store when it opens. Mostly janitorial shits, but whatever. ^-^;

Yeap, sooo.. There was the shiny! I better go get whatever I need.

Luvvles *-*

"Ilana Goldberg? Ilana? Guess not."

7 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 9 August :: 3.02pm
:: Mood: Pissed off
:: Music: The psycho buzzing that's burned itself into my eardrums from the Apiphobia

BLAH!
Three hours to orientation and my brain's on fire. I hope it rains some more.. I don't think we're going to be outside or anything, but I just like rain ^-^

I learned I have apiphobia (severe fear of bees) and it wasn't too bad 'til my parents forced me to go to MI with my grandparents..

So really, it's my parents' faults for making me go..

But I won't blame them.. because if I ever see a shrink or shit like that, and I tell them that, they'll be like "Now why is it your parents' fault if you antagonized the bee?" and I'd be all like "Hellooo?! It was on the back of my head, I itched it because I didn't know! It never woulda happened if I didn't go!"

See? I'd be so less giddy about being outside if I HADN'T GONE TO FUCKING MICHIGAN!

Screw that shit! Now I'm pissed off!

I told her I didn't want to go in the first place!

BLOODY MOTHER LOVING HELL! >.<

Dammit..

Luvvles, or something close >.<;

"He ran into my knife, he ran into my knife ten times"

4 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 8 August :: 4.30am
:: Mood: WhEEE! >.>
:: Music: WHOoO! >.>;

YES! No! YES! >.>;;;;
EPN22590: Hey sorry

deadprincess1223: AHGGUUUAHAHGUUH! o.o

EPN22590: ...

EPN22590: Whats new?

deadprincess1223: >.>;

deadprincess1223: PANTALONES!

EPN22590: Lay

deadprincess1223: JENOICE!

EPN22590: *Kay

deadprincess1223: LAY!

deadprincess1223: I looooove you

EPN22590: Yes lay

deadprincess1223: I would love to hump
you senseless

deadprincess1223: For I am Jade

EPN22590: You girls are hig arn't you.....

EPN22590: *High

EPN22590: Or hig

deadprincess1223: I'm sooooo hig

deadprincess1223: Man

EPN22590: I bet

deadprincess1223: I'm higger than hig

EPN22590: lol

deadprincess1223: I need.. a higgin' towel

EPN22590: ...

EPN22590: What did you girls do to
yourselvs...

deadprincess1223: Weellll

deadprincess1223: I just licked Dylia

deadprincess1223: Annd

deadprincess1223: Jade gave me
a.. 'massage' ~wink wink~

deadprincess1223: Anddd.. she got so tired
from the 'massage' ~wink wink~ that she's
falling asleep.

EPN22590: Everyones asleep here too

deadprincess1223: Whoo

EPN22590: Yup crap loads of fun

EPN22590: Next time im sleeping over with
you girls

EPN22590: They all died here

EPN22590: Very depressing

EPN22590: So its just you n EM

deadprincess1223: Me n Em

EPN22590: Fun

deadprincess1223: Awesome

deadprincess1223: Sleep over with us

deadprincess1223: Annnd..

deadprincess1223: You won't stay virginal

EPN22590: Uh..Okay

deadprincess1223: xD

EPN22590: So what are you n Em doing
seeing as you killed dear loved Jade

deadprincess1223: I'm eating Dylia

deadprincess1223: o.o;

deadprincess1223: I'm all like Woahhh

EPN22590: Yummy?

deadprincess1223: And she's like Eeep!

deadprincess1223: And I'm like YEY!

EPN22590: Have fun but not to much

EPN22590: Play safe now Em

deadprincess1223: You know it.

EPN22590: I'm bored here....

EPN22590: Its to quiet

deadprincess1223: Read my journal

deadprincess1223: I just updated

EPN22590: Okay

EPN22590: Okay i'm bored again....

deadprincess1223: Lick a wall

deadprincess1223: They taste

EPN22590: Is it yummy?

deadprincess1223: YES! o.o

EPN22590: Well this wall is yellow so i duno
if itll be as yummy

deadprincess1223: Yeah, it'll taste like
bananas.

EPN22590: And yellow sounds like jello

EPN22590: And i don't like jello

EPN22590: Esp bannana jello

deadprincess1223: Wait..

deadprincess1223: There's no such thing

deadprincess1223: o.o;

EPN22590: I know cuz it sounds nasty

EPN22590: My point

EPN22590: I'm frightened...

deadprincess1223: ~pokes~

EPN22590: I think i'm going to.....go to
sleep......

EPN22590: ~Flops over~

deadprincess1223: I love you.

deadprincess1223: o.o

deadprincess1223: Group.. ORGY!

deadprincess1223: o.o

deadprincess1223: Only good way

deadprincess1223: In a group

deadprincess1223: xD

EPN22590: Er..no Thanx

EPN22590: I'm going to go to sleep

EPN22590: It is quite scary...

EPN22590: Good night

deadprincess1223: We can see you.

EPN22590: Uh ohhhhhhhh

deadprincess1223: >>

deadprincess1223: Hahehe

EPN22590: Hides under blanket

EPN22590: ~~

deadprincess1223: It's alright Rik. I won't let
her harm you.

EPN22590: ~Pokes his head out~

EPN22590: Okay

EPN22590: Well then i'm off to bed

deadprincess1223: Sweet dreams.

EPN22590: I'd skip but thats to gay..

EPN22590: SO! ill walk!

EPN22590: SImple silution

EPN22590: I'm so smart

EPN22590: Night girls

EPN22590: Sleep well

deadprincess1223: Night

deadprincess1223: ~Hugs~

deadprincess1223: There is love, darling

EPN22590: ~Hugs back~

EPN22590: Oh and give Jade a hug for me

EPN22590: Night

deadprincess1223: We'll lick her for you

deadprincess1223: Night

deadprincess1223: Give her a good snogging

EPN22590: Well thanx...I guess that makes me feel better...

deadprincess1223: Yanno? ~snicker~

EPN22590: Night oh crazed high ones

deadprincess1223: WEHEEHWHEWH! o.o

EPN22590 signed off at 4:30:18 AM.

Will this SENSUAL tale ever CLIMAX?! o.o;;; Man, I can just FEEL it, I'm SO CLOSE! >.>;;

Luvvles ^-^

"I am I to call you stupid!"

P.S. FEMININE VIBRATORS!

8 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 8 August :: 4.08am
:: Mood: WHEE!
:: Music: Whooo

Emilina the Vile, who's in the Secret Service of Poecjrhtwaei!
deadprincess1223: Don't forget to bring a towel.

malevolentempire: What?

deadprincess1223: When you go to a hotel
don't forget to bring a towel because you never know where hotel towels have been.

malevolentempire: What brought that up?

deadprincess1223: I feel high.

deadprincess1223: lol

deadprincess1223: I don't know.

malevolentempire: Why?

deadprincess1223: Because I've been
laughing a lot.

deadprincess1223: Yeah, anyway.

deadprincess1223: Hi, how are you?

malevolentempire: Im okay.

deadprincess1223: Emily is biting and liking me.

malevolentempire: Emily?

deadprincess1223: My other other lesbian luver.

malevolentempire: :-X

deadprincess1223: Why are your lips sealed?

deadprincess1223: Anyway.

malevolentempire: How old?

deadprincess1223: Why?

malevolentempire: I need to know

deadprincess1223: Shhh

deadprincess1223: I cannot tell

deadprincess1223: Because

deadprincess1223: She's part of the Secret
Service!

deadprincess1223: Annnd

deadprincess1223: Her code name is Emilina
the Vile

deadprincess1223: <.<;

deadprincess1223: DUN DUN!

deadprincess1223: DUnN!

malevolentempire: :'( fine dont tell me.

deadprincess1223: Emilina the Vile: Hello.. I like things.. like pants. You are old. But I do not care.

deadprincess1223: Emilina the Vile is Stupid

deadprincess1223: I like To write With odd Capitilizations

deadprincess1223: WHOOOOOOO!

deadprincess1223: LET US say WHEE IN PRAISE!

deadprincess1223: To that of THEE in the name of POECJRHTWAEI! o.o;;;

deadprincess1223: YES! Poecjrhtwaei! >>!

deadprincess1223: I love it.

deadprincess1223: Anyways

deadprincess1223: Yes

deadprincess1223: This isn't Dylia

deadprincess1223: As you've concluded

deadprincess1223: Emilina the Vile has stolen her computer back

deadprincess1223: But worry you not, horny sameritan

deadprincess1223: You will be SPAAAAARED the WRAITH!

deadprincess1223: Wraith.. wrath.. wraith..
>.>; Hold up..

deadprincess1223: ~skitters off for spell check~ AWAYYYYY!

deadprincess1223: Hi Josh.

malevolentempire: Hi.

deadprincess1223: That was funny.

deadprincess1223: How was your days?

malevolentempire: huh?

deadprincess1223: I haven't seen or talked to you in a couple of days... How have they been?

malevolentempire: okay

deadprincess1223: No juicy details?

malevolentempire: No.

deadprincess1223: Sorry, about a day or two ago I was strange to you on the internet thingy. I was annoyed with you but today and well yesterday I wanted to see you badly.

malevolentempire: why annoyrd?

deadprincess1223: I was just pms'ing that day.

malevolentempire: Okay.

deadprincess1223: You don't even care, do
you?

deadprincess1223: By the way, this is
Emilina the Vile.

deadprincess1223: Anyways, Dylia has been experiencing some sexual tension

malevolentempire: I do care but iknow now

deadprincess1223: If you know what I mean ~wink wink~

deadprincess1223: YEY! HE KNOWS!

deadprincess1223: Let there be rejoice.. o.o;

malevolentempire: Ahhh my
mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

deadprincess1223: And may an acidic snail eat through you bike pedals

deadprincess1223: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

deadprincess1223: xD

deadprincess1223: And then decay your
mind with pornoooooo

deadprincess1223: And beer.

deadprincess1223: SHUT UP!

deadprincess1223: You talk too muc

deadprincess1223: much

deadprincess1223: o.o;

deadprincess1223: No.. yes. No.

deadprincess1223: <.
deadprincess1223: I will now.. LICK YOUR GIRLFRIEND!

deadprincess1223: AHHHH!

malevolentempire is away at 4:06:28 AM.

deadprincess1223: Josh?!

Auto response from malevolentempire: fuck

deadprincess1223: Come back!!

deadprincess1223: Call me later.

deadprincess1223: bai.

Heated, wasn't it? Can you keep up with Emilina the Vile? Will Josh ever answer her crazed, horny cries?

TUNE IN NEXT TIME! >.>;;

Luvvles ^-^

"I'm not dead yet!"

The story :: ContinuED! o.o;

malevolentempire returned at 4:11:10 AM.

malevolentempire: hi

malevolentempire: I found cookie dough :-) .

malevolentempire: You there?

deadprincess1223: I like..

deadprincess1223: YEY!

malevolentempire: I love it :-)

deadprincess1223: I KNOW! o.o

deadprincess1223: CAN YEW.. believe IT?!

malevolentempire: YuMmY

deadprincess1223: Yes

deadprincess1223: Your girlfriend is.

malevolentempire: may i eat some off ofyour
body?

deadprincess1223: ..

malevolentempire: (d)

deadprincess1223: I.. think.. you're..
mistaken...

malevolentempire: I'll fight you for her.

deadprincess1223: Hem.. hem hem..
HEMMMEHENMEMM! o.o;

deadprincess1223: Oh yeah?

deadprincess1223: I'll take you down!

deadprincess1223: Down to.. >.>;;

deadprincess1223: YEAH!

deadprincess1223: DOWN!

deadprincess1223: No, man, I'm like.. pretty
strong.

deadprincess1223: I'm a crazy little woman!

deadprincess1223: o.o;

malevolentempire: youll have to ask her first
im a masochist

deadprincess1223: I go snake fists on yer
ass

deadprincess1223: Maybe not your ass

deadprincess1223: I try to avoid asses

deadprincess1223: But you know what I
mean

malevolentempire: i do as well

deadprincess1223: I knew it!

deadprincess1223: I can read minds

deadprincess1223: YOU HAVE A WEDGIE!

malevolentempire: knew what?

deadprincess1223: ..

deadprincess1223: That.. you hada wedgie.

malevolentempire: i do?

deadprincess1223: YES!

deadprincess1223: Don't deny it!

deadprincess1223: I canfeel the crawling!

deadprincess1223: a;skfhalskhf

deadprincess1223: o.o

malevolentempire: im not wearing under
ware so uhh not happening

deadprincess1223: Sorry, I get.. uh..
seizuresesssesess.. o.o;; ses..

deadprincess1223: ............... <.<;;;;;;; ........
~awkward~

deadprincess1223: ..

deadprincess1223: .

deadprincess1223: ..

deadprincess1223: .

deadprincess1223: ..

deadprincess1223: .

deadprincess1223: .

deadprincess1223: ..

deadprincess1223: ...

deadprincess1223: ....

malevolentempire: i have pant

deadprincess1223: ...

malevolentempire: The last message was
not sent because you are over the rate
limit. Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the message again.

malevolentempire: i have pants on*

deadprincess1223: ..WHEWW!

malevolentempire: 421 fuck i missed it

deadprincess1223: ..

deadprincess1223: What did we miss?

malevolentempire: nvm

deadprincess1223: No do tell.

malevolentempire: brb

deadprincess1223: YESSIR! o.o

malevolentempire: dont call me sir

deadprincess1223: But you are my lord and
master.

malevolentempire: im submissive i am no
lord or master

deadprincess1223: Don't lie to me, SiR!!

malevolentempire: *walks away*

deadprincess1223: Why? ~pulls hand~

deadprincess1223: o.o;; I am known.. to
glomp >.>;

deadprincess1223: Don't mess! o.o;

malevolentempire: i dont like being called sir
and i am a sub

deadprincess1223: Aww

deadprincess1223: Does it hurt your
feeeeelinggggkssss?

malevolentempire: no just annoys me

deadprincess1223: Oh, poor baby

malevolentempire: is this d?

deadprincess1223: Nooo.. This is Poisonous
Em

deadprincess1223: M

deadprincess1223: xD

malevolentempire: good bye

deadprincess1223: Aw, fine, I don't love
you, either.

deadprincess1223: Dylia will be back in a
second, oh stupid one o.o;

malevolentempire: okay

malevolentempire: who are you to call me
stupid?

deadprincess1223: I am I to call you stupid. o.o;

malevolentempire: Exuse me.

deadprincess1223: You're exCused ^-^

malevolentempire: sorry i havnt slept in four
days

deadprincess1223: Anyways, love ya and
shits, here's Dylie, because I'm nice, and she's you lard and marster, I think, and yeah. I've slept for four days.. for.. I.. am.. EMILINA the SHIT! o.o;;;;;;; The little shit of shitting torment, shit shit tihs! o.o;;;;;;;; BAI!

deadprincess1223: Hey, enjoying her compamy?

deadprincess1223: company*

malevolentempire: You have no clue

deadprincess1223: Oh, then I won't.

malevolentempire: Huh?

deadprincess1223: Never mind.

deadprincess1223: Did you enjoy the cookie dough

deadprincess1223: ?*

malevolentempire: yes

deadprincess1223: S'good.

deadprincess1223: Now I have to go to bed to my other other lebian luver.

deadprincess1223: You get some rest!

malevolentempire: i dont need any

malevolentempire: can we hang out tommorow?

deadprincess1223: Movie day at Em's
house, can you come over?

malevolentempire: what time?

malevolentempire: i love dave chepelle

deadprincess1223: Well tell you later.

malevolentempire: well i need to know kinda
realavent time

deadprincess1223: Noon to 3.

deadprincess1223: Around there.

malevolentempire: where does eh live?

deadprincess1223: Woodfield Country club.

malevolentempire: off of what rodes?

deadprincess1223: Jog and something.

deadprincess1223: I fyou can see omni
Middle there's an entrance near.

deadprincess1223: If you*

malevolentempire: yeash

deadprincess1223: So call me later for
further detail.

deadprincess1223: Night. And you sleep!

malevolentempire: i dont need sleep

malevolentempire: i need a power nap

deadprincess1223: Then take a couple hour power nap.

malevolentempire: 1

malevolentempire: maybe 2

deadprincess1223: Atleat two.

malevolentempire: at most

deadprincess1223: No! Atleast.

malevolentempire: yes mistress

malevolentempire: *bows*

deadprincess1223: Good. ~pats head~

deadprincess1223: Pets*

malevolentempire: ~bites you inner thigh~

deadprincess1223: ~slaps face~ You better
sleep.

deadprincess1223: Good night.

deadprincess1223: Talk to you later.

malevolentempire: goodnight mistress

deadprincess1223: Niught~\

deadprincess1223: Fucktard!

malevolentempire: let me guess you the other one

malevolentempire: your*

deadprincess1223: Fuuuuuck yeah, ho-zizzle

malevolentempire: good night my mistress's "friend"

deadprincess1223: =p

deadprincess1223: That's Emilina the Vile to
you, master.

malevolentempire: ~coutisie bow~

malevolentempire: i do not know who
master is

malevolentempire: well d

deadprincess1223: ~curtsies~ o.o;

:: 2004 7 August :: 10.57am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: none

Hey all,

I got off the phone with Aubrey like 5 min. ago, and told her my mom needed help, and she didnt believe me, but my mom really did need help, we had to move a big bunk bed out into the girage. I dont know what happened to, "I dont know how Id live without you," but I guess she found a way. I mean, she all of a sudden got pissed cause I had to go, and now, I think that she thinks that Im always lying to her, when in fact, I would never do that to my best friend. I dunno, my parents have needed to use the phone a lot, Morg breaks his collar bone, my best friend doesnt believe me, my mom has canser on her foot, I dont know how else I can suffer, the only person I can talk to is God, cause now, even my best friend wont listen to me. I dont know what to do, all I can do is pray. Well, I ttyl.

l8r,
Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

3 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 6 August :: 12.40am
:: Music: Sealab 2021

Stinky
Ohhhhh crap

Oh crap Oh crap Oh crap Oh crap Oh crap Oh crap

Oh crap on a crap cracker

Safe!

6 don't really. | give a fuck

12 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 5 August :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: Depressed, annoyed, nervous, paranoid.. hopeful.
:: Music: TV

These things fuel my depression..
What would we be doing if we were alone in my room right now?

Post this in your journal to see what people want to do with you

Be truthful if you love me.

I haven't posted in a while, as you can draw from the last post's date.. I got home a few days ago from my crazy July trip, and I had fun.

We went through Canada, first, stopped in New York, drove to New Hampshire, saw some stuff, went back to New York, saw Niagara, went back through Canada to Michigan, met up with Grandpa, and here I am.

Yeah.. There's not much I can explain.. It screwed, 'cause most of the time we were outside. But I love spending time with my cousins and aunt and uncle. They were so accomodating to me, and there's really no way I could thank them.

Unfortunately, being outside so much made me much, much more paranoid. So much so, I couldn't even go out with out rushing, walking quickly, covering my ears.. And I'm paranoid here, the things have gotten to my head. Any minute buzzing noise it magnified greatly into my ears.

I hate it..

I can't help but almost feel I should make some short of bubble.. for when I go outside.. Some sort of security blanket..

This just shows you, my loved people, how weak minded and afraid I really am.

Thinking of my paranoia of bees fuels my depression.

I saw a commercial about vaccinations, and this got me thinking about doctors and needles and the smell of the cleaning sollution they dab on your arm..

Which made me extremely nervous, because I need some shots still..

Thinking of needles fuels my depression.

Do you see how weak minded I am? I can't even stand marching band. I had one day, just ONE day of marching band practice and automatically hated it. I can't put up with it.. It's just..

Augh.

I can't explain it.

My weakness fuels my depression.

Do you see? Do you see how stupid I am? I'm not trying to throw a fucking pity party for myself, but apparentally it's something I can't help.

On a lighter note, I can't wait to see all my friend. I love them so much.

They keep me going through all my fears, doubts, worries, and weaknesses..

And I could never, ever thank each and every one of them enough.

Thank you, each and every one of you, even if I haven't met you before, for pulling me through..

I love you all.

I promise.

:: 2004 2 August :: 11.55am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: babe im donna leave you- Led zepplin

Hey all,

well, on tuesday, it would have been Kristas and my anniversary, but we brok up, so, she was planning something, and I figured it out.

Anyways, onto other news, I got back from summer camp,and Im staffing there for 8 weeks next summer, Morgan broke his collar bone, and I miss Aubrey a LOT!! I cant wait to see her again.

I watched LOTR last night, and Sat night went to a bar and saw Which ones Pink?, and Led Zeppegain. I didnt get home till 2 in the morning, got to bed at 3, and slept till 1, it was awesome.

so, other than that, n/m has gone on, I have nothing planned for the next few days. I get to stay at Morgs and go to band camp next week, so that should be fun.

Well, Ill ttyl, l8r

Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away

:: 2004 30 July :: 12.15am

Rush Concert
The concert tonight was really great, about as good as last time. They got rid of a few of their more notable songs to make room for some new songs but it was worth it. I wasnt really a fan of their new cd but when they played the songs live it made me happy. They did not play New World Man, Freewill, or Distant Early Warning...and of course they never play Closer to the Heart. They did play Xanadu (perhaps my personal highlight of the night) and Between the Wheels. Opened with a medley of songs from their debut album but the first song was Spirit of Radio. They closed with Limelight.
The drum solo wasn't as good as from the last tour. That drum solo seemed to have a 'story' to it, like it progressed throughout. This one was kinda normal, nothing incredibly spectacular, kinda the same 'base' as the old solo but missing the parts that made it great.

I had alot of fun, and the seats were amazing, i was about 25 feet from the stage on the right, the side where geddy always was on.

:: 2004 29 July :: 2.29pm
:: Music: Rush - La Villa Strangiato

RUSH Concert Tonight!
Concert starts at 7:30 at Coral Sky (I don't know what it's called now, I still call it Coral Sky). Going to dinner beforehand. Hopefully it will be as great as the 2001 concert, I'm sure it will be.

:: 2004 27 July :: 12.19am

Today I rode my bike for about 2 hours today which was interesting, my legs needed it. Then I went with a friend down to Pompano Beach to test drive a 1988 Porsche 924 S for her, it was manual of course. then i got a call to go play hockey at around 5 and got picked up at about 9 played til 11:30 and now im home. I think I did pretty well and aside from a few weird deflections none of the goals really angered me. good night!

:: 2004 22 July :: 11.46am
:: Mood: Excited
:: Music: Washer House Rock

ONE WEEK
Welp, I'm leaving today. I'm leaving to travel with Uncle Joe and Posse for a week, to many different places. Anyways, I'll tell you about yesterday.

:: Wednesday, July 21 ::

Got up, got dressed, and my heart went WHEEEEE 'cause it decided to rain. Thank goodness. I love rain up herr. I talked a bit to some people and then the boys went out to shoot off a rocket, then it started raining, so I went whee.

I scanned in three of my drawings, which can be seen Here

I don't think that'll work.. but try it T.T;;

Yeah, so..

Then we went to the movies, which was cool. We watched King Arthur, which was highly attractive to me. Jess was just spazzing out, but that's okay, 'cause she loves me.

After the movie, we came home annnnd... er.. I don't remember.. we did stuff and went to sleep, which was hard 'cause it was extremely hot in our room.

:: Today ::

We're leaving in 10 minutes T.T; To places unknown to me, but known to those who I ride with.

I was asked to a art school.. I feel special T.T;; Love love love love!

So yeah, I won't be able to talk to you for a week, and then I'll be on my way home *-* SO I'LL SEE YOU IN A WEEK!!!!!! 0.0

ONE MO' WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!

Thank the bloody lords of everything, anything and home-baked potato bread! T.T

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME!

Can you tell I'm happy >.>;;

Anyways, I better jet. See you in A WEEK!!!!

Luvvles

"Uncle Joe.. Son of my grandparents.. Father of cousins three.. I think I shall partake in this perilous journey you call.. VACATION!"

Edit: "FEMININE VIBRATORS"

6 don't really. | give a fuck

14 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 20 July :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: Contented, amused, WHEE!
:: Music: None

Shopping Chic
Today was pretty cool ^-^ Much better than yesterday. Barely any bees and I got asked if I had any ciggarettes. WHEE! xD

So yeah, got up around nine 'cause I could barely sleep the night before. Ate some breakfast, had a shower, even put on make up ^-^ Eye stuff. I look good with eyeline *-* I really need to niz meh 'stache. And yes, if you didn't know, I have a moustache. DEAL WIT IT! >.<

Em: I'm not telling, you have to figue it out
Jade: figure
Em: Shut up
Jade: No way, I can't do that shit often.
Em: xD

Yeap, soo, I put make up on David, talked to my mommy, made a new sketch, and then we went to lunch at Pearl's.

Pearl's was attractive to me, and I got a few pictures. The food was good, and the atmosphere was well done. If you're even in Grand Rapids, go to Pearl's! ^-^

Yeap, then we went window-shopping and antique-browsing, it was pretty fun. After that, Gram dropped Jess, Dee, J, and I at the mall. Sexy sexy!

So's we get to the arcade, savvy? And bloody majiggers! THEY HAD DDR! So of course, I had to get a fix ^-^

Christopher (not Jade's spazzy ex): You're like a sexy cute doll
Em: Like.. A blow up doll?

Jess and I DDRed, then we disappeared to other places.

In Hot Topic, Jess got her Foamy shirt, which was killer.

We went to some other stores..

In K.B. Toys, some one set up a dog and a bear, going at it doggy style xD We pressed a bunch of buttons, set a rack of frogs jiggling, ran from it screaming "FROG ORGY!" Then we played catch with a squishy ball.

We disappeared to Simons, and I learnt they sell FEMININE VIBRATORS there. o.o; Thought I should be spicy and add bold text ^-^

Em: It actually mighta been enjoyable.. if it wasn't a 3 year old girl x.x;
Keith: Well hey, if you ever need to find out if it woulda been, just give me a ring

We went back to Hot Topic, and I got the sexye Slytherin shirt, because I am attractive like that.

We went back to the gaming place to get some more DDR, but J had to go to the bathroom. So I took him, and waited. He comes out a few minutes later, he coming out of the girl's bathroom lane, yanno?

And I was like "J.. were you just in the girls' bathroom?"

He looked back and was like "..."

Of course, I laughed, and he threatened my life if I told anyone.

Oops, it slipped.

Fancy that ^.~

Anyways, we went back to the gaming area and snagged some sexye DDR. It was crazy, some boys asked Dee, Jess, and I if we had any ciggarettes. Too bad I didn't get any bubble gum ones, I coulda offered some of them. ^-^

Anyways, we went home, and I hopped on the computer for a smidge. FINALLY talked to Jadie and Keith, whom I've missed like a pants! I've talked to Jenn a bit this week, the lovey.

Meh.. I think I'mma end this post.

Lovely filling you in ^-^

BAI! ~luvvles luvvles luvvles~

~singing 'I didn't mean to pop yer cherry, gurlllll..'~ >.>!

:: 2004 20 July :: 2.12pm

New journal layout which seems to me at least alot less childish, and alot more pleasing to read.

Got the new Aquateen Hunger Force DVD today and it's really neat of course. I'll be watching that today while I try not to get any more sick, I'm fighting it because I want to do more stuff today. I've been up since 8:30 and have already made some progress.

:: 2004 19 July :: 2.27pm
:: Mood: Distressed, drained, strained, pained, scared, bla
:: Music: Buzzing.. neeeeeh

The Great Chase
Meh... Still trying to cool off from what happened. Lemme explain it in EM-O-VISION! .. And it's not pretty.

Okay, so Jess, Dee, and I ride our bikes, right? We ride to Faye's, say hi, look around, and are on our way. The ride through the gravel path was fine, but when we get out of that, onto the paved stuff, I knew from the start something bad was ganna happen.

We rode into the thing acrost the street and swerved about. I felt something on the back of my head, in-between my pigtails, so I scratch at it. We rode a bit more, and I get another itch, so I scratch at it!

It itches again, so I put my fingers around it and pull, and GUESS WHAT THE HELL IT WAS!!!!!

If you guessed something other than bee, you are stupid.

I high-tailed it right out of there!

There're a lot of hills, and the pedals of my bike would pretty much pedal themselves. I'd try to go faster, but my foot slipped off! It got caught between the road and the pedal. It scraped up my heel, but I didn't find that 'til I got home.

The fucking thing was still chasing me, and by this time, I'm hyper-ventilating on a fucking bike. I'm still going, and the wasp circled me, so I tried to go even faster.

I almost toppled off my bike head first!

I didn't see the thing, later learning I was about a meter or 2 away x.X;;

So I turned around, trying to pedal EVEN FASTER!

Still going!

I was sobbing, screaming out I wasn't going to live, 'cause my heart was spasming, and I was gasping for breath.

I got closer and closer, growing weaker and weaker, and finally, FINALLY, I get home.

I dropped the bike, ran as fast as I could, which wasn't fast at all, took a few more steps, and collapsed.

I was sobbing on the floor, twitching and shaking, too weak to even sit up. My gramma came and cottled me a bit, my two cousins sitting, watching.

My hands are still shaking, and I still feel things in my hair, I hate it.

My ankle's kinda scratched up, and I only have one sock on, and my heart hurts.

I wanna go home. I wanna hide in my room. I wanna see my mom. I'm gonna fucking cry again! Maybe I should go be alone for a while, to stop twitching.

Well, there's my excitement, other than I hacked my hair off. If you want a chunk of Emily's lovely locks, leave a comment with your address. There's only one, so hurry! Also includes: A magnificent Ziploc(C)(TM)(C)(C)(TM) Bag(TM)(TM)(TM)(C)!!

Luvvles T.T;;

"You're cute, but not THAT cute"

4 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 18 July :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: My Bloody Valentine- Good Charlotte

Hey everyone,

Well, on Friday Aubrey came over, and it was soo kool to see her and just to hang around. We played Risk, chatted with the evil one, watched a movie, ate, and talked, oh, and we scared the crap out of Lucas. Then on Sat my family went to Matts polo games, and went to the beach. About 100 people were evicted at the beach for bon fires, it was pretty funny. Anyways today, not much has gone on, IZAK came over, and we hung out. Well, I g2g.

l8r

Stevo
I <3 Krista

P.S. "Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

9 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 18 July :: 11.03am
:: Mood: Ehhh
:: Music: Voices

Not much
-- I.. -

- I am: one
-- I think: that this world is crazier than mine
- I know: that pants can talk
-- I have: long fingernails
- I wish: I was home
-- I hate: those who think they're better
- I miss: my posse
-- I fear: the dark
- I feel: empty
-- I hear: voices and keys
- I wonder: about many things
-- I regret: hurting.. someone
- I love: him
-- I care: too much for my own good
- I am not: who I was and will be
-- I cry: when I admit it'll never be the same
- I do not: like wet hair
-- I never: wish I left home
- I confuse: just about everyone

Blah, still in Michigan.. I wish we had gone home. I didn't want to miss Kimmie's Baby Shower T.T And I didn't want to miss so much UTurn, or the posser, or being close.

I want to see Laura, and Jade, and Jenn, and Keith, and Erik.. and Mom and Dad.. And Shmoe-shmoe! T.T;;;;;;;

I miss my bloody cat, and she doesn't fancy me too much.. god, it's gonna be Hell when I get home. There's the marching-preparel camp the week before school.. which is going to be grody Hell in bee-topia. o.0;

I'll be a late starter to THAT, even! Bloody! >.<;; I might have to sign up again with UTurn, 'cause they're crazy and stuff.. fudgle pants!

Yesterday... my other little cousins got here, and everyone, except Nick and I, went to church. It was loooovely 'sitting for Nick..

Other than I was bloody fondled by a 3-year old girl.

<.<;;;;;;;;;;;

And I noticed something..

Family gatherings is the only time you can legally see nude children o.0;;

>.>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

That was an odd statement, right?

Yeah.

Anyways, I'mma shut up now.. my shirt's wet from my hair.

Luvvles

Kathy: .. and boys can't be princesses.
Em: Sure they can!