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:: 2003 20 May :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: cheerful

Braces!!!
Hey ya'll! I got my braces off today! I have had them on for 2 1/2 years!!! I am going to a wedding in a week and a 1/2 so my teeth will be white by then (hopefully)! I am using white creststrips, I have heard they are pretty good. I can gotten alot of complements today, it was fun! LOL! We had yearbook signing today also, all these peeps that i hardly know signed my year book and I was like Woooow! What the heck? They took up soooo much room! I am pretty considerate but I say whut I have to say. My closest friends said some really sweet stuff so I'm happy! LOL It was soo funny this one guy was all like I need to find someone hot and I was gunna show him where my friend was but then he was all like"your hot, your hot, your hot" "will you marrry me?" and i was like"no, sorry not my thing" and he was like"oh ok". Well I g2g l8r!!!!

:: 2003 18 May :: 2.00am
:: Mood: happy

8th grade dance!
Hey ya'll! I just got back from the 8th grade dance and i had a peachy keen time! My date was named Brandon and we danced every slow song! LOL! The dance was pretty long, my feet were killing me!I danced w/ other peeps 2. We went to MUGS N' JUGS after but i dont really like bars sooooo yeah! I met his parents and he met my mom so that was sweet and we had Ali along w/ us so it was fun, im glad i went!! Everyone looked so pretty!Well im tired! L8r

:: 2003 16 May :: 11.39pm
:: Mood: TubuLAR

My Home!
ok so I'm haveing a party here right? Right. well all the adults are drunk, or woozy. It's like 3 in the morning dude! NO one will go home! Well we're booty danceing all over the place yo! Yes, that's right I'm booty danceing in front of my parents and family w/ my perverted uncle included! lol. I'm serious though. Now what? Huh huh? lol. Well we were doin the limbo and stuff dude! it's the shit happening herre! My friend Jesse is over w/ Almore and they liked raced my mom's new s2000 honda car (thats the crap right there!) Jesse was going so fast that a lil patch of sand made him go into a circle! He wiped out yo! He has a pimped out acura integra w/ NAS (2 tanks). I heard Almore scream yo! It was scary but soo funny!

My friend Alan is over and he's sleepin over! YEAH! That's right my parents are letting me have my GUY friend sleep over! Now ur jealous right, if ur a girl? lol j/p And if ur wondering, yes we're gonna sleep in the same bed. We've done worse so no big deal.....O crap! I hope Germany doesn't like get crazy about it! O well screw it! I'm haveing a tubular time, no doubt.

Tomorrow is the dance! I'm so excited! I"m gonna go in my mom's TubuLAR car...Hell yeah! Well I g2g, I hear Jesse's car. He's probably raceing someone again....later, much!
the booty is callin my booty to dance yo!

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(my comment is there u just can't c it sometimes. so put ur mouse on where it should be and when it turns into a hand click on it. later!)

:: 2003 16 May :: 7.30pm
:: Mood: angry

hate her hate her!
ok DLM is going out w/ cherish right? well i HATE her! OMG she drive me nuts! i wanna killl my self agin and again. it's not b/c she's going out w/ DLM it's just b/c of how she is. she's a sissy, girly-girly-girl, all hehe all the time. i wanted ot punch her sooooo bad today but i didn't cuz jeremy. She kissed me dude! i'm like what the hell? LEZBO! i rubbed it off in front of her in disgust. i wanna bunch her. well i g2g dip like a diver and help w/ the party! later!

note:sorry DLM if u read this and u get a offended, but dude i hate her....

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:: 2003 15 May :: 8.21am
:: Mood: somethin to say

advise
ok so let me tell u this, if marie tells u a sercret and she doesn't want u to tell but u tell bill. Then marie tell bill her secret and then bill tells marie that he already knows of her secret and marie asks who told him and of course he tells b/c it's bad to lie to a friend expecailly if it's not that big of deal, even though he knew before u told him. Well you know that Bill told Marie, so your GRRRdified at him. But come on! it's not he's total fault. I mean dude, u broke the promise first, so u can't blame all on Bill.

When you tell someone a secret ur taking a chance, a chance of them telling people. even though u can trust them they may tell someone. i believe that all of us can't keep a secret. we all tell someone, either a person, GOD, or a pet.

to that person: it's not all my fault!

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:: 2003 14 May :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: amused

Friends
Hehe, this is sooo horrible but I find fights like hilarious! Espesially when I agree w/ both sides!

:: 2003 14 May :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: chipper

3 days!
OMG! My friend Brandon waited till 3 days before asking me to the dance! I was like, "What the hell"? At least he asked me like in person, I thought he was gunna do it over the internet which I think is kinda sad! I just decided to go so I have alot to do and figure out, like I dont know where to go after the dance. Some people are going to parties, but I'm not friends w/ anyone who is soooooo, I dont know!Any thoughts?

:: 2003 14 May :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: EEK!

EW!
HI! Ok, so this weekend is ah.....dance. wee! lol.

My friend cali and I have been getting in lil cat fights. I guess we're just going through that stage. We'll get through it and be boo boo bears (inside joke) again if it's soppose to happen.

Cali and I have this friend who is going out w/ this girl since I guess today. I think he didn't tell us maybe b/c he was ashamed. I sure would be if I were him. Well all I have to say about her is EEEEK! It's disgusting. Thats right EEEEK!

I thought my drum teacher was part of the N.A.K but as it turns out he's not. POO! dude if I was in that i would have such a better name! like KKK Reunited! SOOO much more tubular!

To tubular chick:
You and me stood our ground talking to the authorities. I'm proud and it was neato and i want to do it again! lol but more protest!

later!

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:: 2003 10 May :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: Freaky-dicky
:: Music: freak on a leash-KoRn

The neighbor
HELLO! What's flipin my lil pancake?

Ok so I'm home on a staurday, fun right? But don't worry I went to the mall so I'm not a bum on the couch so much today. Well I was at home w/ Jesse,my sis, her friend, my lil cuz, jesse's lil bro, brandon. My door bell rang so I thought it was Germany and jared b/c we sometimes do somethin together when their bored. I open the door and it's a lil fat chick! i'm like hello? She's goes,"Hi, I live on the road over there and I was wondering if u have n e kids I can play w/?" I was thinking what the hell? Who in the world does that now a-days? You can get killed now for just standing on someone's lawn. My lord! (sorry I used his name in vain, BAD AndI!!) Well I was gonna say no and tell her to leave but then my sis comes over to the door and says yeah we do. Why don't you come in and play in the pool w/ 'em? I'm like dang! so now I have a strange lil plupmed girl in my pool. Dude this is freaky-dicky! What a FREAK! Don't get me wrong, sure I feel sorry for her but dude! You don't do that, unless you want to die. If I was her parent I would have that freak on a leash! A leash made of steel, yea,yea! I'm gonna watch her like a fat kid on a cup cake...so later!
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:: 2003 9 May :: 5.57pm
:: Mood: happy

School_Afterwards
Hey ya'll, whats sizzling on ur side of the skillet? Today at school we had a talent show. (woo-hoo)
Some ppl were good, then some were um..a lil bad, then a few just sucked...but hey i'm not judgein!hehe... it was tubular all the way through. I had a neato time.
but now it all over and i'm going to a party! Rock on!
I think whom I talked about in my last entry and I are friends again, but i'm not sure. so if u are reading this chick than e-mail me or leave a comment and tell me if we r. thank u!
I started drum lessons (finally). So far it's boring b/c all i'm doing is practicing on the practice pad. But i know it'll get better soon. well i g2g split like a banana, byes!

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:: 2003 6 May :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: relieved

A Few Words
OK hello! i would just like to say a few things...

First, i would like to say that i am glad that i got that stuff off my chest. I kinda like it it's out in the open b/c then I wouldn't really go mad inside myself....

Second, I would like to tell my friend for whom I just wrote about in my last entry that I just want you to know that to me u r still a tubular chick and everything u do is neato and u r still my friend even though u may have a major grudge against me now. I just thought that it would be better to let it out b/c i wanted u to be aware of it and all.

Third, I want everyone to know that I don't regret putting that in my journal. I know that I may if been a lil too forward and strong but dude, once I let it out, it was out, threw my fingers. I couldn't stop it once it started. Got an idea by what I mean? ok well I g2g dip like a diver(Cailyn).....

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:: 2003 4 May :: 10.54am
:: Mood: Suffocated

_People_
Hey everyone!!! I'm a sick dog. I feel terrible. I think I got food poisoning...eek!

Well I feel so suffocated. It's not my sickness though. Where ever I turn BAM!!! somone has the same crap as me or acts like me. I HATE it!!!! GRRDIFIED!!! People have my guy shorts, my shoelaces, the same shirt, shoes, and they say my sayings. Boy does it suck! I finally find the real "me" and here is everyone dressing like me now.
This prep chick is turning punk/skater and thats bad b/c i don't think that's who she really is and plus she can't skateboard!!! I evise everyone to learn how to skateboard and at least know how to do an ollie before u dress like a skater, so u wont be called a poser!!! I went shopping w/ this chick and I saw tubular black van shoes. I tryed them on and everything and i want to get 'em. Well a week later guess who has them? She does!!! She has my other shirts that I pointed out that I want to get! What the dilio!I hope it's just a vase... I'm gonna try to take a break from her. She trys to be punk but she's preppy all in the face.
Then there's this other girl. It's funny for her to think she's a punk/skater. I mean she does have a board and everything but she can't ride it very well. She keeps falling on her bum bum while standing still. She was telling me a 3 minute story (which it took her 6 minutes to tell) and she goes,"I was preppy that day and..." I was like PREPPY that DAY, that DAY! She's preppy EVERY day! (A lot of ppl can back me up on this too) Lucky someone was there to squeeze my arm so I wont go scorpio on her. BOY!! She was at my house and after she left, my mom told me she acts like me and trys to be like me. My mom only watched her for a lil bit, so that has to tell u somethin! She tells me one day I found out I'm a FREAK! I'm like for what? Wearing black? Of course i didn't really say that b/c i don't want her to ball out and cry. Even though she trys to be punk/skater she's preppy no matter if she wears the punky cloths b/c all the preppyniss is in her face and u can't change that. I think she thinks she is all punky b/c she know a lot of history of the rock bands and skateboarding/surfing. I know the sk8brding/surfing one too. Plus she's from california, so she probably thinks she's more punk than most girls. She steals my sayings too. DAMN! I can go on and on about her and the other chick but I wont b/c well i know one of 'em will read it. And right now I can care less! I've been trying to get a break from this girl but she don't take a hint!
It doesn't matter wear u get the cloths it matters how u wear 'em. So if u get the blue etnies and u wear it (hint:girl), it don't mean ur a skater.... O heres another saying, just b/c u can fit in the cloths, doesn't mean u can wear them. It like u have a drum set in ur house, u say u a drummer just b/c u have a set, so all in all ur a POSER!
LateR!
NOTE: I never said in this that I am better than them in anyway. Never said I'm a better skater (well i am) than them. I just typed what problems I have w/ them and I can't be like myself around them b/c they'll "steal" my crap.

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:: 2003 2 May :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: thoughtful

Daddy
Ok, so I come home from school today and my mom was like "your dad had a heart attact in new mexico" and i was "ok". And she like expected me to be all sad and mad and emotional but i was just like ok. And then she was like "we might have to go to colorado cuzz thats where they have choppered him in, if he has a bipass" and I was like "ok". And that was it. Should I have been mad or frustrated of something, I mean he has already had a quadruple bipass and this is a hreat attack , they arent that different but we just got back really good results, so no surgery and basicly no damage to his body but we'll see, you can never tell right away.

ANDI

:: 2003 30 April :: 4.53pm
:: Mood: DUH!

My blonde moment
I was on the bus when I relized i have no house key. So damn i'm locked out....When i came home i checked my bag just to make sure. There was no key in it, so i thought of ways to get in my house. We sometimes keep a key in a certain place and i checked there behind the tree, WHAT?lol Well it wasn't there! urgh! I went to my window and i usually have my window unlocked and the screen out b/c i sneak out at night w/ my guy friends, well it was locked.POO! I tryed to brake in all the windows but i couldn't b/c i lack in that area. Well i decided to screw it and i went under the garage door which had a 5 inch open at the bottom for our cats. Surprisingly I sliped under! I was like OMG! i'm toooo skinny! lol. well it sucked a bean b/c the door was locked. It's weird b/c my family never has everything locked. Well i crawled back under and i went through my bag again and wal-la! there was a key! i got grdified at me! I went around while getting chased by a swarm of misquitoes to find my sis was already in the house! She must of came home when i was in the back. So UNTUBULAR! well i g2g run like Forest later!

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My comment link is there u just can't c it so just put ur mouse where is should be and when it turns into a hand click on it!

:: 2003 29 April :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: whatevas it's my hot body i'll do what i want....

sup??
hey hey....yeah... i'm happy i actually called someone. yeah! i'm confused and torn! i'm going threw my mellow stage again! ah! i hate it!!! i go threw stages like i went threw emotional break down for like 6 months, then i went threw a depression. I take a lot of crap from ppl even though i shouldn't. w/e. i have nuttin to say and stuff to do so lata!

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WhAt Ya ThInK???

:: 2003 28 April :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: confused

HIM and him
ok there's this dude and i dunno if i really wanna go out w/ him for sure. i wanna but then i don't sometimes. it's weird. it's confuseing and if u know me i'm not all that good at the b/f and g/f thing. i suck a bean or maybe 2 i dunno.

Then there's this other dude (him). i'm not totally over him as i wnat to be. like if he's around girls i get a lil jealous. it sux b/c i don't want to like him like that. urgh! well i'm gonna go now.

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:: 2003 27 April :: 2.03pm
:: Mood: Happy_Sad

Camp_Cereal
HEY! I just got back form camp. It was a under ground christian church. it was neato. there was cops there and they searched u for bibles and christian things. I had an ok time. I went Kyaking (how ever u spell it) everyone was sooo sore after it but not me! i went the longest too. My dad caught a huge fish w/ his bare hands. It was funny.

i have these 2 guys friends at church that i nicknamed co co puff and co co cuff (cause he got house arrest). well if i talk about both of them i call them cereal. (get it?) lol ok well co co puff asked me out today and i'm like ah...no. i crushed the poor dude. i feel so bad. it sux. i hate it when i get asked out and i don't like 'em. well he asked y and i said b/c i don't know u so well, which is true. so yeah.... well i g2g and call cali b/c well i'm just gonna byes!

~~*~*~~*~*~~*~*AndI

:: 2003 25 April :: 7.22pm
:: Mood: contemplative

Uhhhhhh
Ok, I cant say any names at all, this is kind of a private thought and I really can't beliveve I am going to write this but........I can kind of understand how Ron feels in Harry Potter! He is never the center of attention, he is never the first one to think of things, he is always a step behind! He is never THE PERSON people want to hang w/! And when you are kind of used to that for a pretty long time, its really hard to change. Now I know how certain people feel, one friend has been talking about it for a really long time and I never understood, well now I do. I am used to being well rounded and pretty much a leader all the time, and one person is kindda taking that away, in a small way. This person doesnt mean to do it im sure, but they do. I wanT to be THE PERSON that people admire, and im not. That bothers me alot. Maybe changing schools will be the best thing......I dont know. I know that eventually I will be but... I'm not right now. Maybe I just need time, I'm sure I'll figure it out, but...........manybe thats why I want to the CEO of my own company, that control thing. Then I would definatly be "THE PERSON". Oh well, just some thoughts.

:: 2003 25 April :: 7.18pm
:: Mood: amused

Dance!
The dance my friends and I just went to was actually really fun, I thought it was gunna suck balls but.... it didn't! I am still really suprised. I actuall want to go to the 8th grade dance now! Imagin that! Jeremy was like the center on attention, it was hilarious! He is like everyone's guy friend. Michelle you better watch you back! Some chicks are gunna snatch him! LOL! Not me but....chicks. I'm the one trying to hook ya'll up! Well L8r

Andi

:: 2003 25 April :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: cheerful

HEY YOU sexy bear YOU!
Hello Hello Hello! I'm sooo pretty o so pretty and witty and gay!!!!!!! lol. thats a song by the way. Dude i went to the last school dance. They are always stupid but this one was TubulaR! I danced w/ a lot of girls and my friend germany (nickname). It was neato. DLM just sat though it all. Poo! My friend Lauren and I did the cry baby. FunnY! I did the crip walk w/ ali and kelsy and of course everyone bootie danced. All the ladies were danceing w/ germany. It was great. he loved it. we took pictures and everything. i can't wait for the dance in may!!! Germany gave me a gold ring w/ my first initial on it. How sweet is that? I kissed some girls good-bye and Germany of course (on the cheek, what were u thinkin?) well i got to bounce like a ball. iu'm going away for the weekend. later....Much!!
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:: 2003 24 April :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: Finally!

Hello!
OK I was in algabra. You know just sittin there and doin my work. Well our principle comes on the p.a system and says everyone evacuate the building now. So we do. It turns out there was a call to our school saying there is a bomb in there!! It was sooo tubular. We got to stay outside the building for an hour. I hanged out w/ my my closes guy friends the whole time. Yeah! I had some girl-friends too that hanged out w/ me. We're cracking up jokes and things. All in all there was no bomb, but whoever did it needs to do it again cuz I wanna do it again!

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:: 2003 23 April :: 10.45pm
:: Mood: bitchy

PMS!
God! I never truely believed in PMS. I thought some chicks made it up cuzz they wanted to have an explanation y they were being mean, well its real!!! It is the worst week of my life and everything anyone does is wrong, I try and be as nice as possible but........man people tick me off for no good reason, and I wanna explode!!!!SCREW EVERYONE!!!!!!

:: 2003 22 April :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: annoyed

Y???
I have to go to a piano compition called "Gild" and I REALLY dont wanna go! I have had to practice like 3 hours a night to get prepared and I'm sooo scared. I hate being judged like that! It is a nightmare!! Any good tips other than braking my finger, that the obvious one. Any thing? Think hard!!

:: 2003 22 April :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: Tired

(Deep Yawn)
Wow! I am exhausted and I don't know why! Oh I have a funny joke that my friend told me but i am not racist at all!! OK?!?!

What are white people running down a hill? An avalanch
What are hispanics running down a hill?
A mud slide
What are blacks running down a hill?
A jail brake out!!

I think that is pretty funny! But maybee thats just me. Ali and Jeremy weren't at school today. I missed them, I was gunna kill Jeremy but he is just postponing it. I am sorry Amanda isn't having her party any more, I would have liked to go but my mom said no due to my VERY low math grade!!! OOOOpppppssss!!! I don't wanna go to the dance this week, I prosimed my self I wouldn't, oh well! I'm gunna go sleep. L8r

:: 2003 20 April :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: Neutral

YO!!
just for you all to know my links to reply are there it's just that they don't show b/c someone messed my journal all up and it haven't gotten back to norm....so click on where it would be and the hand will show...

Dear kindly Sergeant Krupke
You gotta understand
It's just our bringin' upke
That gets us out of hand
Our mothers all are junkies
Our fathers all are drunks
Golly Moses, naturally we're punks!!!

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:: 2003 19 April :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: contemplative

What do you think?
I'm trying to decide what colors i want and i cant think of it, will you please comment and tell me what colors whould go with what?

:: 2003 19 April :: 10.30am
:: Mood: bouncy

High School
Hey! Ok, im starting to think about going in to a brand new school all by my self knowing nobody, plus they seem to be very clicky! I wanted this so bad for so long, i worked really hard to get it, and we already gave them lotz of $ and i cant back out!I know this is what i want i guess im just.........scared. Before i didnt really even think about staying friends with my friends truthfully, but now it seems to be do able. I didnt realize i would miss all of their great traits. Like although one of my friends is really ditsy, she has a great personality and is fun to be around when you are one-on-one. My other friend cali, has some really great sides too, when guys arent around she can be a truely great person and i would miss that with all my heart. Ali, she and i have been friends forever, she is my hanging out buddy and if she going i dont know what ill do! And michelle, she is a new found friend and i dont know how i would live without her crazy dancing and quarky sayings!Plus they are all so supportive of what i want, its so sweet. Thats just my really close friends! I have about 100 aquantences, plus the kids i mentor! Now im started to get closer to other friends and they are going to completely different places! I'll hopefully get over it, but i feel terrified............i know its the right thing to do, canterbury will get me where i want to go but it going to be really challenging. Is that really what i want?

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:: 2003 18 April :: 11.58pm
:: Mood: annoyed

Jeremy!!!!!
OMG! Jeremy is going to die!!!! Dude, we talked for like 2 hours about going to the movies and crap and then like 10 minutes before he is supposed to be there his mom gives him crap about family being in town when he already blew Andi and me off (cuzz of his mom )once this weekend! Then I almost had to go to Malibu's Most Wanted but instead we went to Anger Mangement(yay) but w/ a chick i dont really like and if jeremy would have been there i wouldnt have wanted to kill my self over and over and over and over!!!!!Anyway...........yeah!

:: 2003 18 April :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: annoyed

HIM!!!!!
Hey everyone! Tubularchick88 (journal username if u want to look her up) and I have been trying to do something w/ our spiffy friend aka Germany. Well finally me, tubularchick88, him, and my friend lilblondeangel14 (username) got to go together to the movies. well as me and tubularchick88 were leaving cape coma of the projects i called him to let him know and he backed out! the 2nd time on us! We were devistated. it was horrid. so we just had a girls night w/out our perverted lil friend, aka germany. it was still a swell night. im at lilblondeangel's house now. tubularchick88 and I are gonna have a nice lil chitty chat w/ germany. he shall die. well i got to bounce like a ball laters..much!
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