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2003 16 April :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: spirited
:: Music: i beleive in Jesus
Church
Ok, I was at a bon fire on Wed. But there was no fire. Tubular huh? We didn't have a enormous fire b/c we didn't have the water truck, but we had a dinky one. I had marshmellows and other "yummy in my tummy" things. Well all in all, there was this thing that got me thinking and I want to share it w/ you...
BELIEVER
I BELIEVE life is more than survival.
I BELIEVE the heart is more than a muscle.
I BELIEVE in hope and freedom.
I BELEIVE we know right from wrong.
I BELEIVE my life can make a difference.
I BELEIVE the message of the Cross.
WHAT DO YOU BELIEVE?
(think about it...)
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2003 15 April :: 7.41pm
:: Mood: Bewilderd
Dance!
Well, I have driven my self, my friends, my family to the point of maddness trying to figure out if I should go to the dance. Here is the thing my head says no, but my heart says yes! I pretty much always follow my head so........ yeah! It is the more reasonable one by far! Comment please! And if you dont mind, stay annonimous! L8r
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2003 14 April :: 7.56am
:: Mood: awake
yesturday_dance
Hey ya'll! what's sizzling my bacon fat strips? Ha! i thought of a new one. lol I went to teh beach yesturday to c my friends from Aspen. they left this morning. :( i probably wont c them for another year, but i might visit them in the summer. it was fun yesturday. i got a new friend. he's from somehwere up north i forgot. boy my friends and i suck a bean at vollyball. it's not us, it was our ball. it was screwed.
My friend Cali (username to c her journal) got a date to teh dance! they r sooo cute together. her date is eric H. i have no one i think, so i think i'll just go single if DLM doesn't wanna go w/ me. All my guy friends that i would of gone w/ have dates or future dates or r not gonna go. well i'll write or rather type to u later. i got to bounce like a ball. byes!
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2003 13 April :: 6.50pm
:: Mood: chipper
Yay!
Hey ya'll I found someone that is exactly like me, just a few years older, she is snobbly rude and profound just like me! Yay! She hates fl, I hate fl. She hates the heat, I hate the heat. She hates rednecks, I hate rednecks. She like all music but hard core rap and rock, same with me!She switched from public to private, so am I!I forgot to ask if she is a Republican though, I think she is...... She is really funny any way l8r!
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2003 13 April :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: amused
Hu?
The people who figured it out, don't you dare say a word! Michelle, did you tell amanda??? Anne, dont be so proud of yourself that you DIDNT do something with a guy! That should be a regular thing, lets work on that! Michelle, sorry i didnt come, I got your messages really late! I am not going to tell him cuzz there is no point! I dont like him THAT much, just a small crush I guess ok?
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2003 12 April :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: shocked
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Have you ever thought you wanted something and then completely changed your mind? Like you thought you wanted to be one person and realized thats not who you are or who you want to be? I need to stop watching movies! It is making me think way to much!L8r!!!
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2003 12 April :: 6.41pm
:: Mood: lazy
Bored
I don't know why I am so lazy on Saturdays! Everyone always wants to do SOMETHING and I just want to watch t.v. and lay back. I have watched "When Harry met Sally" 2 times in the past 48 hours, what is the chance? It made me start thinking, why don't I have a best friend like that? Same with Brown Sugar, I want that kind of relationship but I jsut havent found someone that can relate to me, I guess I haven't tryed very hard though. I kind of do, but they are alwasy gay or older! LOL! They like guys, I like guys, its a common intrest! Or they are older and have a larger mental capability and can talk business and world events so when I talk to them they can teach me something instead of me having to do all the explaining what simple things like ....... what the senate is!!!!! Can you blame me? Wouldn't you want a break from that every day? I just relate better to adults ! Oh well.L8r
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2003 11 April :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: frustrated
Why me?
Crap! I haven't liked someone my own age in 1 and 1/2 years and now that I finally do, I pick someone that I would be completely horrified to say his name to me friends about! How could this happen to me? I am a good citizen, I do my best! Now this has to happen!I even go to where he stands when he is being picked up at the end of the day just in case I get to talk to him! Isn't that sad? I hate having feelings, they ruin everything! Now that I'm going to high school I will never see him so I just can't tell him. Plus all this crap with my friends, one doesnt want the other to talk to her bf so much and the other one is like what ever and ahhh!Anyway.........ahh
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2003 11 April :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: depresseed kinda well in despair if you would
lalalalablahblah
ok i'm am sooooo confused about this person. ok tell me what u think 'em.k?k. well this person thinks school is made for friends and outside of school is for personal like g/f's or w/evas. They don't even want to go to the dance w/ thier b/f or g/f. is that wrong? they don't talk to 'em or make effort to do anything. Thier b/f 's or g/f's friend c them more than their lover does and they talk to 'em more and flirt w/ them more. wrong? i think so kinda. also, their g/f or b/f got asked out to the dance by someone and they don't even care. they said, i hope my lover goes. what the hell is that soppose to mean? it sux beans. so if u get what i am saying comment on it please and tell me ur insights. o don't ask who the ppl are b/c i promised them i wouldn't tell. thanks for ur respect! byes!
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2003 8 April :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: accomplished
yeah!
ok well i did it. i told lauren off. she's a bitch. i was on her like a fat kid on a cup cake. lol. i went scorpio on her. boy did that let steam off me! i feel better now.
i saw my boy like a lot today. i hope he gets off soon. today was cool.
this dude was flirting w/ me so much today. he's an ex of mine. he touched my bum, my boobs. god he neeeds to lay off! i'm gonna yell at him sooo much the next time he does it. byes
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2003 7 April :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: tired
track_ppl
Hey ya'll! I did track today at north high. I got to skip school. (hate me right?) Well i did the mile relay. My team got in second. Pretty TubulaR I think. We're going to the finals! That's next week though. My homeroom won the pizza...so we get ice cream w/ it. But boo-hoo for me i wasn't there to get it. O well. I was soo tired after that i kinda fell asleep in math.
I didn't go scorpio on my 2-faced, backstabber person yet b/c i had to use her today. Tomorrow i will yell at her.
I am still confused about this one person, it's kinda hard to tell about something about them b/c i don't c them as much and the person's grounded for a long time, so none of that helps. well write to me! i gotta split like a bannana!
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2003 4 April :: 10.39pm
:: Mood: angry
HER!
ok...i've been friends w/ this chick for a long time and she.me. and other person came up w/ a thing that we go over eachother's houses every friday or do somethin together and invite a mad load of ppl. well i couldn't do it at my house and the other person couldn't either, but the chick said she couldn't too. but i found out the chick did have a "party" w/ out me. she didn't invite me. she lied to me. i have forgivin this chick soooo many times b/c she does it over and over again to me, but no more! i think the reason is b/c she likes this dude whose into me and he flirts w/ me and she hates it. like last friday he flirted mad w/ me and she got pissed....but hey w/eva's. i'm a scorpio. i'll be evil to her and i'm gonna. so i'll c u laters...
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2003 3 April :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: aggravated
Lil GRRRRED
ok so.... me grred. not so good to my friends. but maybe i'll be ok after the weekend. my cousins r comeing down so that'll be tubular fun.
my friend is Freakin A copyin my style. It's not fun!!! i'm afraid now to wear w/e i want. she may steal it... i yelled at her today sorta. she denies it even though this morning she admitted it. w/e screw it. other ppl r getting the same things as i have got. i hate it! screw it all! byes!
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2003 31 March :: 4.25pm
:: Mood: good
hello
My, My, O my! sorry just wanted to say that. I have friends in town soon and i'm gonna be a busy lil pickle.
Scorpios' are bitches. it has been prooven. Yes, i am a scorpio. boo-hoo for u.
have not been feeling like myself b/c of certain ppl keep gettin in my bussiness and destroying me. o wait i can't be destroyed. ha! how stupid of me. but anyways, i have not a lot to say so i'll just scidaddle outta here. bye.
AndI
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2003 28 March :: 8.14am
:: Mood: surprised
the comment
ok i know who wrote that comment. i'm not so dumb, surprised? i want to get it striaght. first i am surprised that u watch me, what don't u have something better else to do w/ ur life? second, jeremy comes up to me a lot and i'm to nice not to walk away. i'll do that w/ anyone unless i hate u or i'm grr at u and besides jeremy is my good friend yo. third, my b/f and i have no clases together so we barley c eachother on school. when we do we're going different directions so we can't walk together. fourth, i know that girl doesn't like him no more and i know y. if u look at the date of the journal it was a while ago when i was pissed at something else. so yeah...also, i don't give ppl dirty looks unless i hate them and so far i don't hate anyone enough to be giving looks to. my family has a strong facil expression so it may seem like i'm pissed but i'm not. even my closes friends ask me whats wrong when i'm happy so there. the person who wrote that comment: u are a coward for not telling me who u r. what afraid i'll kick ur ass like i have done in the passed to other chicks? my "man" and i do talk and hang out it's just outta school where ppl like u can leave us alone. yes i did get the girls name, dana and u know who it is and i know who it is, so just leave it alone. i would only like ppl to leave a comment about my journal not about whats up w/ me. if u have a problem w/ me then e-mail me or tell me in person. don't be a coward. all in all, ppl should mined their own bussiness. thank-u!
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2003 27 March :: 4.38pm
woopie-d-doo
hello ya'll. i'm all grrr. i 4got my cloths that i need to wear tomorrow for school on my locker. track was canceled so i forgots. friday is wounderful feild day. i'm anti-spirited to this crap so boo hoo for me. i think the challengers will loose. but w/evas. byes
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2003 23 March :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: blah
blah blah blah
yeah...so i'm gonna stalk jeremy. (lol) His key is not underneath his mat!good times, good times. yeah...i'm confused about stuff, well peoples. spring break is gone. it left. it knocked on my door and now it left. boo hoo. back to school. o well. it's a fun place i guess. well i'm departing yo!
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2003 20 March :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: relieved
Free!
As I stepped off that yellow pickle (school bus yo!) i could feel the rush of excitment turning inside me. I walked home on free land. No more school! No more FCAT!The freedom bell was ringing here in cape coma for all public schools. I suddenly had pitty come over me for all whose not free this week with me, but that only lasted for about 1 minute. So far this past week i have worked my bum off for some money, paint balling, knee boarding, and beach. i've also have gone to a hockey game and watched people kick other bums.i had friends over and gone to friend's houses and played drums yo! i don't want it to really end. well i'll check you later till then check yourself! -*-*-*-*AndI-*-*-*-*
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2003 14 March :: 11.17am
:: Mood: curious
Her
Dear Poeple,
Hello...I just found out today in school (i'm there now) that a chick likes my b/f. I don't really care if a chick likes him but she's obsessed over him. She's friends w/ my friend steph and steph is comin over my house today. So she's gonna try to come over my house b/c of DLM. DLM is comein over my house today 2, so she's trying to see him. I don't know what she looks like so it sux b/c i don't know if she hot. If she is a hottie then I would watch out for her when she's w/ DLM. Maybe i'm just parranoid (don't know how to spell it thank u) I'm just a curious monkey about what she looks like. HEy you would too if it happened to u!
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2003 13 March :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: Poopy
Poo
Hello! Ok,I'm soooo tired. I went to crappy track today (yeah!)I do the 400 and teh mile relay. Well one of the regular chicks weren't there so we had to use a girl that sux a bean! She is slow like an old old old turtle. She doesn't know how to do teh relay right. We had the other team kickin our bum and I went to hand the patone (don't know how to spell it) to her and when the person is like 4 ft away you start to sprint well she didn't sprint! She stood there untill my foot trampled over hers. She sux beans! Not just one but a lot! I know it's not nice of me but screw it! well i'm gonna go and kick her ass. Later! Nah..i'll work on skateboardin.
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2003 11 March :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: bitchy
What's on my mind
"Sorry"
Sorry If I'm down to Earth
Sorry I tell what's on my mind
Sorry you can't define
Sorry I don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I am so bold
Sorry I can take it
Sorry I seem so lit
Sorry I am so real
Sorry I tell what I feel
Sorry I don't give a what
Sorry I ain't a slut
Sorry I'm not perfect
Sorry I'm worth it
This is me. It's what I am.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AndI
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2003 10 March :: 11.31am
:: Mood: exhausted
school/beach
hello there! i'm in school right now. Dude! i just got done taking the NRT's. Fcat is almost over! YEAH! i have science tomorrows. today isn't going alll that well so far but it's alright. i went to the beach so i'm burnt. a 28 yr. old wanted me to be in a swimsuit contest. isn't that funny? i'm only 14. o w/e. My legs r all sore and i can't lift up my arms i'm so sore from jet skiing. i had a tubular time. i'll write later when i'm outta school. byes!
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2003 5 March :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: crushed
ok, so ah..read this song and tell me what you think so leave a comment!
"She Can't"
By:me!
She would suffer, she would fight and compromise. She'll do anything just to sparkle in his eye.
She can't hold him this way.
She needs to rinse it all away.
She can't love him this way.
She must be held in his arms to be free. Everthing happeneds for a reason she can't comprehand. She can never understand untill she knows the heart of a woman can never be found in the heart of a man.
If she could only see...
She wished on the stars that shine bright for answers that will 'taunt her tonight.
She can't hold him this way.
She needs to rinse it all away.
She can't love him this way.
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2003 2 March :: 2.39pm
:: Mood: chipper
few words from me to u...
"Do NOT throw away this confident trust in the Lord, no matter what happens. Remember the great reward it brings you! Patient endurance is what you need now, so you will continue to do God's will. Then you will recieve all that He has promised.."
"Since GOD did not spare even his own son but gave Hin up for us all, won't God, who gave us Christ, also give us everything else?"
"peopl will never stop dying and being destroyed and they will never stop wanting more than they have."
"But Godliness w/ contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can not take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing, we will be content w/ that."
"GOD will suppliy all t5hat you ever need from His glorious resources in Christ Jesus.
"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal w/ whatever hard things come up when the time comes."
---andi
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