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2005 4 December :: 10.37pm
I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow, first of all I'm sick, and second, I just don't have the will.
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2005 4 December :: 7.25pm
Do you ever feel like you really need a friend, and when this happens, there is never anybody around?
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2005 4 December :: 6.21pm
I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW.
I can't get along with anyone in my house, then I was going to Alpine, and that sure as hell didn't work out like it was supposed, so much for getting half-way there. I can't stand anyone and I don't want to talk to anyone, or go to school, or work, or be at home either, I don't know where I want to be but not here! And, I have to stupid as hell english research paper, that I have to do, for my final, and tomorrow, I have to do a title page, a works cited, and a rough copy or whatever, now, how the hell am I supposed to do a works cited if I haven't even written the stinkin paper, and haven't put any research into it yet? It's the dumbest thing ever, oh, and we were supposed to get our Christmas tree today, but do you think that happened? Heck no, and guess why it didn't? Because my sister seems to rule everything around here, and it just wouldn't work for her. Well la ti da! Isn't she just wonderful, and then she sits here telling me what to buy her for Christmas, when she isnt' getting anyone anything, and she wants me to make her a blanket, that'll cost $30, and I don't really think I want to spend that much on her. All day she's been asking me what's wrong Jenna, why are you in a bad mood? Well I wasn't in a bad mood until you annoyed the crap outta me asking me what's wrong. Let me tell you, if I'm in a bad mood, there is no way that I can hide it, you'll know. You can tell. Maybe I wasn't bouncing off the walls in a good mood, but am I ever like that here? rarely ever. It seems like I'm always the one who gets screwed. Nobody else ever gets disappointed, everyone else is happy with their lives. I wish that I could be the person that I want to be. Ya know, this is totally shallow, but I think that if I looked different, I could have a boyfriend. I hate boys. Because honestly, I don't think I'm that annoying of a person, I'm pretty sure I could get along with someone and make a relationship work. But no, everyone around me is dating and having a grand time, but not me, everyone is talking about what they are going to buy so and so for Christmas, but not me. Hell, I try to buy Christmas presents, and people don't want me to. They tell me no. I don't mean to make you feel like I'm expecting something in return, because I'm not. I just wanted to do something nice. It's not like I've ever done that before. I am so frustrated with how everything is turning out it's unreal. I wish everyone would get off me about everything that I have to do. I'm not 10, I can handle a few responsibilites, I thought I had proven that, but I guess not. I can't wait to leave. But I know that I could never afford to live on my own, and seriously, who would want to live with me anyway? I am nothing.
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2005 4 December :: 3.00pm
I pretty much just woke up and that is pretty sad lol. We didn't go to sleep until 5am and then we all had to leave at 9 so then I came home and slept until now lol.
Friday Lisa and I were at the mall and it was about to close and we had to go to the bathroom before we left and you have to go down this long hallway to get to it and I was telling her how it was sort of scary and how I've heard guys will go in a stall in the girls bathroom and wait for a girl to come in there and so she was really scared so when we went in there I started pushing all the doors open to make sure somebody wasn't in there and then when I got to this one door it wouldn't open and I totally didn't think someone would be in there so I was like pounding on it, trying to open it and then I seen their feet so then I was like omg shit and so I stopped and Lisa and I were laughing and I thought it was pretty fucking weird that the person in there didn't say something to me because apparently I didn't know they were in there but no they didn't say a word or move!! So then we were just like w/e and then we both were going to the bathroom and it was dead silent and I just busted out laughing and then afterwards Lisa did too and we both were just standing there wondering why this person was still in there not doing ANYTHING so I looked at their feet and it looked like guys shoes so then I showed Lisa and she agreed with me and so then we got out of there as fast as we could. It was pretty scary if you ask me. If I was them and I heard someone laugh (me) I would definitely laugh too but they didn't. I'm pretty sure it was a guy. Not even kidding.
Yesterday I went to the x-mas parade with Brittney, Kourtney, Emily, and Elyse. It was so cold but it was pretty cute.
Then Elyse came over and then later on we went to Sam Ballews for her body shop thing. It was pretty sweet. I had fun and I bought alot of stuff lol.
Then well I hung out with Brittany, Brittney, Megan, Emily, and Elyse. Ahaha....
This weekend wont go without repercussions.
<3 aShLeY
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2005 4 December :: 11.16am
I have to go to this family Christmas party today, and I won't even know half of the people there. It's my great grandma's side of the family. Well, I guess I'll know most of the people there, but we only see them at this thing once a year. So my parents talk and seem to enjoy themselves, but Stacey, Kourtney, and I, we just kinda sit there and talk to ourselves. But we do get a present. Cuz it's a Christmas party ya know. hahah! We were going to go and get our Christmas tree today too, but maybe we still will afterwards, it's at 1:30, so if we leave at like 3, there should still be time, right? I hope so, cuz I've been looking forward to it for a long time!! And I kinda wanted to run over to Plainfield today too, to finish everything up. But, I don't think that that is going to happen anymore. I only have to buy for, Mom, Dad, and Stacey still. It's a good feeling knowing that I still have a few weeks before Christmas and I'm almost done. Last year I went shopping a few days before. It was pretty bad. But anyways, I feel like I'm rambling on about nothing, so that usually means it's a good time to shut up.
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2005 4 December :: 1.08am
I hate it when I'm all stressed out and all my muscles are tense, and my jaw is clenched, and I don't realize it until it hurts, and then I have to force myself to relax.
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2005 4 December :: 12.23am
Only three more people, and my Christmas shopping is done!! yea!!!
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2005 3 December :: 12.08am
ahaha tonight was fun :)
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2005 2 December :: 4.42pm
Man, I sure do miss that Brianna Girl.
I wonder what She's up to right now.
If i were talking to her I'de say I love you girl, I miss you so call me sometime and we'll hang out when I'm not around my dumb hubbie
<3 aha
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2005 1 December :: 7.28pm
Senior Pictures.
the pictures are showing up now
out of the 150 some proofs we got back, these are the ones we ordered. soooo... tell me which ones are your favorite.... ACTUALLY tell me which one you want a wallet of (if you're worthy) *giggles... im kidding. but really though.... telll meeee.
Read more..
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2005 30 November :: 5.21pm
I want to be kissed under a mistletoe.
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2005 30 November :: 9.16am
this weekend i had the most exhilerating experience. i went to keegans and he worked me really good. my WHOLE body was like spinning. It was great. I finally understand what hard work it is. i mean, i was sweating, breathing hard, and it even a hurt a little bit. they always say that it does. that its not as easy as some may think. keegan stressed that it's all in the form and positions... and you absolutely HAVE to throw your hips into it or it just doesnt work. im so sore today in all the right places...................................................
because we were BREAK DANCING. mwah ha ha. yeah, picture that. little teeny tiny me "breakin it down". *giggles. it was really fun though. you dirty minded fools. pshhh.
break was pretty good... i hate school. i hate being here. i honestly wouldnt mind it as much if it didnt start so early. waking up at 6 is the hardest thing for me to do.... gahh..
i got most all my christmas shopping down this week. noo.. not on black friday, that could have killed me.... did you see that footage of people getting trampled! geeeesh. i got keegan all taken care of which is a HUGE chunk of my shopping. at the end of the holiday season... i'll probably be about 500 dollars in the hole.. and thats only including my mom, keegan, little sister, and brandi. yikes... its a good think i dont have bills to pay.
i feel like scrubbing it the whole rest of the year... yeah... sounds like a plan....
OOOHH.. we ordered my senior pictures yesterday. im so excited to get them back. my mom ordered a ginourmous one too. 16x20 i think it was..... woot hoot!
oook, im pretty sure thats my life so far..
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2005 29 November :: 7.56pm
He wont leave me alone, ever. It's getting really annoying and when I try to tell him that I DONT LIKE HIM..he doesn't get it and it freaks me out when he is like in one million of my classes and his locker is like right next to mine. Somebody save me....
It's Miller time says:
not talkin?
~Ashley~ says:
what
It's Miller time says:
you like tryed not to look at me today :(
~Ashley~ says:
um ok..srry
It's Miller time says:
i just noticed that normaly you do sometimes
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but today i would look at you and you would like look away really fast
It's Miller time says:
its alright
It's Miller time says:
just wanted to kno what was up
~Ashley~ says:
nothing
It's Miller time says:
its kewl but i just thought it was sorda weird
~Ashley~ says:
lol sorry
It's Miller time says:
i kno im geting probly anoyying with this whole thing.
^ Yeah, you think!?!?
It's Miller time says:
Hey is 1.7 in the english packet due tomarrow?
Ashley-sometimes you just don't get the hints!!!! says:
we aren't even on 1.7
It's Miller time says:
ohh really then i guess im ahead of everyone for once
Ashley-sometimes you just don't get the hints!!!! says:
umm we aren't even on that...were on 10.6..but ok..
Sometimes I can be such a bitch but if I'm nice to him then he's going to think I like him, so the only way to get my point across is to be a bitch. Oh well...he'll get over it.
Miss stacy cain you can't want that..we have a plan remember!??!
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2005 29 November :: 6.55pm
Sometimes I just miss the way things used to be.
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2005 28 November :: 11.41pm
I guess I'm just naive for thinking that...
But thats what I get for thinking.
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