| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| jennapie (profile) wrote, on 12-4-2005 at 6:21pm | |
| I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. I can't get along with anyone in my house, then I was going to Alpine, and that sure as hell didn't work out like it was supposed, so much for getting half-way there. I can't stand anyone and I don't want to talk to anyone, or go to school, or work, or be at home either, I don't know where I want to be but not here! And, I have to stupid as hell english research paper, that I have to do, for my final, and tomorrow, I have to do a title page, a works cited, and a rough copy or whatever, now, how the hell am I supposed to do a works cited if I haven't even written the stinkin paper, and haven't put any research into it yet? It's the dumbest thing ever, oh, and we were supposed to get our Christmas tree today, but do you think that happened? Heck no, and guess why it didn't? Because my sister seems to rule everything around here, and it just wouldn't work for her. Well la ti da! Isn't she just wonderful, and then she sits here telling me what to buy her for Christmas, when she isnt' getting anyone anything, and she wants me to make her a blanket, that'll cost $30, and I don't really think I want to spend that much on her. All day she's been asking me what's wrong Jenna, why are you in a bad mood? Well I wasn't in a bad mood until you annoyed the crap outta me asking me what's wrong. Let me tell you, if I'm in a bad mood, there is no way that I can hide it, you'll know. You can tell. Maybe I wasn't bouncing off the walls in a good mood, but am I ever like that here? rarely ever. It seems like I'm always the one who gets screwed. Nobody else ever gets disappointed, everyone else is happy with their lives. I wish that I could be the person that I want to be. Ya know, this is totally shallow, but I think that if I looked different, I could have a boyfriend. I hate boys. Because honestly, I don't think I'm that annoying of a person, I'm pretty sure I could get along with someone and make a relationship work. But no, everyone around me is dating and having a grand time, but not me, everyone is talking about what they are going to buy so and so for Christmas, but not me. Hell, I try to buy Christmas presents, and people don't want me to. They tell me no. I don't mean to make you feel like I'm expecting something in return, because I'm not. I just wanted to do something nice. It's not like I've ever done that before. I am so frustrated with how everything is turning out it's unreal. I wish everyone would get off me about everything that I have to do. I'm not 10, I can handle a few responsibilites, I thought I had proven that, but I guess not. I can't wait to leave. But I know that I could never afford to live on my own, and seriously, who would want to live with me anyway? I am nothing. |
|
| Post A Comment |
|
pjlmaster | 12-04-05 8:20pm looks like we need to talk again *hugs*
|
jennapie | Re:, 12-04-05 9:58pm I don't know what's going on. I'm not satisfied with anything. |
pjlmaster | Re: Re:, 12-04-05 10:29pm well thats why we gotta talk silly, so i can try to help you =) |
sugarmouse0587 | 12-04-05 10:32pm hey jenna. christmas sucks sometimes. it's alrigth though. i think you're a great girl and the nicest prettiest person in your family. you're so sweet and funny and easy-going. i love you. it'll be okay someday. at least you're not blackie, celebrating christmas with her evil crows right?
|
jennapie | Re:, 12-04-05 11:22pm thanks Sarah Bearah! I love you! |
| Anonymous | 12-04-05 11:18pm jenna, not everyone around u is dating. i'm not, rice isnt lol. there is 2 people right there. dating is for losers, waste of money and time and all that other shit that comes with it. |
jennapie | Re:, 12-04-05 11:24pm Jon, I want to date though. and all that other shit, it makes people happy, and I have to see it everyday. |
holiday | 12-04-05 11:20pm You are really awesome Jenna! Don't be down on yourself. Having to buy gifts isn't all it's cracked up to be. You are a wonderful person and fun to be around. Like Sarah said, things won't always suck. If they're down they have to go up sometime. I would just take this time for yourself and do things for yourself :-) Hang in there girlie! |
jennapie | Re:, 12-04-05 11:24pm Thank you hilliery millery! I love you too! you guys make my day better! |
danibean | 12-05-05 11:49am hey slut bag..i'm not dating either remember!! and you know we could still room together...i haven't singed a lease yet!! haaha hint hint....don't worry about boys, they're dumb and you know i'm hotter anyways. you're my best friend and i love you sooooooooooo much!!! muah muah!! |
jennapie | Re:, 12-05-05 12:05pm Dani, we will room together our junior year. I will go to Central. I love you too. |