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jennapie

:: 2005 13 August :: 10.33pm

Profound:
Jeff Gilson is the most entertaining person that I have ever talked to.

and more profound: I love him for it!

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jennapie

:: 2005 13 August :: 1.37am

ummmmmmmm, yeah, so today kinda sucked. It was boring, except that the lady at the bank got me all pissy, because she was so dumb!! Don't you think that after cashing my checks at your bank all freakin summer with no problem what-so-ever I would have known that you charge a $10 fee to do it!! YES!! but I have an account with you so that DOESN'T even apply to me!! She just didn't get it!! ugh!!
but then I paid my car payment, and with what I had left I spent it all. Oh geeze.....I need to save it!! Somebody take my money away from me and hold it, so I stop spending it!! It's getting out of hand! anyways, today was..to say the least....very unproductive....but I have to work tomorrow and then I'll make up for it! ahah, night everybody!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 12 August :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Papa Roach-Scars

Feelings I used to have really aren't there and for the first time in so long I really don't care.

Oh well..It's not my problem anymore.

This is really weird and it sort of freaks me out but a a week ago when I was at my Aunt Loris in Detroit I had this dream that Mischa Barton was on the cover of Cosmo Girl and so in my dream I went home to get my magazine since I was so excited she was on there and the cover was ripped of so I got really mad and then I woke up so thats all I remember from it, but anyways when I was there my cousins friend and I went to the store to buy candy and I was looking at the magazines and she was like "what are you looking for" and I told her I just wanted to see if Mischa Barton was on the cover because she was on it in my dream. And of course she wasn't because they didn't have the new issues of it there yet so today when I got to my dads house, I walk in my room and there sitting on my bed is my Cosmo Girl magazine with Mischa Barton on the cover! It's freaky that I knew she was going to be on it before it even came out, and now she is and the cover looks exactly like it did in my dream. I scare myself sometimes.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 12 August :: 12.31pm

another perfect morning. except this time i woke up with him here.. he didnt wake me up when he got here.

last night after i got out of work we went back to his house and fell asleep around 11.. then at about 2 we woke up and it was pouring rain and there was lightning and thunder and darkness... its moments like that where we're so connected to eachother, even in silence... that make me realize how fortunate we are to have found eachother.

i came home around 4, fell asleep thinking about us, and woke up with the only other person that has ever fully completed that simple 2 letter word.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 12 August :: 12.11pm

I killed my cat. I ran it over. Last night my sister and I left at like 10:00 and before we left I thought I seen my kitten run under her car but I didn't say anything because It was dark and I assumed that I probably didn't see anything. So we left, nothing happened. We came back and I opened the door to get out and there right next to me is my kitten and I almost threw up. I kept saying "omg" and my sister was like "what happened" and I told her so we went inside and told my mom and they went outside and obviously she was dead. I feel horriable as it is, even though, yeah it's just a cat but still she was my favorite cat and I killed her. It was an acciden't and shit happens I guess.

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jennapie

:: 2005 11 August :: 2.59pm

Dani, go to my photobucket, I added tons more pictures, and I have copies for you and Alice that I made today, I'll give them to you tonight.

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jennapie

:: 2005 11 August :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Feel Good Inc.~The Gorillaz

Last night was so much fun!!! I can't wait to go again!!! I LOVE dancing!!! But ya know what was really weird......when we first got there, I saw this guy, and I thought to myself....wow, he really looks like so-and-so. and I swear he caught me looking at him like 5 times....yeah...way to be discreet Jenna. Anyways....then while we were dancing he ends up right in front of me and behind Dani and Alice, and I tell them, look at the guy behind you...doesn't he look like so-and-so? and they were like yea...kinda.....but then we got really hot and we left around midnight, and when we were walking down the street, Dani was like hey, THAT guy looks just like so-and-so too! So Alice and I look, and it WAS so-and-so!! How weird is that?!?! Seriously, it was the last person that I EVER in a million years expected to see there....craaaazy. But anyways.......I had a ton of fun!! and I can't wait to go again!

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jennapie

:: 2005 9 August :: 7.32pm

Hey EVERYONE!!

Tomorrow night, we are going to the Margarita Grill to party!!! So if you think you can take it!! come and help us celebrate Dani's 18th Birthday by dancing till you drop!

We're gonna be there around 9:30, so I REALLY hope to see you there!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 9 August :: 12.55pm

I'm back from Detroit. Well I was back last night but I didn't have time to write about it. Detroit was quite eventful.

My cousin Brina is here. She is two. She came back with me last night and she is staying for a couple days. Shes so cute and usually my cousin Lindsey who is my age (her sister) watches her but my Aunt says she doesn't think Lindsey does a good job so she wanted me to watch her. She loves lip gloss and found all my makeup and is destroying my room and she makes me take her in the pool every five minutes.

My cousins friend was over when I was there and for some reason my cousin got mad at me and her friend so we just left her went outside and talked. It was nice talking to someone that doesn't go to my school or who didn't use to go to my school. She views things differently I guess and it just helped talking to someone for once because I don't trust anyone here at all.

Anyways my cousins friend was there like 3 days before I got there and everyday she would walk to this party store right down the street and buy candy so then when I got there she wanted me to go with her so I did and this guy was in there that was there when she went too and he kept flirting with us. Then the next day we went there and there was another hot guy working there and he started talking to us and he was like "your all cuties" and hes like "you should come party with us" and were just like "umm right" and anyways it was really akward. We went home and like 5 minutes later my aunt was like "can you guys go to the store and get chocolate milk" for my cousin Brina so were like sure but were not going inside the store because of those guys so we made my cousin Haileigh go in and she went in and the guy asked her where her crew was and she told them we were waiting outside and so we were sitting outside and I go "wouldn't it be funny if they walked out" and soon enough the guy walked out and hes like "why are you guys standing out here" and we were laughing hysterically and he made us come in the store and we told him we felt dumb for going twice in one day and he was like "well thats what a store is for" so we talked again and the next day only one of the guys was there and my cousin wanted candy so we went with her but didn't go in with her and the guy told her to tell my cousins friend and I that he was mad at us for not coming in but we didn't really want to because once again we felt dumb. The next day we went there again and made my cousin Haileigh go in there and buy us more candy and the hot guy that was working there wouldn't give my cousin Haileigh the change from our candy unless we went inside so we told her to tell him to keep the change and she came out with two packs of cry babies for us because he told her to tell us we were being cry babies. It was really funny and then the next day before we left we went insisde and talked to him and we gave him our cell phone number just so he would be happy lol.

When I was there my cousin and I went running everynight and we would run 2 miles and anyways she lives right by 8 mile and we were running at 10:30pm and we seen a hooker on the corner and we started laughing at her and she said hi to us. It was really gross.

I have to go take Brina in the pool and then im going to the mall. <3

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swimfan14

:: 2005 8 August :: 9.14pm

Thats all I needed to know.

Things are finally, finally looking up.

So what, I'm better off everyday.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 8 August :: 10.47am

keegan just left for work, i suppose i should do something productive like mow the lawn.... i'll just wait for him to do it! :)

my senior pictures went pretty good. we were there for 3 and a half hours and he's still not done. so tuesday we're going to the beach, and then we still have set up another indoor session. and yesterday i came to the realization that my cheeks are entirely to fat. i really really dont like them. i told my mom that im gonna get lyposuction done on my cheeks.. laughs... its true.

we went to see keegan at work last night.... simply HAD to give him a hard time. he's a good waitor. my cousin audra was working too.. so she sat down with us for quite a while... said she was gonna have it out with keegan cuz he took her family and we should have been sitting in HER section. giggles* audra said i was the talk of server alley last night..... ohhhhh yeah.

when he got out of work we went and got life and guess who... gotta love the classics. what nerds we are.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 7 August :: 9.28am

yesterday was one of the best days this whole summer.

we had our grand haven parade... and let me tell ya, it was HUGE! but it was so much fun before hand because we got to walk around and hand out massive ammounts of red flannel buttons to the other floats and there are some CRAZY people! one of the floats was a huge coast guard boat, and all the queens and court members that were around all got up onto the boat with the coast gaurd men..... *mmmm* and got a very lovely picture taken with all the guns on the boat.... i dont know it was just sooo fun. and the parade itself was huge... at one point one of the guys from WGVU jumped on our float with his camera crew and asked me all these questions...... i was like woohu! *giggles.

my mom and keegan made it to the parade just in time, they werent even there for 10 minutes when my float went by. after the parade we went to my uncle mark and aunt pattys (me, my mom, keegan and shelby) and then we came back into cedar.. by the way.. i have MASTERED the art of changing in the car. its pretty difficult to change out of those red flannel dress and all the stuff with it without flashing all the other cars..... laughs* anyways..... we came back here to freshin up and all that good stuff.. then me and keegan went over to his house for jennys shower.. jenny is keegans cousin, and she's marrying my cousin ben... they've been together since the 8th grade... it was kind of odd being at keegans house for a bridal shower for my cousins fiance... a little ironic. but it was so cool, cuz my aunt susie was there... so i was in like my second home, eating really good food talking to my OWN family! te he he..... but NO this does not make us related... and besides he's adopted... mwah ha ha ha.

after the shower me keegan and emma went back to my house to pick up shelby (she's four) and the 4 of us went to chucky cheese. we got 160 tokens... holy cow! it was sooooo much fun. one of the funnest things we've done in the summer! *laughs.. we're such nerds... but it was cool because it was me and keegan and our sisters. it was sweet and all that jazz..... :)

OH yeah... and between the four of us shelby had 1102 tickets to choose stuff with.... *shakes head. its funny cuz we spent 30 dollars on tokens for probably 5 dollars worth of stuff..... oh well, we got good pictures and those are "priceless" *laughs...... OH the cornyness.



i have my senior pictures today.... they BETTER still be today. they got reschedualed last time. im excited.. im super tan right now. well... i think anyways *shrugs.

yancy didnt make it out to grand haven yesterday.... the traffic was to bad, he never would have made it.... ahh well.

when we left chucky cheese we went to target and i bough shelby this disney princess game... well the setup took forever, so me, shelby, my mom and keegan were up till midnight because she HAD to play it before she went to sleep. she's so cute.

alright, i've babbled on enough. i dont like writing long descriptive entires.. AND i dont like reading them... but whatever

have a good day loves.

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wierdo

:: 2005 6 August :: 9.46am
:: Mood: tired and bored
:: Music: Def Lepard

Well, its been quite the time since i've been in here. Going on like 7 months now or something like that.

Well, i guess i'll start with the bad/depressing news. Emily broke up with me July 20th. We were together almost 9 months. It was bad........i mean really bad. I just can't stop thinking about her. I swear...for a while ....thinking about her was the only reason that i didn't kill myself. I don't want to kill myself and i'm not going to, but i did. Last week was the first time i saw her in 2 weeks. I saw her at the gas station. Then later on that night at a friends house. We didn't really talk at all and it was quite awkward. But then we talked on the phone the next day for like an hour. Nothing happened. We just kinda concluded that we would just try to be best friends. She still loves me and wants to be friends, is what she said. So yeah, once again i was heart broken. But you know what, thats life. Shit happens, and most of the time there's not a damn thing anybody can do about it, so why try.

Well, i guess the good news is my summer is going pretty good. Except for the whole paragraph up above. I'm hangin out with alot of my old friends that i haven't been around in a long time. Its alot of fun. My sister had her baby towards the end of may or beginning of June, one of the two. But she had a girl. Her name is Kelsie Rose. Kamie and Todd just got their appartment too. So i'm really happy for my sister right now. She has a baby, a job, support for the baby, and her own place with the baby's father. Its good to know that she's in good hands right now.

So yeah...i haven't wrote in here in a long time. I'm sure i missed a few people's birthday's.

Umm...Happy 18th B-day to Amy! But i already saw you after your birthday.

Erika....happy 17th birthday to you.

Um......and yeah i can't really think of anybody elses. So if i missed you, then i'm sorry and happy birthday. I've gotta get going now. Everybody in here should leave me a message or comment. It will make me feel good cause then i'll know that people read what i write and yeah.

Kevin L. Meek

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jennapie

:: 2005 5 August :: 12.30am

awwww shit.


I'm thinking that one year at CC would be perfectly fine with me. I don't know why it matters to anyone that "that's what my sister did," I'm not her, and I don't have to have the same type of Education, this isn't like high school where you have no choice. I don't wanna go to CC. One year, I'm serious, then I want to move on. Stacey's going to State, and yeah it's a good school and everything, but I don't think I wanna go there too. It would be cool to go to different schools. I need to be independent sometime in my life. I have already been asked to live in a house at Central, so that's a possibility, and a good one! and I have to get a new job because the ice cream shop won't cover college, or once the summer's over, my car payment either! So I HAVE to do that anyway. and the lady that I baby-sit for, said that she would raise me a dollar to stay, but that still won't cover like......anything, so I think I'm going to have to turn that down too, but it's hard thinking about doing that when I have nothing else lined up yet. BUT I HAVE TO! I don't want to follow my sister, I want to be on my own, I seriously want to live away from home for a while, wouldn't it seriously suck if I never had the chance to have roommates? or live on my own, with my own job, and my own car, and my own bills, and not have to report to my parents everynight about where I'm going and who I'm seeing! I can't wait for that. I want it to happen sooner than later. I can tough it out at CC this year, but I honestly don't know if I want to the second year, I also want my parents support in whatever I choose to do, so staying at CC might be the only way. I mean, Stacey left CC with no bills to pay. none, and I'm going to I think, just because I can't seem to get it together. I need a good paying job, but everything seems so bleak, I don't even know where to begin looking. I don't know, I guess I just had to try and sort this all out on my own, but it doesn't seem like I've gotten anywhere at all. ugh!

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jennapie

:: 2005 4 August :: 10.33pm

Dani, please call me. It's kinda important.

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