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2005 8 September :: 3.00am
:: Music: From First To Last- Note To Self.
This is probably the most I've ever updated. So I'm looking at tattoos right now...and I can't believe what some people get. Not to mention the creepy guy that used to stop in at the cafe who had pooh bear characters on his arms.....ekkk.
I think I'm going to just get a plain star on my ankle or foot. What about on my ribcage? hm? Nah... Wait. I think I want some on my foot. Ugh. I have to go to class tomorrow. Er. Today. In about 11 hours. I'm going to bed now. No more of this journal stuff! ha
GET UP
GET DRESSED
GO TO WORK
they all know who you are...
They can't believe you'd show up here
BUT THAT'S JUST WHO THEY ARE
SHUT UP
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Gahhhhh my heart. Yikes.
El interneto hasnt' been working very well so I never updated anything. The weekend was fun.
I had an interview at Applause Catering that I don't think went too well. Saturday Char and I went to Riverside to grill out w/his folks/sis/bro-in-law/baby. Yummy. Then we went to Lare-bear/Liz's new house in GR and it is cute! Jeff was there too! haha. And we played poker until 2 am and I won money! whoooo! Then I stayed the night at Char's and Sunday we went to see The 40-year Old Virgin which was slightly funny. Sunday I cooked out with my parents and Tuesday my classes started.
After a minor parking set-back that didn't seem too minor at the time, everything went fine. Nutrition was semi-okay but Bus. Eng. was boring and I met a girl that I already knew because we hung out/drank together before. We just didn't remember at first. It's Casey's friend Randi. So yeah, at least I know one person. My teacher reminds me of the 40-year old virgin/Eugene Levy/someone from Office Space. hooh. Since the class is over 3 hours long we got a 25 minute break so Randi and I went to the bookstore to get her book and the line was really long so we were late getting back to class and the door was closed so we walked in with chips and other stuff and had to walk all the way to the back and everyone was quiet so I don't think he likes us at all. But oh well.
Man I go on a whole heck of a lot. Anyway, I worked today at el cafe and it went fine. Tomorrow I have Nutrition from 2-3:30 then I see Char :-) hooooray.
G'night (for now)
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2005 7 September :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: Skynyrd - Gimme 3 Steps
It's been a while, it's been a while... i don't really feel the need to post anymore, even with access to do so. but i figured once in a while wont hurt.
I'm living at Stacy's now. I move into my new apartment October 5th. It's 160sq.ft. bigger than the last apartment (700sq.ft.). The new one is pretty rad. it actually has a dining room. It'll be really nice to have a sweet apartment to MYSELF. I'm buying all new furniture and whatnot. I have this whole month to save money for everything. The apartment is on the E. Beltline and 5 mile. So Plainfield township. The drive to work now is costing me about $10 a day to drive there and back, about 60 miles, pretty shitty, yes?
I work at Electro Chemical Finishing now. I'm a copper plater, so i pretty much work with a bunch of hazardous chemicals all day. No one thought i would make it this long because i guess the past few guys before me quit before 3 weeks. One guy quit after 3 hours because he could'nt handle it. It's the heat that makes the job hard. I've been there about a month and a half now, so i'm doing good.
Well that's enough for now, later.
Bradley
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oh my freaking gosh i never knew people could be so immature and rude and mean!!!
i never even knew! hey freaking news flash. roman is my boyfriend and we have been together almost 2 years now. sorry to take away your friend or whatever after i drive 40 minutes to come see him for the day. SORRY i am taking your time away from him.
gawd i dont want to be some bitch but guesswhat . you were first.
am i bad? am i too needy and selfish? maybe i'm just the smelly kid.
reason number 112 why my mom doesnt make sense:
i ask if i can return pop cans so i can make some money for my parking ticket. she says she'll give it to me as a graduation present even though she's already given me two. one being 300 hundred dollars.
i ask for shampoo and toothpaste and stuff like that. she bitches about it to me to my friends to anyone who will listen.
i don't want food from the store. i get called a bitch.
yeah i'm moody, i exagerate, i whine. so does she.
i don't want to go home. i don't want anything from her. i just want to cry until i explode.
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2005 31 August :: 9.02pm
:: Music: JamisonParker- Dusk, The Day After
Holy Carp! Yes. . . Holy carp.
My mom just said that she had a customer from Otsego or something say that gas was $3.80 over there!!! I just wish I could boycott it but that wouldn't do anything except leave me stranded.
Sometimes I just get this overwhelming rush of joy and happiness with life. Like everything is going to be okay and everything is going to work out with my life. Everything will fall into place. I am going to get an awesome job, I am going to classes I like, I will be 18 soon, and more importantly, even if those things don't work out (except me being 18), I am with the person I love and he will stand by me and help me through everything.
I LOVE CHARLIE!
Hmmm....GUESS WHAT!
Chef Simpson called me today and I have an interview on friday!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOO
It's my dream job. Seriously. Awesome. I could have a chance of going to Italy sometime. Maybe after a long time of working there, but still. Awesomely awesome. This will be my 5th job!!! I'm only 17 and this will be my 5th job. It's okay, it's experience. I've never gotten fired (knock on wood)
I can't wait till classes start actually. It's cool. For my birthday we're all goin' to margarita grill and then I'm getting a tat. For sure.
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2005 30 August :: 10.28pm
:: Music: Boys Night Out - Purging
I'm feeling kind of weird. Anxious-like. Earlier today I layed in bed and knew I had places to go and that I should get up and I wanted to, but then I didn't want to leave the house at all, I just wanted to read. Ergh. I visited Ash at work today and dodged el bosso. Then I worked out. Then I went to Applause catering. Head...hurts. I think I'm going crazy. I just don't know what I want to do ever!
EDIT: k i realized i had lots of doubles on there so i fixed it i think... oh and i like dind't have my favortie one up there. i think my favorite is number 17... whatever . thanks
Please help me pick. sorry . sorry if i'm making your page big but i kinda dont realy care... i duno. i realized senior pictures are kinda DUMB!!
I love you more than words can say.
I am so tired. I woke up around 2 this morning then went back to sleep until 4:30 when I had to get up to go open at work. Blahhh. I didn't feel very well this morning. Uh oh. Eh I never feel very well in the morning. I saw Char later on today. I got him a grill. Yay! Then I worked out at the gym for like 15 minutes because they were closing. So I'm going again tomorrow and I'm going to Applause to send my resume and hopefully talk to Chef Simpson. Then I'm going to chill because I need time to relax before next week. Classes start. Eek.
On Saturday Char and I went down to CC and all the buildings were locked because we went too late. Ugh. But one of my classes is in the North building and I like the grassy plaza in front of it I will be there a lot I'm sure. And in the ATC building. VISIT ME IN THE CAFE IN OCTOBER! Ya.
That's about it.
so here's a little update on my stupid stupid stupid fucking life..
1. i'm pretty sure i have the flu or mono or something i feel like absolute shit, i am sick to my stomach all the time i want to puke, my head just aches and i just want to lay down and sleep
2. my boyfriend is having fun in college and i get to come to this stupid house and fucking eat cereal because there is nothing here and i just want to die and i hate this i hate this i hate this
3. i have no friends
4. thats my fault
5. but it still upsets me
6. my old friends don't exist anymore
7. i kinda want to
aaaaaaaaaaa i'm really sad and i think i'm going to go cry a lot. gawd this is so stupid. have fun . god.
We're back together. We got back together on Friday morning.
Everything is wonderful. We are more in love now than ever before. It's like love makes more sense now, in a subconsious way. Like everything is brighter. Anyway, things are really good. I am so in love with Charlie. I can't wait till we get married :-D hehe
So saddy sad sad. i wish i was with him . i hate this. honestly i just hate going back here. poop. and i wish i was actually DOING something tonight. i slept sooooo much today so i'm not even tired.
yesterday i took at nap cuz i had been up so late the day before and then went to bed at 11 something and woke up at 11:30 and then went back to sleep at 2 and woke up at 3:50 in time for work at 5 ... worked till 11 and now... yeah i'm just bored.
i make really good money at rosies and i always have decent shifts and they go by really fast actually. so yay . and it's just an easy routine. hooray
i miss you baby i love you so much.
i dont think i'm going to church tomorrow i guess.
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this is a puzzle for you all. isn't it cool? hahah yay!
yayyy today is the double date. me and keegan are going out with jess hazen and bobby. im soooo excited... not only is it a double date.. its a BLIND date... ohhh yeah.
weird... speaking of blind i had a dream last night that i was blind. and it all was because of... well that doesnt matter... but thats some scary stuff!
